Accumulate feathers sink the boat

After that day, Lu Xiangzhou cried several times by himself again, it was useless and meaningless, but the tears didn't follow the rules, they would come out when they wanted to, regardless of whether they should or not.Just like the love between him and Gong Yu, the words will never express the meaning, and it will never be inappropriate.

This feeling is really too bad.It turned out that he had always thought that Gong Yu didn't need love, that he didn't need to be interested in anything related to love, so he made up his mind to convince himself not to be discouraged, because it wasn't his fault that he wasn't loved.But in the end, Gong Yu was not only able to express his belated affection, but also tugged at his ear to prove to him: The reason why I didn't love you was because you were too self-righteous and used a bunch of ways that I didn't like at all. If you want to do this sooner, will the two of us waste time?

If I had to use a metaphor, it would be like a high-achieving student who earnestly presented all the solutions he could think of to a math problem in order to get a high score, but the teacher ruthlessly drew it for him without even looking at it. A big fork, the reason is that you are showing off too much. You can write an answer and formula for this question. No one wants to see how your intelligent brain works.

This is a kind of obliteration of existence, because students who can't answer questions in multiple ways are not considered outstanding students, and Lu Xiangzhou who doesn't love Gong Yu with all his heart is not Lu Xiangzhou at all.Gong Yu denied the ten years he was most proud of, but accepted him in a blink of an eye, what does it mean?It explained that as long as he wasn't Lu Xiangzhou, and he could be anyone, Gong Yu might like it.

It's too cruel, it's really too cruel, it turns out that there are more hurtful things in this world than "not being loved".

Lu Xiangzhou wanted to take revenge on Gong Yu, wanted to yell, yell, and curse at him, but it was useless, because not only he was crazy, but Gong Yu was also crazy, and the madness was even more thorough, to the point that a normal person could not understand ——He began to appear in Lu Xiangzhou's life with all means, to put it simply, it was intensive harassment.

First of all, in the morning, no matter how early Lu Xiangzhou leaves the house, he will definitely see Gong Yu's breakfast on the doorknob.Generally, it is milk, tea eggs, porridge and snacks of different flavors, which are neatly packed in a heat preservation bag.It can be seen that the packaging belongs to different takeaway shops, and they are still far away from his apartment, as if the distance was deliberately extended to show sincerity.

If he doesn't have classes that morning, the breakfast in the department becomes lunch.There are many types of lunch, including Chinese, Western, and Japanese. Once, he also received an Italian foie gras pizza, which is the trump card of the Internet celebrity pizza restaurant in the city center. The queue is long, probably Gong Yu paid a lot of money to hire a purchasing agent.Even a pizza had to be purchased by a proxy, Lu Xiangzhou felt that this person really had money and could not find a place to spend it.

But brunch is okay, at least he can only see things but not people, at least Lu Xiangzhou can have a leisurely time.When he goes out to class, he will be in big trouble.

Gong Yu didn't know where he got his schedule, maybe it was Teacher Neiying Wang, maybe it was their school's website, anyway, every time after class, he would definitely see a "lovely lover" at the door of the classroom.Let’s have dinner together this time, how about watching a movie next time, and the art exhibition at the art center next time is very good.The most amazing thing is that once Gong Yu held two opera tickets and insisted on giving them to him. He refused, so Gong Yu asked him to go with his colleagues. VIP seats for the annual tour, it was so hard to get tickets to the point that if he really didn't go, even Hugo would be enraged and chase after him.

Therefore, the strings in Gong Yu's mind should all be broken, and that's why he did so many insane things.Lu Xiangzhou asked himself that he had performed the art of harsh words to the extreme, completely disregarding so many years of moral cultivation, almost whatever was ugly, but Gong Yu was still unmoved, not only unmoved, but also extraordinarily generous and considerate.Refuse to eat?It's okay, then I'll take you home.Can't you take it home?Then I watch you go back.Can't even look at it?Then I will stand here, if you need me, I will show up at any time.Anyway, no matter how much he refuses, Gong Yu can make persistent efforts, which can be described as shameless to the extreme.

All of these were beyond the scope of Lu Xiangzhou and Zhao Wei's previous exercises, and they belonged to the whole volume super-outline. He really had no choice but to hide.But the problem is that it is difficult to hide, because Gong Yu has too many eyeliners buried around him, almost touching every aspect of his daily life.

For example, when going out, the community security will say: "Doctor Gong is here to deliver food to you again today, Mr. Lu is really lucky, go home as soon as you finish your work, the separation of husband and wife will affect the relationship. "For example, when you arrive at the school, the property management of the teaching building will ask: "Ms. Lu is here, will the director of the palace come to pick you up today? Last time I couldn't understand a few places in the postpartum care booklet he gave me, can you please?" Tell him for me?" For example, when he returns to the office after class, all the colleagues he meets inside and outside the department will say: "Ms. Lu, hurry up, your lover is waiting for you in the office again, don't love the post so much." Dedicated!" Even when he occasionally sneaked into the noodle restaurant to eat a bowl of beef noodles, the boss would chase after him and ask, "Why did you come here alone today? Is the teacher who often eats noodles with you busy?"

It is everywhere and pervasive. I can't imagine how this workaholic can spare so much time to deal with so many people. Could it be that he was fired from the hospital?Lu Xiangzhou felt that it was really not good to go on like this. Although he was clear-headed and knew that Gong Yu didn't really like him, but repeating "you are not likable at all" [-] times a day really gave him spiritual and emotional support. It has caused great damage, and if things go on like this, it may not necessarily lead to schizophrenia.So he thought for a long time, and decided to make his divorce public to everyone.

Of course it was very difficult at the beginning. He found Mr. Wang and planned to solve the problem with a few words while people were in a hurry to catch the school bus.But who would have thought that Mr. Wang didn't even take the school bus because of the shocking news, and dragged him back to the office, acting like a marriage mediator, and started talking before he could put away his bags.

"Oh, Mr. Lu, I actually felt that something was wrong a long time ago. The director of the palace told me that you have a little conflict. He wants to apologize to you and ask me to help you out. But what kind of conflict can last for two or three months without stopping, you If you don’t tell me, I’m planning to come and ask you, what’s going on with you guys!”

what's the situation?Could it be the situation of getting divorced because of the unbearable life, Lu Xiangzhou looked at this big professor who was over [-] years old and had a second child, and wondered if all the happily married people didn't understand why others divorced.Just like he doesn't understand why some people can't write a composition, Gong Yu doesn't understand why some people get dizzy, these things are as simple and natural as breathing for them, and they don't need to spend energy to deal with them.Therefore, for those who have difficulty in this aspect of behavior, they are of no use except to express their confusion.

"It's just... there is some discord in personality, so after discussing it, we decided to divorce."

"How can the personalities be at odds? Let me tell you, Mr. Lu, that no couple's personalities are naturally suitable. We all need to adjust, and it will be fine once we get in."

"We just can't get along..."

"Impossible, you must have not gotten along well, you haven't given up even after seeing Dr. Gong, how could you just give up!"

...This is the incomprehension from the bottom of the heart. In the world of happily married people, it is impossible for the words "can't get along" to exist.Not to mention people, even if you give them a big iron pestle, you can grind out an embroidery needle beautifully, so there is no reason to talk to this kind of people.

"Actually, it's not that we can't get along, it's just that I suddenly don't like him." Unreasonable, Lu Xiangzhou decided to be unreasonable, "It's just very sudden. One day when I woke up and looked at this person, I felt disgusting, and then I persisted. After a while, I still feel disgusting. Teacher Wang, you may not know much about it, but there will be people like me. After a long time, you will lose your enthusiasm, and you will find everything boring and disgusting.”

"Ah...then...then you are..." Mr. Wang, a loyal man in marriage, couldn't bear this kind of argument, he hesitated several times before and after, but he couldn't think of an effective answer.

"So I really feel sorry for you," Lu Xiangzhou pretended to feel guilty, "I wasted so much of your time and have been helping us mediate in the middle, but I really... now I feel a headache when I see him, and I want to I scolded him in public, if it wasn't for him still in school..."

"Then are you in Hong Kong...in Hong Kong...look...fancy..."

Looking for someone new?Oh, Lu Xiangzhou can't just answer these words casually, if Mr. Wang flips it to Gong Yu, I'm afraid it will cause even bigger troubles.

"That's not true, that's not true, but I'm still willing to look for it again in the future, after all, I'm still young."

"But...but you...you..."

"Teacher Wang, really, you can leave this matter alone, or if it is convenient, you can persuade Gong Yu, I am really not interested in him at all. I also know that he is good, he is handsome and rich, right? But if you don’t like it, you don’t like it. I also want to get in touch, but we don’t even have the premise to get in. You said that if I just introduce you to an Omega you don’t like and let you get in with her, then that’s okay. …”

This is too inappropriate, too difficult for others, Lu Xiangzhou left half of the sentence without saying, hoping that Mr. Wang can realize it by himself, and judging by his expression, Mr. Wang should have indeed realized it.That's fine, he got a bad reputation, but solved a big problem, he doesn't care what others think of him, whether he is called a scumbag or Gong Yu is a poor victim, as long as he can break Gong Yu's twists It's worth it if you have a lot of contacts.

After solving Mr. Wang, Lu Xiangzhou did the same thing again, telling everyone he could imagine who knew Gong Yu exactly what he had said.When he told the first few people, he still felt a little embarrassed, a little awkward, and even a little wronged, because a victim was suddenly rewritten as a perpetrator, and he felt somewhat uncomfortable in his heart.

But gradually, as the number of times increased and the time went by, he actually felt a little bit into the drama.I feel that I really don't love Gong Yu anymore, and I get annoyed when I look at him, and even those unwillingness and regrets at the beginning have gradually faded away.At this time, Lu Xiangzhou suddenly realized that forgetting a person starts with the courage to face loss.

Only after he accepted his complete loss of Gong Yu could he accept the fact that he might not love Gong Yu.

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A notice!

I have been busy flying in the third dimension recently, so I will postpone the update next week. It should have been updated from Monday to Thursday, but now it will be updated from Wednesday to Saturday. Sorry for crying, but I will restore it next week .sorry sorry!