I got four guys to take the initiative

Anyway, his heartbeat didn't have much time left to beat, so let it flow.

Then he looked at Lin An, looked at his suppressed restless eyes, and there was sweetness and pain in his heart at the same time.His life was so short, so short that nothing happened yet, yet he was able to experience the joy of falling in love with someone in such a short period of time.

Seeing Lin An eagerly caring about him, Lu Ziyao felt dazed for a while.

He really wants, really wants to tell him desperately that he likes him, really likes him, really likes him.

Say it right now.Lin An, I like you!I really like you...I like you so much that I can't say anything else, pale and powerless.

He has no future, so what's wrong with doing some extreme behavior recklessly?

But when it came to the lips, it was still a joke.

"However, once you hug me, I won't be in so much pain?"

What he didn't want to leave at the end of his memory was Lin An's bewildered and disgusted face.How dare he gamble?

But the body uncontrollably wants to get close to him, kiss him, hug him.

So he did the same.Holding Lin An's hand, confining him in his arms, stroking his soft temple hair, he has never been so close to him like this moment.

God, it wouldn't hurt if I kissed him before I died, right?

Lu Ziyao scratched his mind and scratched his liver.

But Lin An would not be willing.If he forces him to accept this kiss, how is it different from his father?

So, he ended up doing nothing.

"Nothing, I just wanted to see you."

before i die.

He is not afraid.But he had no time to be afraid.

I can't do too much, and Lu Ziyao's greatest wish is to spend more time with Lin An in the remaining time.He could see that Lin An had something on his mind.As usual, he accompanied Lin An to the cafeteria for dinner.

He didn't expect to meet Tan Xiaoxiao when he was putting the dinner plate away.Thinking of the girl's threats to him before, Lu Ziyao was always upset and didn't give him a good face.

But Lin An still showed that unpromising performance, blushing, unable to let out a fart.

Lu Ziyao gritted his back molars, feeling that the already painful joints in his body became more uncomfortable.So when the two of them were seated, he didn't say a word for a while, and started to be dazed.

"Lu Ziyao," Lin An called him, his voice as soft as a gust of wind.

"I, I am the best in this world except for my sister, you and me."

Lin An stuffed food into his mouth and muttered.

Lu Ziyao didn't know what stimulated him, but these words did make his tortured heart feel better.

"How sweet mouth."

Lu Ziyao tried his best to make his voice not so weak, and patted Lin An's head, "Why do you want to deceive me again?"

Lin An shook his head like a rattle.

"I, I don't." Then he looked over seriously, "Lu Ziyao, I was just thinking that we will be good friends for life."

Lu Ziyao put down the spoon.He felt that the noise of the cafeteria was gradually moving away from him.

He looked into those clear eyes.Tighten so as not to make the voice tremble too much.

"...This is not necessarily the case. You will meet more people and have better friends in the future."

"I won't, I won't make friends, just have you alone."

As Lin An spoke, he buried his head in his meal, his ears felt hot, and he was obviously embarrassed.Lu Ziyao has always known that Lin An belongs to the snail. Don't look at how happy he was to make friends with him at the beginning, but when facing other people, he always stretches out his tentacles to test carefully, and retracts into his shell if something goes wrong.

Lu Ziyao suddenly realized a heavy fact.

He is really leaving.And he just walked away.

And he didn't want Lin An to know what happened to him.not at all.If he died, he wouldn't be handsome at all...and Lin An would be very sad.

He was sure that Lin An would be hit hard by his passing, just as he was sure that Lin An would not like him.I remember that the stray cat that Lin An picked up died. Although he didn't cry, he was in a daze for a long time.

Since then, he has known that Lin An's fear of death is much deeper than others.

He suddenly didn't dare to think about such a picture.

He didn't like Lin An because he left and returned to that state.

"Will do."

Lu Ziyao insisted.

Then he suddenly laughed.

"Let's not talk about that," Lu Ziyao pretended to be interested. "Don't you like Tan Xiaoxiao? In fact, she also likes you a little bit. Really, why don't you write her a love letter?"

Without hesitation, Lu Ziyao made a decision.

He wants to completely and completely separate from Lin An's life.

Lu Ziyao thought that no one in the world knew Lin An better than him.So it didn't take much effort to convince him to write a love letter to Tan Xiaoxiao.

During the lunch break, he glanced at Lin An's empty seat and knew that this fool had slipped away to write a love letter.

So he squinted, and while bathing in the afternoon sunlight leaking from the window, he tapped Tan Xiaoxiao's desk next door with his knuckles.Tan Xiaoxiao was furiously writing to fill in her Chinese homework. She didn't lift her head when she knocked the first time, and looked up at him expressionlessly after the third knock.

"court death?"

Lu Ziyao laughed angrily when he heard this.I really don't know what Lin An likes about this girl. From head to toe, there are as many eyes as a sieve.Thinking of this, the guilt in his heart eased a little.

"Something happened."

Lu Ziyao said lightly.

Tan Xiaoxiao didn't get any ink marks, so she stood up after throwing away the pen, and walked out of the classroom lightly.

Lu Ziyao glanced at the classroom, made sure that most of the people were taking a nap, and followed him out.

"Let the fart go."

As soon as he arrived in the corridor, Lu Ziyao saw Tan Xiaoxiao crossing his arms, without a smile on his face.

"Everyone has been beaten, don't tell me I'm afraid now, that man has threatened Lili for a long time!"

Speaking of this, Tan Xiaoxiao finally brought out some age-appropriate anger in his lowered voice.

"I wanted to ask you to do me a favor."

Lu Ziyao didn't answer her.As he spoke, he bent down solemnly and bowed to her, and took several seconds to straighten up again.

Then he saw Tan Xiaoxiao staring at him.

The corridors are very quiet.

"I want to lie to Lin An."

Lu Ziyao said softly.

One second, I was still looking at Lu Ziyao, and the next second, I found myself lying on the desk, surrounded by the chaotic discussions of the students.

How am I here?

My head is messed up.For a while, I was Lin An, a good young man who was born and raised under the Five-Star Red flag, and for a while, I was the supporting actor in a book, Redlian.

Countless pictures rushed in my mind, causing me to sit motionless in my seat for a while.

"Ouch, who wrote you a love letter? It's just stuffed in a drawer!"

Suddenly, I heard someone laugh loudly.

I subconsciously turned my head to look, and saw a young boy sitting loosely on the desk with his hands in his pockets, holding a letter in his hand.Everyone in the class was attracted by him, and after a moment of silence, there was a burst of exclamation.

"Someone wrote a love letter to Tan Xiaoxiao!"

My heart suddenly flustered for no reason.I was lost, but instinctively felt that it had something to do with me.

"Let me see who wrote it... Isn't this Lin An's name?" The young boy opened the intact letter, then opened the letter paper and showed it to everyone, with mockery in his eyes.

"Lin An, you originally liked Tan Xiaoxiao?"

As he spoke, he looked at me.

I?

I felt my heart beating like thunder, but I was very hesitant.But the body has stood up involuntarily.

At this time, the whole class had already started to boo, they kept shouting "Lin An likes Tan Xiaoxiao!", "Oh oh, Lin An wrote a love letter to Tan Xiaoxiao!"

Probably such excitement is really worth watching. If you don't participate, you will seem to be divorced from the whole group.

"Lu Ziyao..."

I heard myself shouting, crying in my voice.

Lu Ziyao—the person who has long since disappeared from my vitality.

But he stopped looking at me and turned to look at the owner of the table he was sitting at.A very cute girl.

"Tan Xiaoxiao, relying on him, wants to chase you... Do you like Lin An?"

The girl didn't look at me either, with a heroine-like smile on her face.

"do not like."

"That's right, who would like such a rustic and stupid person?"

As Lu Ziyao said, he split the piece of paper on which the youth's feelings were written with his hands into two.

"I'll answer for you!"

The whole class seemed to be ignited by his action and began to roar with laughter.It was like a comedy of absurdities, everyone was smiling, and I was starting to get a little breathless.

"Lu Ziyao, obviously you asked me to...let me write..."

I heard myself stammering.

"Lin An."

Lu Ziyao looked at me with indifferent eyes, but the corners of his mouth turned up.

"Do you know how tiring it is to be friends with someone like you?"

He suddenly put a hand on Tan Xiaoxiao's body, "Who asked you to write it? I was just joking, I can't even hear it, you are too stupid."

As he said that, Tan Xiaoxiao stood up cooperatively under his gaze, and the two suddenly hugged each other as if they had some unspeakable tacit understanding.

"Let me tell you one more thing, Lin An."

As Lu Ziyao said, he kissed Tan Xiaoxiao's forehead in front of everyone.

"She likes me."

The whole class boiled again.

Screams came and went, and I watched this scene passively, and suddenly felt like my soul was frozen and pulled away, watching the entire classroom from the perspective of God.Dreams and reality overlap.I was finally able to see clearly.

Yes.This is my worst past.In the past, I stood there helplessly like a clown, watching the love letters falling on the ground, tears falling on the ground.Feeling betrayed by a close friend.

But is this really the case?

"You don't like the ending, do you?"

A voice whispered in my ear.

"You want to change that, don't you?"

"I can rewrite it for you now, if you nod."

The voice said persuasively.

I subconsciously wanted to nod.

But at this moment, my eyes suddenly captured the smallest corners of the whole scene like the lens of a camera.I can see the eyes of "Lu Ziyao", the protagonist of this carnival.A tear had formed in the corner of his eye at some point, and he was about to wipe it away with his hand.

Why be sad?

why?

Isn't he a winner?

Thousands of questions suddenly burst out in my heart, which made me hesitate to nod.

Lu Ziyao...

Lu Ziyao.

Lu Ziyao.

I thought about this name repeatedly in my heart, and then I felt that my brain suddenly hurt like being pricked by a needle.Numerous scenes began to flash back.

Those pasts that were friends with Lu Ziyao, and the ending like a bolt from the blue.

I think everyone is laughing at me, I can't understand why my former best friend treat me like this.It was he who made me confess, it was he who told me that Tan Xiaoxiao also liked me, I believed him so much...

The author says:

Understand that the Xiaolu who made such a brave behavior is still a student who thinks about it when he thinks about it [] can be linked to Chapter 73