Accumulate feathers sink the boat

For five days, Gong Yu has been unable to contact Chen Min for five consecutive days.

Before he went to school to look for Lu Xiangzhou, Chen Min called him and advised him to forget about it, saying that Lu Xiangzhou had a tough attitude and it seemed that there was no room for him to come back. As a mother, she really didn't want to see The two eventually quarreled to death.But Gong Yu didn't agree, he couldn't just let it go, he owed Lu Xiangzhou so much, no matter what, he couldn't act like a normal person, and just treat the separation of two people as an ordinary farewell.

He can accept that Lu Xiangzhou hates him, scolds him, blames him, even if he never gives him a chance to start over again, he thinks he can bear it.But he couldn't stand Lu Xiangzhou living with wounds all the time. With Lu Xiangzhou's personality, it was absolutely impossible for him to forget the things he had done easily. He might not even forget them at all. Maybe they will all live in the pain of marriage failure and encountering unkind people.

He didn't want Lu Xiangzhou to be like this, his Lu Xiangzhou absolutely couldn't be like this.

So there was no way, even if Chen Min didn't answer the phone and didn't return the text, Gong Yu still had to harass him non-stop with a stern face, and now he simply fumbled with Chen Min's schedule and rushed to the medical school, intending to block people in the office directly.He had to figure out the problems Lu Xiangzhou left that day, otherwise he would never be able to give a positive and effective apology, and the only person who could help him was Chen Min.

"Teacher Chen! Teacher Chen!" Gong Yu finally caught Chen Min through the sea of ​​people, and he predicted his fate from the helpless and sullen eyes of his mentor.But he is not afraid, a real warrior is to face the bleakness of life.

"You still don't want to listen, right?" Chen Min pointed to his nose with a book, "Two people are more stubborn than the other, so they put me in the middle as a glass ball. Is there anyone as respectful as you?"

"You're not old," Gong Yu replied, "It's at least ten years before you can use this word!"

"Stop doing this." Chen Min ignored him, greeted the students who were still around, and walked straight to the office.

Chen Min is now the academic leader and has his own independent office. Gong Yu has been there several times. It has air conditioning and a terrace. The environment is not to mention how good it is.

"Oh, Mr. Chen, I didn't come here to persuade you to make peace this time. Look, I don't call you mom anymore!"

"Hey, you kid," Chen Min turned around and glared at Gong Yu, not knowing whether to praise him for being clever or cheeky, "Is this a question of address? I can't help you whatever you call me, Xiang Zhou's attitude It's really too tough. I don't know why he suddenly made such a decisive decision. Maybe he really figured it out. So...hey, so you let it go, you don't cherish when you should cherish, you know at this time I'm in a hurry, what's the use?"

"Then you are also responsible!" Gong Yu retorted unconvinced.

"What is my responsibility? Why are you still blaming me?"

"Otherwise, you didn't let me find him before he went to Hong Kong. If I had apologized well then, I might have calmed down by now."

"Apologize well? What is a good apology? Did you know where you were wrong at that time? To apologize, do you know what to say? Blame me, I think you are still not clear enough!"

The teacher's administration building was sparsely populated, and echoes could be heard after two steps in the corridor. Gong Yu didn't want to lose face for Chen Min, so she shut up resentfully.But he was still unhappy in his heart, the corners of his mouth were pulled down, his brows were furrowed, and he looked depressed.

"Okay, let's talk, what's the matter this time?" Chen Min pushed open the door of the office, stuffed the textbooks in his hand into the bookcase, turned around and took a teapot, "What tea do you drink?"

"Tie Guanyin." Gong Yu said something casually, but in fact he didn't want to drink anything.

"No, only Pu'er."

"Then you still ask me?"

"I just asked casually, and I didn't expect you to answer." Chen Min took hot water from the water dispenser, and the fragrance of tea wafted throughout the office.

"Oh, Mr. Chen, why did you sentence me to death when Xiang Zhou sentenced me to death?"

"Come on, you," Chen Min handed the brewed tea to Gong Yu, "I haven't blamed you for getting me stuck, so you should stop complaining."

"Do you think it was the bad idea of ​​the person who came back with Xiang Zhou that day? I don't think that person is serious, he doesn't look like a good person." Gong Yu said truthfully.

"Whether he is a good person or not is up to you and me, but Xiang Zhou has a good relationship with him. He lived in that boy's house when you went to Hong Kong before."

"The two Betas are nothing..."

"Oh, have you considered this level?"

"Hey, isn't that...Thinking and thinking, you can win every battle..." Gong Yu took a sip of tea, and almost didn't get scalded to swear, so he had to push the teacup away with his fingertips, so as not to be accidentally injured again .

"So what's the matter, persuading peace is impossible. Now I think it would be good if Xiang Zhou really let go. You should also relax and start over. With the conditions of the two of you, you won't find better things." of."

"I really can't find it..." Gong Yu felt aggrieved, and did not accept Chen Min's affection at all.

"Why can't I find it? Here, the group of students who surrounded me just now, if you are willing, nine out of ten will agree, believe it or not."

"But none of them are good to Xiang Zhou, you don't know—"

"What's the matter with you two?" Chen Min became a little angry, "Either he pestered me to say how good you are, or you pestered me to say how good he is, you two are talking to each other automatically. Is it closed? How do you know to whisper to me?"

"Xiang Zhou said I'm good? What's good about me?" Gong Yu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Lu Xiangzhou to do such a thing.

"Anywhere is good! Ouch, it was like drinking ecstasy soup at that time. I was deluded all day long and dragged me to inquire about you every day."

"When? Why don't I know?"

These words were really beyond Gong Yu's expectation. Although he wasn't sure how long after marriage Lu Xiangzhou fell in love with him, but...but the marriage is over, why didn't this little guy ask him directly if there is anything wrong?Why do you still want to ask Chen Min?

"Before you two got married, you were crazy. At that time, I was worried that he would not catch up with you and cause some mental illness. Fortunately, you agreed."

"What?!" The teacup that had just been pushed away fell on the table with a bang, and Gong Yu stared straight at Chen Min, not even aware that the tea dripped onto his lap.

"Hurry up and wipe it off!" Chen Min threw the wrapping paper over, "You'll be burned in a while, why are you in a daze?"

"I...I, I, I...No..." Gong Yu was in a hurry, he didn't know which one to wipe first, the desk or the pants.

"You said that you, kid, are usually so stable in everything, but you get dizzy when it comes to your personal life. It hasn't changed in so many years. Should you say that you are not enlightened, or immature?"

Chen Min's mouth opened and closed in front of Gong Yu, and his eyes were clear, so he could see clearly.But the strange thing was that his eyes were fine, but his ears seemed to be suddenly deaf. Chen Min said so much, but he didn't hear a single word.There are only three big words "before marriage" in my mind, and the Dolby sound effects are playing in surround, and I can't stop no matter what.

"What's the matter with you, why are you so surprised?" Seeing Gong Yu standing there for a long time, Chen Min frowned, wondering what went wrong again.

"No...not...yes..." Gong Yu's tongue trembled, clearly thinking clearly in his mind, but he couldn't make a sentence when he said it, "I don't know...I...no... .Thinking that we...were on a blind date...you were the matchmaker...then he he he...he later..."

"What do you want to say?" Chen Min suddenly thought of an unbelievable possibility, "You think I was the one who set you up for the two of you to get married? Xiang Zhou fell in love with you later??"

"Yeah." The tea on the table was still dripping, and Gong Yu held the paper in his hand, motionless.

--Snapped--

Chen Min's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell down on the short sofa behind him, and knocked over the stack of student papers on top, which was quite thick, and hit the ground with a loud noise.

"Xiao Yu... you... you... are outrageous!"

"Teacher Chen, I—"

"What are you! You don't even know this, how did you become someone's husband for so many years! Huh?!"

This was the first time Chen Min got angry with Gong Yu. The two of them went from master and apprentice to mother and son-in-law. Their nearly 20-year friendship was not a joke. Although they were not real mother and son, they were almost equal to real mother and son.So for Lu Xiangzhou and Gong Yu, Chen Min always felt that the palms and backs of his hands were all flesh, but he never thought about it, really never thought about it...

"He likes you so much, so..." The originally cold voice suddenly choked up, Chen Min raised his neck and forced back the tears in his eyes, "No wonder he always says I'm not good, that I'm partial to you... ...I really... can't explain to his father after I die! How can you two live like this!!"

Yeah, how did the two of us live our lives like this?Gong Yu lowered his head, thinking of Lu Xiangzhou who had gradually become sour and silent these years, and finally knew that everything had a reason.But why didn't he find out?

Why do you like it, when did you like it, then why did you feel disappointed, and when did you start to be disappointed? Isn’t this the normal order of thinking that everyone knows?But he reversed cause and effect, just like Lu Xiangzhou said, isn't the reason for being together more important than the reason for being apart?If only he'd thought of the reason earlier, if he'd had...

It turned out that the previous heartaches were not real heartaches. Gong Yu finally realized during the long silence that Lu Xiangzhou, who was wronged by more than one thing, shed tears in his heart, drop by drop, without sound, but drop by drop. into the heart.It hurts too much, eight years of neglect day after day hurts too much, and eight years of being alone day after day hurts too much.If someone asked him in the past eight years if he wanted Lu Xiangzhou to be sad, he would definitely say no, no matter who asked, no matter how many times he asked, the answer would be no.

During the many days when he didn't love Lu Xiangzhou, he never thought of making Lu Xiangzhou sad and miserable, but when he really fell in love with Lu Xiangzhou, he finally found that the person he couldn't bear to hurt the most had already been hurt by himself. Incomplete.

"Xiao Yu," Chen Min's voice was full of sadness, "Just do me a favor, just... let Xiang Zhou go, you two are really not suitable, I didn't understand before, but—"

But we were all so wrong.