1984 days when she disappeared

What happened to Aunt Siting surprised Cen Jin.Unexpectedly, there is such an exceptional love in a small city like theirs, and it really affects people's lives.

But they've just been together, it's not sweet enough, why think so far?

Siting stretched out a finger, Cen Jin hooked it, and inserted her hand into his pocket.Si Ting leaned over and kissed her, no one could see in the dark, probably not casually making out in the future, Cen Jin hugged her and kissed her enough as soon as possible.

It was time for self-study, the students went out one after another, Si Ting went out to go home with his mother, Cen Jin watched them walk away, and then took a taxi home alone.

They can only accept the fact that they are separated, but fortunately they will not break up.

Cen Jin still couldn't share the same table with Ge Hui, there was only one single table in the class, and it was set for a girl who had polio and went to school on crutches in the front row near the podium. Cen Jin couldn't grab it, let alone her It is not suitable to add an extra seat in the front row.

She went to ask Lao Ye to change her at the same table, and Lao Ye was kind enough to let her sit at the same table as Yang Yue until Siding was in the same row.

Yang Yue is very fat, usually silent and has no sense of presence. Cen Jin feels that it is no different from her own table.After class, she went to Siting and said to Wei Xiaobing, "Borrow a seat", and Wei Xiaobing went out for a walk. She chatted with Siting, explained to her the questions she didn't know, and took Lala to squeeze her legs.

The class acquiesced in the relationship between her and Siting, no one said much, and the teacher didn't care anymore.As long as Siting's parents don't come to look for them, they still have a certain degree of freedom in school, especially in physical education class. Cen Jin stopped playing ball and raced against time to kiss and hug Siting. Stewing may be more conducive to emotional preservation.

Siting said, "You must not let your parents know, it will be a disaster if they join forces to suppress it."

Cen Jin curled her lips, "My parents can't control me, and they don't have time to look at me all day. But your mother is really determined, do you think she can pick you up to the third year of high school?"

"It's very possible," Sistop thought for a while and said, "If your mother hadn't reimbursed my aunt's medical expenses, my mother felt that she owed your family a favor, and she probably would have gone to your parents already."

"Oh," Cen Jin sighed, "It's okay, the big deal is that if you go to the college entrance examination, you will be free when you go to college."

Sistop didn't answer.It was hard for her to get into the top five of her grade, all because most of the good students stayed in the science class after being divided into subjects, and the competition in the liberal arts class was small, so it may not be true that she had really improved.What's more, even if she got second in the exam, she would still be a hundred points behind Cen Jin.

In the liberal arts class of this school, Cen Jin is independent from the ranking list. Her grades are often used by the teachers to rank with the top students in the province. Even so, she can still enter the top ten in the province. The teachers said Qi City hasn't had such a student for several years, so it needs to be protected.This is where Lao Ye is in a dilemma. While he wants to follow Cen Jin's lead in making good deals, he dares not ignore her, for fear that she will go on "devious ways" and delay her future.

The gap between Si Ting and Cen Jin is basically the gap between 211 and 985. It is uncertain whether you can go to university in the same city.

Cen Jin seemed to guess what she was thinking, and said with a smile, "Go to Beijing or Shanghai, there are schools with all grades in big cities."

Si stopped to look at her, "There are many excellent people in big cities, will you still like me by then?"

Cen Jin thought for a while, then asked her, "Siting, you don't really dislike boys, do you?"

Si Ting was taken aback for a moment, "I...What does what I just said have anything to do with this?"

Cen Jin lowered his head and said, "I've searched the Internet in the past few days, and girls seem to be more flexible in this regard."

She didn't say clearly that if Siting's sense of crisis comes from the gap in grades, then her sense of crisis comes from a whole gender.

She always had a premonition that it was an accident that Siting liked her, and it was fate that Siting chose someone.

Siting pretended to pick up something under the table, and leaned over Cen Jin's lap.Cen Jin covered her head with a school uniform jacket, and patted her on the back through the clothes.Siting sat up after a while, blushing.

"My lungs are full of your smell, enough for a class." Si Ting laughed.

Cen Jin smiled, "Safeguard soap? I'll bring you a piece tomorrow and suck it up."

"No, it's you." Si Ting poked her leg for emphasis, "It's you I want to suck."

Cen Jin blushed when he thought of the connotation, unable to speak, sat there giggling.

But she understood Siting's meaning, regardless of gender and sexual orientation, she likes her now.

This is enough.

After the midterm exam, Cen Jin came first again, and Siting was fourth in grade. Cen Jin was happier than her, but it was a pity that they couldn't go out to celebrate together.

After the exam, you should relax. Cen Jin went to the bookstore and bought two novels by Maugham, and gave Siting one to read in exchange.

On Friday night, Siting returned the finished "The Veil" to her, and she gave "The Moon and Sixpence" to Siting, and smiled tacitly at each other.

Cen Jin opened the book without looking at the content, and went to read Siting's handwriting first.There are her whispers in the book, which are their secret weapon to express love.

"I've never been able to know why people fall in love with another person. I guess maybe there is a gap in our hearts. It's a hole that blows a biting cold wind into the soul, so we Desperately needs a heart of just the right shape to fill it." (Note: Excerpted from Maugham's "The Veil")

Si Ting drew this sentence and wrote next to it with a pencil, "What is the shape of your heart?"

Cen Jin smiled, circled "your heart" and wrote, "It depends on the shape of your gap. PS. With you, there is no gap in my heart."

Turning back, Siting drew another paragraph, "When I look back on what kind of girl I am, I hate myself very much, but I can't do anything. I want to raise my daughter and make her a free and self-reliant person. I brought her into this world, loved her, and raised her, not to let her sleep with any man in the future, and attach this life to him from then on." reason."

Cen Jin could almost imagine Siting looking serious like a Chinese teacher, and with a twitch of a smile, she circled "Sleeping with which man" and wrote underneath, "Sleep with me."

She lay on the bed watching and laughing, not even noticing when Cen Haitao came in.

Until Cen Haitao picked up the book, frowned and looked at it for a while, then threw the book to her.

The father and daughter looked at each other expressionlessly, Xue Yafen hadn't come back yet, Cen Haitao had returned home early enough today.

"Come here, Dad will talk to you." Cen Haitao spoke in a calm tone, but Cen Jin had a premonition that something was wrong.

She came to the living room and sat on the sofa, which was where Siting used to sit.

Cen Haitao sat on the other side, as if he hadn't thought about what to say, he lit a cigarette and took two puffs first.

"Have you heard anything?" Cen Jin preemptively struck.

Cen Haitao looked at her and said "ah".

Cen Jin smiled, "Zhou Jiayang's aunt?"

"What?" Cen Haitao frowned.

Is not it?Cen Jin thought about it, who else could tell her father about her and Siting?Lao Ye...or Liu Yun's father?

She didn't speak anymore, maybe Cen Haitao was cheating on her, she was still a little tender.

Cen Haitao finally said, "There is Yang Xiaoyue in your class, right? Her grandfather is my teacher. Teacher Yang called me today and said you..."

It was Yang Yue - Cen Jin suddenly remembered.I heard that Yang Yue's grandfather used to be a very good physics teacher in their school, and he was almost [-] and still held make-up classes, so he was still nosy.

Cen Haitao paused and asked, "I heard you're in a relationship?"

"Yeah." Cen Jin said.It was impossible to hide this matter from Yang Yue, not to mention that the book was caught and revealed.

Cen Haitao pinched his cigarette and said, "Dad has heard of this kind of situation, and it also happened in Dad's school. I'm not old-fashioned, but it's wrong for you to do this..."

"Worse than cheating?" Cen Jin asked.

Cen Haitao's face immediately darkened.

"Xiao Jin, what are you doing now... why are you so unruly!" Cen Haitao raised his voice, and Cen Jin smiled slightly.

Maybe it's time to hide it, or say "we're just kidding around" like Si Ting. Everyone knows the reason why a hero doesn't suffer from immediate losses, but Cen Jin can't say such a thing.

When she was kicked out by Cen Haitao in the middle of the night, it was Siting who took her in, and it was Siting who cooked her beautiful poached eggs. It was Siting who remembered her aunt's life and prepared her aunt's towel every month for fear of her carelessness. The most delicious pie I have ever eaten is the leek omelette made by Siting's mother. The most popular and warmest moment in this family is when Siting comes here. They kissed here, not just for fun.

"I will get into a good university and find a good job," Cen Jin said.

Cen Haitao's lips trembled, "What do you mean? We don't care about anything else?"

"If you want to take care of my feelings, then no need." Cen Jin said, "Take care of your own feelings, my sky won't fall down."

Cen Haitao waved his hand, "Come on, let your mother tell you later."

Cen Jin got up and went back to the room, knowing that Xue Yafen would react more violently than Cen Haitao once she found out about this matter, but she didn't want to back down, instead she tried her best to resist.There was too much resentment in her heart, not just thinking about stopping.

About two hours later, the house was as quiet as a deserted house. Just as Xue Yafen opened the door and came in, Cen Haitao yelled, "You still know how to come back! You don't even want to give up your home just to save money. Let's see how you teach the child! "

It was as if sulfuric acid had been poured on Cen Jin's heart, causing his entire chest to ache.Such an unreasonable, resentful and entangled life forever, and no one will ever speak well, this is her home.

She couldn't hear what Xue Yafen was muttering outside, only heard an exaggerated "Impossible!" Then the door opened, Xue Yafen stood at the door and asked, "Xiao Jin, is it true?"

Cen Jin looked at her, "What is real?"

"You and Lu Si stop dating?" Xue Yafen said with staring eyes, she was not as hesitant as Cen Haitao, Cen Jin was more than happy to do so, nodded and said, "It's true."

"Are you crazy? You child... you are stupid after studying, right?" Xue Yafen said loudly.

Cen Jin was about to go crazy, took a deep breath and said, "Do you have any objections?"

"It's not... you and... Lu Siting are a girl, right? The girl who reimbursed the drug expenses?"

"Well, thank you." Cen Jin said.

"Ha!" Xue Yafen put her hips on her hips and let out a few breaths, "This family is so weird, how did they raise such a child! I will treat her as your classmate's family and help her out. "

Cen Jin stood up, stared at Xue Yafen and said, "I like her, I chase her."

Xue Yafen was dumbfounded and didn't answer for a long time. Cen Haitao dropped his glass outside and didn't speak.

Cen Jin said, "No matter what your attitude is, if this matter embarrasses Lu Siting and her family, I will drop out of school immediately." After she finished speaking, she closed the door.

Siting's family members can object, don't understand, can blame her, forbid her to come to the door, not let her sit at the same table with Siting, this is fine, and she is willing to bear it.

But she will never allow Siting to be wronged for her, because Siting has filled the gap in her heart, if Siting is wronged, her heart will be even bigger, and a biting cold wind will be poured into her soul.