my wronged bamboo horse

When Qi Lin woke up, there was no one around, Xu Ningjian was not in the dormitory, and only left him a message.

Xu Ningjian: [The anniversary of my mother's death, I went home and asked for leave from school. 】

Xu Ningjian: [Last night's question, I'll tell you when I figure it out. 】

Qi Lin froze for a moment, feeling as if something had changed.Xu Ningjian was very sensitive to this date in the past, and at this time of the year, she only said that she had something to do.

Qi Lin: [Okay, I'll wait for you to come back. 】

After thinking for a while, I asked again: [Where is the shredded chicken noodle soup you mentioned?I want to eat. 】

In the morning, it began to drizzle again, and the weather was gloomy.

The cemetery was shrouded in misty water vapor, and it was wet and cold everywhere, making it look even more desolate and lonely.

Xu Ningjian, dressed in black, and Xu Zhi, each with an umbrella, laid flowers in front of his mother's grave, and stood quietly for a while.

This is an annual process.In the past, Xu Ningjian was actually very reluctant to come. Every time he stood here, he was reminded that his mother's death was related to him, and his pain also came from this.

But he will still be there in the end, he knows that Xu Zhi's attitude is not what his mother intended.If his mother was alive, she would definitely want to meet him.

And he was also so eager to see his mother.

This is the first time, standing here, he no longer feels anxious, confused and guilty.He thought that if his mother was still alive, she would not want him to dwell on his powerless past.It's time to move forward.

"Let's go." Xu Zhi said.

The two figures walked slowly towards the parking lot, one behind the other.

"I saw your results in this monthly exam, and you have improved a lot. It seems that it is right to let you transfer to Lingzhong." Xu Zhi rarely showed some approval, but his tone was still cold.

In the past, Xu Ningjian would have been more or less perfunctory, but today he didn't respond and just walked in silence.

Xu Zhi didn't notice his abnormality, or he was not familiar with Xu Ningjian's character at all, so he continued on his own, "Actually, if you are nervous about your studies, you don't have to come today. It's not a must. Besides, you It shouldn't be very comfortable..."

"Why do you always say such things?" Xu Ningjian interrupted him.

Xu Zhi frowned subconsciously, a little displeased, "What do you mean? Am I wrong?"

His eyes were very sharp, and when he looked over, there was a sense of scrutiny, and the fact was the same.

Since childhood, Xu Ningjian has always been submissive in front of him, and never dared to contradict him. This is the first time that Xu Ningjian questioned him in front of his face.

Xu Zhi wants to see what this son can say.

Xu Ningjian's expression was very calm, so calm that it was almost sarcasm. For the first time, those beautiful eyes did not dodge when they faced him, but looked straight at him, and looked at him, "I just think that people who really want to feel uncomfortable It should be you."

Xu Zhi was taken aback, "You..."

"We all know that I didn't come to this world voluntarily, you brought me... So, if anyone is responsible for my mother's death, it should be you."

The rain gradually became heavier, and the rain "slapped" on the umbrella surface, then slid down the umbrella ribs, splashed on the ground, and wet their shoe uppers and trousers.

Both of them stopped and faced each other through the cold rain.

Xu Zhi suddenly discovered that his son had grown to be as tall as him before he knew it.It was also the first time that Xu Ningjian's eyes were so similar to his mother's, beautiful and transparent, as if they could see through a person's surface and reach directly into his heart.

"But you are too cowardly, you dare not face your mistakes, so you can only blame the problem on others, you are a coward."

"Shut up," Xu Zhi interrupted angrily, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Aware of his embarrassment, he paused for a while, then pretended to be calm again, and continued to speak forcefully, "I know you have resentment towards me, but I have always fulfilled my responsibilities to you. From childhood to adulthood, what do you need? I've never been short of you..."

"Stop lying to yourself. You know better than anyone else that I have never had what I really need." Xu Ningjian's tone was very calm, without accusations or anger, as if he was just describing the most common thing thing.

But the more this happened, the more cruel it seemed.

After so many years, Xu Ningjian did not seem to lack anything.He has a lot of pocket money, imported snacks that other children don't often get, a lot of toys, and he can go to the best cram schools. As long as money can buy him, he has everything.

Ever since he was a child, Xu Ningjian has always been comforted by people, asking him to understand Xu Zhi, understanding that it is not easy for a single father, there is no way to take care of career and children at the same time, and understanding that Xu Zhi has given him all the best.

Xu Ningjian also wanted to convince himself this way, but he knew very well in his heart that this was not the case.

Xu Zhi was just cowardly and selfish. He abandoned Xu Ningjian, but he couldn't face the guilt in his heart, so he tried to make up with material things to avoid condemnation.

He wanted to show that he cared about Xu Ningjian, gave him money, sent him to the martial arts gym, and transferred him to another school. To him, these were just the simplest things.Only where he was really needed, he was so stingy.

In the past so many years, Xu Ningjian has always tried to curry favor with him, always feeling that as time goes by, Xu Zhi will gradually forget the past and give him a little warmth.

But now, Xu Ningjian finally fully understands that the person who really needs to be given alms is Xu Zhi from beginning to end.

"Please stop pretending to care about me, and stop buying others to take care of me. Don't ask others for things you can't do yourself... It's ridiculous and insulting."

Xu Ningjian's voice was not loud, it seemed a little erratic amidst the sound of rain, but it was particularly ear-piercing.

After saying this, regardless of what Xu Zhi thought, he turned around and wanted to leave.

"Wait a minute, I don't understand what you mean," Xu Zhi called to stop him, embarrassed and confused, "What do you mean buying someone else?"

……

By the time we left the cemetery, the rain had stopped.

Xu Ningjian was sitting in the car, looking out through the car window, the sun gradually peeked out from the clouds and shone on his frighteningly white face.

His palms were clenched into fists, and his fingertips pressed tightly against his palms until his knuckles turned white.

Xu Zhi's words kept echoing in his mind.

Xu Zhi said that he did look for Qi Lin, but Qi Lin did not accept what he gave.On the contrary, when Qi Lin asked Xu Zhi to talk, he hoped that Xu Zhi would face up to Xu Ningjian's real problems.

It's a pity that Qi Lin didn't know Xu Zhi well.The biggest effect of that conversation was probably that Xu Zhi realized that Xu Ningjian's neighbor was a stable and reliable young man.

So later on, Xu Zhicai placed more expectations of Xu Ningjian's growth on Qi Lin.

In the following years, Xu Ningjian bumped into Qi Lin and Xu Zhi on the phone several times, but it was just Xu Zhi's unilateral, self-righteous concern.

The reason why Xu Zhi transferred Xu Ningjian to Lingzhong was also because Qi Lin told him several times that the environment in his hometown was not suitable for Xu Ningjian, the teachers there were not strong, the quality of the students was uneven, and bullying often occurred.

When transferring Xu Ningjian, Xu Zhi approached Qi Lin and offered to let Qi Lin go there with him, and the Xu family could provide him with the expenses.

But in the end, Qi Lin took the special way to go there...

After eating a bowl of noodles, Qi Lin took out his mobile phone and clicked on Xu Ningjian's profile picture while shouting, "Boss, pay the bill."

Footsteps came from behind, and a person stood aside, casting a shadow on the table: "What's the order, I haven't eaten yet."

Qi Lin raised his head and saw Xu Ningjian's beautiful peach blossom eyes, and couldn't help being slightly startled: "You're back so soon?"

"Well, nothing else, I'm back." Xu Ningjian sat down in front of him.

Qi Lin gave him the menu: "Look, what do you want to eat?"

Xu Ningjian didn't take it, but just stared at him blankly, her eyes were moist and clear, as if they had just been washed by water.

Qi Lin didn't know why, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Xu Ningjian suddenly laughed, "I think you are a fool."

Qi Lin was silent for a while, and then laughed, with the usual helplessness: "You say so."

Xu Ningjian just took the menu, looked at it and said, "Today is my birthday, I want to eat better."

Qi Lin was really surprised by this.

The Xu family never celebrated Xu Ningjian's birthday, and Xu Ningjian himself never mentioned it. They celebrated many days together, but they never celebrated Xu Ningjian's birthday.

But Qi Lin was only stunned for a moment, and soon came back to his senses, and said with a smile: "Okay, I'll celebrate your birthday... I just happened to prepare a gift for you."

Xu Ningjian was stunned for a moment, then looked up at him, "A gift?"

From childhood to adulthood, Qi Lin gave him many things, but he never gave him a birthday present, because he never had a birthday.

"Yeah." Qi Lin took out a paper bag from his schoolbag and handed it to him, "I bought it a few days ago, and I wanted to find a special day for you... It just so happens that today is the most special day."

Xu Ningjian opened the paper bag and was even more surprised when he saw the candies wrapped in transparent cellophane inside, "It's actually this, I thought it was gone now... Did you look for it specifically?"

"Yeah, good luck, the second sister said there is a sale near her house, so she specially asked her to lead the way, and invited her to dinner." Qi Lin smiled.

"..."

Xu Ningjian was startled again, remembering the message from Zhu Jiajia that he saw on Qi Lin's phone that day, so it turned out to be like this.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Qi Lin was a little puzzled, "What's the matter, don't you like it?"

"No, I like it very much." Xu Ningjian shook his head vigorously, "I just suddenly felt like I was a fool."

These words were a bit rambling, but Qi Lin could feel that some of his knots seemed to be completely untied.

Qi Lin stretched out his hand and patted his head: "That's good, I'm a fool, and you are a fool, you're right."

"Qi Lin." Xu Ningjian grabbed his hand and said seriously, "I've thought about last night's question."

Qi Lin looked back at him with a smile in his eyes.

"I know the answer."

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