Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Gong Yu felt that he was very rational and calm.

He felt happy from the bottom of his heart. His irreparable hole was rescued from other sources. This was God's special favor to him. If he didn't know this, his life might be swallowed up by regrets until it completely dried up.

So it's really good, he thought over and over again what Lu Xiangzhou said just now.He knows how to peel fruit, and also peels pomegranates one by one and puts them in a bowl, so that Lu Xiangzhou can eat them directly.This little guy hates eating troublesome fruits the most. He used to not touch pomegranates or grapefruits, but now... now there is finally someone who can help him.

And that person can drive, no, it's nothing special to be able to drive, what's special is that he has so much time, he can send Lu Xiangzhou to and from get off work all the time.In that way, I don't have to worry about the construction site near Quanlin Normal University. It must be very safe to have a boyfriend to pick me up and drop me off, right?

Knowing how to cook is also a plus.He has been thinking recently that it would be great if he learned how to cook earlier, so that he can also cook a table of hot meals for Lu Xiangzhou when he is resting after the night shift, and then like Lu Xiangzhou waiting for him, happily Wait for him to come home.How happy is the person who can eat hot food when he returns home. When he thinks that Lu Xiangzhou has finally lived such a life, he feels that God is really not blind.

Of course, the most important thing is that the person still has money.I didn't know that when Lu Xiangzhou threw away the card, he insisted on sending money to the card every month, even during the period when he lost his job, there was still no interruption.He was afraid that Lu Xiangzhou would buy random things because he was sad after getting a divorce, and he was also afraid that his life in Hong Kong would be affected by too much spending.But...but it's great now, isn't it?With such a rich boyfriend, Lu Xiangzhou no longer has to worry about financial problems, and life will be good from now on.

It's a good day, it's a good day, no one in this world will let Lu Xiangzhou be wronged again, the only person he can't let go of, can finally let go.

But why does my heart still hurt so much?

Gong Yu curled up on the ground and kept shaking, and the melted pills were slowly released in his stomach. He didn't know why the disease was getting worse and worse. Results are slow.

Or just die, he suddenly thought.

Die directly, let the body separate from the brain, so that even if the heart hurts so much that it is about to shatter, it will not feel hopeless.What's more, he really doesn't have any regrets now, Lu Xiangzhou's life is so good... so good, why can't he die?

Why can't I die?

In the growing sleepiness, Gong Yu kept thinking.I really want to die, let me die, I will take away the last pain when I die, and everyone in this story will be happy...

But how can it be so easy to die?

Gong Yu, who had fought against illness and nightmare all night, woke up in a daze, and the moment the gleaming white ceiling came into view, he knew that he was still alive.If you are still alive, you have to suffer again, and then wait for the next attack in the torment of second after second.

And there will be no more Lu Xiangzhou in this process.

In fact, it should not have existed long ago, Gong Yu knew.But he still came here several times from Lu Xiangzhou with his little luck and a thick skin like a city wall.Like a beggar who loves leisure and hates work, and also like a dirt dog lying in a mud pit, begging for the most beautiful things with the dirtiest body with a shy face.

But fortunately, it will not happen in the future.

Gong Yu leaned on the mattress with his elbows and struggled to prop himself up. When he fell ill last night, he pushed the walker to a far corner, so now he can only move slowly against the bedside table and the wall.

When he was almost at the door, there was a sound of dishes clashing from the dining room.Gong Yu was taken aback for a moment, and then rushed towards the doorknob without even thinking about it, not caring at all whether his spiritual sense could break through the limit of his body.A second before he was about to fall, the wooden door was knocked open, and the summer light flooded the ground through the large floor-to-ceiling windows. Lu Xiangzhou was holding two plates in his hand, and looked at him who rushed out suddenly, as if he was looking at some monster.

"Do you usually get up like this? Awaken by physical impact?"

The plate full of buns was placed on the table, Lu Xiangzhou wiped his hands on the apron, and walked towards him quickly.

"Where's your walker? The door won't open properly, and even the walker won't work?"

"Why are you here? It's... so early!"

Gong Yu's tone was suspicious, he was really not sure if he woke up or not.

"Because I didn't leave, I spent the night in the small bedroom."

"Why don't you go?"

Yeah, I'm just not awake, am I?Gong Yu supported the door frame with one hand, and pinched the doorknob with the other, wishing he could grow a third hand at this moment, so that he could give himself a big slap in the face, so that he would stop being immersed in such unreliable dreams .

"I'll leave if I have nothing to do, and I can make you breakfast by the way. Have you washed your face and brushed your teeth? Go if you haven't washed, and come here when you're done."

"But...but what about your boyfriend? If you don't go home, won't he be in a hurry? How can you not go home?!"

"Oh, what a bullshit boyfriend, the card belongs to Lao Lu! Besides Lao Lu, which Alpha in the world will peel pomegranates for me, he can't help but worry about it, July and a half is not here yet, the world is blocked!"

? ? ?The sudden change made Gong Yu dumbfounded. He stared at Lu Xiangzhou, not daring to answer, and suddenly wondered in his heart: I'm not dreaming, could it be that I'm really dead?This hell is my home?

"Hey, hey!" The hand protruding from hell grabbed Gong Yu's arm and shook it violently, "It's almost done, can I go wash up, and dream while standing up early in the morning?"

"It's really you?"

Gong Yu asked the question with his mouth, but felt that the voice came from his heart, so although he asked, he was not sure if he really asked.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? You asked me the same question yesterday, and you're going to ask me again today. Am I a trendy product? Do you need to check the product over and over again?"

"no no..."

"No, no? Turn back and wash me up."

Lu Xiangzhou, who was so upset by the question, picked up Gong Yu's walker from the corner of the bedroom, then stuffed it into his hand, tapped the bathroom door, and signaled him to disappear quickly.Gong Yu felt like he was just waking up from a hangover, and pushed the walker slowly towards the toilet, turning his head every time, for fear that Lu Xiangzhou would disappear with a bang.

It's hard to say if it's Lu Xiangzhou's strong aura of calmness and prestige that played a role, Gong Yu's time-consuming washing and washing is really fast, and the time for going back and forth is not enough for Lu Xiangzhou to arrange all the snacks and put away the dishes.

"Why? So anxious, afraid that your pumpkin carriage will be taken back by the old witch? Isn't that something that happens at midnight?"

Looking at Gong Yu whose mouth was still smeared with toothpaste foam, Lu Xiangzhou couldn't help but raised his hand to wipe it off, but seeing the man shaking so much that even his eyelashes were trembling, he couldn't help feeling a little funny and distressed.

"Did I pick up a stray dog? Poor, will I take you to get vaccinated later?"

"No...no need."

"Hey, you can accept that too." This is really stupid, Lu Xiangzhou said with a smile, "Okay, let's have breakfast, I don't have time to play a stage play with you."

After working all morning, Lu Xiangzhou was really hungry. He pushed Gong Yu on the chair, casually put a steamed stuffed bun into their bowls, and started eating.If you want to say that the steamed buns are still fragrant at home, from the skin to the filling, only the ones that are made by themselves can handle them properly.

The empty restaurant was gradually filled with the smell of meat, Lu Xiangzhou ate to his heart's content, completely oblivious to the fact that Gong Yu was watching him quietly, as if admiring a rare work of art.

"So when are you going to start looking?"

At the moment when the second bun was about to be eaten, Lu Xiangzhou heard this question.

"Looking for what?"

"Boyfriend, you... when are you going to start looking? Now? Still... or later?"

The buns in front of Gong Yu were steaming, but his hands hadn't even been placed on the table yet.In the dark world that Lu Xiangzhou couldn't see, some sharp thoughts like sharp knives passed through his heart back and forth, sometimes deeper and sometimes shallower, there might be bleeding or pain, but he couldn't feel it at all.

Gong Yu was thinking, if Lu Xiangzhou hasn't found a boyfriend, then he can't die, before all his attention is diverted, all his misfortunes are Lu Xiangzhou's burden, illness is more important than death.So he had to persist for another day, month, or even a year. He had to hold his breath on Lu Xiangzhou's journey to find happiness, so as not to ruin the second half of Lu Xiangzhou's life after ruining Lu Xiangzhou's first half of his life.

"I don't know," but he heard Lu Xiangzhou say, "I don't know, I don't even know what kind of person I'm looking for, and I don't know when to start looking."

"I...I know, I know what kind of person you are looking for, you want to find a good person, the kind of person who treats you very, very well!"

"Pfft!" Lu Xiangzhou couldn't help laughing, "Good guy? Gong Yu, are you a primary school student? Is it so easy to distinguish between good and bad? Then tell me, what does it mean to be nice to me?"

"He He..."

The sporadic fragments that have been lingering in his mind for a long time finally have a chance to form a whole. Gong Yu took a deep breath and said slowly: "He must be able to appreciate you, like what you like, and know what you are best at. He also has Good temper, sometimes you are too impatient. If he is also impatient, he will easily quarrel. Of course, the job must be good, and the income must be stable. It is best to be a little better than you, just a little, and you don’t need to be too much. You... .You are not that good at spending money, your boyfriend is too rich, it will put pressure on you..."

"What else?" Gong Yu said something that he didn't even think about carefully. Lu Xiangzhou originally just wanted to tease him casually, but now he suddenly wanted to listen carefully.

"The other thing is to treat you well, no...it's not only Teacher Lu who treats you well, anyone who really likes you will treat you well, peeling pomegranates...Peeling pomegranates is not a troublesome thing, he wants I really like you. You can peel pomegranates, shrimps, anything... Be patient, be patient. I heard people say that love is only a part of marriage and life, and more is patience and persistence , don’t look for the kind of young man who is only hot for 3 minutes, be older, be more stable, and be more cautious about marriage.”

"It has to be so good? Why does such a good person like me? Am I a fairy?"

This question is simply unreasonable to Gong Yu, why would Lu Xiangzhou think so?Is that all right?In his opinion, this is...not enough at all!

"Forget it, I'm too lazy to listen to you. If I look for it like you said, I won't even think about getting out of the order in my next life."

"But you are so good!" When Gong Yu said this, he almost didn't spit on Lu Xiangzhou's face, "You...you are really good! You are the best! And...and these are all The most basic thing, you... I mean, you have to find at least one like this, you can't do without one, you can't just look for it randomly!"

"Oh... so..." Lu Xiangzhou turned around suddenly, staring straight into Gong Yu's eyes, "Then since I'm so good, why don't you try it? Don't you say that these are the most basic? You Can it be done?"

"I?"

Of course I can, Gong Yu wants to say that of course I can, not only can I, I can do a thousand times better than these, but...but...

"Where am I worthy..." The hand that had been pretending to be reserved under the table finally lifted up, and Gong Yu squeezed the lukewarm bun and said, "I just didn't do it...you...you Go find someone nice."

Good people.

Good people.

In just a short while, Lu Xiangzhou had already stuffed four or five buns in his stomach, but the lone one in Gong Yu's bowl was what it was at the beginning, and it is still what it is now.Lu Xiangzhou was a little annoyed if he knew that he wouldn't be able to afford to make him breakfast so early, and he thought to himself, let's not talk about people who don't know the goods.

"It's so troublesome, I won't look for it anymore. You love to eat, but you don't want to eat, so you will put away the bowl in a while. I will accompany you, Mr. Chen, to see the house."

"Huh? Then...then—"

"Don't worry about that. I have a full day of class tomorrow, and I won't be able to come until evening. Can you cook? I want rib soup."