Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

The KinnPorsche Story: Bad love, great love in the end

EP29 Conclusion

"P, let's go."

"Porsche! You come out now!"

The voices of Tem and Kinn came from time to time. Tem tried to yell at Kinn to prevent him from entering the room. As for Kinn, he kept calling me with his mouth open. It was a familiar yet unfamiliar tone. He hadn’t heard him speak for a long time, cursing.Just the feeling of standing not far from myself made my heart weak, and the tingling feeling made me uncomfortable again.

It's just a sound It's just a sound Why does my heart react so loudly?

boom!boom!

I startled as the bedroom door was knocked hard, the lingering thought of Kinn's face vanished briefly, and a sense of worry arose immediately, that I wasn't ready to face him just yet.

don't want to see his face

Don't want to feel more than this...

"Porsche! I know you're here!!" An angry voice sounded, I bit my lips tightly, tried to take a deep breath, and suppressed all the emotions in my heart as much as possible.

"P!! I'm going to call the doorman, get out! Tem continued to block the voice into Kinn's voice, looking angry.

"Come out and talk." Bang!Bang! There was a knock on the door of the room, and as Kinn opened his mouth, "You can leave the house anytime you want, and you don't tell me, heh!, so why should I care? In the past week, I What will I do, where will I be? You don't even care."

"P! I told you to get out!"

"Then you ran away from home to be with Vegas! Did you hear what I said?!" I got up from my bed and stood in the doorway angrily listening to him say these words.

boom!boom!throat! !

"What did you do with Vegas!!"

"Damn Kinn!! If you do anything to my friend, I'll go out and beat you!" I yelled as I felt my patience run out.

"Then you come out!"

"What are you going to do!!" Our voices were very close, I swallowed heavily in my throat, my heart began to tremble, because my whole body was shaking and trembling, if there was no door to stop him, I would be wrong be stronger than now.

"go home!!"

"I'm not going back! I resign!!!" I yelled loud and clear.

"I won't let you resign!!" He also shouted back angrily.

"I want to resign!!" I don't know why he kept me, but he has made me see everything clearly.

"P!! I called the doorman, you go out!"

"You! The owner told me to leave, go out, don't let me do it." A deep voice threatened Kinn, I don't know why I had a flash of thought, want to go out and have a look...

"Kinn!!! You can go!" I interrupted them before they had a conflict, I wanted to rush him out, wait a little longer, I can't take it anymore, I'm going out to find him.

"No! Unless you go back with me."

"Porsche, don't come out! Make him crazy!" Tem's voice sounded, and I stood up and thought for a while.I want to go out and face it, but my legs are as hard as my heart is terribly weak, how many times do I have to hate myself hundreds of thousands of times?I am so weak.

"I told you to leave!"

"I do not go!!"

"I hate you bastard!!" I kicked the door hard, annoyed that the stubborn Kinn wouldn't listen, "I hate you bastard! I don't want to see your face! What the fuck are you trying to make me do? Ha!!! Do I go back, do I quit, what's wrong with you, why do you care? Ha!!" I yelled, emotionally until I was tired, like a madman!I'm still an idiot, I'm still a lunatic, yelling at the walls with my teeth bared and yelling at the door blocking me and Kinn, it's no use.No matter how sad I am, it's no different than how I feel now, and that's how it feels because of the wall that separates us, it's too high and thick to get through...

"What's the matter, Nong..." An old man's voice came from outside.

"Take him away, P, break into other people's rooms, and destroy things."

"Nong, get out of here if you don't want to cause trouble, or I'll call the police."

"Hey!!! You want to escape, you can escape, you can't escape from me, remember!" There were footsteps in the room, I thought Kinn had compromised the situation and left here, I was relieved I didn't open the door until after a while, and I saw Tem's eyes full of concern, and the person called Earth that Tem called at the beginning was discussing something with the guard.

"You, I apologize." I immediately apologized to Tem, some items on the bookshelf and desk were scattered all over the place, making me feel very guilty for putting my friend in this situation.

"He's such a mad dog!" Tem said angrily, and bent down to pack his things, and I rushed to help him.

"Is there any damage?" I asked worriedly, if something was damaged I would pay for it, because I was the one who caused this mess.

"If Nong insists, let it be. P will leave first, and call downstairs if you have anything to do." The doorman bowed his head and walked out of the room.

"Their husband and wife, Tem, why are you involved in it?" I turned to look at a strange figure, but I remember that there was almost a conflict in front of Tem's room. Earth is Tem's neighbor in the next room, and has frequent affairs. The guy with the hair, he stood with his arms crossed, his shoulders relaxed against the wall, and alternately looked at me and Tem.

"I want you to take care of it! And you are too nosy, you can get out of here." Tem continued to pack things on the ground indifferently.

"Your friend should have a good talk with his husband, but is it husband or wife? Huh." What kind of idiot is this? !I wonder if the pent-up feeling of wanting to stomp on Kinn will go away with the jerk.

"Earth, your mouth! Get out!!" Tem stood with his hands on his hips, turned around to look at Earth, who was smiling brightly at me, and I approached him with a displeased expression, and my feet started to itch ,asshole!

"By the way, what if it's a wife? Your friend can use it, if you want a new husband...P is still available, Nong." He winked at me until I couldn't take it anymore and was about to kick him face, but Tem stopped quickly and pulled me away from Earth, then he walked over and slapped Earth hard, and I stood there stunned.

"Bastard Tem!! I hurt!!" Earth rubbed his head lightly.

"Embarrass my friend!! Get out!" Tem reached for Earth's head, kicked his ass lightly with his foot, kicked him out of the room, and closed the door in his face, flashing, This bastard is still in the mood to give me a little heart, damn it! !You should go out and kick him to let him know that he is restrained.

"Leave him alone, he's just crazy," Tem said, relieved.

"I want to kick him in the face so much...but without him, I'd be worried about you and leave the room." I'm serious, the friend next door is a little bit kind, even though he's swearing, and then the consciousness seems to be just like what he said is flawed.

"Kinn is very jealous...but are you with Vegas at night?" Tem walked over to clean up the things on the floor, raised his eyebrows and asked me who was sitting next to help him.

"Hmmm... I don't know what happened to him to be so crazy." I said without thinking, making Tem completely silent, and continued to ask...

"The conclusion is that he is jealous?..."

"It's not jealousy. People like him are probably afraid that I and Vegas will join forces to burn down his house. No wonder he is so paranoid." I pursed my lips, suddenly feeling troubled by my own words.

"Oh oh oh oh oh oh, I will try to believe it, so what are you going to do next?"

"I'm quitting" I said forcefully...a momentary thought in my mind, but it was my deepest intention, because from now on I couldn't look at Kinn's face and get close to him like I used to.

...

..

Today, I came to school a little early because there was a sporting event with another university, so people wearing school polo shirts and other school polo shirts seemed more dense than usual, various colors, there were kiosks Selling things from students and outsiders, teaching has been suspended for three days because the event is relatively large, games have parades, stands, cheerleading, my academy is busy as it is the hope of all sports in the school.

I do taekwondo, judo, kendo [albeit with very little time to practice] but the seniors believe me to be a strong competitor for the competition, Tem is swimming and for Jom, the big game is football, we are very busy in the morning because first of all we have to play in the big stadium The opening ceremony was held, but the three of us came to find something to eat, because we didn't have much time to relax from evening to night.

"That's right on time!" Jom squinted at the passing female college students.I have to admit it's equally exciting, and it's good to keep your head clear when you see something new.I opened my mouth to accept the meatballs Tem fed into my mouth, my eyes flicked and I was a little surprised that I might be popular with girls before but lately guys are looking at me more and more if It's okay to look normal, whether they give you a coquettish look, or give me a sweet smile, it seems very strange.

"Ever since Porsche has a male wife, the hormones are so strong, that tender face over there looks at you like he's going to eat you." Jom still believes in my husband's position, Tem just smiles, I squint Looking at the coordinates that Jom said, I know that the person looking at me may be gay, maybe because he looks so thin, it should be shou, so cute, looking at me with a sweet smile, or if I can't change to like Girl, but I can change the way I used to be attacked.

"What are you doing, Tem?" Suddenly, Tem put his hand on my arm, then put his head on my shoulder and rubbed it back and forth, making goosebumps all over his body, disgusting, "What, I wake up Goosebumps!" I quickly pulled my arm out and Tem smiled.

"Cutting off your daydreams, receiving is receiving, don't think about being attacked." Tem said and laughed, how did he know what I was thinking.

"How did you know?"

"Your expression betrays you, you can't look at that bastard anymore, think far away." I sighed heavily, I didn't know what I was looking at, but my eyes were really looking at that person.

"Are you jealous? It's my wife." I pretended to tease the vomiting Tem.

"No, I can't take it, no! You two..." Jom, who just came back from buying water, just heard me tease Tem, his face was pale, as if someone was about to die.

"Ouch! Stop talking, I'm really going to throw up, over there... the male second has been walking around, a supporting role like me, please dodge first." He waved his hand towards the distance as he spoke. The waving newcomer nodded.

"Vegas is the male lead? Then who is the male lead?" Jom turned his head to look at Vegasd, then turned around and asked Tem.

"You talk too much, please be quiet." Tem scolded Jom, gagged his mouth with meatballs, just when Vegad came and stopped in front of me.

"Good morning, it's early in the morning." Vegas is wearing a polo shirt from another college, which is my competitor today.

"Hi, you're handsome" Tem said teasingly, I have to admit that he looks good in a neatly dressed Vegas for me today.

"You have to be handsome, or you won't be able to compare with the people here." Vegas joked.

"Then who are you here to cheer for? Between your own school and this person." Jom smiled brightly at Vegas, and Vegas turned his gaze to me and said a few words.

"No matter where the body is but my heart is always here." Vegas grinned, looking very proud of his bullshit, I twitched secretly, then giggled, I sneaked a glimpse of Tem and Jom face to face, a It looks like I'm going to spit it out.

"Did you eat? Let's go find something to eat?" I invited him, making Vegas raise his eyebrows and look surprised, nothing, I'm just ashamed of your stupid behavior just now.

"Let's go," he said at once, with a twinkle in his eye, and he seemed so pleased with what I said that he was grateful, and we went on foot to find simple food, and had been at the market for a long time, until we satisfied ourselves After buying all the things, we sat on a wooden table and started to organize the food in front of us.

"Do you want some drinks, I'll buy them for you?" Vegas suggested.

"I'll go buy it myself." I said politely, it's actually inconvenient, damn it!He pays for all my food, and every time I pick up the money to pay for it, he interrupts me every time to pay and show off.

"It's okay, it's better for me to buy it."

"... anything." I replied.Honestly, I'm too lazy to walk.I'll trouble you, Vegas, since you want to pamper me so nakedly, then you should do it to the end, to the end.

"Meh... well, you don't even have to twist yourself to do anything," Jom said, twisting his face at me until he got mad.

"Vegas isn't that bad, you...it's what you want." Jom looked behind Vegas and said, I couldn't help shaking my head, as long as Vegas is good or not, I clearly know his purpose, because he behaved Very clear, I don't have any doubts, but I have no feeling for him at all, no heartbeat, no excitement, feeling bad but not bad, more normal, completely different from Kinn, with Kinn I almost compromise myself to look Not like myself, but deep down, it was me that I showed him, and he was really in me.

"You..." Suddenly, Tem glanced at the market, frowning with displeasure, he called me and Jom until I had to roll my eyes the same way.

"Those Kinn's friends..." I shuddered when I saw Time, Te, Mew, and Kim, who was wearing a polo shirt at the same university as Vegas, at the market, but I couldn't even get Kinn's I didn't see any shadows, but just seeing a group of friends made my heart pound, I'm afraid it is! When will Kinn show up?I jumped out of my chair, but at the same moment Vegas walked behind me with a drink.

puff!I was about to turn around and leave here, but didn't notice Vegas, and let him bump into me with a glass of soda, splashing it all over my student shirt I borrowed from PBeam.

"Hey! Porsche! I'm so sorry." Vegas put the half spilled drink on the table, then took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped my drink-soaked shirt. I looked down at myself slowly, deeply Brown water was sprinkled on the right side of the face until it was completely soaked.

"It's okay, I didn't look back and turned around," I said, and wiped Vegas' hands away, pulling my shirt away from me so it wouldn't get colder and stickier.

"I said you have to go to the bathroom to wash up, and I'll buy you some tissues." Tem said and went straight to the convenience store.

"I'll take you to the bathroom," Vegas said, pulling my arm toward the bathroom.So I had to compromise and follow him by default, Jom had to watch what was on the table, so there was nothing to worry about.

I even put on a white shirt today, fuck!It’s someone else’s shirt. In fact, there is no rule for polo shirts, but they can be matched with any clothes. It’s up to you to wear a student uniform or sportswear, but most people choose to wear college polo shirts, but I didn’t go home and didn’t have many choices , so karma, and then the retribution came just in time!

The nearest restroom was crowded, but I didn't pay much attention to it, I unbuttoned my shirt as soon as I got to the counter by the sink, Vegas looked at me in shock, gaping and staring at me in disbelief, before I could go any further, He quickly grabbed my hand that was about to unbutton the last button of the student shirt and stopped me.

"Too many people." Vegas looked around.People started looking over and noticing what the hell I was doing with my shirt off.

"It's all men," I said casually, how embarrassed was I to swim in leggings?Showing your legs and breasts to half a college guy still doesn't feel anything.

"No, come here." Vegas said in a deep voice, and immediately pulled me into the bathroom, wait a minute!Are you coming in to find the light!

"Uh... this place is fine too, but... you get out first?" I pointed at Vegas, visually pressured him to tell him to leave, it didn't feel good to take it off outside just now, but in a tight place , and then you stare at me like this, do you think I dare?You are crazy!

"It's all men." Vegas said with a smile, but I don't think it's not funny at all, asshole!Let me undress outside and feel more at ease, it's too risky, I've been in this situation with Kinn before!I don't trust anyone.

"Get out," I said in a normal voice, and took a fierce look. Do you think I dare to take off my clothes? !If it's Tem, Jom, that's fine too, the more I feel like he's been dishonest with me and invested capital, I'm freaked out by what happened with Kinn, and remember to make sure it doesn't happen again!

"Alright, hehe" Vegas raised his hands, and still couldn't help laughing, I grabbed my student shirt, which was all unbuttoned, and then pulled it tight, watching Vegas unlock and walk out of the room.

"I'll give you a handkerchief to wipe your face and body too." Vegas handed me a handkerchief before he left, and I reached out to take it, and he glared at me slyly again until I had to yell and chase him away.

"Let's go" he nodded, and then he really walked away. As soon as he went out, Vegas stopped and kept calling a name, which made me stunned, and I stood stiffly.I can't do anything, I'm not sure if I'm deaf.

"Second brother..." Vegas said softly, and only for a moment Kinn's face appeared in front of me, wiping his wet hands with a tissue, as if it was a coincidence that he ran in, so he met me and Vegas.

"What are you doing?" said the icy voice, with an increasingly tense expression on his face, his eyes looking at me from head to toe. Only once did I know what Kinn was thinking?

"..." Vegas and I were silent.

"Porsche!..."

boom!Before I could let him step in, I quickly closed the door and bolted it fast, and I leaned against the wall, feeling my heart skip a beat, trying to act normal I haven't had inattention since morning, God ah! !

"Open!! he yelled.

"Second brother, this is the school," Vegas said in a deterrent manner.

"Then what are you going to do in there?"

"...What's wrong with the second brother? Why are you so angry?"

"I asked what you were doing in there!"

"…At once…"

"..."

"What do you want to think?" Vegas' answer made me frown.It suddenly adjusted its tone and sounded harsh, which surprised me.

"Vegas!"

"Hey, Kinn...it's school! Calm down." I recognized Time's voice, and the sound of Kinn's friend rushing into the bathroom.

"Bastard Vegas, are you going to play like this with me?"

"...Is it so fun?" The tone of the challenge was different from the bright and cheerful one at the beginning. I frowned and listened intently to the words outside that were unwilling to compromise and continue to conflict.

"Enough is enough, Kinn get out"

"Asshole! You and I ain't gonna end it"

"...what do you love"

"That's enough for you, Vegas, let's go Kinn!!" I could feel the chaos outside, I could hear everything clearly, but I couldn't understand anything at all. I really wanted to leave, but I was afraid that the matter would not end. Time, everything quieted down, as if it was normal again, I sat on the toilet seat for a long time to calm down, force everything to be normal, and then start to deal with my situation.

"Are you ok?..." As soon as I came out of the bathroom, Tem, Jom, and Vegas were waiting for me in front of the corridor at the door.

"Go to the gym quickly." He walked over and patted me on the shoulder lightly.

"Call me if you have anything to do. That afternoon, I'll go cheer." I nodded and separated from Vegas. Vegas looked worried. I took the bag from Tem and walked to the gym.

I'm unsettled by the incident just now, it has been affecting my mental state, due to the pressure and pushing myself, it obviously made me feel stressed, afraid that the feeling of what happened will affect today's game...

I changed into the kendo uniform, and then I closed my eyes and meditated for a moment, trying to get rid of Kinn's face embedded in my mind, and I wanted to apologize to myself a hundred times a thousand times, sorry for hurting myself again and again, sorry for my weakness.Sorry to have to think about him all the time, sorry to lie to myself and say it's ok...but inside!It was so traumatizing it was almost unbearable and I kept repressing my feelings not knowing when it would explode and let me not explode too quickly because everyone cheering on the sidelines expected so much from me.

"PacharaKittisawat from xxx University" Hearing my name, I walked into the field and kept my head as clear as possible When the game started, I knew that I was not doing well, even if I didn't think about it, but it really couldn't because Kinn's face is still in my mind, his face is so fixed in my mind, lingering.

"Pay attention, Porsche." You look like you're floating, are you asleep? "PBeam handed me water and a cold towel, the afternoon and final match was judo. I changed and warmed up on the sidelines. Judo is what I do best. If I don't perform well, it's because of my own. Skills have declined. And don't focus on what you're doing.

I glanced at the cheering seat, Vegas waved to me, together with Jom and Tem, the swimming competition is over, come and cheer for me in the last round, when the referee gave the signal, I walked in front of the opponent, bowed my head slightly, and started The game, everything went the way I wanted it to.Sometimes I'm able to lock in and try to finish the race a few times quickly, and even though I'm pretty strong, the competition is strong, so I have to focus really hard, get the distractions out of my head, move the action fast, and get into the game in front of me. Contest.

But at this moment, I saw something flickering out of the corner of my eye, distracted my thoughts, turned around and looked towards the door, a familiar tall figure walked by with his friends, Kinn folded his arms, tense Watching my game, I lost focus and gave the opponent a chance to lift me up, throw my back on the ground, and knock me out 100% of the time, giving the opponent an instant win.

I still closed my eyes and sighed tiredly, and finally I lost

And I also admit that I really lost.Losing let the obsessive emotions take over the mind again...

"Sorry" I apologized to the senior as soon as I left the venue, PBeam and the senior senior seemed disappointed, but he came over to comfort me anyway, I felt bad, like crazy, because I was the cause, causing widespread Affect, because I can't manage myself very well, so now everyone is disappointed with this result.

In a bad mood... the seniors expected a lot from me too, I know, it's an honor for the school and the college, but it failed and failed like a fool, just because I couldn't help myself when I saw that jerk coming in up?

With all the stress of the day, I was sitting alone in the dressing room, exhausted, others had already started leaving the gym to occupy seats and watch traditional sports like football, the highlight of the game, two of my friends left first Yes, because Jom had to prepare for the match, and I was still wearing the same judo uniform, without the slightest urge to move, not even to change clothes.

"Porsche!" A muffled voice came from behind, and I quickly turned around in shock because I remembered the tone so well.

"Hurry up and pack up your things and come home with me." Kinn walked towards me expressionlessly.

"..." I got up from my chair and stood, staring at him quietly, everything around me seemed to stop, even though I knew Kinn stopped in front of me, I couldn't move my legs, his hand grabbed My arm grabbed hard towards myself.

"Why are you running away from me? Ha!" Kinn yelled at me so hard that I mustered all my strength, flung my arms and backed away.

"let me go!"

"Why are you avoiding me?!" He came closer again, and my body involuntarily fell backwards until I hit a locker.

"Back off!" I pushed his chest with all my strength, but I felt that my current strength was too weak.

"Why? Can't I get close to you now? Oh! Or does it have to be Vegas? You allow me to touch you." I looked at Kinn angrily, and the tingling sensation returned, and his heart suddenly fell into a trembling, no matter what Whether it was his words or his voice, and seeing his face so close, for the first time in days, the emotional turmoil of a whole week came again.

"What the fuck are you talking about!" I snapped back and realized how dissatisfied I was looking at him now, that instead of caring about what was bothering me, he would just blame and focus more on others things rather than my feelings.If he thinks Vegas and I have something to do with each other, I really have nothing to say.

"Hmph, do you think I'm so stupid that you can't even see what you are doing!!" I clenched my fists.In the end, Kinn is still the bastard who doesn't know me, doesn't he even know what kind of person I am?What's wrong with guessing wrong?Someone like him would care about how I feel now, never before. I gritted my teeth and looked at those sneering eyes looking at me with contempt, "Can't help but behave like this at school?!" He approached Yes, squeeze my body tightly.There was a sneer on his face, but his voice and eyes were so fierce that I couldn't bear it.

"Kinn!!!" I shoved his chest away fearlessly.

"Don't think I'm stupid enough to believe you when you say you have nothing to do with Vegas!"

"Yeah! You're stupid!! You don't think other people are like you!" My patience thread was torn.I grab Kinn by the polo collar and hold it tight with trembling hands.

"Tell me how I am!!" Just looking at his eyes now makes one's heart ache, bastard! !How could you break my heart like this!He stood still, didn't want to reach out to protect himself, let me tug hard on his shirt collar, once thought it would block my eyes every time, today it is empty... makes me still feel lost.

"I'm not showing mercy like you are!" Although I yelled in his face, I could still feel the uncontrollable trembling.

"I didn't say you were merciless, I just said you fucked with Vegas!" The tone and demeanor was so insulting to me that I was almost venting, too much, Kinn!

"You really want me to be with him, right?! Hmph!!" I threw Kinn's body on the ground forcefully, stepped forward and raised my fist, ready to punch him, to vent my frustration for days feel.

"...you and him are already together!" His voice continued to growl, his eyes fixed on my fist hanging in the air, and he accepted the challenge, "Come on Porsche, dare you!" Kinn stepped forward in awe , he pulled my dress up to his chest, challenging my gaze mercilessly.

"Okay! I will be with him, and you will be satisfied, right? If I do that, you will be satisfied and won't mess with me again, right?" Trying to break free, the whole body began to tremble, and he didn't even have the strength to hold it up.

"I will definitely not interfere! You don't have to worry." My heart was tightly squeezed together, my chest hurt, and my hands hanging in mid-air were clenched tighter than before. I was very angry with myself because he said I wanted to punch him in the face with all my strength after saying such hurtful words.But I couldn't, and I vented my pain by pounding my fist hard on the ground, getting a little closer to Kinn's face.I can't, I still don't want to hurt him, even though he hurts me so much now, by making me hurt like never before, how many times!When will I learn my lesson!damn it! ! !

Since it hurts so much, let the pain be the most thorough, let me repeat it physically and mentally.

Let me know what I'm working on now!And will stop this tragic moment.

"Then don't mess with me." I couldn't hold back or hide the emotion anymore, the strength I'd been trying to swallow, now it was thinning, and the tears trickled down until I saw Kinn's face start Blurred, I pounded my fists against the hard ground until I felt fluid ooze, but strangely, I was numb and not as aching as my heart.

"Porsche! What are you doing!!" Kinn said in shock, he quickly grabbed my wrist and resisted hard, preventing me from hitting the ground again and again.

"Why should you care about me?!" I tried to swing my arm, but Kinn held it tight.

"Porsche!! What nerves are you!!" Kinn looked at me in shock, tears filled my eyes and slowly flowed down my cheeks, I felt very