The top idol is not a substitute

"Teacher Yan Xuan, sit down, what would you like to drink?" Cheng Chen asked standing beside the sofa.

Yan Xuan sat down and said lightly, "No need, just speak directly."

Cheng Chen took a deep breath and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go get something."

While Cheng Chen was away, Yan Xuan looked around the living room, it was cleaned up and spotless.

There are many green plants and flowers in the room.

There are two vases with violets on the TV cabinet, pink roses on the dining table, baby's breath on the wall, and green plants on both sides of the aisle.

"Awaited."

When Yan Xuan was puzzled, Cheng Chen walked up to her with the document in his hand.

"Why are there so many flowers and green plants in the living room?"

Yan Xuan frowned, when did Song Xiangsi like flowers so much?

Cheng Chen scratched his head: "I made this. The doctor said that charming things can make people feel cheerful, so I put a lot of flowers and green plants in the living room and room."

Yan Xuan was even more confused: "What do you mean?"

Cheng Chen bit her lip and handed her the document in her hand.

Yan Xuan opened it full of doubts, and was stunned when she saw the diagnosis results on the first page.

Then when she saw that the patient's name on it was Cheng Chen, she raised her eyes.

Seeing this, Cheng Chen explained: "Ms. Song refused to go to the hospital, so I went by myself, and then told her condition. Although not all of them are accurate, most of them are definitely correct."

"During this time, Mrs. Song hasn't really wanted to eat, she's been losing weight, and she's been in a bad mood. I often see her in the living room at night. I think it's because of insomnia," Cheng Chen said after a pause. , "The doctor said that the anorexia and insomnia caused by depression, if it is serious..."

Cheng Chen didn't continue talking.

It is clearly written on the medical certificate.

In his own name, Cheng Chen explained Song Xiangsi's situation to the doctor, and concluded that: in the early stage of depression, it is recommended to receive treatment.

Yan Xuan was so beaten by these people that she couldn't recover, and it took a while before she said:

"how is this possible……"

Before Yan Xuan could finish her sentence, she suddenly remembered that when her tutor had dinner together, she saw Song Xiangsi staring closely at the food in the bowl, but did not put down her chopsticks. At that time, she still felt that Song Xiangsi's expression was bitter Deep, like rice poisonous.

And the last time when she ate alone, the waiter asked her if their food was not tasty and why Song Xiangsi vomited in the bathroom. At that time, she just thought it was Song Xiangsi who had a bad stomach.

And the last time I fainted suddenly, it was said to be acute gastroenteritis.

"Isn't she... gastroenteritis?" Yan Xuan actually thought of it when she asked this sentence.

It's just that she didn't want to believe the result.

"But Teacher Song was in good health before, and she has always paid attention to health preservation before."

Yes, I will suddenly fall ill, which is also caused by anorexia.

Nausea, vomiting and even gastroenteritis are all caused by anorexia.

And anorexia is...

"Doctors say that patients with depression are prone to depression, deny themselves, and need constant encouragement."

Cheng Chen's words were a little cautious, because she didn't know Yan Xuan's attitude, and didn't know whether what she was doing was right.

Only at this moment did Yan Xuan realize the harm she had done to Song Xiangsi.

She kept denying Song Xiangsi.

Negate her explanations, negate everything she does,

She began to slowly recall the changes in Song Xiangsi during this period.

Is it because of her hypocrisy, or because of her refusal to start over and over again.

"Because of me?"

Yan Xuan finally admitted that Song Xiangsi became like this because of her.

Cheng Chen was silent for a moment, and did not answer the question directly, but said: "Ms. Song is very happy every time I see you, but every time I come back, I am very depressed. I know I can't blame you for this, Song The teacher seems to be ill, but I don't know what it is."

Cheng Chen paused, and then said: "Teacher Song seems to be getting more serious in the past two days, often unable to sleep in the middle of the night, sitting on the sofa in the living room staring at a necklace in a daze."

Even though Cheng Chen tried his best to conceal the accusation against her, Yan Xuan could still feel it clearly from her words.

Yan Xuan was silent and asked, "What do you want me to help with?"

"Maybe, let Teacher Song go." Cheng Chen pursed his lips and said this carefully.

She is just an assistant, and the person in front of her is a big star who is her artist's ex-girlfriend.

Even in terms of status, her request was too overbearing and unreasonable.

"You also think that I will only hurt her, don't you?" Yan Xuan's voice was a little soft, as if she was asking Cheng Chen or herself.

Cheng Chen bowed his head and summoned up his courage before saying, "The thing on the hot search before is true, right? You and Teacher Song have reconciled."

Yan Xuan looked at her without nodding or shaking her head, even with a calm expression on her face.

"It's not what Teacher Song said, I guessed it myself," Cheng Chen smiled and said in a low voice, "I have been with Teacher Song for many years. Twice Teacher Song asked me what my wish was. I realized that the first time was when you were first together, and the second time was when you were photographed as a hot search a few days ago."

Yan Xuan lowered her eyes, looked at the medical certificate in her hand, and listened to her continue.

"Ms. Song used to be really cold. She was busy writing songs and didn't participate in activities. She didn't live like someone in the entertainment industry. But she is the kind of person who will watch shows, participate in variety shows, and write for you. Song, I was nervous even before meeting you, trying on clothes while hiding my nervousness, trying to give you a good impression, even before you were together."

"I used to think that Teacher Song was indifferent and strong. Although I was just an assistant, I was never afraid of anything. Because Teacher Song is very powerful, as her assistant, I must not be weak and embarrass her."

Yan Xuan at this moment is like a listener, silently listening to Cheng Chen talking about Song Xiangsi in her eyes.

Cheng Chen's emotions, which he had endured for many days, finally broke out at this moment, and he talked to Yan Xuan while crying.

She couldn't persuade Song Xiangsi, nor could she persuade her.

Song Xiangsi only listened to Yan Xuan's words.

She has no choice.

She was Song Xiangsi's assistant, but she could only watch her condition worsen.

She thought about telling Jiang Wei, but she knew that Jiang Wei's presence was of no use except to upset Song Xiangsi.

Song Xiangsi would not listen to anyone except Yan Xuan.

"When you just broke up, Mr. Song waited for you in the teahouse all night. After returning home, he had a high fever for several days. Even Mr. Song bought back the house you sold cruelly. She said that it was all between you two. remember."

Cheng Chen heard Jiang Wei say some things.

At that time Jiang Wei scolded Song Xiangsi in private.

Yan Xuan was quiet, with no expression on her face.

But only she can see her gradually whitening fingertips at this moment.

She had heard many things before, but when she heard them again at this moment, her mood was different from before.

It was a mixed feeling.

It was an emotion that Yan Xuan didn't want to admit.

"Teacher Yan Xuan, Teacher Song, she really loves you." Cheng Chen's eyes became pleading, and she lowered her voice, "Can I beg you to let her go and treat her as saving her."

What Cheng Chen didn't say was that she had overheard the conversation between Song Xiangsi and Yan Xuan.

At that time, Song Xiangsi reached out to her for help and asked Yan Xuan to hug her.

But Yan Xuan didn't reach out her hand, but turned and left because of the voice of others.

She thought, at that time Song Xiangsi was calling for help.

Calling Yan Xuan for help.

But Yan Xuan did not save her.

"She loves me." Yan Xuan murmured and repeated these three words.

It seems that everyone thinks that Song Xiangsi loves her.

From the past to the present.

Everyone feels it.

Suddenly, Yan Xuan laughed.

Her eye sockets were a little sore.

Why is she so sad.

Why does she want to believe so much.

Sometimes people really can't be too confident in themselves.

Maybe she shouldn't have come to the show even though she was broke and in debt.

You don't have to prove yourself either.

It's good to hide sometimes.

"Sorry, Teacher Yan Xuan, I will submit my resignation letter after today, I crossed the line."

Cheng Chen knew clearly that Song Xiangsi would definitely be angry when she knew about her behavior today.

She also thought about whether it was worthwhile to do so, just to be a small assistant safely and steadily.

However, she couldn't escape the condemnation in her heart.

She didn't want Song Xiangsi's star to be dimmed.

It should also be her duty to keep the stars shining.

"I am not wrong."

Until the end, Yan Xuan did not answer Cheng Chen's words.

Neither agreed nor refused.

It's just that the preamble said "I'm not wrong".

Yuan Yuan found out that Yan Xuan locked herself in the room after going out for a whole day after returning from Miancheng.

As far as she knew, Yan Xuan started from Song Xiangsi's room.

Looked good before leaving.

I don't know what happened, but it became like this when I came back.

At midnight, Yuan Yuan knocked on Yan Xuan's door again.

"Sister, are you hungry? Would you like to come out and have something to eat?"

No answer was heard, Yuan Yuan knocked on the door again.

After a long time, when Yuan Yuan started to panic, she heard a reply from inside the door:

"Need not."

The voice sounded muffled and nasal.

Yuan Yuan was a little anxious.

He knocked on the door tentatively again.

"Sister? What's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"

Yuan Yuan's words were not answered for a long time.

Yuan Yuan lay on the door, wanting to hear the noise inside. At this moment, she was a little annoyed that the sound insulation effect of the room was too good.

"Sister, open the door and have some food first, okay? You haven't eaten for a day, and your stomach should feel uncomfortable."

Yuanyuan's words still haven't been answered.

What happened?Let Yan Xuan keep herself bored in the room for so long.

Yuan Yuan paced anxiously outside the door. Before breaking up with Song Xiangsi, she never saw Yan Xuan keep herself in the room for so long.

When we first broke up, except for the time when I fainted, I behaved very normally the rest of the time.

Although she felt that Yan Xuan should be secretly sad in her heart at that time.

So why this time?

She couldn't help thinking of Song Xiangsi's name in her mind.

in the room.

Yan Xuan sat on the carpet, raised her head, looked at the full moon outside the window with reddish eyes, and recited the words she said to Cheng Chen before leaving:

"I am not wrong."

But this sentence still can't convince myself.

She was not happy with such revenge.

Her stubbornness harms others and herself.