Accumulate feathers sink the boat

"Then you don't have to ignore me completely just because you are angry!" Lu Xiangzhou asked in great bewilderment as he looked at Chen Min's figure turning around to serve hot soup and rice.

This is the third week after the open and honest conversation between the two. During this period, they experienced embarrassment, cold war, reconciliation, temptation, and repeated questions and explanations to each other. The true face in the misty forest.

Lu Xiangzhou felt a little ridiculous, but he was more fortunate that he had the opportunity to face all kinds of problems in his original family in his lifetime, and by the way, he was able to see a lot of flaws deep in his character.

"Otherwise, what else can I do?" Chen Min said depressedly, "I will be criticized for everything I do, so doing nothing is the best solution. Besides, you will grow up at that time, and you don't want me to take care of you at all." , all good intentions are treated as the liver and lungs of a donkey."

"You're just making excuses. If mom wants to control her son, even the king of heaven and I can't stop her."

"Pull it down, what heavenly king, your father is so tyrannical, and the heavenly king has nothing to do with him. He relies on his eloquence all day long, and circles me upside down. Sometimes after he scolds me, I have to react for several days before I can deal with it." Clear. If you want me to say, those who study philosophy know how to trick others logically, which is definitely an academic fraud!"

"Returning academic fraud," Lu Xiangzhou was speechless, "I don't believe that you have never thought of any way to do it for so many years. You are not as passive as you are when you are passive and sabotage."

"How do you know that I haven't thought of a solution? I've tried both the mild and the aggressive ones, but none of them worked. Your father is the axis, and he refuses to change what he has decided. I even mentioned divorce to anger him. The result is still not the same?"

"You mentioned divorce???" Lu Xiangzhou was startled. This family almost fell apart without him knowing. It seems that these two parents not only treat him as a child, but also treat him as mentally retarded. Nothing really matters. Will not discuss with him.

"Yeah, you mentioned it when you were in high school. At that time, I wanted you to go to the High School Affiliated to Quanzhou University. I thought that if your grades were good, you might be able to get a recommended spot in the future, so that the college entrance examination would be less stressful. But your dad actually disagreed with life and death. , just because Quanlin Attached High School has to live on campus, he is worried that you will participate in group life at such a young age.

Come on, 16 years old is young, isn't 18 years old not too young?Oh, what you can't do at the age of 16, you can learn overnight at the age of 18?I think your dad really has a brain problem, so he quarrels with him every day, quarrels—"

"Hey wait," Lu Xiangzhou frowned and adjusted his glasses, "It's noisy every day? Why don't I know? Was I still alive during that time?"

"...Hey, you kid," Chen Min laughed angrily, "Do you know what the hell, we were all arguing secretly under the quilt with the door closed, just for fear of affecting your mood. The quarrel turned out to be useless, Your father took you directly and persuaded you to go to the broken No. [-] middle school next to our house. I don’t understand, what’s so good about No. [-] middle school besides being close to home, you’re such an adult, don’t you ever want to go to other places? Want to take a look?"

"I haven't really thought about it..." Lu Xiangzhou replied truthfully, "I didn't like to be too far away from home when I was young. You just don't know me."

"..." Being sent to the army, Chen Min suddenly became short of breath, "It's okay, I don't know you, but your father knows you best, he surrounds you every day, wishing to turn you into a little pendant Putting it in your pocket, it would be strange not to understand you!"

"Tsk, you are jealous." Lu Xiangzhou pursed his lips and smiled slyly.

"It's just jealousy, what's wrong with jealousy?" Chen Min didn't bother to pretend to be with him, "Hey, don't you think your father is really too much? The hegemony still knows that he eats meat and makes others drink soup. He took it, and didn't even give me a soup bowl, is he still human??"

"Not anymore."

"Hey you! You're mad at me again!" Chen Min put the hot bowl on Lu Xiangzhou's small table so hard that he almost spilled the soup.

"Hey! Hot! Can you see the occasion when you get angry, if Dad is still here, you will be scolded again!"

"Fuck you," Chen Min gave Lu Xiangzhou a white look, "If your father is here, I won't be able to do this job at all, and he won't approve."

"Then you really have to admit that there is indeed a reason for his disapproval..."

"Brat, you—"

"Oh, calm down, how did you know that blowing beards and staring eyes is not in line with your style?" Lu Xiangzhou, who took advantage of it, stepped up, "Tell me, how did you mention the divorce but didn't get it in the end? It shouldn't be that way Didn't you find out later that the two of you are more in love with each other than Jin Jian?"

"Fart," Chen Min raised his hand to punch someone, "It was your father who said that you can't divorce during your most important study period, so I reluctantly gave up."

"It's still reluctant to give up," Lu Xiangzhou didn't believe it, "Could it be possible that you could leave if I wasn't a high school student?"

"That's... not really... Oh, divorce is a very troublesome thing. There are many issues to consider. How can we just leave as soon as we say it."

"Why can't we just leave?" Lu Xiangzhou, who was successfully divorced, said he was very puzzled by this statement.

Chen Min, who was half a beat behind, froze for a moment, watched Lu Xiangzhou take two sips of soup, and asked cautiously: "Does it hurt? What about the surgery?"

"Ah? What surgery?"

"What kind of surgery is there, the one that removes the uterus."

"Oh...does it hurt? Didn't you pick it off then?"

"Who knows, I was bleeding heavily and passed out."

"Then I don't know, I also fainted from bleeding."

"Are you bleeding profusely???" Chen Min, who was surprised by the accident, jumped up from the bed, "Why is there profuse bleeding during the abortion operation?? Who performed the operation on you?! I'll ask him to settle the score!"

"Hey... calm down, calm down," Lu Xiangzhou pressed his hand at Chen Min, "I bleed before going to the hospital. I guess it's because I took abortion pills during my cold and had side effects."

"Did you catch a cold during that time?"

"Well, it's easy to catch a cold in spring, and it just happened to happen."

"...Such a big matter, you really never thought about telling mom about it from the beginning to the end?"

"No," Lu Xiangzhou felt that it was meaningless to lie to people now, "really not, I was afraid you would stop me, and...and maybe I didn't think it was a big deal at the time."

"Nonsense, Dr. Zhou said that you still care about that child subconsciously, don't insist on denying it."

Doctor Zhou knows too much...

Lu Xiangzhou cursed secretly in his heart, he never dared to think deeply about these things, one was afraid that he would regret it, and the other was that he would feel guilty, so he simply threw everything away after the divorce, and planned to use the seemingly Chisa returns to being truly chic, but who would have thought...

"Can you stop listening to Dr. Zhou's nonsense, he is not a roundworm in my stomach, he knows everything."

"All right, all right, if you don't listen, you won't listen." Chen Min glanced at Lu Xiangzhou, knowing that he didn't want to raise this question, so he changed the subject, "But if I were you, I don't want this child, it's fruitless, it's a bit painful There's no need to carry it over to the kids, it's just so unfair."

"What do you mean?" Lu Xiangzhou was taken aback, he didn't expect Chen Min to tell him this.

"Literally, Mom thinks you are doing the right thing. There is nothing to be sad about. The child is not the only one in your life. You still have many important things to do."

"Oh, like this..."

Lu Xiangzhou rubbed his nose, wanting to laugh, but felt that it was inappropriate to laugh at this moment.

"But I did blame you wrongly," Chen Min spread her hands, "I always thought you were suffering from your father's old problems, emotional, paranoid, and persecution paranoia, so you couldn't live a stable life. That's dissatisfying."

"Just like you two?"

"Yes, just like the two of us back then." Chen Min smiled.

"But what happened?"

"It turned out that you are much better than your father, you deserve my genes!"

"Praise me, just praise me, don't take yourself along."

"Then why not? Just say you admit it or not."

"Hahaha I don't admit it," Lu Xiangzhou finally smiled, "My excellence was cultivated by myself, none of you can try to steal the fruits of my victory."

Seeing that Lu Xiangzhou was beginning to be shameless, Chen Min was too lazy to respond, and smiled and pushed the food in front of him, urging him to eat quickly.The afternoon sun shines on Lu Xiangzhou's face through the window, making the fine fluff on the surface of his skin present a layer of light halo, combined with his naturally cool facial features, anyone who sees him will say that he is a god.

"Eh, mom."

The person who was eating quietly raised his head and called mom suddenly, Chen Min went in without knowing, tilting his head and expressing his doubts with his eyes.

"Did you hate Dad all these years?"

"Huh?" This question is quite strange, Chen Min thought for a while, and replied, "I don't hate him, but sometimes it annoys him, and I think he is unreasonable."

"Isn't annoying just annoying?"

"Of course annoyance is not annoying. Annoyance is a momentary emotion. Just be annoyed when something happens, and it will be fine when it passes."

"Oh," Lu Xiangzhou nodded, "Then do you still like my dad?"

This question was even more strange, Chen Min didn't want to answer it, so he just made up a reason and tried to bypass the topic.

"Come on, I know all about it," but Lu Xiangzhou didn't like this, "I will bury you and Dad together after you leave."

Lu Xiangzhou did know, although it might be too late.

For so many years, he stood in the prison of time, always thinking that his parents' not loving each other was the biggest tragedy that happened to him.So he forbears in his failed marriage time and time again, trying to reverse this fate of not being loved through wishful thinking.

But the result turned out to be so funny but helpless.

It turns out that he has always been loved, by his father and by his mother, and even his parents who are full of conflicts love each other.Lu Wenchuan has always loved Chen Min before marriage, and Chen Min has always loved Lu Wenchuan who once loved him.Their family missed each other in big and small misunderstandings, buried too much resentment, and the root of hatred is love.

The love you can't ask for, the love you speculate on yourself, the love you make up out of thin air, the love that doesn't express your meaning.

"Why are you talking about this?" Chen Min's eyes were a little red, and she hurriedly turned her head, "It seems that this winter is not too cold, so please work hard and try to be discharged from the hospital before the Spring Festival."

"Well, I'll go back and live with you after I'm discharged from the hospital."

"What?" Chen Min thought he heard it wrong.

"Why, my apartment is so small, and the heating is always cut off. I can't survive the winter alone!"

"Come on, come on, look at what you said, poor boy, you didn't buy the big one at that time, but now it's too small."

"Why do you feel that you don't like it? Then I won't go." Lu Xiangzhou moved to the side of the bed, his small mouth pretending to be pouted.

"Don't do this to your mother," Chen Min said with a smile, "you're not childish, it's just right to come, let me sort out your pile of books, it's hindering me from walking, I almost didn't trip when I fried crabs for you yesterday I fell."

"What book? How can I have a book with you?"

"It's the book you left at Jinsheng Garden before. It just arrived last month. There are more than a dozen large boxes."

"From Gong Yu? Why?"

This was the first time since Lu Xiangzhou was admitted to the hospital that he took the initiative to ask Gong Yu. The moment he said it, he instinctively felt a little uncomfortable.

"Because he knew he couldn't bother you anymore, so he returned the book."

Chen Min has been waiting for this day, Zhou Shu said that only if Lu Xiangzhou is willing to face it directly, everything can end.

"He has been here?"

"Well... He was the one who knew about it first, and then ran to ask me. He also told me about your surgery."

Oh, so that's the case. Lu Xiangzhou always thought that the child's matter was found out in the hospital system, but he also felt that the system would not be able to find out so many details. Now that it was Gong Yu, he felt that all logic was on the line.

"Do you still hate him?" The question that was on Chen Min's head just now was turned around by her and returned to Lu Xiangzhou.

"No way...you don't even hate my dad, why should I hate him?"

"Why? Do you think my sorrow is deeper than yours?"

"That's not it..." Lu Xiangzhou was a little confused, "It's just... Maybe it's me who I hate. It's not normal to waste all these years with him."

"Then what's so annoying?" Chen Min smiled, "That's such a good thing, with the ability to love, and someone who can love, how many people can't envy you."

"Really?" Lu Xiangzhou's eyes widened, a little unsure.

"Of course it's true. If I didn't like your dad, I might never get married in this life, and I wouldn't have you. It's so boring. I think it's very good. Everything I've experienced is worth it."

"Then I think it's good too," Lu Xiangzhou suddenly smiled sweetly, "What I gave him was the best thing I could come up with."

"Yes, you are very brave and generous, and my mother is very proud."

Very brave, very generous, very proud.

The heavy boulder turned into cotton at once, and Lu Xiangzhou took a long breath, feeling that it was finally dawn.It turns out that there is nothing wrong with not being loved, it's just a matter of luck.Some people are lucky and just meet the right person, while some people are unlucky, like him and Chen Min, one used the wrong method, and the other found the wrong person.

But it doesn't matter, love itself is very good, and those who dare to love are also very good, and the result cannot be used to deny the process, because most of the time in a person's life is lived in the process, not in the result.

"I really don't hate Gong Yu," Lu Xiangzhou said again suddenly, "I know he never really wished me a bad life.

No...he should always want me to live well, whether he loves me or not. "

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