Cowardly little zombies just want to live

The School of Biological Sciences of Qiyang University is the top major in the world, with the best equipment and the most powerful faculty support.

Of course, most of the students who come here every year are for the teachers here, because in addition to the basic courses, there are also expert courses twice a month.

The professors who lead the expert courses are all academicians of the National Academy of Sciences, and each name is well-known in the industry.

But compared with some professors who are too professional and serious in class, the students love the class of Professor Shen Sinian the most.

Because Professor Shen Sinian is not only young and promising, but also handsome.

"Tong He, hurry up, if Professor Shen's class is not crowded early, there will be no place!" The roommate began to urge him early in the morning.

Tong He yawned, rubbed his messy hair and sat up: "Go and reserve a seat for me first, and I'll make breakfast for you."

"Okay, okay, let's go first, hurry up."

Tong He is just a freshman, and today is the first time he has attended Shen Sinian's class, but he is not as nervous and excited as other students, because in his opinion, a large part of Shen Sinian's fame should be the academician of the Academy of Sciences , and endowed by his looks.

For boys who are eighteen or nineteen years old, they are truly youthful and energetic. Tong He is also the smartest person in the whole major, so although he didn't say anything, he didn't pay much attention to Shen Sinian's class. .

He walked slowly with breakfast in his hand. This time was the rush hour for classes, there were a lot of people in the school, and even more people in the main teaching building.

Tong He looked left and right, then avoided the crowd and walked towards the faculty elevator.

The elevator was about to close, Tong He hurried over: "Wait a minute!"

The elevator door reopened, and a man in a black suit stood inside, tall, thin, and very white, with rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, blocking his overly bright eyes.

This should be a very professional and flamboyant person, and he looks familiar.

Tong He thought to himself, walked into the elevator, and politely said "thank you".

The man nodded and pressed the floor, the eighth floor.

Tong He raised his eyebrows, he was actually on the same floor as him.

The elevator reopened soon, and they came out one after the other, Tong He walked a few steps behind the man.

He subconsciously looked at this person. He was probably about 1.8 meters tall, and he was really too thin, especially the waist, which looked a little too slender after being wrapped in a black suit.

Tong He's classroom for this class is at [-], and he needs to go to the innermost part, but the further he walks, the more complicated Tong He's expression becomes. He seems to remember who this person is.

Sure enough, he walked to the door of [-] with the person in front.

It's really Shen Sinian.

Tong He sighed, and wanted to sneak in through the back door. After all, it is really not good for students to take the faculty elevator.

But when he opened the back door of the classroom, he was immediately dumbfounded.

It was full of people, the seats seemed to be full, and the open space behind was full of people, which showed how popular Shen Sinian was.

Tong He is tall, he stood on tiptoe slightly to look inside, but couldn't find where his roommates were sitting.

The phone rang suddenly, Tong He closed the back door and picked up the phone.

"Where are you?" the roommate whispered, "Professor Shen is here!"

Tong He: "I'm here, where are you sitting?"

"In the middle of the first row, VIP seats!" The roommate said anxiously, "Hurry up!"

Tong He: "..."

He sighed, subconsciously looked down at himself, white T, white shoes, light-colored jeans, very youthful and lively, worthy of forgiveness.

Tong He walked to the front door without looking at Shen Sinian, and rushed to the seat reserved for him by his roommates, bringing them breakfast.

"Ouch." The roommate hurriedly put the breakfast in the table, approached Tong He and whispered, "Why do you still buy deep-fried dough sticks, it's so delicious."

Tong He also replied in a low voice: "

Hurry up and eat, there are 5 minutes to class. "

Shen Sinian was dealing with the hard drive, and then he smelled a bit of fried dough sticks, tofu brain and marinated eggs, so fragrant that his stomach hurt a little.

He raised his hand and rubbed it, and Tong He looked at him twice more.

There are more and more people in the classroom, and even many people who have no class are crowded in the corridor.

"As for?" Both Tong and He thought it was funny, Shen Sinian was not much older than them, and although he had the title of an academician, he was still a doctoral student.

Of course, Tong He also fully agrees with Shen Sinian's professionalism and ability, otherwise he would not have come to this class.

However, when Shen Sinian smiled and said the first sentence, Tong He couldn't even bear to divert his attention.

Shen Sinian's class was very interesting, lively and humorous. After he explained those complicated courses and theories, it seemed that all the knowledge became colorful.

Tong He looked up at the professor's young face, at his smile, at his slightly crooked eyes when he smiled, at his slender fingers holding the remote control.

His face is small, his lips are moist and a little red, and Tong He's heart beats much faster than usual when he puts them together.

"Biological science is the science of life."

These words accompanied Tong He's two years of college life. He frantically took courses and credits, successfully made an exception and entered Qiyang Research Institute two years earlier to become a part-time graduate student, and his advisor was Shen Sinian.

Dr. Shen Sinian had just graduated that year, but he had already led a team to do projects.

On the day of the report, Tong He deliberately wore the best-looking suit, black and white shirt, which was almost the same as the one Shen Sinian wore when they first met two years ago.

He came to the Seventh Academy building nervously. At that time, Shen Sinian was not yet in the top laboratory, and he and Yun Cheng were still a tacit partner.

When Tong He came to the door, he saw many busy academicians wearing uniform white coats, and everyone was very busy.

But even though there were so many people, Tong He still saw the two figures standing side by side at first sight, because the two of them were really young, handsome and dazzling.

Tong He stared blankly at the two people talking together, Shen Sinian pushed down his glasses, and suddenly looked sideways with a feeling.

Tong He stood up straight in an instant.

Shen Sinian narrowed his eyes, and subconsciously looked at the young man at the door.

He is tall and has long legs, and his hair is a little short. He looks energetic and handsome.

It's just that he looks a little nervous, and the awkwardness of a child pretending to be an adult.

Shen Sinian smiled, put the tablet aside, and walked towards Tong He.

"Teacher." Tong He stood straight: "I'm a freshman here to report, Tong He."

Shen Sinian nodded: "I remember you, I always sit in the first row and eat fried dough sticks in every class."

Tong He smiled embarrassedly, and said softly, "You still remember."

"It's so memorable." Shen Sinian raised his hand, patted his chest with the back of his hand, and said, "Come with me, and I'll take you to join the job."

"Okay." Tong He hurriedly followed him.

Before leaving, he didn't know what to do, so he looked back, and happened to meet Yun Cheng's eyes.

Yun Cheng looked at him indifferently, exchanged glances with him, and then looked away.

"You follow me to do the project first." Shen Sinian explained to him the content of future study and work while walking.

Tong He was startled, and hurriedly asked: "Can I talk to the project now?"

"Of course, I know your ability." Shen Sinian looked at him sideways, and said, "Another reason is that my partner is going to be transferred to the Sixth Hospital, and I need an assistant."

"Is that your partner just now?"

"Ah."

Shen Sinian didn't say much, just said: "Follow me first today, and I will accompany you to move tonight."

"Moving?" Tong He realized that he had received a lot of shocks in just 2 minutes, and it was also a pleasant surprise: "Where do you move?"

"dormitory."

Tong He wants to ask if he is with you?But he didn't dare to ask.

That night, Shen Sinian drove Tong He back to school.

"Teacher, wait for me downstairs. I won't have much stuff and I'll be down soon."

Shen Sinian got out of the car with him: "Hurry up, both of you."

After that, he couldn't help but enter the dormitory with Tong He.

Tong He really wanted to stop him, because he felt that Shen Sinian's clean appearance did not match the atmosphere in the dormitory.

Of course not only he thinks so, everyone thinks so.

This is the dormitory of the same department, and everyone knows Shen Sinian, so they were all shocked when they saw him.

"Damn it, it's really Professor Shen."

"That's Tong He, right? He's actually admitted to Professor Shen's graduate school, and he's a big student this time."

"Before I heard Tong He say that he would finish his undergraduate degree in two years, and then when he was taking the postgraduate entrance examination for Professor Shen, I thought he was bragging, but I didn't expect it to be true. This is a genius."

These discussions almost entered Shen Sinian's ears, and he turned his head to look at Tong He.

Tong He smiled dryly, and changed the subject abruptly: "Teacher, are you hungry? I'll take you to dinner later. There is a delicious hot and sour noodle near our school."

He was really looking for something to say: "It's okay, if you don't eat..."

"Okay."

Tong He stopped and looked up at the people walking on the two steps.

Shen Sinian looked back at him: "What are you doing with the stick? Hurry up and finish eating."

"Okay!" Tong He smiled with a row of big white teeth.

Shen Sinian was not allowed to move the luggage in the end, Tong He's roommates were almost frightened to death when they saw Shen Sinian, and hurriedly helped Tong He finish moving all the things.

The Hot and Sour Noodle shop is very clean. Although Shen Sinian looks like a mess, he actually has no requirements for the quality of life, so he doesn't care about what kind of environment he eats.

And he loves spicy food very much, he even wants spicy instant noodles, this bowl of hot and sour noodles directly satisfies all his preferences.

Seeing how delicious his food was, Tong He also felt that the noodles in his bowl were more delicious than usual.

After that, they started the formal run-in.

But unexpectedly, their tacit understanding was very strong, almost Tong He could complete the next sentence after Shen Sinian said the last sentence.

This may be because Tong He knows Shen Sinian too well, because in the past two years, he would carefully take notes in all of Shen Sinian's classes, and Tong He would read all his essays repeatedly.

Therefore, Tong He is almost familiar with Shen Sinian's words, sentences, speech, and behavior.

And the more he got in touch with, the more Tong He discovered that Shen Sinian was very different from what he had imagined. He was very easy-going, professional, and would lose his temper. He might not even wash his face when he was busy.

Every aspect of Shen Sinian's multifaceted nature is so interesting that Tong He has unknowingly changed his admiration for this person into another kind of emotion.

This feeling made him unwilling to give up his identity as Shen Sinian's assistant even if he had the ability to lead the team independently.

And he finally got his wish, making them the most tacit partners in the hospital.

Their relationship has never changed, and Tong He never dared to miss his Dr. Shen, only occasionally in the dead of night, he would let himself indulge for a while.

If it wasn't for the end of the world, if it wasn't for the love between Xie Yulou and Chipan, Tong He might not have dared to do that to Shen Sinian.

Thinking of what happened that night when Tong He was drunk, Shen Sinian would feel that he might not be normal either.

Tong He always thought that they kissed for the first time on the night when they were all drunk, but in fact, when Tong He was drunk because of jealousy, they did something more intimate.

Although they didn't make it to the end, they all did what they should and shouldn't do.

done.

Shen Sinian looked up at the fireworks in the sky, a soft love song was playing in his ear, and the person sitting beside him was someone who repeatedly made him lose his sense of proportion.

"We seem to have never been so relaxed." Tong He looked at him with a smile.

Shen Sinian didn't wear glasses today, his bright eyes and thick and slender eyelashes were exposed without hindrance.

"No." Shen Sinian said, "When you first came, we still had time to sneak out for supper."

Tong He leaned towards him, and touched his shoulders: "At first I was afraid that you would not like those food stalls, but later I found out that you are more familiar with the area of ​​the Academy of Sciences than I am."

"How long have I been there." Shen Sinian raised his head and took a sip of beer.

His neck bent a little, and his Adam's apple rolled slightly.

Tong He suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry, so he picked up the wine glass and took a sip, drinking quickly and vigorously.

"Teacher." Tong He said suddenly.

"Ok?"

"Have you thought about our relationship?"

Shen Sinian was slightly startled, looked at his superior profile, and didn't speak.

"I thought about it." Tong He didn't dare to look at him, and said to himself: "You just think I drank too much today, let me, I just want to talk to you about these things."

"I remember every side we've met, every little move you make, and I know your behavior and habits well."

"I adore you, like you, and... love you."

Tong He clenched his fists, and the glass in his hand was almost crushed: "I remember what happened that night, but I just dare not say it, for fear that if I mention it, I will be hated by you just like Yun Cheng .”

Shen Sinian was really shocked, he didn't expect Tong He to have no fragments.

So both of them knew what they had done, but no one mentioned it.

After a long silence, Shen Sinian said: "I don't hate him, it's because he doesn't want to stay with me anymore, and he is more suitable for virus research."

"Really." Tong He looked at him sideways, his eyes were a little red, and his vision was hazy.

In Shen Sinian's eyes, Tong He like this is like a pitiful puppy, the kind who has been wronged.

Shen Sinian pursed his lips, and Tong He said again: "You remember what happened that night, right?"

Shen Si said in a young voice: "You are the one drinking."

"Yes." Tong He looked at him without blinking: "But after finishing, it was you who threw me in the room and left."

Shen Sinian just laughed: "Then why don't I leave? Are you going to ask me why I took advantage of others when you sober up?"

"Teacher." Tong He frowned.

He wished Shen Sinian could do something to him, how could he say that kind of thing?

Shen Sinian withdrew his gaze and looked into the distance, sighed softly: "You are too young, I shouldn't delay you."

"I don't think it's a delay." Tong He was anxious: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to be with me, I can do it, you can treat me as anything, assistant or bed partner, as long as you call me, I will definitely be satisfied immediately you."

"I'm telling the truth, sir."

"As long as you don't push me away, I will never leave you. If you didn't believe me before, then we have experienced so much together now, and we have gone through life and death together. Are you still unwilling to believe me?"

"And some time ago I always dreamed that you were..."

"Hey, anyway, I don't want to go on like this anymore. I want to get closer to you. I don't want us all to regret it."

It seems that Tong He really drank too much, but now he is so organized that he can't even speak clearly.

Shen Sinian looked at him steadily, then suddenly raised his hand and rubbed his head.

Tong He was stunned, and he held back what he wanted to say.

"I've wanted to do this for a long time." Shen Sinian withdrew his hand with a smile, and said, "It really feels good in the hand, no wonder Team Jie is so fond of it."

Huan rubs the small pond. "

Tong He recovered his voice: "Teacher, don't change the subject."

"Ok?"

"I said I like you and love you, I can do whatever you want, I just want to get closer to you, even if I don't have a name, I'm just a bed partner and a lover!"

"Shhh." Shen Sinian looked back, the fat man and the others were still drinking, almost staggered.

Poolside and Xie Yulou got together to chat, Fan Jing and You Songgan had already entered the tent, the lights were not on, and they knew what they were doing without even thinking about it.

Shen Sinian suddenly felt a little hot, he raised his hand and pulled down the neckline, the two-buttoned shirt was unbuttoned again, exposing a large white chest.

Tong He was dazzled by the whiteness, and lowered his head in embarrassment.

"I drank too much." Shen Sinian sighed: "Go to sleep first."

Tong He looked at his back sullenly, dejected.

Shen Sinian lay back in the tent, this tent is not small, it is no problem to accommodate three or four people, but for comfort, they all share a tent with two people.

He didn't turn on the light, and just lay there in the dark tent, wearing only shirts and slacks, and didn't even change his pajamas.

He raised his hand to his chest, the chaotic heartbeat showed his restless mood, for Tong He's almost humble confession, Shen Sinian said that it was a lie that he was not moved.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, his tolerance and concern for Tong He has always been abnormal. All his previous partners and assistants have never been treated like this.

He thought it was because Tong He was his only student, and he appreciated his talent and perseverance, so he loved him so much.

But ever since he noticed Tong He's thoughts for him, Shen Sinian knew that things were not as simple as he thought.

No matter how much he loves Tong He, he won't let him do those things to himself, but he still does it willingly.

This is very wrong, and it has brought great troubles to the mighty Dr. Shen.

He really wanted to think about his relationship with Tong He and his own feelings, but he never had the chance, or he was always avoiding.

A person who has never fantasized about love and a partner suddenly encounters such a thing, the first reaction should be rejection and rejection, and then reflection and consideration.

He really did that to Yun Cheng. After Yun Cheng confessed his love to him, he immediately expressed his attitude. He didn't need a partner who loved him, he only needed a professional partner.

But facing Tong He, he never thought about refusing at all. His first thought was to think about it carefully, and then deal with it carefully.

This matter has dragged on for too long, and he has been pretending to be confused, but tonight, Tong He still broke everything up and put it in front of him, and the final decision is in his hands.

Shen Sinian sighed deeply, he raised his arm to cover his eyes, his normally flexible brain is now like a rusty old machine, it is difficult to move.

Outside the tent, Duan Yongsi walked to Tong He with a half bottle of liquor and sat down.

Tong He glanced at him and handed him the empty wine glass, which was full when he took it back.

The two clinked glasses, and Tong He ate half of the glass in one gulp.

Duan Yongsi glanced at him and said with a smile, "Do you have something on your mind?"

"Yes." Tong He didn't hide it from him.

Although they are not very familiar with each other, they can be considered to have been on missions together and have a life-long friendship.

And he can also see that Duan Yongsi is not an unreliable person. On the contrary, in the name of Duan Yongsi's flair, maybe it can really help him break out of the predicament in front of him.

"Dr. Shen rejected you?" Duan Yongsi asked.

Tong He shook his head: "It's not a rejection, but I don't agree either."

He was a little worried: "Did I push him too much, so he thought I was annoying and didn't want to talk to me?"

Duan Yongsi leaned back on the grass with one hand, looked up at the moon, and said, "I can see that he treats you very differently, why don't you try again?"

"I've asked him several times just now." Tong He said irritably: "I said that I would like to be his bed partner, as long as he is willing to let me get closer to him, but he didn't respond to me at all." .”

He looked towards the tent not far away and said, "I think he doesn't want to see me now. I'll sleep with you at night."

"Don't." Duan Yongsi said with a smile: "You should be the one who knows him best among us, think about what will happen if someone confesses to him."

Tong He said decisively: "Rejected, rejected."

Duan Yongsi shrugged: "It's over, and he didn't reject you, which proves that he treats you differently."

Tong He was taken aback, his knotted thoughts finally cleared up.

That's right, Shen Sinian didn't reject him, so according to Shen Sinian's way of thinking, he is probably struggling now, thinking seriously about how to deal with this relationship, and giving him a responsible answer.

Tong He raised his hand and patted Duan Yongsi's shoulder: "Okay brother, you deserve to be Duan Fengliu with a famous name."

"Tsk, why are you learning from that bastard Xie Yulou?"

Tong He just laughed, he is refreshed now.

"Come on, help people to the end." Duan Yongsi put his arms around his shoulders, leaned into his ear and whispered, "I'll teach you how to test his feelings for you."

Shen Sinian felt that feelings were really troublesome, so he didn't have any specific values ​​for his reference.

He confusedly thought of many ways to judge feelings, and finally he really thought of one, which was an emotion book he had read.

It says that loving someone should have several manifestations. For example, you want to see the other person, but you will be anxious when you can’t see it; Things go in a heartbeat...

Shen Sinian touched his chest, felt the rapid heartbeat, and understood a little bit.

Suddenly, the tent door was opened, and Tong He came in in the dark.

He closed the door, took off his shoes and socks with a rustle, and went to take off his shirt.

In the hazy darkness, the outline of his muscular upper body was so obvious, with obvious aggression.

Shen Sinian closed his eyes, feeling his heart beating faster.

"Teacher, are you asleep?" Tong He asked suddenly.

Shen Sinian rolled his Adam's apple slightly, and said softly, "No."

"Ah."

In the next moment, Shen Sinian felt that someone was on top of him.

He opened his eyes, and Tong He looked at each other. They were so close, their breaths were intertwined, with the smell of alcohol.

"Teacher, I want to kiss you."

With that said, the fiery kiss came down, Shen Sinian took a breath, closed his eyes subconsciously, and the touch and temperature of his lips became more obvious.

Breathing intertwined, lips and tongue lightened, Shen Sinian frowned slightly, and touched Tong He's chest with his hands, not knowing whether he wanted to reject or cater to him.

"Teacher." Tong He said in a deep voice, "I want to hug you."

All the buttons of his shirt were undone, feeling the warm palms on his shoulders, Shen Sinian closed his eyes resignedly.

Tong He looked deeply at his delicate face, almost overwhelmed with great joy, with the last trace of reason, he said in a hoarse voice, "Teacher, I want you."

Shen Sinian squeezed his shoulder tightly: "Don't talk nonsense."