The top idol is not a substitute

It was already afternoon after recording the song.

The crew director proposed to have a dinner together.

Yan Xuan didn't directly agree or refuse, but asked her who she had.

The director thought that Yan Xuan was worried about running into Song Xiangsi, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, Teacher Song said she has an appointment or not."

Yan Xuan forced a smile.

She couldn't tell the director that Song Xiangsi was what she wanted to see.

Knowing that Song Xiangsi would not go, Yan Xuan also had no idea about the dinner party, so she also declined the director with the reason of having an appointment.

Although Zhou Xiang was surprised from the bottom of his heart, he didn't expose Yan Xuan's lie on his face, and even apologized to the director for her.

Fortunately, the director is not narrow-minded, and he was not angry because of Yan Xuan's refusal.

The two chatted while walking outside the recording room.

Yan Xuan calmly followed behind the two of them.

After walking a few steps, the chatter disappeared, and the two people in front did not move forward.

what happened?

Yan Xuan was just about to ask.

I heard the director's surprised question: "Why is Teacher Song here?"

A certain string in Yan Xuan's heart trembled slightly, and her unhurried pace just now quickened, and she hurried to the door.

During these few seconds, she was afraid of hearing Song Xiangsi say that she was passing by.

When she really walked to the door and saw Song Xiangsi, Yan Xuan didn't know what to say.

Song Xiangsi, who was leaning slightly against the wall at first, subconsciously stood up straight when she saw Yan Xuan appear.

Under her direct gaze, Song Xiangsi said softly, "I have something to tell you."

This sentence was said by looking at her.

Song Xiangsi was talking to her.

The corners of Yan Xuan's lips were slightly curved, and the corners of her eyes were also stained with a smile: "It just so happens that I have something to tell you."

Song Xiangsi was slightly taken aback, she was mentally prepared before she came, and she was prepared to be rejected.

But he didn't expect to be greeted by her smiling face like this.

Song Xiangsi's intention was very simple, she just wanted to say goodbye to Yan Xuan.

Without thinking about it, he nodded slightly to the few people who were still in a daze.

Yan Xuan passed Zhou Xiang, walked to her side and asked, "Do you want to go to the western restaurant?"

Song Xiangsi understood that this meant inviting her to dinner.

Originally Song Xiangsi just wanted to say goodbye and leave, because her question swallowed what she was about to say earlier.

Replied: "Okay."

Even though she knew that the longer she stayed with Yan Xuan, the stronger her desire to stay would be.

But she still couldn't bear to refuse.

Either I can't bear it or I don't want to.

Yan Xuan smiled at her, feeling happy.

This is good, but it is much gentler than when I answered the girl just now.

Of course, this is just what she thinks.

The two entered the elevator without speaking.

Song Xiangsi didn't look for topics like before, but stood ten centimeters away from her, with a calm expression on her face, showing no emotion.

"I came by car, take my car?" Yan Xuan asked.

Song Xiangsi replied hello again.

"Are you feeling better? Have you seen a doctor?"

"Much better, yes."

"Have you eaten well?"

"exist."

While answering her question, Song Xiangsi felt that Yan Xuan seemed a little too enthusiastic today.

She couldn't think of a reason.

Or rather, she didn't want to think about it.

Yan Xuan said a month ago not to see each other again, but she found her again today.

Maybe it was out of sympathy like before, so let's ignore her again.

"Are you familiar with that entertainer?"

"Which one?"

"It's just another one who came to record a song."

"Oh she, it's okay, I've met twice before."

After that, Yan Xuan didn't wait for the next sentence for a long time.

The state of the two is a bit like an interview session, with one question and one answer, and there is no redundant explanation.

As far as she knew, being able to answer each other's questions so gently didn't seem like she had only met twice.

Yan Xuan pursed her lips and forced a smile.The body that was originally facing her also turned back, and asked in a low voice:

"How did you take the elevator here? Aren't there two elevators outside your recording studio?"

Even after turning around, Yan Xuan still wanted to ask the question just now.

Song Xiangsi froze for a moment, pursed her lower lip and said, "It's full."

Yan Xuan looked up at the display screen, rolled her eyes, and muttered, "I thought you came to see me on purpose."

As soon as Yan Xuan said this, she realized that she was too narcissistic.

But I don't know if she was used to the reason why Song Xiangsi always answered her questions before, so she said these words smoothly.

Song Xiangsi's mind was teased, she turned her head to look at Yan Xuan who was muttering with her head lowered, but couldn't tell what she was thinking.

Finally endured what I wanted to admit.Without answering her words, she raised her eyes, glanced at the display screen in the elevator, and whispered:

"The garage is here."

Yan Xuan pursed her lips slightly, it's not like she couldn't see the big -1 on the display.

The two got off the elevator, and Yan Xuan found her car.

She opened the car, and when she turned around, she found that Song Xiangsi had already opened the co-pilot's door and got in.

Yan Xuan was stunned for a few seconds.

Only then did I realize that Song Xiangsi had changed.

If it was in the past, Song Xiangsi would definitely say that she came to drive.

She didn't insist on Song Xiangsi driving, but...

This feeling is a bit violent and sudden.

Let her realize that there are some things that she can't ignore or forget or change.

Today's Song Xiangsi is indeed getting better and better as she thought before.

The one who broke her promise was her.

Because of what happened when she was a child, she found a reason to get closer again.

In the 2 minutes after Song Xiangsi sat in the co-pilot, he was hesitant to tell Yan Xuan that she would drive.

But finally restrained.

Remind yourself that she's only here to say goodbye.

She is also living a good life as Yan Xuan thought.

This is enough.

Yan Xuan sat in the driver's seat, put on her seat belt, and said, "When I came here, there was a western restaurant on the side of the road that looked pretty good. I'll take you there to eat."

Yan Xuan's voice was much lower, not as relaxed and happy as before, causing Song Xiangsi to turn her head to look at her.

But within a few seconds, he withdrew his gaze.

The two were relatively silent along the way.

When she was about to reach the western restaurant, Yan Xuan remembered that she met Qiao Minzhi just now, and it seemed that this restaurant was the last one she entered.

But thinking that it was already afternoon and people should leave, he didn't think much about driving into the underground garage of the restaurant.

She wasn't afraid of Qiao Minzhi, but she didn't want to be disturbed by Qiao Minzhi today.

When Yan Xuan left the underground garage, she didn't see the car in the corner that she had just seen in the morning, and Qiao Minzhi, who was drunk in the driver's seat and watched the two leave with vicious eyes.

Yan Xuan and Song Xiangsi went to the restaurant on the second floor, found a seat by the window, and ordered two medium-rare steaks.

As soon as she sat down, Yan Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "You just said you wanted to find me? What's the matter?"

In fact, Yan Xuan hoped that this was just Song Xiangsi's excuse.

Song Xiangsi was silent for two seconds, then bent her lips, and said softly, "I want to say goodbye to you."

"Say... goodbye?" Yan Xuan's heart stopped beating suddenly, "Are you going out of town?"

Although she asked like this, she knew in her heart that Song Xiangsi would never use the word farewell to describe her going to another place.

Song Xiangsi said softly, "I'm going abroad."

"..." Yan Xuan was overwhelmed by her words, and asked regardless of her status, "Why are you going abroad?"

Even the tone sounds a little eager.

Song Xiangsi didn't care, and explained: "A few days ago, my mother's old illness relapsed, and I suddenly realized my responsibility. In addition, the time agreed with my mother was approaching, so I decided to listen to her and go abroad to learn how to manage the company."

Yan Xuan opened her mouth, she couldn't believe what Song Xiangsi said was true.

And he would say goodbye to her in such a flat tone.

Does it mean that Song Xiangsi is really relieved?

Thinking of this, Yan Xuan felt a sudden pain in her heart.

She forced a smile: "Isn't your company's headquarters in Yuncheng?"

Song Xiangsi bent her lips: "Well, in Yuncheng, country A has two branches, and I will manage the branch over there."

At this moment, Yan Xuan fully understood that Song Xiangsi's words were not false, and she really came to say goodbye to her.

Nothing else that she expected.

The kite called "Hope" hanging in the sky suddenly landed at this moment, but the moment it landed, it turned into a big stone and hit her heart.

It hurts.

"How long will you be back?"

"Maybe one or two years, maybe five or six years, maybe..." Song Xiangsi paused, then smiled, "I don't know either."

Although she didn't finish the rest of the sentence, Yan Xuan felt that what Song Xiangsi said was true, and she might not come back.

When the two of them didn't speak, the waiter brought the steak and red wine.

Yan Xuan didn't speak, but took a sip from the goblet.

Seeing this, Song Xiangsi didn't drink, and one of them always needed to drive.

She lowered her eyes and gently cut the steak with a knife and fork.

After a while, I don't know if the wine I just drank got on my head.

A trace of grievance welled up in Yan Xuan's heart.

She knew it was her problem, and she also knew that she had no right to be wronged.

It was her business that Song Xiangsi went abroad, and they had nothing to do with each other.

It was good to think of her saying goodbye to her.

But she still couldn't restrain the sadness and grievance.

This feeling is like.

I finally found a reason to forgive myself for getting close to you, but you didn't want me anymore.

Yan Xuan felt aggrieved in her heart, but she didn't show any emotion on her face. Perhaps it was because Song Xiangsi was too used to her during this time, she never thought of showing weakness directly.

Instead, he said duplicity: "Very good, I heard that the girls in country A are pretty."

Song Xiangsi was surprised for a moment, not understanding why she suddenly mentioned this matter.

"If you want to fall in love, it must be easy." Yan Xuan added.

Only then did Song Xiangsi understand the meaning of her words, subconsciously wanted to explain, just like she did before.

However, when the words were about to come out, it turned into a faint sentence: "Really? I didn't understand it."

In fact, Song Xiang thought about it for a month, maybe she was too blind in order to save Yan Xuan, and stepped on Yan Xuan's minefield.

People who don't even love themselves have any right to be loved.

Yan Xuan forgave her out of sympathy, so why would she care about her explanation or not.

It's better to let her think that she has let go and doesn't have to feel guilty about her illness.

After today, it may be difficult for them to see each other again.

In the future, seeing Yan Xuan again can only be on TV magazines and other media, and her news can also be learned through the Internet.

After all, they were exes who had no reason to contact.

Not hearing Song Xiangsi's explanation as before, Yan Xuan felt a little sour, in order to cover up her emotions, she raised her hand and swung the wine glass and took another sip.

"Will you send me a wedding invitation then?" Yan Xuan asked while looking at her with her head propped on her right hand.

Song Xiangsi put down the knife and fork in her hand, feeling a little helpless, not understanding why she would ask such a question.

Problems that will make her sad and make her want to embrace her again.

Song Xiangsi lowered her eyes restrainedly, and asked softly, "Do you want it? If you want it, I'll send it."

"Let's forget it, or your incumbent should be angry."

Song Xiangsi paused with his hands, thought about the previous incident, was silent for a few seconds, then pursed his lips and replied, "Then I won't post it."

In the spirit of wine, Yan Xuan seemed to understand the mood of making trouble for no reason.

"I have a friend over there. If you have something, I can push her WeChat to you. Oh, we don't have WeChat."

"Want to add?"

What Song Xiangsi didn't say was that Yan Xuan couldn't receive the message even if there was always a red exclamation mark in the message.

But she has never deleted Yan Xuan's WeChat, it has always been her top.

In Yan Xuan's ears, this question means that it can be added or not. Yan Xuan smiled lightly:

"It's better not to add it, lest your girlfriend will be jealous in the future, and I will have to be deleted."

When Yan Xuan mentioned her future girlfriend for the second time, Song Xiangsi gradually became irritable, and her voice lost its gentleness before, and said lightly:

"Then don't add it."

The two fell silent.

Yan Xuan was secretly angry because of Song Xiangsi's obedient response.

And Song Xiangsi was sulking because Yan Xuan cared so much about her future love.

It is better to say sad than sulking.

Those who can naturally say such things as their future girlfriend to their ex are probably completely relieved.

But Yan Xuan and Song Xiangsi had the same idea.

The two were silent because of their respective speculations.

"Didn't you say you have something to do with me?"

It was Song Xiangsi who finally broke the silence.

"Do you still remember..." Yan Xuan just said, she was looking into Song Xiangsi's bright eyes, recalling how she tortured her a few days ago, the previous anger dissipated in an instant, what right did she have to be angry with Song Xiangsi.

Maybe Song Xiangsi doesn't remember the important past events for her.

Now, when Song Xiangsi was about to leave, she brought up these things, it would be too disappointing for her.

"What's the matter?" Song Xiangsi asked after seeing her sudden silence in the middle of her words.

Yan Xuan shook her head: "It's nothing, if there is anything that needs my help in the future, I will definitely help."

Song Xiangsi only thought that what Yan Xuan said was because she was leaving, so she nodded, "Okay."

Today Song Xiangsi is very docile, she almost says everything according to her own words.

"I'm sorry, and thank you." Yan Xuan paused, feeling that she owed Song Xiangsi these two sentences.

Song Xiangsi was silent for a few seconds.

"Does this mean you want to owe me nothing?"

"No, I owe you." Yan Xuan said sullenly.

How could Song Xiangsi make Yan Xuan feel indebted, so she pretended to be relaxed and said, "Then let's not owe each other."

Yan Xuan hesitated to speak.

In the end, they only said one sentence: "Then let's not owe each other."

"it is good."

Yan Xuan smiled: "I wish you a smooth journey and everything goes well."

Seeing Yan Xuan's bright and easy smile, Song Xiangsi was also relieved at this moment.

In fact, if you love someone, it is enough for her to live happily, so why worry about owning it.

"I also wish you peace and happiness."

——May my Xiaoxuan be safe and happy.

The moment she spoke, Yan Xuan seemed to see Song Xiangsi whispering softly in her ear on the stage filled with ribbons, amidst the sound of fireworks and the cheers of thousands of people.

Then she said—

"May my Xiaoxuan be safe and happy."

When I heard this blessing again, the prefix changed.

Became a strange "you".

"Song Xiangsi..." Yan Xuan raised her eyes and called out to her.

"Well, what's the matter?" Song Xiangsi smiled gently.

The two fell into silence again, and the air was stagnant.

The anticipation in Song Xiangsi's eyes gradually dimmed.

Although it was just a delusion, she still hoped that Yan Xuan could say "stay".

As long as she speaks.

Regardless of whether she is a friend or otherwise, just say one word and stay.

She would stay without hesitation.

But Yan Xuan didn't.

"Bon voyage, all the best."

"You said it just now," Song Xiangsi smiled, paused for a while, looked at her, relieved, and said softly, "I wish you find a better partner and be happy forever."

The well-intentioned blessing made Yan Xuan's previous smile gradually disappear.

He hadn't touched the food much before, so he lost his appetite at this moment.

so be it.

"I still have something to do, first..." Yan Xuan was just about to say goodbye and leave when the phone on the table rang suddenly.

When she saw that the caller was her mother, Yan Xuan answered it without thinking.

Yan Xuan, who had just connected the phone and had no time to speak, froze when she heard a strange woman's voice on the receiver.

"I'll go right now."

After saying this, Yan Xuan hurriedly hung up the phone.

Song Xiangsi noticed that her eyes started to turn red just after answering the phone, and asked quickly, "What's wrong?"

"Mom, she fainted and is in the hospital now. I have to go there." Yan Xuan explained in a panic. The person who called her just now was the passerby who sent her mother to the hospital.

"I will go with you."

But Yan Xuan didn't wait for her, but ran directly towards the stairs.

"The card has no password."

Song Xiangsi took out a card from her bag and handed it to the waiter at the side, and ran after Yan Xuan in the direction she left.

Leave the waiter with a sluggish face.

When Song Xiangsi arrived at the underground garage, Yan Xuan was just about to get into the driver's seat.

She hurriedly stopped her and said, "You just had a drink, let me drink it."

Yan Xuan bit her lip, knowing that this was the only way to do it.

"It's troublesome."

Song Xiangsi's attention was all on Yan Xuan, and she didn't notice that when they drove the car out of the garage, there was another car following them.

If they looked back at this moment, they would be able to recognize that the owner of the car was Qiao Minzhi.

"It's only 10 minutes from here to the hospital, very fast."

"Yeah." Yan Xuan restrained herself and tried not to think about it, "Can you hurry up?"

"it is good."

As soon as she agreed, Song Xiangsi suddenly felt something was wrong.

The brakes don't seem right.

Just as she was thinking this way, the car was suddenly hit.

Song Xiangsi looked in the rearview mirror, only to find Qiao Minzhi who was following them.

"Is she crazy?" Yan Xuan was worried, wishing to rush to the hospital, but at this moment Qiao Minzhi hit their car as if she was sick.

Song Xiangsi glanced at the rearview mirror, saw the timing and changed course.

The brake under his feet didn't move at all.

Qiao Minzhi who was behind him was relentlessly chasing him, and Song Xiangsi guessed the reason.

"Is there anything unusual when you got in the car?"

Yan Xuan was stunned, and shook her head: "I was too anxious, I didn't pay attention, what's wrong?"

"There seems to be something wrong with the brakes."

It's just that there is a problem with the brakes, and she can still find a way to remedy it, but the problem is that there is a Qiao Minzhi who is crazy about hitting them.

"Don't worry, it's fine."

While comforting Yan Xuan, Song Xiangsi thought of a way to stop the car without hurting anyone.

She remembered that there was a forest not far ahead.

Qiao Minzhi is crazy enough on weekdays, but now he is even more lawless when he is drunk.

I thought the date was to draw a line with her.

Tell her she has someone she likes, and let her stop wasting her time.

Tsk, it would be nice to die.

Qiao Minzhi's eyes were full of viciousness.

At the sharp turn, Qiao Minzhi stepped on the accelerator and slammed into the car in front.

Unable to speed up any further, Song Xiangsi could only endure the impact.

On the driveway, Qiao Minzhi was chasing after her and bumped into Yan Xuan's car, showing an aura of not giving up until she overturned her car.

The brakes had been broken by her, and her impact was just a pleasure for them.

Her target was originally Yan Xuan, who knew that Song Xiangsi wanted to die by herself.

Qiao Min knew he was crazy.

Why did Song Xiangsi fight against her everywhere.

Even ex-girlfriends are trying to snatch whoever she wants.

Why.

Song Xiangsi on what basis.

Yan Xuan and why.

Qiao Yuezhi is stronger than her, Song Xiangsi is stronger than her, and now even Yan Xuan who came out of nowhere is stronger than her?

impossible.

The seed called inferiority and jealousy that had been sown since childhood finally took root in her heart and grew into a big tree in the sky after many years.

"Don't be afraid, it's fine."

Even if Song Xiangsi couldn't guarantee that she was fine, she would do her best to minimize the damage to Yan Xuan.

Yan Xuan gritted her teeth, she knew the current situation.

He also understood that Qiao Minzhi's target was her.

"I'm sorry to bother you."

"What stupid things are you talking about? Qiao Minzhi has long since disliked me. If you want to get involved, I will get you involved."

When Song Xiangsi said this, the rear of the car had already been hit several times.

Afterwards, Qiao Minzhi started hitting the car directly, forcing her to drive the car to the innermost side.

In the past few seconds, Yan Xuan called the police.

As soon as she quickly described the situation, Yan Xuan raised her head and was stunned.

A large truck was driving towards them.

Only then did she understand Qiao Minzhi's intentions.

Yan Xuan's heart felt cold.

The receiver was still trying to talk to her.

Song Xiangsi knew that she couldn't drag her, so she looked at the nearby woods. There were stones in front of and behind the woods, and it was hard to get good results when bumping into them. There was only that forest, that tree.

She counted the time in her heart, and turned the steering wheel hard at the moment when she was about to hit it.

Qiao Minzhi didn't expect Song Xiangsi to suddenly drive towards the path full of stones, plus she was confused after drinking, by the time she realized it, it was too late.

The moment she hit the big tree, she heard Song Xiangsi's apology.

She said sorry.

Yan Xuan wanted to answer, but couldn't say anything, she fell into a brief faint.

When she woke up, she found that Song Xiangsi's head and body were covered in blood, and the seat on the steering wheel was covered in blood.

The hood has been knocked out of shape.

In the collision just now, Song Xiangsi turned the steering wheel to the right and bore most of the impact.

"Song... Song Xiangsi."

Yan Xuan couldn't lift her hands, her whole body trembled.

"Song Xiangsi, wake up."

Yan Xuan's eyes were filled with tears, and they fell one after another.

"Wake up, okay?"

"Song Xiangsi, wake up."

Even though the damage was reduced, Yan Xuan still suffered a lot from the shock. She had no strength, and her head was so heavy that she was about to faint.

But she knew she couldn't faint now.

"Song Xiangsi."

……

"Song Song...Wake up..." Yan Xuan couldn't tell how long she had been shouting, and every time she shouted, the fear in her heart increased.

Only at this moment did she realize how important Song Xiangsi was to her heart.

"Song Song...you wake up..."

Song Xiangsi felt that she was in a mist, her body became lighter, and someone kept calling her name by her ears.

She said she was afraid, she said wake up.

who is she?

Song Xiangsi endured the pain, and in a daze she saw a crying face.

The brain that was already in pain began to flash images.

"I wish you the best of luck and success."

"I forgive you."

"Song Song, Happy New Year."

"Song Song Song Song Song Song Song."

"When I was on the road, I suddenly missed you."

"I want to spend my whole life with you."

"I have been in love for a month, and I can see Song Song every day."

"If I don't leave, I will always be with Song Song."

"Song Xiangsi, do you like me?"

"Senior Song, I liked you very much in high school."

"Senior Song, why have you been looking at me?"

"Sister Fairy, you are so beautiful."

"Thank you for saving me."

It turns out that the person you were thinking of was me.

It turns out that I didn't break my promise to you.

There were fewer and fewer pictures in her mind, and Song Xiangsi could feel what she was losing.

Or maybe it's the passing of life, looking back on the happiest time of my life before leaving.

It's just a pity that I didn't say I love you to you just now.

Fortunately, I was not stingy just now, and I wish you to find someone better.

You should be safe and happy.