Accumulate feathers sink the boat

The signature on the consent form for termination of pregnancy was correct, and Lu Xiangzhou knew that from the moment he wrote the pen, the relationship with Gong Yu was completely over.

The stray cats on the side of the road are about to move, and no one cares about the worried passers-by.

"Okay," the old doctor glanced at the signature on the consent form. The font is beautiful and powerful, and the outline of the frame is surprisingly beautiful, which is completely unlike the words that young people of this era can write. "Although you know it all, I still have to Let me emphasize to you, Beta’s abortion operation must remove the entire uterus, because the discharge of your progesterone must be completely blocked.”

"Ok, I know."

"Moreover, there will be a relatively strong physical reaction during the recovery period of the operation. The degree of this reaction may vary according to each person's physique, but severe cases will lead to shock. Did you know this in advance?"

"I understand it all."

The doctor shook his head. He didn't know whether he shook his head because he couldn't use his martial arts, or because he shook his head because of the young man's fearlessness: "Then you still need to provide me with an emergency contact person. If you develop a shock state by then , we need to contact your family."

This...Lu Xiangzhou didn't know, his medical knowledge from hearsay was only enough to support him to sign the consent form for the operation, and he really didn't think about emergency contacts.Who should I write about?Chen Min can't do it, as for Chen Min, who is well-known in the obstetrics and gynecology circles all over the country, as long as he declares his name, he may be kicked out by the doctor within 5 minutes.Mom can't do it, and it's not very kind to write about father. Although Lu Wenchuan should agree with his son's decision that is not smart, but he is afraid that Huang Quan won't be able to answer the call from the world, and he will really go into shock when the time comes. You can't hold a tablet to bless him.

Then there is only Gong Yu, Lu Xiangzhou suddenly felt funny, it turns out that Gong Yu is also his relative.

"Hey, what are you laughing at? Write it, you can't do the surgery if you don't write the emergency contact person."

The doctor's call brought Lu Xiangzhou back to his senses, he picked up the pen he had just put down, and began to write Gong Yu's contact information.Then write it down, who is afraid of whom, when the time comes to really shock, call Gong Yu and let him know what he missed.It's best to be startled, it doesn't matter if you can't be scared, at least it can make him get back and forth, at least let him serve tea and water for a while.No matter how bad it is, it's okay to cause him some trouble and blockages. In short, he can't just be so cheap. Why, it is only fair that the scar of love needs to be half of one person.

"Gong Yu? This surname... is quite rare, huh?"

"Yes, he is a minority, the kind that can get extra points in the college entrance examination."

"what?"

"It's okay, I'm just kidding."

Lu Xiangzhou didn't know what was wrong with him, from the moment he wrote down Gong Yu's name, all the burdens seemed to disappear, as if the pain he had suffered had already passed to Gong Yu through these simple words.He must go into shock, Lu Xiangzhou thought in his heart, if he wanted to go into shock, it would be better to have another hemorrhage, as long as he didn't die, he could do whatever he wanted, he must see Gong Yu worrying about his sincerity in his lifetime.

"Okay," the doctor was completely helpless, "Your mentality is quite good. I have seen many Betas who had to have a miscarriage before, and they all cried and felt that their days were over."

"That can't be helped, doctor. It's painful if you're not in a good relationship. Isn't it more painful to have children if you're not in a good relationship? Let's choose the lesser of two powers." Lu Xiangzhou pushed his eyes with a look of indifference to the world of mortals, so no one knew what happened. What a crazy idea had crossed his mind just a second ago.

"That's right, what you said makes sense." The doctor nodded subconsciously, "Then I'll prescribe you progesterone-inhibiting medicine first, and after you take it for a week, come to the hospital for a blood test. If the hormone index drops to the standard value, we can arrange it for you." Surgery."

"Okay, are there any precautions while taking the medicine?"

"Just don't mix it with other medicines. I'm afraid of any chemical reactions. But this medicine has a lot of side effects, and it will cause hormone disturbance in your body. It's normal to feel dizzy. In severe cases, you may even have vomiting and allergies. Please pay attention. It’s best not to run around for a few days, rest at home more, and you’ll be fine when the medicine wears off.”

"Understood, thank you doctor."

"Okay, go get the medicine if you have nothing to do."

On the way from the consultation room to the medicine pick-up point, Lu Xiangzhou felt very comfortable, all his troubles were forgotten, and he even wished he could hum a little song all the way there, but the moment he actually got the medicine, fear and fear were submerged like waves. over him.

Losing the uterus, this is not a trivial matter of cutting nails and perming hair, it is cutting the uterus.It’s not that there must be a child in life, but choosing not to have children and being unable to have children are completely two-dimensional matters.Lu Xiangzhou held the thin medicine box and was stunned.

Is that all?Is this the only way?Can I really not have this child?

One question after another circled around in his mind. Before taking the medicine, Lu Xiangzhou was already feeling dizzy, and even walking was a little sloppy.Making a decision is always fun, but bearing the consequences is always long and trivial.He was afraid that he would regret it, not because he regretted leaving Gong Yu, but because he regretted hastily cutting off his life opportunity at such a young age.The pain of being ignored and abandoned by Gong Yu can stimulate his nerves today and make him crazy enough to ignore it, so will it be the same in 10 years, and 20 years from now?Will he be able to pass this pain peacefully one day, but he can't let go of the regret of being unable to have children alone.

But what if she was born?

Can he make sure that he can break off with Gong Yu even if he has a child?Will Gong Yu's endless indifference be passed on to the child through him?Will that child become as sensitive and vulnerable as him, or as ruthless and selfish as Gong Yu?Is having such a child scarier than not having one?

Lu Xiangzhou found that the left and right ends of this question were unsolvable. It was painful to have no children, but it was also painful to have children and have to entangle with Gong Yu for a lifetime.The medicine in his hand didn't seem to be medicine, but a verdict, deciding whether he would die lying down or standing up.

"Ah!"

Struggling before reaching a conclusion, the sneeze erupting from the throat through the nasal cavity immediately brought Lu Xiangzhou back to the world, followed by a chill that spread from the pores to every inch of the skin.This is a sign of a cold. If he ignores it, according to his constitution, pharyngitis and fever will follow.So this is equivalent to God giving him another chance to choose. Lu Xiangzhou thought to himself that abortion pills cannot be taken together with other medicines. If he wants to have an abortion, he will have to go through a major operation with a high fever, and If he wants to cure the cold first, the abortion will be exiled for a month, or even two months later. Will he still have the courage to have an abortion... or the conditions?Could the three-month-old fetus be aborted as he said?

Lu Xiangzhou was so dizzy that he wanted to vomit, and repeated deliberation and thinking couldn't give him any answer.So I could only call a car and go back home, thinking maybe it would be better to sleep.Take a nap, so that the symptoms of the cold will not come so quickly and violently, and let his overloaded brain stop for a while, then maybe he can get an answer after waking up.

When Gong Yu came home, he found that all the lights were on, and Lu Xiangzhou was at home, but not in the living room.He opened the doors one by one, and finally found Lu Xiangzhou huddled up on the bed, wrapped in two quilts, with only one nostril leaking out of his entire face, without looking carefully, he couldn't even tell his front and back.

"Why are you still sleeping now? Have you eaten yet?" Gong Yu stretched out his hand to lift the quilt, but touched a hot potato, "Do you have a fever?!"

Lu Xiangzhou fell into a drowsy sleep, but when he was woken up suddenly, he couldn't tell the difference between day and night. He subconsciously tightened the quilt that Gong Yu had pulled away, turned over, and planned to sleep again.

"Don't sleep! Get up and I'll take your temperature. Have you taken your medicine?"

"No, don't disturb me, let me sleep for a while."

"Why did you sleep without taking the medicine?" Gong Yu pulled Lu Xiangzhou's quilt away again, "Take the medicine first! Letting you sleep in the living room last night, how can you not worry about being such an adult."

"I won't eat!" Lu Xiangzhou sat up suddenly from the bed, his hair was in a mess, his whole face was flushed abnormally, "I won't eat, can you leave me alone and let me sleep well!"

"I can't!" Lu Xiangzhou panicked, and Gong Yu's temper also came up, "Can your fever go away without taking medicine? What if it gets worse after sleeping?"

"No matter how serious it is, it's my own business! Don't worry about it!"

The two of them seemed to be in a competition, one with a louder voice than the other.

"Your own business?! Lu Xiangzhou, wake me up. If you are serious, won't you infect me?!"

"What's wrong with your big Alpha getting a cold? Are you going to die?!"

"Lu Xiangzhou!!" Gong Yu wondered if this man's brain was burnt out, and grabbed him by the collar and lifted him up, "It doesn't matter if I have a cold, but do you know how many pregnant women I have to come into contact with every day? Can they catch a cold? ! Can you afford to have them infected by me?!"

"Hold!!"

Lu Xiangzhou's movements were so fast that Gong Yu didn't even see clearly, it seemed that in the blink of an eye he had already rushed from the bed to the door of the bedroom, holding something in his hand, and yelled loudly as he rushed, "I'm fucking sleeping!" Let’s go to the head office of the guest bedroom! You, Jingui, should go away! Don’t come here to make me feel bad for your mother!”

"Bang!" The sound of the guest bedroom door being slammed followed by the sound of the lock being locked, and the sound of kicking a chair and hitting the wall.Gong Yu froze in place, wondering whether he had a fever or went mad, maybe he had rabies.

In the guest bedroom, Lu Xiangzhou, who was smashing the tables and chairs, suddenly tore open the medicine box in his hand, took out two pills and stuffed them into his mouth without drinking water, just swallowed them like this.

"Okay, then die standing up, neither of us will regret it!" His feverish voice was still hoarse, and after Lu Xiangzhou lost his temper, he suddenly realized what he had done.