The top idol is not a substitute

After the incident, Yan Xuan received a call from Song Xiangsi.

The first thing she said was an apology.

Yan Xuan also wanted to hang up the phone with a strong attitude. After all, according to the method Yan Ruyu thought of for her, she needs to calm down these two days.

Think carefully about how to deal with the relationship between her and Song Xiangsi.

And well, she couldn't take it.

A broken mirror cannot be repaired without gaps.

That is, there is only one choice.

But, thinking about the options left, she wasn't happy.

Yan Xuan understood that the splashing of red wine was indeed because she lost her sense of proportion after drinking a little wine, and it was her problem.

Qiao Minzhi deliberately hurt her like this because of Ji Yao.

No matter how you think about it, it's not Song Xiangsi's fault.

Instead, Song Xiangsi was the victim.

However, this victim not only didn't blame her, but also helped her speak up and help her solve her troubles.

Yan Xuan said thank you into the receiver.

Catching Zhou Xiang's attention, she pointed to the phone and asked her in a low voice if she was Song Xiangsi.

Yan Xuan nodded.

Zhou Xiang frowned.

Judging from Yan Xuan's attitude towards Song Xiangsi before, saying thank you seems a bit abnormal.

Although Yan Xuan was always polite, the other party was Song Xiangsi.

But thinking about what happened just now, maybe Yan Xuan realized the seriousness of the problem, so she suddenly said thank you to Song Xiangsi?

No matter how you look at it, Zhou Xiang feels that Yan Xuan's attitude towards Song Xiangsi seems to have changed.

Zhou Xiang was thinking, and found that Yuan Yuan was staring at her.

After noticing her gaze, he quickly averted his gaze.

The words "I have ghosts in my heart" were only written on my face.

"Do you have something to say?" Zhou Xiang asked Yuanyuan.

Yuan Yuan quickly shook her head.

No, no, although she couldn't hold back her words, Yan Xuan told her to deliver the clothes, and she still hasn't reminded her not to say it, what does it mean?

Tell her to trust her.

She can't live up to Yan Xuan's trust.

Zhou Heng was thoughtful, and always felt that Yuan Yuan was hiding something from her, but he was relieved when he thought of Yuan Yuan's uncontrollable temper.

Yan Xuan was still answering the phone.

Both were silent.

Song Xiangsi found out that Yan Xuan didn't hang up the phone directly today, she was surprised while thinking about the topic.

"When are you coming back?" Song Xiangsi asked.

"In a few days."

Although saying this sentence is tantamount to not saying it, it still made Song Xiangsi bend her lips.

Yan Xuan answered her.

However, when Song Xiangsi was happy, Yan Xuan hurriedly said a word and hung up.

After that, a beeping busy tone came from the receiver.

However, this answer was enough for Song Xiangsi to recall for a long time.

During the two days of shooting the magazine, Yan Xuan did not return to the recording location.

In the last week, the trainees relied more on their own training, and the instructor didn't have much effect, so Yan Xuan was not in a hurry to go back.

On the third day, a rest day, Yan Xuan and Yuan Yuan strolled around the streets of Miancheng together.

While resting in a coffee shop, Yan Xuan received a call from a stranger.

At first the other party didn't speak, but after a few seconds, when Yan Xuan was about to hang up the phone, the other party spoke.

"I have something to tell you about what happened when I was a child," Wen Han paused, afraid that she might not be able to recognize his own voice, and then said, "I am Wen Han."

Because he was worried about being hung up on the phone, Wen Han first said the reason for the call before saying his name.

Ever since Yan Xuan told her why she hated her that day, Wen Han could no longer pester her.

Because she knew how much she did to Yan Xuan when she was a child.

In the past two days, she has mixed feelings, remorse, pain, sadness, all kinds of emotions are mixed in her heart, even in her dreams, she is thinking, if she was not so selfish and bad at that time, would she be able to get along with Yan Xuan? grew up together.

Will the relationship between them be different?

"If you want to apologize, you don't have to."

I'm sorry three words are too cheap and mean nothing to her.

After finishing speaking, Yan Xuan was ready to hang up the phone.

Wen Han suddenly said excitedly: "Parents have never forgotten you. They miss you every time I am not around. After sending you away, they went to the orphanage and wanted to bring you back, but at that time you Already picked up, they've been regretting not being nicer to you."

Yan Xuan's expression froze, and the corners of her lips curled into a mocking smile.

Then hung up the phone.

"Sister, this coffee is so bitter. I added two teaspoons of sugar, but it's still very bitter." Yuan Yuan complained to her about the coffee when she saw her hang up the phone, but unexpectedly, Yan Xuan was in a daze, wondering, "Sister What’s wrong with you?"

Yan Xuan shook her head and took a sip of her coffee.

how can that be possible.

How could her adoptive parents who never loved her suddenly start loving her after she left.

The phone beside him vibrated suddenly.

It's a friend request.

[You agree, I will send you something. 】

Yan Xuan refused without thinking.

If Wen Han wanted to use these things to make her let go of her dislike for her, then she had made a wrong calculation.

A few seconds later, Yan Xuan's phone rang again, and she received a few pictures in a text message.

One is a blue and pink princess room, one is a pile of Barbie dolls, and the other is a photo of the two standing at the entrance of the orphanage.

[This is all secretly prepared by your parents for you. They sent you to the orphanage because they wanted to pick you up after I recovered from my illness. But when I went there, I found that you had been adopted by others. Later, my parents often Fight over this matter. 】

Yan Xuan quietly looked at the message she sent.

Every word was too outrageous for her.

[It's all my fault, I'm sorry, but my parents love you, it's just that they made a wrong decision because of me, it's all my fault, I'm sorry. 】

Fifteen years later, she received a belated apology.

[This is a video I accidentally took when I was in my freshman year of high school, proving that I really did not lie, and they have been looking for you all these years. 】

It can be seen from the video that Wen Han was filming a vlog at first, and then accidentally photographed the kitchen scene, where her parents were arguing.

Arguing about the past.

"I told you not to be so biased and not so direct at the beginning, but you just didn't listen, saying that children won't be sad if they don't hold grudges."

"Are you sick when I'm sick? Can't you treat her better if I can't control it?"

"Who said to send Xiaoxiao to the orphanage first and then bring her back when she recovers?"

……

The video is 1 minutes in total.

In 1 minute, the two quarreled constantly around what happened ten years ago.

Yan Xuan watched the video silently.

[Parents have been looking for you all these years, always wanting to apologize to you. 】

[I'm sorry, I apologize to you for me and my parents. 】

Until the end, Yan Xuan didn't reply a word to Wen Han.

Yuan Yuan cautiously raised her head to look at Yan Xuan, only to feel that her expression was a little frighteningly indifferent.

It's been a long time.

Yan Xuan said: "Let's go."

Yuan Yuan hurriedly got up and followed behind Yan Xuan.

Yuan Yuan didn't know what Yan Xuan was thinking, so she could only follow her silently.

"You go back first, I'll be alone." Yan Xuan said.

After explaining, Yan Xuan left.

I went to a nearby park and found a bench to sit down.

Children playing games on the lawn of the park.

At this moment, she wanted to chat.

She flipped through the address book, and her fingertips landed on Song Xiangsi's name.

But in the end, he didn't click on it, but got through to Yan Ruyu's phone.

As soon as the bell rang, it went through.

"Xuanxuan? What's wrong?"

"What are you doing? How can you pick up so fast?"

"Oh, nothing, I was just looking at my phone." While talking, Yan Ruyu waved to the friends beside her, telling them not to play games, and then went straight out.

Because she knew that Yan Xuan would not call her for no reason.

Especially at this moment, the voice sounds, and the mood is not so good.

"Sister, what would you do if someone told you later that something you hated all the time was not true?"

"Hmm... It shouldn't be a small thing to make me hold grudges. I have carried grudges for so many years, how can I suddenly let go of them? If I don't want to forgive, I won't forgive. I don't like to make things difficult for myself, but—" Yan Ruyu thought seriously, and said, " I will learn from it."

"Lesson learned?"

"Well, just try not to make wrong judgments because of this emotion."

Yan Xuan was silent, she felt that what Yan Ruyu said made sense.

Sometimes the emotion of hatred can easily make people irrational.

For example, choosing to lose one's own interests and refusing to be on the same stage because of disgust, such as being stubborn and not listening to others' opinions.

Another example is to stop trusting others and deny all her explanations.

"Sister, did I do something wrong?"

At this moment Yan Xuan was at a loss.

"How could Xuanxuan do something wrong, whose yardstick are you measuring yourself by?"

Although Yan Ruyu's comforting words were heartwarming, Yan Xuan still wanted to hear an accurate answer.

"Am I too stubborn, or too paranoid."

Yan Ruyu hesitated for a moment, knowing that what Yan Xuan wanted to hear was the truth, she said after a while:

"In the past, I really felt that you were a bit stubborn, but not paranoid."

When she was not familiar with her, Yan Ruyu once felt that Yan Xuan was a little bit wrong, and her personality had obvious PTSD symptoms.

Although Yan Ruyu's words were tactful, Yan Xuan still understood what she meant.

Didn't hear Yan Xuan's answer, Yan Ruyu asked again: "Why did Xuanxuan ask this suddenly? Have you figured out how to resolve the relationship between you and Song Xiangsi?"

Yan Xuan was silent for a few seconds, and then replied: "I may need to listen to some explanations to solve it."

Listen to it from beginning to end, what she knows or ignores, what she can forgive or cannot accept.

After hanging up the phone, Yan Xuan blew the cool breeze in the park for a while.

Then I sent a message to Zhou Xiang, asking her to arrange to go back to the recording location tomorrow.

After Yan Xuan was recording, the first thing she did was to find Song Xiangsi.

It's just that when she knocked on the door, it was not Song Xiangsi who came out, but Cheng Chen.

"Teacher Yan Xuan, are you looking for Teacher Song?"

Yan Xuan hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is she not here?"

Cheng Chen shook his head: "Teacher Song is looking for the director."

Yan Xuan nodded, then turned around and prepared to leave.

Cheng Chen struggled with his eyes for a few seconds, bit his lip, and suddenly said, "Teacher Yan Xuan."

Yan Xuan stopped and looked at her suspiciously.

Cheng Chen plucked up his courage, and said to her, "I have something to tell you about Teacher Song."

At the end, she said, "The last time I asked you to help Teacher Song, do you remember?"

Cheng Chen's eyes were full of apprehension, as if he was afraid of being rejected by her.

At this moment, Yan Xuan had an inexplicable premonition.

What Cheng Chen wants to say may affect her choice.

But she nodded anyway.

He and Cheng Chen entered the room.