Cowardly little zombies just want to live

When all the dust settled, the companions in the team breathed a sigh of relief.

But soon, Shen Sinian and Tong He were busy again, and Xie Yulou by the pool was still sticky, spending most of the day talking about love.

Fatty is alone, and loves drinking and training with his brothers the most, and lives a colorful life every day.

But Fan Jing seemed to suddenly not know what to do, no, he also thought about whether he should take the initiative to reconcile with You Songyan, and talk softly, but they are too familiar, and the relationship between them is too much. It's awkward.

A clumsy person like Fan Jing couldn't say those nasty words at all.

He walked to the balcony, opened a bottle of beer, leaned his arms on the railing and looked into the distance.

You Songyan...

Fan Jing raised his head and took a sip of beer.

He often thinks about the past, and every time he thinks about it, he will find that almost every paragraph of his memory has the shadow of You Songyan.

When he was a child, he lived in the geological compound with his family. His grandparents were famous geologists, as was his father, and his mother was a professor at Qiyang University.

The situation of You Song'an's family is not much different from his, but because someone in the family runs a business, they are a little richer.

It can be said that they are real bamboo horses who grew up living in the adjacent house. It is not an exaggeration to say that they knew each other before they were born.

The two of them were in the same school and the same class from kindergarten to high school graduation, but there was a difference only in the college entrance examination. They entered two different colleges.

Moreover, Fan Jing joined the army when he was in college, and was transferred back to Qiyang to join the special forces two years later.

As soon as You Songyan graduated, he went to Philadelphia, and in just two years, he became a top barrister.

Now they are both at a good age, and they are all emerging in their respective fields, young and vigorous, plus a series of reasons, the relationship between them can not be said to be an outsider, even the two of them can't see it clearly.

There is only that thin layer of paper among them, but no one knows how to open it, nor what will happen to them after the paper disappears.

Fan Jing took a deep breath and drank the last sip of wine.

The balcony door was suddenly opened, and Fan Jing knew who it was without turning his head, because no one would enter his room directly except You Songgan.

"Where's the hair dryer?" You Songan walked up to him: "Yo, you've already drunk it, why didn't you call me?"

Fan Jing flattened the wine jar and threw it into the trash can beside him, before turning to look at You Songyan.

You Songyan had taken a shower, and his body was covered with moisture, and he stroked back his half-wet hair casually, revealing his delicate and impeccable facial features.

He easily wore a black and white striped pajamas, made of silk, his collarbone was exposed generously, and his pale complexion was a bit dazzling.

He also held a bottle of high-end wine that he did not know where to get.

You Songyan raised the wine bottle and said with a smile: "I got it from the boss, let's drink with my brother?"

Fan Jing lowered his eyes: "Okay."

You Songyan was a little surprised that he agreed so easily?Sure enough, the environment is comfortable, and Captain Fan no longer puts a hard face on emphasizing "discipline".

"Okay, then don't get drunk and don't go home." You Songyan turned and entered the room, found two goblets with ease, and put them on the low table.

Then he took two cushions and threw them on the ground. He sat on one and Fan Jing also sat on one.

Fan Jing opened and poured wine consciously.

You Songyan leaned lazily on the sofa, his gaze fell on him.

Uniform black half-sleeves and overalls, even at home, Fan Jing still looks like he can rush out to do tasks in the next moment.

"Isn't it uncomfortable for you to dress like this?"

Fan Jing paused and said, "It's all right."

"You should change it. Didn't I buy pajamas for you?"

Fan Jing put the wine glass in front of him, the yellow liquid wobbled.

You Songyan stretched out his hand, and tapped Fan Jing's wrist with his fingertips intentionally or unintentionally.

"I'm going to change clothes." Fan Jing withdrew his hand in some embarrassment, got up and went to the bedroom.

You Songyan pursed his lips, picked up the wine glass, there seemed to be a bit of Fan Jing's temperature on the cold glass wall.

He swirled the wine glass lightly, and the liquid inside swirled like a small whirlpool.

You Songyan suddenly felt a little dazed. A long time ago, on the night Fan Jing told him that he was going to serve in the army, he seemed to be drinking the same wine.

The Banquet Bar is the largest bar in Qiyang, and there are a lot of fish and dragons inside, and there are many items.

You Songyan parked the car at the door with a cold face, and as soon as he got off, the doorman ran over to help him park the car, and the receptionist immediately led him in: "Mr. You, are you still following the old rules?"

"Ah."

You Songyan has a year-round card seat here, and sometimes he brings his roommates and golf friends to play, and sometimes invites Fan Jing, but Fan Jing only comes here once, and when he comes back later, every time he comes to play. Just to take You Songyan home.

He was too outstanding, and he was full of extravagance, so he attracted the attention of many people, both men and women.

You Songyan turned a blind eye, walked to the sofa and sat down, with his long legs across the table.

Anyway, this is his desk, not to mention he wants to put his legs down, no one dares to say anything even if he wants to sleep on it.

You Songyan took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat.

The only person on top is Fan Jing.

Fan Jing sent him four or five WeChat messages, all asking where he was.

You Songyan let out a light snort, and put the phone away.

But the anger in his heart was not smooth, not only angry, but also grievance, sadness, and too many emotions.

He is a crook, since the first time he dreamed/was the object of Fan Jing, he knew it thoroughly.

But Fan Jingzhi, that person is a person who cares about you in all aspects, but tells you clearly that "I only treat you as a child", so that You Songyan can only hold back his secret for so many years. Also guarding the "Fan Jing" this one-acre three-point land.

Fortunately, Fan Jing also made him feel at ease. He had never liked anyone, and he also rejected all those who approached him and confessed to him. His life is not as rich as that of You Song'an. The only good brother may be You Song'an. .

You Songyan thought about a lot in a mess, turned around, and finally thought about what happened at noon today.

Fan Jing suddenly happily came to his school to look for him, and told him that his application for enlistment was completed and he would be able to serve in the military next month.

And You Songyu didn't even know that he wanted to be a soldier from the beginning to the end.

Maybe it was because he was angry without telling himself, or maybe he was angry because the person he liked suddenly left. In short, the resentment that You Songyan had nowhere to vent could only be used to feed himself.

"Sir, your wine." The waiter brought a bottle of wine according to his preference, and gave him a glass of special blend.

You Songyan didn't even look at it, took the glass of special drink and drank it directly, startling the waiter.

But people here are not talkative, they also have strict security, so You Songyan is not afraid of getting drunk here, anyway, with so many bodyguards and waiters watching, who can do anything to him?

Just like that, You Songyan started to drink almost retaliatoryly, cup after cup.

Alcohol confused his brain, and the emotions that had been suppressed for more than ten years suddenly broke out of the cage clamoring like a wild beast.

Isn't he just Fan Jing?

Anyway, he's going to be a soldier, so he might as well confess his love directly, no, just sleep with him.

You Songan thought more than once that the reason why he was thinking about Fan Jing all the time was because his desire came from him, and the more time passed, the more he thought about it, so it would be better if he fell asleep while drunk, then he might not think about Fan Jing anymore. up.

He knew where his drinking capacity was, and he planned to call Fan Jing to pick him up when he was half drunk.

But as soon as he took out his mobile phone, a hand with strong bones stretched out and pressed his screen to turn off.

You Songyan narrowed his eyes and looked to the side.

This is a very handsome man, You Songyan remembers him.

This person seems to be called Li or something, he is well-known in the Qiyang circle as a tall, rich and handsome man, capable and flirtatious, and there are countless boyfriends and girlfriends.

"You Songyan?" The man clinked his glass with him: "I'm Li Yan."

You Songyan blinked slowly, then looked away, ignored him, and turned on the phone again.

Li Blade hooked his lips: "I've heard of you a long time ago, and knew that you would come here to play. I didn't expect to meet by such a coincidence."

In fact, he sent letters to many people, and he must be notified when he sees You Songyan.

It was secretly rumored in the circle that he wanted to chase You Songgan, but no one said it in front of the Lord.

You Songyan clicked on the dialog box with Fan Jing, but just stared at the screen in a daze.

Li Blade leaned over to take a look, and said with a smile: "Fan Jing, do you want your brother to rescue you?"

This pair of bamboo horses is almost known to everyone. When they were young, they often went out as a couple. After going to college, it got better, but it couldn't stop the two of them from renting a house together.

If it wasn't for Fan Jing's being too obvious, they would all feel that there was something wrong with them.

You Songyan still ignored him.

Such an arrogant beauty like him is the most attractive, Li Yan really likes it, and he is not angry with his attitude, but leans into his ear, and said ambiguously: "It's such a good night, you really want your brother to spoil the atmosphere ?”

You Songyan turned his head to look at him, the distance between the two of them is so close that whoever moves forward can kiss each other.

Li Blade suddenly felt his heart beating fast, You Songyan gently opened and closed his thin red lips, Li Blade subconsciously leaned over to listen to what he said.

"You want to sleep with me, in your next life."

Li Blade was startled, then laughed out loud, stepped back a little, but his eyes still fell on You Songyu's face: "Is there something I'm not good enough for?"

You Songyan didn't look at him again, and called Fan Jing decisively.

His voice was a little low and sticky, with an obvious smell of alcohol: "I drank too much, someone wants to sleep with me..."

When Li Blade froze, everyone was dumbfounded.

When did he say that?Although he did think so.

Almost as soon as You Songyan hung up the phone, Fan Jing came over with a dark face.

This time even You Songyan was startled, almost sober from the wine.

Without saying a word, Fan Jing glanced at Li Ren lightly, and put You Songan around his belt without any hassle.

Li Blade hurriedly said: "I didn't say anything, I just came here!"

Fan Jing looked at the waiter standing not far away, the waiter was startled, and immediately nodded: "President Li has just come here."

I don't know why, You Song'an is so easy to get along with and generous, but every time this friend who comes to pick him up has a dark face and looks upright, it doesn't match the atmosphere of the whole bar. Afraid of him.

Fan Jing lowered his eyes, looked at You Songyan's slightly red face: "Can I go?"

You Songyan put his arms around his neck and smiled drunkenly: "No, you carry me on your back."

Fan Jing carried him up silently and walked out.

He put You Songyan into the car and drove by himself, and the two went home in silence.

You Songyan turned his head to look at his side face, then reached out and poked his arm: "Are you angry?"

Fan Jing frowned: "I'm driving, don't move."

You Songyan looked at him, and suddenly asked: "Do you not like me touching you?"

They were used to playing around, and You Songan would always use the name of brother to get closer to him, but every time they got too close, Fan Jing would push him away.

These small actions are actually very hurtful, but You Songyan has a ghost in his heart, so he can only swallow his grievances secretly.

But today, he suddenly didn't want to bear it anymore.

Fan Jing pursed his lips and said stiffly, "You drank too much."

"Yes." You Songyan looked at him without blinking: "Then answer my question, don't you hate me for touching you?"

Fan Jing frowned: "No."

"Then why do you keep pushing me away?"

"I didn't." Fan Jing clenched his fists subconsciously.

His heart beat a little too fast because of a guilty conscience.

He really didn't dare to let You Songan touch him. Once, the two of them grabbed something and fell on the bed after arguing. You Songan laughed so loudly that he accidentally kissed his Adam's apple.

At that moment, Fan Jing felt as if his whole body had been electrified, and he had a reaction at that time.

He felt that this was wrong, that it was disrespectful and unreasonable to react to his childhood sweetheart.

You Songyan stretched out his hand again, this time instead of poking, he used his fingertips to slowly trace the muscle lines of his arm.

Fan Jing gasped for breath and felt goosebumps all over his body.

He raised his hand to grab You Songyan's hand, and held it in the palm of his hand.

You Songyan raised his eyebrows, adjusted his sitting posture, and stretched out his other hand to touch his abdominal muscles.

Fan Jing's scalp was about to explode, he gritted his teeth and said, "I'm driving!"

"Oh." You Songan felt that the wine was a little too strong, so he finally put his hand back and closed his eyes: "Then open it."

Fan Jing breathed a sigh of relief. He looked up at the rearview mirror and found that his face was red.

After walking for more than half an hour, they arrived home.

Fan Jing picked up the somewhat confused You Songyan, but after taking two steps, You Songyan wriggled restlessly: "Don't carry me on your back."

Fan Jing didn't want to argue with the alcoholic, but the next moment, You Song'an's lips touched his earlobe with hot lips, and mumbled, "Hold me."

Fan Jing turned his face away to avoid his lips, and let him down.

You Songyan raised his arms around his neck, buried his face in his shoulders, and lightly climbed up his waist with his legs.

Fan Jing closed his eyes, then raised his arms to hug him, and walked into the elevator.

What happened afterwards was so messed up that You Songyan couldn't remember clearly, anyway, both of them seemed to be drunk and crazy that night.

After that, the young man who opened the meat was on top, until the night before Fan Jing left, they were still tender and lingering.

However, after such a long time, their relationship is still "brothers", "friends" and "children", not lovers after all.

At most, it can be regarded as a bed partner.

"What are you thinking about?" Fan Jing's voice was nice, a little heavy, and it was the most beautiful soundtrack when he whispered in someone's ear and was panting.

You Songyan smiled lightly, reached out his wine glass and touched him, he felt that he was going to be drunk before drinking, drunk on the night of 20 years old.

"What are you going to do next?" You Songyan asked.

Fan Jing said: "Wait for the task."

"I want to go home."

"Okay, when I go back, I'll be with you."

Their family members are well protected, but they are the most dangerous of the two families.

You Songyan took a sip of the wine and said in a relaxed tone, "It's just a couple of days, go back and come out."

Fan Jing was taken aback.

You Songyan just laughed: "Why do you look at me like that? I don't mention you, it has nothing to do with you when I come out."

"Why is it okay?" Fan Jing frowned.

"It doesn't matter at all." You Songyan laughed, his twinkling eyes couldn't see the real emotion.

Fan Jing clenched the wine glass in his hand, and after a long silence, he said, "Do you like me?"

You Songyan raised his eyebrows: "Who gave you the illusion?"

"Then why did you come out?" Fan Jing looked at him without blinking.

"Because I'm curvy." You Songyan leaned forward, leaning his arms on the coffee table, and resting his chin with one hand: "I like men, and I have always been."

Fan Jing suddenly felt as if he was holding his breath, and he asked nonchalantly, "You still like that Li Yan, don't you?"

"Ah?" You Songyan was amused, he just thought of such a person, and Fan Jing brought it up, does this also prove that they have a good understanding?

Fan Jing's face was very ugly: "He has been chasing you when I'm not around, have you been together?"

"Are you jealous?" You Songyan asked with great interest.

This is still old vinegar, that happened many years ago, although the elder brother is still not settled down, and there are so many men and women around him, but they have not been in touch for many years.

At that time, he chased You Songan just on a whim, and he didn't expect Fan Jing to know about it, so when he was in the army, he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Oh." You Songyan remembered: "I said, why did you contact me so frequently during that time, and you would talk to me on the army phone for more than half an hour every night."

Fan Jing avoided his sight, drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, poured himself another glass, and drank again.

When he was about to drink the third cup, You Songyan hurriedly stopped him: "I said you are jealous, what are you doing drinking? Are you sorry?"

Fan Jing's ears were flushed, but it seemed that the spirit of alcohol was on the rise, so he nodded in a daze.

This time You Songyan was stunned.

He put down his wine glass, still holding Fan Jing's wrist: "Are you really jealous? Why?"

Fan Jing's heart was beating fast, he looked at You Songyan, but he still didn't say the words that should have been said many years ago, but asked: "Have you been together?"

It was the first time that someone rejected him so thoroughly. Li Yan, such a shameless person, said outside that he and You Songyan had been together, but they broke up because it was really inappropriate.

But this word was passed around, and when it reached Fan Jing's ears, it became that the two liked each other and broke up because of the secular world.

Of course, Fan Jing didn't believe such absurd rumors, but he still remembered the scene he saw in the bar that night, You Songyan was very close to that person, and almost kissed him.

So, he could only stand there blankly, and after receiving a call from You Songan, he mustered up the courage to go over and "snatch" him back.

"No." You Songyan looked at Fan Jing with a very soft voice.

Fan Jing's eyes were a little red, and his chest heaved violently.

You Songyan realized something, he felt that something was really about to change.

The atmosphere was silent, and the two people who had known each other for many years just looked at each other silently.

After being silent for a long time, Fan Jing finally said that sentence: "Stay with me, brother."

You Songyan suddenly felt that his thoughts were blown, he instinctively leaned over and put his arms around Fan Jing's neck, straddled him, lowered his head and kissed his lips.

The big stone in Fan Jing's heart fell heavily, and he hugged the waist of the person in his arms tightly. The first kiss after many years immediately burned the hearts of the two of them.

The loose trouser legs of the pajama pants were rolled up, and the black stockings wrapped around the thin ankles fell on Fan Jing's palm.

You Songyan looked down at him and smiled softly: "Do you like it?"

"You are ready." Fan Jing's chest was hot.

You Songyan did it on purpose, he deliberately came to provoke him tonight, just to let him pierce the layer of paper.

"Hold me." You Songyan kissed him again, from the corner of his lips to his Adam's apple.

The wine glass rolled down, and the unfinished wine spilled on the ground.

A sentence of love that should have been spoken five years ago finally turned into wine with a more mature taste and sprinkled into their hearts after many years.

Adding fuel to the fire, the wonderful taste they haven't tasted for a long time, once it burns, it can't stop.

They didn't finally rest until the sky turned white.

You Songyan leaned against the head of the bed with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Smoke less."

That being said, Fan Jing still lit a small flame from his index finger and helped him ignite it.

You Songyan looked at him sideways, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and his lips were even more bright red.

His voice was a little hoarse: "Have you held it in for a long time?"

Fan Jing didn't dare to look into his eyes, but when he lowered his eyes, he saw the spots on You Song'an's chest, and he blushed immediately.

You Songyan took a puff of cigarette and sneered: "You still have the nerve to blush, isn't this all your masterpiece?"

The next moment, he put on a pajamas to block those marks.

You Songyan raised his eyebrows: "You said that when I go home tomorrow, I will unbutton the shirt and show them the marks, is that straightforward enough?"

Fan Jing raised his eyes to look at him, and said seriously: "Don't show it to others."

"what?"

"I don't want others to see you like this."

"What kind?" You Songyan suddenly lifted the quilt completely: "This way?"

Fan Jing's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and his eyes couldn't help falling on his legs.

The black socks are still there, up to the knees...

You Songyan glanced at him, kicked him: "Take me to take a shower."

"Yeah." Fan Jing immediately withdrew his gaze and got off the bed without looking sideways.

You Songyan looked at his back, looked at his perfect figure, and suddenly felt that he could come again.

He sighed lightly, it was indeed the fault of too long abstinence.

Fan Jing only wore a pair of trousers, then came over and picked You Songgan up and put him in the bathroom.

At noon the next day, they went home together, and the two families had a reunion dinner together.

And the process of the two coming out of the closet was unexpectedly smooth, because the family had long thought they were together.

After going back to the past, they realized that when they were in college and they rented a house together, the two families acquiesced in their affairs.

But at that time, neither of them was doing well, but outsiders could see it more clearly than they did.

Things went well, and the days that followed went smoothly.

Of course, although the relationship between the two of them was fundamentally different, their way of getting along hadn't changed at all, whether they were arguing or awkward, so that none of them at the poolside realized that they had already spoken.

It wasn't until the later round-the-world travel that they naturally lived in the same tent without turning on the lights at all that everyone finally understood something.

The fat man looked sadly at Shen Sinian and Tong He who were watching the fireworks side by side, and silently thought that these two would probably be married soon.