The top idol is not a substitute

It has been almost a month since the recording of "Girl's Dream 5" ended.

All work is carried out in an orderly manner, and life is gradually returning to peace.

There are no hot searches, no follow-up photos, and no one around mentions Song Xiangsi to her. Even the eyes of netizens are attracted by other CPs.

The associated word between them has been captured by be.

Just finished recording the new song, Yan Xuan sat down to rest, and scrolled through Weibo in idleness.

"Sister, sister Zhou let you go."

The door of the lounge was already open, and it was unknown whether Yuan Yuan's footsteps were too soft, or Yan Xuan was too engrossed in watching it.

It wasn't until Yuan Yuan walked up to her and made a sound, that Yan Xuan came to her senses, exited the interface in a hurry, and then turned off her phone in a pretentious manner and stood up.

A series of actions were seen by Yuan Yuan.

"Where?"

"Ah?" Yuan Yuan was stunned for a moment, "In the recording studio."

Yan Xuan knew that she saw it, and paused beside her for a moment to explain, but in the end she left the lounge door without saying anything.

Because Zhou Xiang specifically asked Yan Xuan to go, Yuan Yuan did not follow Yan Xuan, but stood in the lounge for a while.

After a while, I took out my phone and opened Weibo.

Searched Song Xiangsi's name.

Click on the homepage and you will see the screen you just saw on Yan Xuan's phone.

It is a picture of a row of eighteen squares.

Dinner at home, morning jogging, recording songs for leisure... All kinds of pictures can be seen in Song Xiangsi's Weibo, and each picture is a boutique.

Not only is it beautiful, but you can also see that the people inside are in a good state of mind and happy.

This is sharing life with fans.

Yuan Yuan looked again carefully, and it was indeed Song Xiangsi's account.

Yan Xuan was looking at Song Xiangsi's Weibo just now?

Yuan Yuan raised her head to look at the direction Yan Xuan was leaving, her face flashed with bewilderment and bewilderment, she turned down again, and paused for an instant.

Because she discovered that the outline of the picture displayed on Yan Xuan's phone interface that she accidentally saw a few days ago coincided with the Weibo picture posted by Song Xiangsi a few days ago.

It turned out that she was also reading Song Xiangsi's Weibo at that time.

In the past month, Song Xiangsi has posted a relatively high frequency of Weibo. There are five Weibo posts in total, one is to repost a friend's movie, and the other four are to share life.

Share the microblog strip chart of life.

Yuan Yuan curled her lips, she had never seen Song Xiangsi posting so frequently on Weibo before.

Can't help but wonder if this is a kind of provocation.

Expressing her happiness after leaving the show.

Yuan Yuan patted her head, forcing herself not to guess randomly.

When Yan Xuan returned to the lounge, she saw Yuan Yuan standing against the wall, looking at her, hesitating to speak.

Instantly understood.

"Sister, you drink water."

Meeting Yan Xuan's eyes, Yuan Yuan hurriedly took a glass of warm water for her.

Yan Xuan took a sip, then asked calmly, "What do you want to say?"

Yuan Yuan scratched her head, looked at Yan Xuan cautiously, saw that she was not angry, and then said: "I just think, sister, you don't seem to be very happy recently."

Yan Xuan raised her hand and rubbed her temples: "I'm a little busy, it's all because of work."

Yuan Yuan pursed her lips and swallowed the words.

Since the end of the show, she has been going on and on for half a month. Recently, she has become a little more relaxed, but she found that Yan Xuan didn't seem very happy.

She had worked a lot before, and she thought it was because she was tired, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.

Yuan Yuan boldly asked: "Sister, didn't you and Teacher Song get back together?"

Ever since she saw the two in the same hotel room that day, Yuan Yuan always thought that the two had gotten back together.

After that, she also saw Yan Xuan and Song Xiangsi eating together many times.

So Yuanyuan believed in her own judgment at that time.

But she didn't expect that for a month in a row, she saw the two contact each other once.

Yan Xuan never mentioned Song Xiangsi.

The outside world's attention to the relationship between the two has also subsided a lot.

The two are now in the same state as strangers.

While asking, Yuan Yuan carefully looked at Yan Xuan's expression.

Seeing that she was only slightly startled, and there was no expression of displeasure or rejection on her face, she was relieved.

The reason why she asked this question was because she thought that Yan Xuan's unhappiness during this period might have something to do with Song Xiangsi.

Yan Xuan didn't answer her words, but just froze for a moment.

I couldn't tell whether the momentary stupefaction was because of Yuanyuan's problem, or just because of the name she mentioned.

Yuan Yuan felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, and even realized that the question she just asked was a bit out of bounds, and quickly covered it with a topic: "Sister, I didn't tell Sister Zhou about the previous thing, I just suddenly remembered it, so I asked it out of curiosity."

Yan Xuan nodded lightly, not intending to blame her.

The living room fell silent.

As soon as Yan Xuan turned on her phone, she received Yuan Yuan's gaze.

Thinking about it, she must have seen it just now.

"Some things need buffering."

It took a few seconds for Yuan Yuan to realize that Yan Xuan was talking to her, explaining to her why she just read Song Xiangsi's Weibo.

Yuan Yuan nodded half-understanding, and parted her lips to ask Yan Xuan if she would get back together with Song Xiangsi.

Because she didn't want to see Yan Xuan so unhappy.

The next moment, I heard Yan Xuan's whisper:

"It's just a buffer."

Although Yuan Yuan was slow, she also understood the meaning of this sentence.

Just buffering, no other behavior.

Yuan Yuan couldn't help sighing.

In the past month, Song Xiangsi didn't pester her anymore, and even started to live her own life well.

Yan Xuan worked when it was time to work, except for a little depression, everything else was the same as usual.

Even this low mood was only due to the buffer period for her.

She witnessed the beginning of the story and also witnessed the end.

Four years, beyond recognition.

As a bystander, I feel sad and regretful when I think about it, and the mood of the person involved must be even worse.

Yuan Yuan stopped talking about Song Xiangsi with her, and started to change the topic to the new song recorded today.

The new song did not use the previous song written by Song Xiangsi, but found another songwriter from the company to fill in the song.

Although it is not as good as Song Xiangsi's level, it fits very well with Yan Xuan's own style.

What interrupted their chat was a cell phone ringtone.

Yan Xuan glanced at her to make a note before answering the phone.

If she hadn't called today, Yan Xuan would have forgotten that this person existed.

"Teacher Yan Xuan, you are playing with me."

The voice on the other end of the phone was lazy, and the opening remarks were not so friendly.

Yan Xuan thought that Chu Linbai's bad tone was because she found something that no one told her, so she said, "I forgot to tell you, the person I'm looking for has been found."

Chu Linbai fell silent, and wondered for a while: "Found it? Are you going to get back together?"

Didn't she seem to care about this person when she asked her before?

Yan Xuan was stunned, her heart skipped a beat: "What do you mean?"

A few days ago, Yan Xuan just found Qiao Yuezhi's cemetery, and planned to pay homage to her after these two days of busy work were over.

What does Chu Linbai's words mean?

"What do you mean?" Chu Lin smiled in vain, "Isn't the person you are looking for Song Xiangsi?"

Yan Xuan was stunned, her heartbeat speeded up involuntarily, and her brain was occupied by bewilderment and confusion, making her in a state of shutdown for a moment.

"What do you mean?"

She repeated this sentence foolishly.

After hearing her words, Chu Linbai understood that they had not found the same person.

However, she did five or six investigations and confirmed over and over again that the person Yan Xuan was looking for was Song Xiangsi.

"Are you not playing with me? Does this mean that you really don't know that the person you're looking for is always by your side?" Chu Linbai suddenly found it interesting, and the trace of resentment when she called just now dissipated.

It's not that Yan Xuan is to blame, she just thinks that if Yan Xuan has a suspect, telling her in advance can save a lot of time and money.

After all, the person she checked was Song Xiangsi, and it took her a lot of time to find out the identity and background of the other party accidentally.

Was warned halfway.

It's scary to think about it.

If she hadn't been given enough money, how could she have done such drudgery.

Before Yan Xuan got angry, Chu Linbai told the story:

"At the beginning, I checked all the school-age girls in Qing County, and went door-to-door to visit..."

"Speak the key."

"The point is, 90.00% of the person you are looking for is Song Xiangsi."

"how is this possible……"

Yuan Yuan on the side didn't know what happened, but Yan Xuan bit her lower lip tightly, her brows were furrowed, and her voice was clearly trembling and bewildered.

Yuan Yuan silently exited the lounge and closed the door. She leaned against the wall and looked at the ceiling, waiting for Yan Xuan to finish answering the phone.

"Listen to me explaining the details to you." Chu Lin paused, regained her thoughts, and said, "I made the wrong goal at first, and I was always looking for girls of the right age among the local residents of Qing County, so I looked for them no matter what. No, later... well, it was because you had too little information and went around a long way, and then I found a few most suitable people with my ingenuity."

"Song Xiangsi's grandma's family is in Qing County. I don't know why I spent that year at her grandma's house. I don't know the specific reason. In order to investigate this, I was warned by their assistant on the phone."

Chu Linbai was silent for two seconds, and suddenly felt that if Yan Xuan really didn't know that the person she was looking for was Song Xiangsi, then there would be an embarrassment between them.

"Grandma Song Xiangsi's house is next to Guiling Mountain, not far from the location you gave me. I asked people around her, and they all said that Song Xiangsi's childhood nickname was Little Fairy, but she doesn't like to be called by others. That's the most important point."

"I found the temple by relying on the picture of the jade bead bracelet you gave me. I donated incense and planted the land for half a month. The former abbot told me about the owner of the bracelet."

"There are three in total, all of the same texture, but two of them are black bracelets, which were given to the Qiao family, and the other red jade bead bracelet was given to the Song family."

Chu Linbai's every word seemed to hit her heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.

"How is it possible, she doesn't remember this at all."

If Song Xiangsi was really a little fairy, then why didn't she find the name Xiaoxuan familiar.

Why did she still ask her who the little fairy sister is, and why can't she remember that the bunny bride doesn't remember everything that happened.

It just doesn't make sense.

As if guessing what Yan Xuan, who couldn't believe it, would say, Chu Linbai hurriedly defended her innocence: "It's understandable that she doesn't remember, I found out that she fell from Guiling Mountain 15 years ago. When I came down, I knocked my head, and I heard that I was in a severe coma for a few days, and it is not impossible to lose some memory."

Yan Xuan was completely stunned, she had never heard Song Xiangsi talk about this matter.

"The time is not much different from what you provided me. After that, she returned to Yuncheng."

So, was it because of an accident that I couldn't make it to the appointment?

Later, I didn't come to her again because I lost my memory due to an accident, and I went back to Yuncheng again, completely forgetting this memory?

Yan Xuan wanted to question the authenticity of Chu Lin's vernacular words, but when the documents were transferred to her mobile phone, she couldn't speak a single word.

How could Song Xiangsi be the sister who saved her?

If Song Xiangsi is really a little fairy.

What did she do during that time.

While she was looking for her, to see if she was doing well, she was hurting her.

There was a sudden pain in her heart, and the emotions that had been deliberately buffered by her were infinitely magnified at this moment.

The tingling sensation expanded step by step in her atrium.

"The documents I sent you are all evidence. If you believe it, it is true. If you don't believe it, it is false."

Chu Linbai didn't hear Yan Xuan's reply for a while, but judging from her questioning just now, the result of this investigation had a great impact on her.

After hanging up Chu Linbai's phone call, Yan Xuan's whole body seemed to be exhausted.

Song Xiangsi's name kept appearing in his mind.

There are also the cruel words he said to her and the things he did to hurt her.

Her strength was exhausted, and she slumped on the chair.

How to do.

Those impulsive emotions that were suppressed to the utmost were about to overflow after knowing that the person he was looking for was Song Xiangsi.

It seems that I have found an excuse for myself to get closer, and it seems that I have found a reason to persuade myself.

In the evening, Yan Xuan hesitantly flipped through the address book.

The last time she left she was resolute, and the two of them had no contact in the next month. I don't know if Song Xiangsi blocked her.

Although the evidence Chu Linbai gave was true, she still wanted to ask Song Xiangsi.

As for what to ask, Yan Xuan couldn't think of it.

Because for Song Xiangsi, it might just be a blank memory.

By the way, there is also a bracelet, maybe she will remember the bracelet.

But in an instant, Yan Xuan hesitated again.

A month has passed, and according to Song Xiangsi's Weibo, her life has returned to normal and even improved.

If you call her at this moment, will it be an interruption?

Forgiveness, breaking up, and not seeing each other again is what she said.

Now it's nothing for her to call.

At this moment, Yan Xuan felt sour in her heart.

If you just want to make sure that she is doing well.

Then she should understand that as long as she doesn't bother, Song Xiangsi can live well.

Yes, it might be good for Song Xiangsi if she didn't bother her.

The previously restless mood calmed down at this moment.

In the end, Yan Xuan did not call Song Xiangsi, but opened the message.

I found Cheng Chen's name.

The conversation between the two stayed a month ago, two days before she and Song Xiangsi broke up.

It was Cheng Chen who said that she picked up the sleeping pills on the living room table, and it was Song Xiangsi who couldn't fall asleep and used them.

At that time, she was even more convinced that she could not save Song Xiangsi.

It would be beneficial for Song Xiangsi to understand that staying away from her might be beneficial.

Cheng Chen helped Song Xiangsi deliver things to her a long time ago, so it's not surprising to know her phone number.

Yan Xuan typed a line of words "How is Song Xiangsi" in the dialog box.

But when I was about to send it, I stopped.

In what capacity is she asking now.

Ex-girlfriend?Or a competitor?

Obviously, she has already resolutely said that she will never see her again.

Some emotions will be felt after a while, and will burst out suddenly at a certain moment, and may also run through life. Every time you do something, you will be reminded of those regrettable and sad moments.

Yan Xuan belongs to the latter.

She has always thought that she has good self-healing ability, as long as the buffer period passes, those things will pass.

However, this time she overestimated herself.

After deciding to forgive, she had no reason to hate Song Xiangsi.

But she couldn't forgive herself for still liking those who hurt her.

So that's all she can do.

Good for both parties.

But now.

She lost even the reason for her refusal.

The person she hurt is her savior.

Yan Xuan was tortured by such thoughts throughout the night.

When he went to the company the next day, Zhou Xiang was a little surprised by the blue shadows under her eyes that couldn't be covered by makeup, and asked a few questions, but got no answer.

Yan Xuan was tortured in her heart. After asking for leave, she drove south.

After half an hour, they stopped at the downstairs of an entertainment company.

Yan Xuan didn't know what she was going to do, she just wanted to come and have a look.

Song Xiangsi always only stayed at home and in the recording studio, she didn't think she could run into her by such a coincidence.

Been downstairs for nearly an hour.

I tried to open the car door many times but stopped.

Don't disturb her gradually peaceful life.

This is Yan Xuan's advice to herself over and over again.

The sky gradually darkened, and the dark clouds began to shift in her direction, giving people an awakening, and there would be a heavy rain soon.

It's just that the heavy rain came faster than expected.

The bean-sized raindrops hit the roof windows, making a loud beating sound.

In this sound of percussion, the rest of the sound can be buried.

After a long time, when the sky began to clear up, Yan Xuan raised her head, glanced at the building, and twitched her lips: "The cycle of cause and effect."

It was near evening that Yan Xuan drove away.

After she left, there was a soft cry from the window on the fifteenth floor: "Hey."

As soon as Cheng Chen opened the office curtains, he saw the shadow of a white Bentley leaving.

The important thing is not the Bentley, the important thing is that if she remembers the license plate number correctly, it belongs to Yan Xuan.

Did she come to find Song Xiangsi?

Cheng Chen completely opened the curtains, and pressed his face against the glass to see more clearly.

Although she was sure that she read it correctly, why did Yan Xuan appear here?

"Why all the fuss?" Jiang Wei's displeased voice came.

Cheng Chen immediately came back to his senses, and was about to answer when he saw Song Xiangsi looking down at the document in front of him with an indifferent face.

He didn't seem the slightest bit curious about her exclamation.

Such Song Xiangsi went back to the past.

She was before meeting Yan Xuan.

After what happened some time ago, Cheng Chen felt that Song Xiangsi was pretty good.

So the words that came to his lips turned around and became——

"It's raining outside."

From the beginning to the end, Song Xiangsi never glanced out of the window.

The whole person is calm and indifferent.

As soon as Yan Xuan got home, she received a call from Zhou Xiang.

Yan Xuan threw herself on the big bed and connected the phone.

"I forgot to tell you this morning, we are not the only ones who will record the OST the day after tomorrow, there are also two artists."

Yan Xuan casually hummed.

Zhou Xiang paused for a moment before saying: "Song Xiangsi is also here, do you think we should change the time?"

"What?!" When she said the first half of the sentence, Yan Xuan was distracted and didn't hear clearly, and realized it belatedly.

Zhou Xiang guessed that she would speak in this tone, and repeated helplessly: "Should we change the time to avoid bumping into them."

"No, last sentence."

"Song Xiangsi will go too." Zhou Xiang hesitated.

Yan Xuan suddenly sat up from the bed and asked, "What did she record?"

Zhou Xiang: "Theme song."

"That's it." Yan Xuan felt better, "There is no need to change the time, the original plan will be fine."

If we only meet each other for work reasons, asking about something should not be regarded as an interruption, right?

On the day of recording the OST of "Evening Soul", Yan Xuan did not go with the people in the studio, but chose to drive there by herself.

Yan Xuan was in a good mood along the way, if she hadn't met Qiao Minzhi on the way, she would have thought that today was the best day for her in the past six months.

I haven't seen her for a month, but Qiao Minzhi is still so gloomy, blocking her car at a sudden sidewalk.

Yan Xuan was a little annoyed at being forced to stop by Qiao Minzhi.

It not only affects her mood but also blocks the way, which is too much.

"As for me, I just want to share the joy with you." Qiao Minzhi pursed her lips and said leaning against the car.

Yan Xuan only opened half of the window. Hearing her nonsense, she felt a little annoyed, and said sarcastically, "You still want to celebrate when the company is gone?"

Qiao Minzhi raised her eyebrows and curled her lips: "Trash."

Qiao Min can tell that there are not many times to say words like happiness.

In addition, Qiao Min knew that the joy on his face at this moment did not look fake, it meant that he was really happy, and there was something to show off.

Don't think about things that can make her really happy, it must have something to do with Ji Yao.

"Looks like you guessed it, then I'm leaving, goodbye." Qiao Minzhi rarely waved at her.

Yan Xuan just feels speechless about this, she and Ji Yao have nothing to do with each other, why should I show off to her?

However, would Ji Yao really like someone like Qiao Minzhi?

Qiao Minzhi made her feel like a lunatic.

Can go crazy anytime.

Don't know what will happen to her in the next moment.

After Qiao Minzhi left, Yan Xuan arrived at the place where the crew of "Evening Soul" arranged to record the OST without hindrance.

The crew seems to have arranged it deliberately, the recording studios of Song Xiangsi and Yan Xuan are separated by a corner, and the recording studios on both sides are facing different elevators.

There are four stairs on the first floor.

If there is no accident, the two will not meet.

During the rest time, Yan Xuan went to the bathroom, and then went to the other side.

As soon as she entered the corner, she heard footsteps approaching, accompanied by voices.

At this time, Yan Xuan didn't think about the person who would come from that direction.

Her legs and feet suddenly became stiff and she couldn't move.

Soon, he collided with the two oncoming people.

The embarrassing situation imagined did not happen.

Because, Song Xiangsi's eyes did not fall on her at all, her calm and indifferent eyes were only looking straight at the road ahead.

The girl beside her looked at her twice, her eyes were full of curiosity.

She knew this girl, she was another artist who came to record songs.

Yan Xuan opened her mouth, wanting to call Song Xiangsi.

Her throat seemed to be blocked, she heard Song Xiangsi answering the girl's words.

Song Xiangsi said, "Okay."

It was obviously just a simple word, but this moment made her lose her voice.

It was obviously just an indifferent and ordinary tone, but it made her feel flustered.

Thinking of the words "don't meet again" before leaving, Yan Xuan felt ridiculous at this moment.

Who regrets not admitting.

is her.

It's her Yan Xuan.