Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Autumn comes overnight.

Before that, it was just a superficial display. A beginning of autumn quietly appeared on the weather software, and then the temperature still hovered at more than 30 degrees and refused to drop, so everyone was negligent. Half-sleeved shorts and strapless dresses seemed like summer Never sleep.It wasn't until there was a thin frost on the window sill, the leaves were yellowish and curly, and people with low body resistance brought the first flu, and they didn't find out that the vegetables were broken.

Gong Yu deliberately asked for a leave of absence to go home to add clothes. He originally planned to carry it through the night, but when he went to deliver meals to Lu Xiangzhou who had evening classes in the afternoon, he found that this person was only wearing a thin sweater, so he didn't care about it. He insisted on giving him his windbreaker, thinking that since he had a white coat and an air conditioner in his office, it shouldn't be too cold, but in the end——

"Ah sneeze!"

An unstoppable itching came from his nasal cavity, and Gong Yu rummaged through the medicine cabinet, wishing he could find all the cold medicines at home that were not compatible with each other.An obstetrician would rather have cancer than catch a cold. This is almost an instinct engraved in his bones.But today, when he chased Lu Xiangzhou hard to stuff the coat out, he didn't think so much, he didn't even care whether Lu Xiangzhou would really wear it.

He just wants to give something, even if he doesn't need anything, as long as he can give this thing away, it seems that his own existence is somewhat necessary.

Although...although this is too difficult.

Why!Gong Yu let out a long sigh, leaned against the wall and slowly closed his eyes.He knew that seeing Lu Xiangzhou was becoming more and more troublesome recently. The doorman of the teacher's apartment no longer opened the door for him casually. Things could be delivered to the entrance of the unit at the farthest. It was absolutely impossible to get in.The teaching building is not so easy to mix. It’s okay when there are many students. He dresses low-key and goes in with the crowd. Even if there are 8 of them who won't let him in, the remaining two have to make repeated orders, making him look like a terrorist.

Teacher Wang... Teacher Wang's side is even worse. Lu Xiangzhou didn't know what he said to others, forcing Teacher Wang to send him several long wechat messages of hundreds of characters, apologizing for a while and reasoning with him. In the fog, only the last sentence he really understood.

"Ms. Lu really has no idea about you. I hope you will come out as soon as possible and live a good life alone."

This is the death sentence Lu Xiangzhou gave him. Starting from Chen Min, he has received it time and time again.At first, he thought it was just threats and warnings, thinking that there would be some room for maneuver, but the more time passed, the more Gong Yu became aware that Lu Xiangzhou's determination might become stronger and stronger.I am trying to get closer, and Lu Xiangzhou is also trying to end the pain that I have been unable to ask for for so many years. The two of them are like two intersecting lines, and after a certain point, they gradually drift away.Efforts under such circumstances are tantamount to worsening the situation, but if you just give up like this, if you just...

Really can not.

Gong Yu thought hard for a long time, whether he wanted to just let Lu Xiangzhou go, let the two of them stop wasting, and at least leave a not too ugly impression after the unbearable farewell.Maybe Lu Xiangzhou can meet someone much better than him, no... Lu Xiangzhou will definitely meet someone much better than him, he is so rich and charming, and he knows how to give and give in in love, but any normal person will not Will not see this excellence... So only he Gong Yu, only he will pay the price for his blindness, only he is the only one who will lose after this relationship ends.

And if you want to ask him what he lost?This feeling is actually hard to describe, even Gong Yu himself can't explain it clearly.But it should be more joyful than happiness, more exalted than excitement, more terrifying than sorrow, and more painful than sorrow.He didn't know that liking someone could produce so many emotions, as if turning a black and white ink manuscript into a 3D movie.To put it simply, it’s a change of appearance, and to say it more complicated... The complicated point is that I have been ignorant for more than [-] years, only to realize that I am really alive at the moment when my heart is pounding.

It's outrageous, and Gong Yu himself knows that it's impossible for anyone to believe that someone he hasn't liked for so many years but suddenly fell in love with after a year of divorce, let alone Lu Xiangzhou, who has been hurt by his indifference all the time.But... But if someone is like him, when he just fell in love with someone, he finds that he may face eternal loss, and then when he just feels guilty, he realizes that the mistake he made is far from Not only that... Maybe you will understand that compared to eternal love, the kind that has been lost is more unforgettable, and compared to instant pain, the kind that is always lurking in the dark is more frightening.His love for Lu Xiangzhou is no longer pure admiration or sudden heartbeat, but a love mixed with too much heartache, unwillingness, remorse and worry. Gotta be hot and intense.

Gong Yu can't control it at all, it just... just happened so naturally, as if meeting the effervescent tablets of Coke, maybe they can live in peace before they hand over each other, but as long as they touch each other... then it's over, unless it is consumed At the moment of nothingness, otherwise it is absolutely impossible to stop.

The miscellaneous pills and capsules in the palm of his hand were pinched hot, and Gong Yu stuffed them into his mouth indiscriminately, not bothering to drink water, so he swallowed hard.The discomfort of being choked by a hard object made him dazed for a moment, but soon, the heartache and palpitation when thinking of Lu Xiangzhou came back again.

No wonder it is said that love is the most debilitating, he walked through it himself, and finally understood.

So it's a good thing his parents left early, if the two old scholars saw him and Lu Xiangzhou wasting their time back and forth like this, they would have to have high blood pressure.Gong Yu thought of his parents' gentle-looking but serious faces, and shook his head helplessly.

His parents are engaged in the military industry and have a high degree of secrecy. He doesn't know which part they are responsible for, but he dare not ask, because asking is to inquire about state secrets, and to say that it is to leak state information will result in death inside and out.Therefore, the dinner table at Xiao Gong Yu's house was extremely silent, which can be said to have run through the principle of not eating, talking and sleeping to the extreme.

Occasionally, when he had free time, the two elders would catch him asking about his grades. After asking about his scores, he would ask about his rankings. After asking about his rankings, he would ask about his room for improvement. Family education is also treated as scientific research.It can be said that the reason why Gong Yu was able to get into Quanlin University of Medical Sciences with a high score and went to study in Germany with a full scholarship is all thanks to his parents who "seriously" engaged in education.

Therefore, it is not difficult to imagine that it is difficult for such parents to allow their children to spend time "not doing business".

There has always been an unwritten rule in Gong Yu's family that all things that have nothing to do with study and work should be banned, because it is a waste of life.For example, playing games, children like to play games, and Gong Yu is no exception, but the two old people think that simply playing games will only lead to disappointment, so if you want to play, you can only play puzzle games, and after you finish playing, you must summarize and go Think about how to improve your skills, how to achieve a breakthrough in stages, so that you can entertain and teach, and you won't leave empty joy.

Gong Yu didn't know if he cried and protested when he was a child, but anyway, since he consciously analyzed these things, he was used to it and accepted it. Lu Xiangzhou......

If it weren't for Lu Xiangzhou, he might never know what a boring life his parents lived. Apart from glowing and glowing like machines, he couldn't find anything remarkable at all, and even their death couldn't make people feel Discomfort—no one sheds tears over a screw being worn out anyway.

The constant ringtones of text messages from the mobile phone urged Gong Yu to hurry back to the hospital. He found that apart from the time to take the medicine, everything he thought about in a daze just now seemed to his parents to be nonsense. If it comes to the relationship with Lu Xiangzhou , then...

Anyway, the best in-laws are those who have no in-laws. This sentence sounds a bit harsh, but it works.If the two elders saw Lu Xiangzhou, maybe they could pick out a hundred thorns all over their bodies, let alone get back together, the two of them might not even be able to get married.Thinking of this, the corners of Gong Yu's mouth that had been drawn down suddenly twitched - so his marriage wasn't all bad, at least... right, if he had the opportunity in the future, he must tell Lu Xiangzhou well.

Going out, driving, the night was cold and windy, I hope Lu Xiangzhou didn't try his best, he was wearing his own windbreaker to class, otherwise with his physique, he would definitely get a fever after blowing the wind all night.Gong Yu was melancholy as he rushed to the hospital, but as soon as he entered the office, he saw a big man sitting on his sofa with his head down. When he came in, he jumped up like a spring on his leg.

"Doctor Gong, you are finally here, I have been waiting for you for a long time."

"You are?" Gong Yu looked at this person, feeling too familiar, but at first thought, he couldn't tell who it was.

"Xin Wangyun, Wu Lin's lover." The big man looked a little unhappy, "Why don't you remember me, I...isn't that difficult to recognize?"

"Then..." Gong Yu wanted to say that's not the case, he has nothing to remember as an Alpha, and he's not gay, "That's not the case, I was in a hurry, I didn't see clearly, why did you come to me?"

"Wu Lin hasn't been feeling well recently, and his pheromone secretion is unstable, but he went to the hospital over there and found nothing abnormal, so I thought of asking you, you know him better, maybe you know something. "

"Then why did you make a special trip? Didn't Wu Lin have my call?"

"No..." The big man was awkward, he didn't know what he wanted to do, and he said again after a long time, "Linlin won't let me ask you, just say...just say that I'm fine. And refused to tell me, so I can only..."

"Can you only come to me secretly in the middle of the night?"

"Ah."

The big man is stupid, he asks what he asks, and answers what he asks. Gong Yu thinks he is cute, so he patted him on the shoulder casually: "Sit down, the whole family is sneaky when you ask something, and if you don't know, you may think that something happened to your relationship." What's the problem?"

The author has something to say:

The words about in-laws are just from Gong Yu’s point of view, not really. Like He Zhilin is a super good mother-in-law, so you don’t have to be extreme~