[Zhongyingmei] If you don't dig a hole, you will die

No matter how strange and varied everyone behaves when they are drunk, at least one thing is common:

You will definitely have a headache the day after a hangover; even if you don't feel a headache, you will have the illusion of "being hollowed out".

Jason, however, does not belong to any of the above situations.In other words, he is a person who has soaked in Lazarus Pool, and his physical condition should be at its peak at the moment, so he won't be so easily overwhelmed by mere alcohol;

Taking a step back, even if he felt a little bit of discomfort in the first place, he would be confused by the current situation, and he has no time to take care of the small problem of whether he is uncomfortable or not:

He obviously remembered that as soon as he left Bludhaven, he rushed directly into Hetty's house, and even climbed onto her balcony trying to force his way in;

Although the reason why he went in in the end was because Hetty might throw himself to the ground, but no matter what the reason was, it couldn't conceal the fact that he finally broke the window of someone's house and broke in.

Not to mention he was still awake on the couch at Hetty's house now.

He was a tall, long-legged man, squeezed on the sofa of this small one-person apartment, no matter how he looked at him, he felt inexplicably wronged.

But Jason doesn't care about this at all, he cares more about what he did when he finished:

He remembered that he seemed to confess his love to Hetty?So did she say no or yes?

While Jason was still struggling with this problem, Hetty came out of the kitchen and came to the sofa with a bowl of instant fruit cereal. When he realized that he had woken up, he trembled all over and almost knocked the bowl over on the spot. On the ground: "Thank goodness you're awake! Do you remember what you did in the middle of the night?"

Jason looked at the bowl cautiously, and finally took it from Hetty's hand, which was in stark contrast to his previous attitude towards his cereal at Nightwing's place. It was a double standard bucket: "You need me If I remember, I remember; if I need to forget, I don’t remember anything.”

Hetty was stunned. If she was not the one who was suddenly stuffed with such sweet words, she would definitely applaud enthusiastically for at least 3 minutes for this situation: That's amazing, my bucket, what I said Really level!

However, the other party involved was herself, which was a little embarrassing.

In fact, after Hetty was suddenly confessed last night.In addition to the initial bewilderment, after subconsciously wanting to escape, I had to face up to this fact:

She likes Jason.

Yes, that's right. The fact that "Jason likes her" doesn't bother her, it's better to say that he can almost become a mate selection model in the minds of most young girls:

He is handsome enough, has a good figure, and can cook. He doesn't seem to have a good temper, but he is unexpectedly caring. Being able to lead the underground gangsters in a city like Gotham and keep himself from crossing the line is enough to show self-control and The moral level is absolutely adequate.

As for a small problem that likes to fly around at night, it is even less of a problem for Hetty who has enough self-protection ability.

That being the case, logically speaking, if you are liked by such a person, it is too late to be happy, so why would you feel distressed about it?

It's just that Hetty's biggest worry is never on others, but on herself:

She still does not know whether her avoidant attachment personality has been cured.

Her native family, which is glamorous on the surface, is actually oppressive enough to make people unable to breathe freely, which has hurt and branded her too deeply, even though she has been in a new environment for five years.

Even if Mrs. Brown has made enough efforts to change herself, the accumulated disadvantages of more than ten years cannot be improved in such a short period of time.

For people with avoidant attachment issues, it's not like they can't like people.It's their inability to maintain a long-term, stable relationship:

The more they like someone, the more they will push away subconsciously;

If they are not successfully pushed away, after a long time together, these people will have fear and disgust towards an overly intimate relationship;

But if they really separated, they would be sadder than anyone else.

Because they have failed to get positive affirmation and enough sense of security from their parents since they were young.

So they will subconsciously feel that they are not worthy of this kind of intimacy;

After an intimate relationship breaks down, they may even have the predictable thought that "I really don't deserve this kind of relationship."

If her avoidant attachment personality has not been cured, then they will definitely break up one day.

Hetty thought to herself that it was lucky that this person took the cereal bowl from her hand, otherwise, according to her posture of shaking her voice and trembling hands now, she would definitely throw the bowl on the ground , wasting food is a great crime.

She cleared her throat and found it was of no use.Just getting her to take the initiative to admit "I like you too" is already an S-level difficulty for a patient with avoidant attachment personality: "Do you know what's wrong with me? Are you sure?"

Jason never expected that he would get such an answer.He was prepared for the death penalty if he was directly rejected, and for the reprieve if the question was tactfully avoided.

However, he never expected that what he got would be an affirmative answer.Immediately bailed him out of his anxious mood: "I still hold your medical certificate for you, and I will never forget it if I want to."

"I'm not the best choice." Hetty sighed and said sincerely, "You deserve the best."

Jason froze for a moment, then suddenly laughed: "You have already started to put yourself in my shoes and think "what is the best", which is very telling—"

"If I'm not the most important person in your heart, how can you think that the "best" is what I "worth"? "

He stretched out his hand and gently covered Heidi's hand. After confirming that she showed no signs of struggle or resentment, he quietly tightened his ten fingers, and took this emerald kudzu plant that grew in the reinforced concrete city into his pocket: "It's enough that you are my only choice, little girl."

The moment the two hands touched each other, Hetty visibly trembled.

Because she was surprised by the completely different touch from her hands, with the thin calluses left by holding guns all year round.

It's just that she didn't break Jason's hand away in the end.

Jason still felt a little unreal right now.Even though he had imagined countless times in his dreams at this moment.

But at the moment when it really became a reality, there is still a feeling of dreaming an overly real dream.

Moreover, he had never had the experience of formally dating this type of girl as an ordinary person before. After a long while, he found something nondescript and said, "Why are you so brave all of a sudden?"

The second he finished saying this sentence, he wanted to put this sentence back into the space-time tunnel 30 seconds ago for Tuan Ba ​​Tuan Ba:

What if Hetty suddenly regretted being reminded by his words?

Fortunately, Hetty didn't really regret it.

She just tugged at the corner of Jason's clothes, so Jason really followed her almost negligible force and lowered his head.

The moment the two pairs of green eyes successfully met, they both saw their own figure, and the only figure, in each other's eyes. When Hetty opened her mouth, she found that her hands were still a little cold.

However, at this moment, another more tangible and warmer temperature has taken away all the restlessness and fear she had:

"Maybe it's your infection."

Jason didn't understand her logic for a while, but Hetty knew clearly in her heart:

She is brave because of him.

The person in front of her has a unique and shining soul, brighter than the stars and stronger than diamonds.

The real power is not to be ruthless, nor to be hoarse, nor is it the kind of domineering president who spends a lot of money that is most common in third-rate novels and movies, because anyone can do these things;

And what everyone can do is not unique.

He has experienced the hardships of the world, but still can abide by the perseverance of the soul, and has the courage to stand up again and again under all kinds of hardships.

When one is so lucky to have a connection with such a strong soul, whether it is in the name of love or friendship or whatever, as long as the mutual connection remains, this strength can actually affect both parties:

Those who are weak, under this kind of inspiration, can be strong and persistent, and they will be invincible everywhere;

For those who are indecisive and change from day to day, it is an opportunity to transform them into more resolute and decisive;

For those who have lived in a cage for a long time, at the moment when this link is quietly established, the lock that has been tightly fastened for restraint will be quietly pushed aside the first bolt.

It's a pity that the people of the Bat family do not meet any of the above negative conditions at all. People who can fight side by side with him are either superheroes, or alien visitors who will not be troubled by any small problems at all. She was the only person who received this spiritual gift, so this gift was finally given out at this moment.

There was a soft "bang", and the bowl full of cereal was knocked down to the ground at some point, and the sweet and dry cereal and dried fruit were scattered all over the floor, but no one had time to take care of it.

Hetty grabbed Jason by the collar of his leather jacket and tried to stand on tiptoe to kiss him—the real height difference between the two was separated by at least a few centimeters when she was not wearing high heels—at the moment when their lips and teeth met There was a gap, vaguely but firmly repeated: "You are mine."

What she said was so serious, serious and unrefutable, which made Jason feel a little bit amused, but at the same time, he also had a sense of satisfaction that was moving and settled, which softened the expression he always put on. With an attitude of "no one is pleasing to the eye", he smiled lowly: "I am a free man, little girl."

"Suddenly a rope was tied up for me to decide whether to stay or not. It's not impossible, but I must know the reason, right?"

"You are mine." Hetty repeated again, and there was a bright and eternal light in her eyes, which is the look of a truly powerful, free, and fearless person:

"Because I was inspired by you, I grew up under your guidance, care and company, I was strong under your subtle influence, and I belonged to you without knowing it."

"So Jason Todd, you are destined to belong to me too."

To be honest, this is really an unreasonable template for robbery and robbery. Even the kidnappers who stop the road robbery can't say something like "your money is mine, and my money is still mine" is illogical. if.However, Jason felt something, and for a moment he forgot to refute.

He looked into Hetty's bright eyes, and felt that if what she said was true and she grew up with his company, then why didn't he never give up on self-salvation even in this difficult situation? Peaceful through hard work and tenderness?

Did the little prince tame the fox, or did the fox tame the little prince?Or is this actually a process of mutual domestication?

In short, no matter who domesticated who, as long as the ending is good, that is enough.

So Jason lowered his head, kissed his little girl, and promised in a low voice, "You're so right, Hetty Brown."

"If I'm not yours, who else could I be?"