Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Zhao Wei's words left a deep psychological shadow on Lu Xiangzhou. On the one hand, he thought, "It's not enough, I can still be hooked away by Gong Yu's words?" If I didn’t come up with the trick, what if I really couldn’t bear it and had an emotional breakdown?” Two questions swirled in his mind without stopping for a moment.

But if you think about it carefully, it is actually very simple to solve these two problems. You only need to "keep in mind the hatred, and ignore it".Lu Xiangzhou thought about it, and wrote it down. He even called Zhao Wei and simulated the scene several times, simulating all the reasons that Gong Yu could use that they thought of, trying to be foolproof.

But... But this heart just refuses to be at ease no matter how it is appeased.Lu Xiangzhou almost suspected that he had Gong Yu's phobia. As soon as he left the house, he would be in a daze, looking at the corner of the street and the road, always feeling that Gong Yu would behave in a strange way at a certain moment. Appear.

"Hey, Mr. Lu, are you going back so early? Are you done with the student department?"

Yes, there is also this Teacher Wang, Lu Xiangzhou is almost afraid of him.This colleague with whom he had a mediocre relationship had changed the way he looked at him since Gong Yu delivered his second child.Lu Xiangzhou firmly believed that he was absolutely not sensitive and suspicious. This person just became very considerate. He probably discussed some crazy idea with Gong Yu again, and he was waiting to find out about his itinerary so that he could report the news.

"No, I still have to go to the library. A few students over there said that the card is no longer valid. I'll go over and deal with it for them."

That's why he wouldn't tell him his real destination, Lu Xiangzhou cursed inwardly.He originally wanted to tell Mr. Wang that he was divorced, so that he would stop helping Gong Yu, but he was too thin-skinned, and he changed countless postures for the word "I'm divorced", but he couldn't say it.So there are only 36 tricks, and the best strategy is to walk, not to be provoked, but to be hidden.Lying to deceive someone is not a serious crime. Anyway, it is impossible for Mr. Wang to follow him 24 hours a day. If something goes wrong with some schedules, he can always find a reason to get over it.

The library was on the right side of their liberal arts teaching building, and Lu Xiangzhou, who had finished his greetings with Teacher Wang, strode towards that direction, then went down the stairs, and after confirming that he was in the blind spot of the people behind him, he turned left and rushed into the basketball hall.He wants to take a detour home from the south gate on the side of the basketball hall. There are few people there, usually only the students will go there, and he will not meet——

"what!!!"

The sudden fright caused Lu Xiangzhou to retreat instinctively. As a result, he stepped on the empty space of the stairs behind him, and fell backwards uncontrollably.

"Beware!"

A pair of big hands hugged him back in time, but he worried too much and used too much force, causing his nose to hit the visitor's shoulder directly, and a smell of laundry detergent commonly used at home came over his face... How much did people pour, did they even throw in the bottle? !

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, are you twisting?" Gong Yu put his arms around Lu Xiangzhou's waist, and with a little more force, he could pull the whole person into his arms, but he endured it and let go hand.

"No! Why did you—" Forget it, Lu Xiangzhou sighed hard in his heart, anyway, he escaped past the first day of junior high school, but he couldn't escape the fifteenth day of junior high school. Now that he's here, let's finish talking to Gong Yu once, "You Are you looking for me, how do you know I'm here?"

"No... no," Gong Yu really didn't expect to meet Lu Xiangzhou here. Just now, Teacher Wang told him that he was going to the library, and he was about to take a shortcut from the basketball court.Who would have imagined that the prey would throw itself into the net without any effort, and he was so frightened that he almost didn't dare to admit it, "I was planning to go to the library to find you, but before I got out, I saw you... "

"So you mean I came here to find you, right? Is it my fault?" Lu Xiangzhou was furious, like a bird about to explode in a mobile game.

"Huh? No, I don't mean that. Are you going home? Shall I see you off?"

"What to give! It's only 10 minutes from school to my apartment! I can't walk without legs!"

"No... can I hold you up for a while? I have something to say—"

"Last time it was 5 minutes, this time it took a while. Are you a storyteller? One time is not enough, and you have to listen to the next chapter to break it down! If you have something to say, can you finish it all at once? I don't have time to fight guerrillas with you every day!"

How can there be a guerrilla fight every day... Gong Yu is helpless, but the angry Lu Xiangzhou looks very cute, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and wanted to laugh, but he was afraid that Lu Xiangzhou would continue to scold him, so he had to suppress it again.

"Can you finish it this time? I didn't make it clear before, which made you misunderstand. Today—"

"Go to the cafe outside! Do you want to shout with a loudspeaker in the middle of the basketball court!"

Lu Xiangzhou pushed Gong Yu away and rushed forward, regardless of whether he frightened the children around him or not, anyway, with his current temper, it would be useless for the gods to come!

The so-called coffee shop is actually a small drink shop for students to relax.

"Order whatever you want," Lu Xiangzhou pushed the menu in front of Gong Yu, "This is a restaurant that students often come to. If it doesn't meet the taste of high-end consumers like you, don't choose it."

"No, I can do it," Gong Yu collected himself, "Can I get you some cocoa? I heard from Mr. Wang that you have a bad stomach recently, so drink something warm."

"He even told you this?"

Lu Xiangzhou was speechless, in fact, he either had a bad stomach, or he got hurt last time he ate skewers with Zhao Wei, probably some of them were undercooked, so his stomach felt uncomfortable for a few days.It just so happened that there was a job arrangement meeting for freshmen in those few days, so he took a leave of absence, but it turned out that Gong Yu had a bad stomach.Could it be that if he hurts for a few more days, Mr. Wang will think that he has stomach cancer? This is outrageous world.

"Oh no, just when we were chatting—"

"Can you stop chatting with him if you have nothing to do? Don't you have to worry about two children and one wife? Doesn't it waste time to spend time on you every day?"

"Yes," Gong Yu replied extremely quickly, "I won't bother him in the future."

"Okay, what do you have to say, you can talk about it now."

Lu Xiangzhou crossed his arms, with an expression of "I see what else you can do", but when Gong Yu was about to speak, he suddenly added: "You better think it through before you say it, I promised to come with you today, completely It's because I don't want you to bother me under the pretense of having something to say, so you should be more considerate and don't finish talking this time, and there won't be a next time."

"Well, I know." Of course I know, Gong Yu smiled wryly in his heart, if it's been so long and I still don't know why you are sad, why you are divorced and why you still refuse to give me a chance, then I am too human .

"That's good." Lu Xiangzhou nodded, indicating that he was ready.

"First of all, the question you asked me last time, I...I know the reason."

"What question did I ask you last time?"

"The reason for getting married, I now know."

"Oh, so what?"

"So I also know the reason for the divorce." Gong Yu looked at Lu Xiangzhou, his eyes were full of reluctance, "These years... I have been too outrageous, and I have made you sad. I am really sorry."

"Okay, I accept, is there any more?" This is what Lu Xiangzhou and Zhao Wei have practiced before. If Gong Yu apologizes, then he will accept it. Don't talk about what is there, except to expand the problem and prolong the entanglement. , is of no use at all.

"Also, although you may be angry, but...but I think...I think I must have missed more things, I didn't know you were so early...you didn't tell me Well, why didn't you tell me?"

"What do you want me to tell you?" Lu Xiangzhou found out that Gong Yu really didn't come to apologize to himself, he clearly came to find fault!

"You don't like this or that. It's cumbersome to confess, and it's a waste of time to fall in love. Once in a while, you have to pick and choose a gift and say it's a waste of money! How else can I tell you?! At that time, I thought , It’s fine if you don’t like these bells and whistles, I will stay with you steadily, you will see it sooner or later after a long time. I didn’t expect you to be really blind, Gong Yu, won’t you draw the wrong position if you perform such a blind surgery? !"

...It turns out...it turns out it was because...Gong Yu's knuckles were painfully pinched by himself, and when he saw Lu Xiangzhou again, he felt that the pain had been magnified countless times.

"I...I really don't know, I didn't before...I don't...Hey, what do you like about me? I'm so..."

What do you like?Lu Xiangzhou really felt that it was ridiculous. He worked so hard and put so much effort into loving someone for so many years, but in the end, he didn't even know why he liked him, so he still came to ask.So what is he, a clown?Even a clown deserves applause!Why does he have nothing by himself? !

"Do you care?" Lu Xiangzhou felt that he couldn't stay any longer, "I'll just ask you, do you care after asking so many questions?!"

"I care, it's because I care that I—"

"You don't care! If you cared, even if only one percent cared, you wouldn't turn a blind eye to me for so many years! You wouldn't get divorced and still don't know why we got married! You wouldn't take the last chance to speak Let’s ask this kind of question that we should have known from the beginning!!”

"I--"

Yes, what qualifications do I have to say that I care?Gong Yu thought to himself.For so many years, he couldn't understand Lu Xiangzhou's goodness, and he couldn't receive Lu Xiangzhou's likes. He occupied the best position, delayed so much love, and he was such a poor person. How could he say this sentence "I care ".

"You can't speak, are you? Then let me say. You want to apologize, and I can accept it, because you did something wrong. But you care about it now, sorry, I don't believe it, and I don't need it. Go to Hong Kong This year I figured it out, liking you is my own thing, you don’t need to give me feedback just because I give so much likes, there is no such reason in the world. So you don’t care about our marriage, I don’t even care about me, I think it’s acceptable. Now I just hope you can relax a bit, don’t use morality to ask for love, let alone use morality to ask me, let me go, let yourself go, let us all feel better .”

Lu Xiangzhou felt that he had made it very clear, but Gong Yu kept silent, and he was a little worried, so he lowered the difficulty and said it again: "Do you understand, what I mean is, I don't need you to love me anymore , and I don't like—"

"But I love you!" Gong Yu choked out, "I love you Xiang Zhou, I really love you!"