Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Lu Xiangzhou felt his head was heavy, and there was a sudden pain from the back of his head to his temples, as if something was hitting his head crazily.But when he wanted to open his eyes, he found that his eyelids were heavier than his head, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't open them halfway. It was probably this feeling that people were dying but not dead.

So he could only follow his instincts and keep floating and sinking in the sea of ​​consciousness.

When it’s worse, it’s endless sleep, shuttling through one dream after another, even dreaming of waking up, but... it’s just a dream, and then falls asleep after the dream, and then wonders in the next dream whether I am forever won't wake up.When it's better, you will have some subtle perception of your surroundings.You will notice that someone is walking, your soft body has been turned by unknown hands, and occasionally there are voices of people talking, men and women, not very clear.There are also many times when I vaguely heard someone crying, not crying out of collapse, just sobbing, occasionally with a few breathless sobs, I don't know why or how long I cried, anyway, he soon returned Will fall asleep again, and continue to roll into the endless darkness to fight against sleepiness.

After tossing and tossing like this for an unknown amount of time, one night, he finally felt something different.

That strange touch came from the limbs first, it was very rough, but also a bit soft, from top to bottom, inside and out, Lu Xiangzhou felt like a dusty ornament being carefully wiped. .That’s right, it’s just wiping, because following the rough friction is some mild and cool dampness. Warm is the temperature felt on the body surface when touching it, and cool is the coldness left after the warmth passes away. feel.

In some moments, he felt lost, and instinctively wanted to keep this warmth, but this struggle was obviously futile.When more and more coolness began to flow from the limbs to the abdomen and back, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and began to fight against his drowsiness, holding his breath, gritting his teeth, or swallowing saliva forcefully, these superficial stimuli would make the body feel Discomfort, if repeated over and over...

Constant repetition will allow the brain to issue the command "to investigate what's going on", and then there will always be an organ that will work hard to execute this command, thereby driving the whole body to wake up from lethargy.

Like now.

Lu Xiangzhou's eyes, which had been abandoned for a long time, began to tremble crazily in the eyelids. The trembling caused the slender eyelashes to shake around, and one or two of them stuck upside down into the corners of the eyes, and finally pried away the thin skin with the tingling sensation. .But the first moment he opened his eyes, he didn't actually see the light, or even though the light existed, but because it was too weak, it was easy to make people feel that he was in darkness.If you can't see it, then you have to listen to it, widen your eyes and prick up your ears, trying to distinguish the situation like a rabbit.

So he heard the heavy breathing from behind, inhaling and exhaling, impatient with a little mess, as if a little tired.But the body is tired, but the rhythm of the hands is not chaotic. The... tentatively used as a towel is now moved to his waist, and is carefully brushing his spine, from top to bottom, over and over again again.

So where is this?

Lu Xiangzhou began to recall some things.On the morning of the sudden abdominal pain, he took a taxi from the apartment to the hospital by himself, wondering if the package meal last night was not clean, and he should go to the gastrointestinal emergency department.Then...then the pain got worse when he got to the hospital. He stood in front of the registration machine and gradually felt exhausted.Gong Yu, by the way, Gong Yu suddenly appeared at this time, as if running over, as soon as he saw him, he asked what was wrong, and even stretched out his hand to pull him.At that time, he should have refused, because the reaction of refusal was clearly in his mind.

But then... what happened after that?

After sleeping for too long, his mind was very sluggish. No matter how Lu Xiangzhou recalled, there were only some scattered fragments flashing before his eyes. The wetness, some exclamations that seemed to rush towards him, and then bumps, various bumps, lying down for a while, sitting for a while, accompanied by constantly amplified pain, the whole person seemed to have been torn apart cracked, and—

"Xiang Zhou! Are you awake?"

The sudden sound startled Lu Xiangzhou, he looked for the source of the sound and turned around stiffly... Then he saw the face he least wanted to see at the moment.

"Don't talk yet, take a deep breath, exhale and exhale slowly, and see if there is any discomfort in your body."

"As for the..."

"Don't worry, it's okay, don't worry, you haven't drunk water for two days, your throat must be uncomfortable, first look elsewhere, it still hurts—"

"Water...Give me water..." The voice sounded like a ghost, and Lu Xiangzhou was afraid when he heard it.

"Then drink a little, not too much, it's only been 48 hours, and you can't—"

"hurry up!"

"Okay, okay, don't be angry, don't be angry."

Gong Yu carefully put Lu Xiangzhou back on the bed, then turned on the night light, and poured Lu Xiangzhou a small cup of warm water with the thermos cup beside the bed—the thermos cup in his own office.

"It's not hot, I'll try the temperature and fill it."

"Don't...your cup...for...don't..."

"Okay, okay, don't move, lean on it first, I'll change it for you."

Gong Yu's nervousness and nervousness were not noticed at all, and Lu Xiangzhou was startled for a moment, almost thinking that he was still in a dream, until his throat was moistened by the warm water in a plastic cup, and he felt that he should really wake up.

"I'm in the hospital?" was the first question.

"Well, it's been two days. It's a quick wake up. Generally... it takes three days."

"It's been you for two days?" This is the second question.

"Well...I...I don't worry, others...others..."

"Why were you hospitalized?" This was actually the most important question, but Lu Xiangzhou was still a little confused, so he only thought about it now.

"Because you are bleeding profusely...inflamed, and the instruments are falling off, you must have an operation right away."

"What instrument? Why did it fall off?"

This question was outrageous, Gong Yu's lips trembled, he was silent for a long time, and finally did not answer.

It's fine if you don't answer, Lu Xiangzhou thought for a while, and then he started to take a deep breath, his belly bulging and shrinking like a goldfish.But about the fourth breath, he stopped suddenly, staring at the quilt, not knowing what he was thinking.

There was a long silence after that.

Gong Yu stood aside, so quiet that he almost blended into the background of the ward. Terminally ill patients actually had nothing in their minds before they died, and now he finally understood.

"You did the surgery?"

Lu Xiangzhou's voice became low when he spoke again, Gong Yu paused for a moment, and then said "um" vaguely and quickly.

"Then you know everything?"

"Um..."

It was still the same word, helpless and fragile, so the air became silent again, but this time it was longer than last time, so long that Gong Yu felt that he might die suddenly in this silent punishment.

After about 10 minutes, Lu Xiangzhou spoke again.

"So you don't have anything to ask?" His tone was cold and his eyes were cold, as if he could cut a hole in the air.

"Yes... yes..." So Gong Yu had no choice but to answer, under such circumstances, no one could say no to Lu Xiangzhou's pressure.

"Then you ask, ask carefully, there will be no such chance in the future."

In the future, no chance.Gong Yuzai carefully spread out these few words in his heart, from front to back, and from back to front, and suddenly thought absurdly, if he didn't ask now, would he never wait for the future? If not, there will always be a chance.

"5 minutes, get out without asking, and then don't appear in front of me in any way."

But Lu Xiangzhou would not give him such a vain opportunity, Gong Yu forced back the sourness welling up in his eyes, choked his neck and asked: "That day...the day you didn't mean to hear me say you were not important, What you want to tell me is that you are pregnant?"

"Yes, but you gave me a good answer, which I thought was honest and reasonable, so I took the child away."

"But...but you got a fever halfway through, and you can't—"

"Yes, it turns out that it is possible, but there will be some side effects. It can be regarded as providing some fresh cases for your medical profession."

"What are the side effects?"

"Let's bleed. I don't know if it's too much. You came back that day and said that your patient had a lot of blood. Why don't you describe it in detail, and I'll compare it to see if I can give you a more objective answer."

Lu Xiangzhou said this very easily, as if it had nothing to do with him.

"I...you...how did you go to the hospital that day?"

"120. I waited for about 10 minutes. It shouldn't be as fast as you went to the hospital."

"Pain...does it hurt? Does it hurt? Does it hurt? Does it—"

"Gong Yu," Lu Xiangzhou felt that he was a little too clear-headed, "If you don't want to ask, and you have nothing to say, just disappear from here. I'm not in charity, and I don't have time to accept the fake mercy of you, crying cats. "

"I...I'm not...Xiang Zhou, I didn't...I..."

"Nothing? It's all right, then—"

"Yes! Yes, there are more!" Gong Yu's stubble-covered face had big dark circles under his eyes. ... Forget it, he probably doesn't care about it anymore, and now he can say one more word to Lu Xiangzhou, it is considered a great luck.

"Was that operation... successful?"

"How do you judge whether it is successful or not? If the person is not dead and is still alive, is it considered a success? Or do you have a higher target?"

"You... your balancer has been falling off for a long time, maybe the stomachache before... was... already inflamed, I... didn't pay attention, and didn't think about it, so... .”

so?Lu Xiangzhou suddenly wanted to laugh, so the reason he is lying on the hospital bed now is that Gong Yu didn't notice the real reason for his stomach pain?What kind of exemplary sample of black humor is this?

"It's okay, you've already done your due diligence. After all, you have to do such a small operation yourself, right? So is it a success? If you're the chief surgeon, there shouldn't be any problems, right?"

"No, it's fine, all...all fine."

"Okay, then I thank you. If you are not busy saving the world, give me a few more minutes. The atmosphere is very good now, and I suddenly want to chat with you."