Accumulate feathers sink the boat

It takes 21 days to form a habit, and 66 days to turn a habit into a natural one.

From the severe winter to the vernal equinox, Siberia's cold winds brought a total of seven snowfalls.Three games disappeared every other day, two games did not reach the calf, a river road was icy and pedestrians staggered, and there was another one. The whole city of Quanlin was closed for three days. Everyone hid at home with the heater, like a bear in captivity in a zoo. .

In the past four months, Gong Yu survived seven snowfalls alone, tasted all the flavors of vegetarian dumplings in the supermarket downstairs, established three restaurant memberships, became friends with two takeaway boys, and got used to the daily meal. Read a book for two hours before bed.When I was on duty, I read it in the hospital, and when I was not on duty, I watched it in the study without Lu Xiangzhou's atmosphere.If you can understand it, you will read it several times, and compare it with the reading notes written by Lu Xiangzhou in the blank space, looking for anything that you missed or misunderstood.If you don't understand...it doesn't matter if you don't understand, let's put it aside for now, just take it as a reminder of the gap between himself and Lu Xiangzhou, the bigger the gap, the more it will stimulate him to hurry up and study.

Because after winter comes spring, after spring comes summer, after summer... Lu Xiangzhou came back.So he had to force himself to get better before that, and try his best to be better, so that while coaxing Lu Xiangzhou not to be angry, he could talk about some topics he was interested in.Think of it as a fresh start, Gong Yu thought, just like the young man he just met, dressing himself up in a cute look according to the other party's hobbies.It turned out that he didn't care about these things at all, but now he felt happy for Lu Xiangzhou.

As time goes by, Gong Yu finds that changes have gradually taken place in himself.

He has become tolerant, can understand more things, and can accept more behaviors.It turns out that the world he comes into contact with is too narrow, except for hospitals and patients, he is almost completely out of touch with society.But in the past few months, he has seen different lives from different works, traveled across eras and countries, realized many facts that he had never imagined, and understood that everything does not depend on one set of standards to survive.

So he began to open his eyes to observe different people, resolute, cowardly, radical, peaceful, no longer blindly classify various personalities, and roughly label them this good and that bad, but It is to try to make my world rich and full under the friction of various personalities.

This change brought a series of reactions, and even Lu Xiangzhou became different in his eyes.

For example, Gong Yu felt that Lu Xiangzhou's indifference and bitterness might be illusions, but the real Lu Xiangzhou should be warm and bright.For no aloof man would leave so many impassioned remarks in the margins of a book, nor would any bitter man utter such sincere admiration for an author he admired.Lu Xiangzhou is like a small boat drifting in the river and sea, he will adjust his posture at any time with the ups and downs of the waves, dexterous, free, witty and tolerant.

For example, Lu Xiangzhou's sensitivity should not be hypocritical, but a strong empathy created by his overly delicate sensibility.Gong Yu found that Lu Xiangzhou's language perception ability was particularly good, he could easily analyze what emotion this word represented, and what deep meaning was expressed by that sentence.This is something he can't do anyway. If he can't see a person's expression or hear a person's voice, it will be difficult to analyze his current thoughts from what that person said.To put it bluntly, it is insensitivity, and to put it bluntly, it is slowness.So in the past, he has not been able to think on the same level as Lu Xiangzhou. He is arrogant and arrogant. He clearly sees only 30.00% of the world, but he thinks that Lu Xiangzhou who sees 80.00% is exaggerating.

Also, there is a high probability that Lu Xiangzhou's temper is not really bad, it should be that he has not been understood for a long time and has accumulated a lot of boredom and resentment.Because from the books he likes to read, we can know that this person likes all relaxed and easy-going things, hates bitter dramas, hardly reads tragedies, has a deep study of history and philosophy, and has many viewpoints with a very grand worldview.And a person with such a reading orientation is basically not a moody lunatic...

So Lu Xiangzhou in class is the real Lu Xiangzhou, his two faces are completely forced out by his incomprehensible self.

"Hey!"

After realizing this problem, Gong Yu always sighed frequently, and even his enthusiasm for work was hit a little bit.I often can't sit still in the office, and I have to go around to calm down my irritable mood.

"How is it, have you caught up with the progress?"

No, not long after the house inspection, and before the tea had cooled down, Director Gong went to the intern doctor's office again. On the surface, it seemed that he was concerned about the regular training exam for the young, but in fact——

"Yeah, I've caught up, thank you, director! The three of us plan to read the book carefully from beginning to end, and then go to the skill training center to practice more. It shouldn't be a big problem."

"Shouldn't be too big? When you study medicine, you must never say that you should. If you can do it, you can do it. If you can't do it, you can't do it. Don't be sloppy."

"Understood the director," the little intern shrank his neck, "we will work hard."

"Well, let me test you with the book to see if you have memorized it all."

Gong Yu's outstretched hand was hanging in the air, and several young people in the office shoved each other for a while with their eyes, and finally the male Alpha sitting in the innermost place reluctantly handed over the book.

"Let me ask you some basic questions, about AO pheromone pairing, tell me about the situation Alpha—" What the hell?Gong Yu fell silent halfway through his speech, and flipped through the book in his hand, "What's wrong with your book? Why isn't there a single word?!"

? ? ?Are there any books without words?The little Alpha was puzzled, but he didn't dare to talk back anyway, so he hummed: "Huh?", expressing that he didn't understand at all.

"Ah what? Look," Gong Yu took two steps forward, "This book is like new. There are no notes from the beginning to the end. You don't even need to write when you read it?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Gong Yu turned around and flipped through the books of the remaining people. They were all the same, except for their names, they were almost empty.

"You can't do this, how can you remember if you don't take notes? With so many core knowledge points and cases, it's easy to get confused if you just go through them in your head!"

"Ahhh....I...we..."

"Leave us alone." Seeing the children scratching their heads, Gong Yu waved his hands, "Wait, I'll get you a sample."

After finishing speaking, he turned and walked out of the office, leaving a few little doctors there looking at each other.

After a while, the fiery director Gong Da came back.There was an extra book in his hand, with black letters on a white background, and some yellow or green patterns on it. Before the little doctor who was closest to him could see it clearly, Gong Yu opened the book at once: "Look, you should read the book like This will work, the core knowledge points should be circled with a marker pen, and the content that inspires you should be next to it...No, just write down your own understanding or feelings in this blank space, so that when you read it again in the future The thinking will be clearer.”

"Whose book is this?" A female Beta whispered, "The writing is beautiful! The structure is very good!"

"You still understand the structure!" Gong Yu pushed away the three heads that were about to fall on the book, "Did you hear me, please read it again, it's not for you to read the words! It's to see what's written! My own analysis and understanding are very good. Important, this is the proof of whether you understand a book! And—"

"Director," Gong Yu's hand that was turning the page was pressed lightly, "You wrote this? It's very similar to your handwriting." Post-it note, asked with certainty and uncertainty.

"Who else can it be if it's not me? Hey, can you concentrate on these irrelevant things and look over here! Look at the thoughts written by others, how in-depth and specific, this is a scholar! Do you know! "

"I know...I know..."

Due to the director's high pressure, the three of them pretended to flip through a few pages, thinking while flipping through, as if they really read it.

"Okay, I'll lend you this book to read all morning, and return it to me before lunch, so I can study it carefully. People of this age don't know how to read books!"

The "reasonable and well-founded" reading course came to an abrupt end, and Gong Yu walked out of the small office happily, without noticing that the children behind him made huge faces at the "History of the Peloponnesian War" on the table .

"Busy, boss?"

Twenty minutes before the lunch break, Xiao Li stood at the door of the office and shook his arms at Gong Yu, holding the history book whose name was even puzzling in his hand.

"Why is this book here with you?" Gong Yu snatched the book from Xiao Li's hands in a "bass" like someone picking up his wallet, and flipped through it uneasy when he was done, as if someone would tear him up. Like a few pages of a book.

"Hey, why are you so nervous, isn't it just a book? Shi Wen and the others said that you want it before noon. I just happened to be fine, so I brought it to you."

"What do you mean it's just a book?" Gong Yu pouted slightly, "This is Lu Xiangzhou's book, his lifeblood!"

"I said," Xiao Li smirked, "Why are these two directors who don't hear anything out of the window so kindly caring about the students' training situation, and even personally give instructions... so it's just to show off !"

"What are you showing off? I'm just seeking truth from facts. Lu Xiangzhou just did a good job in reading his notes. Look——"

Seeing that the closed book was about to be exhibited for the second time, Xiao Li hurriedly took a step back: "Hey, stop, stop, look, you are not showing off, oh, what can a history book have to do with medical textbooks?" In comparison, the systems are different.”

"Your words are superficial!" Gong Yu frowned fiercely, "Medicine is not something advanced, why can't it be compared with history books, and learning is interoperable, and good methods can be found everywhere. Useful!"

"Yes, yes, I know, otherwise, how could Mr. Lu be able to teach in a university? He must have extraordinary wisdom."

After being praised suddenly by Xiao Li, Gong Yu blushed and faltered.

"Then... that is, he... he is so...knowledgeable, read a lot, and...knows...just...just..."

"Oh, it's the director." Xiao Li glanced at the corridor, and after confirming that no one was there, he gently closed the door, "What's the matter? Miss Teacher Lu? I think you've been acting weird lately."

Gong Yu said in a deep voice: "Nonsense, how can I have it!"

"Where do you have it? You're not obvious enough? Oh, I always carry a book with me everywhere, and I cover literature for a while and philosophy for a while, lest people don't know that you are old... Oh no, the ex-wife is a university teacher, it is indeed a bit exaggerated. "

Gong Yu still wanted to argue, but he opened his mouth but found that he had nothing to say, so he closed it resentfully.

"I'm concerned about you," Xiao Li continued, "don't you feel that your emotions have been a bit too much in the past few months? Sometimes you are happy, and sometimes you are downcast. Think about it carefully, what is the situation like you?"

"What makes me like this?"

Xiao Li was speechless, rolled his eyes and said: "If you haven't eaten pork, you should have seen pigs run away, boss! How did they act in those movies and TV shows? A person suddenly became very interested in things he didn't care about before, and tried every means Going to study, and getting a little closer will be elated. But no matter how much you do, you will still worry about gains and losses, afraid that you will not do well enough, or even that you will make mistakes, and you will be upset when you think about it. What do you think is the situation?"

I like it.

It was rare for Gong Yu to understand human speech, and suddenly his whole body trembled.

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