Debut after unspoken rules

It seems that life is like this, there are a lot of problems, if you don’t rush to solve them, you can’t solve them, you can only live with them.

Parents didn't mention this matter again. In the family group, no one spoke for more than two months.

Not to mention urging marriages and arranging blind dates.

It was New Year's Eve when the family sat down to eat together again.

At the dinner table, there was a dead silence, and everyone ate in silence.

The TV was on, and the laughter came from inside, trying to drive away the dull atmosphere at the dinner table several times, but it didn't work.

After a long time, Xu Dongliang opened his mouth and asked in an old voice:

"Aren't you tired of performing all over the place?"

Hearing the sound, Xu Zaisi almost cried.

"Not tired, very happy." Xu Zaiming replied with a slightly choked smile.

"Think of a way, let's raise a child, and someone will be able to provide for the elderly in the future."

Xu Dongliang took off his reading glasses, said lightly, and wiped the corners of his eyes.

……

After the meal, the three brothers and sisters gathered in the recording studio and brought a lot of beer and barbecue.

Their friends came, and so did Xiao Xuan.

"Happy New Year, I will live happily ever after."

Xu Zaisi toasted, and sent her blessings to his brother and sister.

"All be happy, cheers!"

The six people who got too drunk used the professional recording studio as a KTV or an intimate concert.

Holding the instrument, singing and playing wantonly.

In the middle of the night, Xu Zaisi only knew that she was being carried, but did not know that it was Xiao Xuan who worked so hard to carry her back home.

It may be that I have been on stage too many times, and I never dreamed of going on stage again.

A stomach full of wine seems to pour into the brain, the brain is floating in the wine, ups and downs, dizzy, a little uncomfortable.

When the mind that felt floating finally landed, Xu Zaisi opened his eyes and saw himself standing in a classroom.

There were people all around, and there were three camera positions aimed at her from different angles.

"Dream again?"

Xu Zaisi looked around, trying to touch the desks and chairs.

The touch is unreal.

A very handsome actor stood directly opposite her with a handsome smile on his face.

Turning his head and looking out of the classroom window, it was dark night outside the window, but the street lights were bright, and snowflakes were still floating in the sky.

I poked my head out of the window and looked down. It was quite high, like ten meters. It should be the third floor.

The black and white clapboard in the director's hand, after the countdown, they snapped together.

A large group of "students" swarmed into the classroom, and she was pushed to the window.

The handsome actor seemed to yell, and rushed towards her nervously.

In the next second, the back unexpectedly flew into the air and fell weightlessly.

In the terrifying feeling of falling and weightlessness, there was no time to cry out in fear, and he stared helplessly at the window, a group of "students" poking their heads out.

He landed on his back suddenly and lost consciousness instantly.

"Hold the grass!"

Startled by Xu Zaisi, a carp stood upright, and suddenly sat up, scratching around in a panic with both hands.

But it happened to grab Xiao Xuan's arm.

"Are you having a nightmare?" Xiao Xuan was right in front of her, sitting on the edge of the bed.

Her arm was actually scratched by myself, leaving two deep bloodstains, but she didn't seem to be in any pain.

"I dreamed that I fell from upstairs."

Xu Zaisi breathed calmly, then raised his eyes, Xiao Xuan nodded calmly:

"It's just a dream, don't be afraid, I'm here, go to sleep."

I found my phone, it was more than five o'clock in the morning, and my drunkenness was shaken by nightmares.

"Why did you get up so early?" Xu Zaisi asked.

When she had a nightmare last time, she was sitting by the bed just like now.

"Drunk too much, I just woke up to go to the bathroom." Xiao Xuan raised her hand and rubbed the back of her head soothingly.

When she mentioned this, she also realized her inner urgency, got up in a messy mind, and went to the bathroom to turn on the water.

After coming out of the bathroom, he looked at the scratches on Xiao Xuan's arm with distress, why did he slap him so hard, two long and narrow bloodstains were already swollen.

"Does it hurt? I'm sorry." Xu Zaisi panicked, a little at a loss.

"It's okay, it's just a skin trauma, it will be fine in two days."

"It's only after five o'clock, let's go to sleep again." Xiao Xuan wiped it with a tissue, and then she didn't look at her arm anymore as if nothing had happened.

Instead, he pushed her back on the bed, lay on his side with his arms around her, and continued to sleep, rubbing her head with his right hand.

……

There were many invitations to commercial performances during the Spring Festival, but Xu Zaisi did not accept them in order to be with his family.

With a little fame, I have to wear a mask and sunglasses when walking on the street, and I get used to wearing it.

It turned out that Xiao Xuan's company was opened together with her three older brothers.

The position of the general manager is held by the four of them in rotation.

After the rotation was over, I just let the flow take its course and was only busy with Yue Ge's music creation, and occasionally participated in the production of one or two programs.

When Xu Zaisi ran to perform, she basically followed and sang harmony for her.

We stick together almost every day, and we don't even feel tired at all. When we are tired, we sleep soundly together, and when we are energetic, we are not ashamed or ashamed.

Xiao Xuan likes to sleep on her side, holding her tightly with her left hand and rubbing the back of her head with her right hand.

Often when I wake up in the morning, I still maintain this sleeping position.When Xiao Xuan got up to wake up, the first thing she did was her left arm that was numb after being pressed all night.

For Xu Zaisi, this sleeping position is very comfortable and reassuring. At night like this, even the messy dreams will disappear automatically, and he feels refreshed when he wakes up.

On this day, after half a month of music festivals ended, I rushed to the city where the next music festival was located.

In the hotel, Xu Zaisi lay paralyzed on the bed from exhaustion.

He didn't even have the strength to speak, and fell into a deep sleep as soon as he closed his eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, she felt someone lifting her head, which awakened her.

What he saw when he opened his eyes was his own father?

My father, who is only 55 years old, looks like an 80-year-old man.

There was a kneading sensation from the back of the head, it was rough, but gentle and powerful.

"Think again, is it comfortable to press like this?"

Xu Zaisi was confused, what's going on?

"Xiao Xuan said, you like this."

She struggled to move, but she felt nothing all over her body, only the back of her head was touched by rough hands, and there was some feeling.

This feeling terrified her, her eyes widened, and she couldn't speak a word.

"Principal, let me come, you go to eat."

In a panic, she saw Xiao Xuan pushing the door and entering with tired eyes, but when she looked at her, she kept a loving smile.

"Are you awake?" Xiao Xuan sat next to her, resting her hand on the back of her head, pinching it gently.

Xu Zaisi panicked, she tried her best to look left and right.

I saw a wheelchair, surrounded by white walls and a white ceiling, which looked very low.

"Xiao Xuan, don't scare me, wake me up!"

"Wake me up!"

"Hey, I'm here, don't be afraid."

Xiao Xuan pursed her lips and looked at her with a smile, as if she was hiding her emotions that she didn't want to be seen.

She kept caressing Xu Zaisi and even sang to her.

The time seemed to be elongated, so long that it was tortured, and it was so tortured that I wanted to smash it to vent, but I could only yell at Xiao Xuan crazily.

During the breakdown, she suddenly remembered something.

Thinking of myself, it seems that I have been unconscious for a long time.

She remembered that before she lost consciousness, she fell from the stairs, and when she opened her eyes again, she was still like this until now, completely unconscious.

Xu Zaisi yelled at Xiao Xuan like a collapse, cursing all the vicious words at her.

Xiao Xuan pursed her lips tightly, her tired eyes were faintly red, but she managed to squeeze out a smile, patiently doing all the caressing methods she could think of.

In the collapse of madness, she yelled at Xiao Xuan hysterically. Xiao Xuan gritted her teeth and greeted him head-on, neither running nor avoiding.

"It's all your fault! Why didn't you stop me! You get out! I don't want to see you!"

Xiao Xuan nodded silently with a tired expression, and just got up to leave, but was called back by Xu Zaisi crying:

"Don't go, don't abandon me."

Xiao Xuan obediently sat back beside the bed, and greeted Xu Zaisi's moodiness in circles.

Xu Zaisi has been in this state for a long time, so long that he doesn't know if it is a dream or reality.

Xiao Xuan would pick her up every once in a while, and she knew that she was being picked up in a standing posture, and her body was completely supported by her. After a while, the smell from the towel in Xiao Xuan's hand stimulated her to break down again Insane vicious curses.

The doctor came several times, and vaguely, she heard the doctor say that there were signs of complications, and the survival time was several months to several years.

Complicated by hypostatic pneumonia, he would die from respiratory failure within one month.

Xu Zaisi was terrified by the harsh words.

"Xiao Xuan, please, wake me up, wake me up."

"help me……"

Xiao Xuan maintained an affectionate and tired smile, looked at her, and comforted her, and could feel Xiao Xuan's hand on the back of her head, a little cold and trembling.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

……

Xu Zaisi opened his eyes when he felt a comfortable kneading sensation on the back of his head again.

She sat up in panic, and saw Xiao Xuan's hand, which was still kneading.

Xu Zaisi's hands shook like sieves, trembling violently, raised his arms, looked at his hands that were trembling crazily, and pinched his arms hard again.

After confirming the pain, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Xiao Xuan still maintained the sleeping position lying on her side.

This posture, as if it has been seen for a long time, is so familiar.

"Xiao Xuan."

There was still a little bit of panic in her heart, she lay back in Xiao Xuan's arms, passed her right hand through her neck, and hugged her with all her strength.

Xiao Xuan was awakened by the hug, and looked out of the hotel window, it was just dawn.

The phone shows that it is early seven in the morning.

Looking at Xu Zaisi who was hanging on her upper body forcefully, the strength was so great that she couldn't breathe.

Xiao Xuan raised her arms and hugged her:

"What's wrong? Why did you wake up so early?"

While speaking, she groped with her right hand, touched the back of her head, and rubbed it gently.

There was a very comfortable feeling from kneading. For some reason, Xu Zaisi always felt that she seemed to know something.

Knowing that by rubbing the back of her head like this, she will not have nightmares, even if she wakes up, her left arm will be numb under the pressure of herself, and it takes a long time to move to get rid of the numbness.

Thinking of this, he hugged her even tighter.

"I'm having a nightmare again." Xu Zaisi rubbed the side of her face, feeling very slippery and solid.

"It's just a dream, don't be afraid," Xiao Xuan continued to touch the back of her head:

"Now it's real."

Xu Zaisi clenched his fists tightly, and his hands were very strong. After gradually becoming more at ease, he let go of her and looked at her face:

"I dreamed of you, dreamed of... I cursed you with a lot of vicious words."

After Xiao Xuan pondered, she smiled lightly. She pursed her smiling lips, like a habit, to hide the emotions she didn't want to be noticed:

"Is it because I can eat too much and I'm mad at you?"

"Pfft," Xu Zaisi was caught off guard and laughed:

"You look good when you eat, I like to watch it very much."

Xiao Xuan hugged her and put her back in his arms:

"It just so happens that I'm hungry again and want to eat the noodles you made."

Xu Zaisi smiled gratifiedly and nodded:

"Xiao Xuan."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Xiao Xuan kissed her gently, and looked at her tenderly:

"I love you more."