my wronged bamboo horse

Qi Lin felt that he was despicable.

The darkness magnified the greed in his heart that he didn't even see, or rather, he never dared to face.And the sweaty and hot body held tightly in his arms stimulated his unknown desire.

After Xu Ningjian repeated that sentence for the second time, the thread in Qi Lin's mind broke completely.

It's like revenge for Xu Ningjian's torture, and it's like revenge for her long-term escape.

Qi Lin kissed her vigorously, without any warning, no rules, only rough plunder.

This is the first time, and maybe the last time.

He asked Xu Ningjian if he knew the price, and he didn't need a price for doing this, but he couldn't bear it anymore.

They are best friends, they have been together almost as long as they can remember, they are inseparable and close, they spend the best time of their lives together, and all important memories have each other's participation.

Qi Lin warned herself not to break this balance, not to try, so that she would not lose Xu Ningjian.

He almost did it.

Xu Ningjian seemed to be stunned by fright, and didn't respond for a while, just letting Qi Lin grab and grind without moving.

In the darkness, only the sound of Qi Lin's heavy and scorching breathing remained. He pressed one hand on Xu Ningjian's neck, and his palm was wet with sweat, but he couldn't take care of it.

When did it start, Qi Lin has no way of knowing.

This is a kind of emotion that is dripping through stone, quietly when it first happened, mixed in those daily fragments, mixed in every night they slept next to each other, mixed in their laughter when they were young and the laughter when they grew up. In the dispute.

So inconspicuous, yet so deep-rooted and indestructible.

When he finally noticed, those emotions had crawled all over his heart like the most stubborn vines, wrapping him layer by layer, and there was nowhere to escape.

Before that, Qi Lin couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Xu Ningjian.

Until the day they had their worst argument ever.Xu Ningjian said that sentence.

Qi Lin had no choice but to face the truth. Maybe he wasn't really ignorant, he just didn't dare to face it.

He had known for a long time that Xu Ningjian had been deliberately torturing him, provoking him, and making him angry all these years, all in order to make him unbearable and leave voluntarily.

Qi Lin didn't understand why Xu Ningjian behaved like this, and wanted to question him several times why he treated him like this.But in the end I didn't ask.

Because once you ask, maybe even the superficial peace can no longer be maintained.

But human reason has its limit after all.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and it seemed that it was only a short moment.

It wasn't until the person under him groaned, that Qi Lin came back to his senses, let go of the other person, and let out a ridiculous self-mockery.

What is the difference between him and a beast?

He even took advantage of Xu Ningjian's illness when he was ill.Xu Ningjian should be even more disgusted.Their relationship is probably over.

Qi Lin couldn't say he regretted it, but couldn't help but wonder what kind of friends Xu Ningjian would have by his side in the future, and whether he could take care of himself by himself...

Letting go of Xu Ningjian's hand, Qi Lin wanted to get up and leave, but just as he moved, his shoulder suddenly felt a pain.

Xu Ningjian held him down, made him lie down heavily again, then sat on his waist, and looked at him almost fiercely through the faint light that leaked in from the window.

"how could you do this!"

Qi Linping lay down and gave up his defense: "I've always been like this."

Xu Ningjian laughed suddenly, her voice was astringent: "Okay, then you are not allowed to leave me in the future."

Qi Lin was slightly taken aback, and then, the lips that had just been parted fumbled together again.

Xu Ningjian was still groggy, and the thin light was not enough for him to distinguish Qi Lin's facial features, so when he moved closer, he knocked on Qi Lin's chin.

Xu Ningjian didn't care, and just started biting at random.He actually didn't know what he was doing, from the moment Qi Lin kissed him, his mind was blank.However, he faintly realized that this was what he had been longing for and waiting for all this time.

The body became hotter and hotter, and the heartbeat was so violent that it almost burst into the chest cavity.

The moment Qi Lin let go of him, his whole heart went blank, Xu Ningjian was eager to grab something, so he followed his desire and grabbed the person in front of him.

His action is not like a kiss at all, but a more instinctive request, like a dying fish looking for life-saving waters.

He was drenched all over again, and the sweat stained Qi Lin's face, neck and chest during the rubbing.

But it's not enough, I want more.

Finally found the other party's lips, Xu Ningjian bit it almost impatiently, the teeth of the two touched together, the wounds from the fight were torn apart, and the smell of blood spread, making him even crazier.

Qi Lin didn't expect him to have this reaction, he was so stunned that he forgot to move, until his waist tightened, it was Xu Ningjian's thigh that was uncontrollably exerting force.

Qi Lin laughed silently, inserted his fingers into the other party's hair, and responded enthusiastically.

……

After an unknown amount of time, the two of them came to a stop exhausted, panting exhaustedly, but they did not separate.

Xu Ningjian hugged the opponent's waist, and the dying fish finally found its waters.

He buried his head on Qi Lin's chest, and put his ears on Qi Lin's heart, listening to the beating sound.

Just like many nights before, he leaned against Qi Lin's side, listening to his own heartbeat.

They finally hit the same frequency.

Xu Ningjian thought of his childhood, his mother died of dystocia, Xu Zhi would think of the pain of his wife's death when he saw him, so he sent him to his hometown.

At that time, he was so lonely and insecure, until he met Qi Lin.

That was the best time in his memory. Someone accompanied him and protected him, so that he no longer had to worry about being left behind and having nowhere to go.

But as they grew up slowly, Xu Ningjian had more and more desires in his heart. The premature youth made him suffer, but at that time he could still bear it.

He can still face Qi Lin as always, prepare birthday gifts for Qi Lin, and take him through the streets and alleys to find delicious shops.

As long as he gets through the sleepless nights, after dawn, he can continue to play a best friend as if nothing happened.

Until that day, when Xu Zhi came to see him, he was still sarcastic and not very warm.

Xu Ningjian was used to Xu Zhi's attitude and didn't take it seriously. He thought, after Xu Zhi left, he would go to watch a movie with Qi Lin. He finally found the extended Blu-ray version of Qi Lin's favorite movie.

But Xu Zhi didn't leave immediately after parting with him that day. Xu Ningjian stood outside Qi Lin's house and saw Xu Zhi inside, standing with Qi Lin.

Xu Zhi is thanking Qi Lin for helping Xu Ningjian for so many years, saying that he can enroll in some remedial classes for Qi Lin, as long as Qi Lin can take Xu Ningjian to attend together, he can also transfer the two of them to a better school for Qi Lin. Lin has better resources... Finally, Xu Zhi handed Qi Lin a bank card.

And Qi Linzhi said politely and politely, "Uncle, I think we need to sit down and talk."...

Xu Ningjian knew that he shouldn't be angry with Qi Lin. No one in this world has the obligation to treat him unconditionally.Even his own father could leave him elsewhere, Qi Lin has done enough as a neighbor.Even if everything he did was entrusted by Xu Zhi.

Xu Ningjian wanted to pretend that he hadn't heard anything and get along with Qi Lin as always, but he could no longer doubt his best friend's intentions.

Compared with the suspicion of Qi Lin, Xu Ningjian was more annoyed by the secret desire deep in his heart that could not be expressed.

Childhood insecurities return, stronger than they were when I was a child.Xu Ningjian began to doubt whether she was entitled to unconditional love.

He felt that he should have a showdown with Qi Lin, but he was too lonely and needed company too much, and he didn't have the courage to question Qi Lin at all.

He tried to make new friends, good and bad, but no one could replace the habits of so many years.

So he began to torture Qi Lin and himself.He kept testing Qi Lin's bottom line, trying to prove that Qi Lin's care for him was not just because of Xu Zhi's entrustment.But every time I toss the other party, I will regret it again.

This is his best friend, the person he has liked the most since he was a child, and he shouldn't treat Qi Lin like this.But why did Qi Lin treat him like this again?

Xu Ningjian always thought that Qi Lin would leave him one day, and instead of being abandoned by important people again, it is better to drive him away first.

Qi Lin is very good, there is no need to waste so much time on him.

……

As the night deepened, the sound of breathing gradually calmed down.

Xu Ningjian asked hoarsely, "Qi Lin, what are we doing like this?"

Qi Lin's palm was still attached to his waist, and he got in along the hem of his jacket, groped up his back, and grasped gently, just like before.

"What do you think?"

Xu Ningjian didn't know how to answer, so he kept silent.

After a long time, Qi Lin sighed softly.

"What kind of relationship do you want us to have, and what kind of relationship we have."

The author has something to say:

The past few days are very fragmented, that is to say, I prepare new articles every night, because my head is full of sand sculptures and laughing wildly.

Then as soon as the computer was turned on, the code word: the smile disappeared.

What a painful youth!

I plan to finish it tomorrow. If I don’t finish it tomorrow, I will dove in one day and finish it the day after tomorrow.

The next book is about the live broadcast of the cultivation world, and the outline is almost done. After this book is finished, I will slightly modify the title and copywriting, old style!

Finally, I shyly ask my kind friends to bookmark the new advance collection of romance "The Heavenly Master of Social Animals", because I just thought of a favorite stalk, and try to do it too.

"The Master of Social Animals"

Shi Pengpeng went out of the mountain after studying and went to the company to apply for a job.

Master Pengpeng: "Hello, I am a Fa-study."

Interviewer: "Oh, the law."

Shi Pengpeng: "No, spells."

Interviewer:?

The interviewer thought the little girl was very humorous and admitted her to the corresponding department on the spot;

Later, everyone learned that she was not humorous, but just telling the truth.

Shi Pengpeng went to work conscientiously, but the work was not easy, and the community animal sighed.

Every month at the end of the month, facing the bank card balance, Shi Pengpeng can only open the "Didi Dagui app" silently, take orders to earn some extra money, and barely maintain his life.

Until one day, Shi Pengpeng received a call from her family asking her to protect her childhood friend Yan Jing.

Shi Pengpeng and Yan Jing fought when they met when they were young. In order to ease their relationship, the elders of the two families once threatened to give them a child marriage.

Now that everyone has grown up, I heard that Yan Jing has become a domineering president,

Shi Pengpeng felt that this kid should not be so stingy, he still remembered the past grievances,

This money can be earned!

Yan Jing had two nightmares since childhood: one was running into ghosts; the other was that his family asked him to marry Shi Pengpeng,

Unexpectedly, when they grow up, these two nightmares come true together.

When he was troubled by Yin, the elders of the family suddenly informed him that Shi Pengpeng had come to find him.

Yan Jing:!

He has been busy with work for so many years and failed to find a partner. Finally, the family couldn't hold back and wanted to force him to marry that chicken nest head!

Yan Jingzhen Lie said: I will never compromise!

After a period of time, the elder finally finished the health-preserving class, took back his mobile phone to contact Yan Jing, and heard Yan Jing say reservedly: "Since the family insists so much, then I will marry Shi Pengpeng reluctantly..."

Elder: "Why marry? I just asked her to catch ghosts for you."

Yan Jing:? ? ? ? ? ?

No, you don't have to catch ghosts, you have to get married!

This is all right, others are chasing their wives to the crematorium, but he really wants to chase him to the crematorium.