lonely patient

"I wish you happiness" may be the biggest lie in this world.

At least when I said this, what I thought was that your marriage would be broken, and you would die alone. For the rest of your life, when you think of me every day, you will be tortured by pain and regret.

After all, I can't be a kind and good person, even if I'm about to die, I hope that Wen Luming's light will go out with me, and never shine on others again.

But I know it won't.

He deserves all the happiness in the world, leaving someone like me is the most correct choice.

I heard the sound of Wen Luming leaving, and the door of the ward closed, isolating me from his world forever.

Will this be our last... I don't know.

My back tensed from the pain, and I curled up like a boiled shrimp, my hands clenched into fists to cover my lower abdomen, and the cold sweat quickly wet the broken hair on my forehead.

I couldn't tell whether it was the pain in my body or my heart. When I saw the invitation card on the bedside and thought of the ring on Wen Luming's hand, tears silently wet my cheeks.

I just fell in love with someone, and I didn't do anything heinous, why did it make me so sad?

Later, I passed out from the pain, and when I woke up again with a needle in my hand, Luna was sitting on the edge of the bed, the female alpha with exquisite and indestructible makeup frowned, as if she had aged several years overnight.

Seeing me wake up, she opened her mouth, wanted to say something but just sighed.

I looked down at my hands and said softly, "I want to be discharged from the hospital."

"Yan Qiao..."

"Call me a lawyer first."

Luna frowned alertly: "What are you going to do?"

I smiled at her, "There are some things that need to be planned early, otherwise I'm afraid I'll forget them in the future."

I spent an evening with a lawyer dealing with property and drafting a will.Except for the parts related to the Yan family, my own property is not too much. The building donated to the school has already taken up a large part of it. I have left some for Xu Yang's family and given some to Xu Yang's family. Wen Luming made a wedding gift, and donated the rest to medical charities.

People come and go alone alone. I don't feel scared when facing death, but feel a little relaxed.

After dealing with all this, I went through the discharge procedures overnight, but the doctor couldn't resist, so he had to prescribe some medicine for me and let me leave the hospital.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the car drove out of the underground garage, an arrogant sports car came in the opposite direction and drove straight towards me and Luna. The speed of the two cars was not high, but the aftermath of the accident still made me feel anxious.Luna in the driver's seat slammed the steering wheel, but the people on the other side did not avoid it, and the two cars finally stopped until they forced us to the side of the road.

Just as Luna was about to unbuckle her seat belt and get out of the car, the person on the other side opened the door first and got out. After a closer look, it turned out to be the angry Qin Bei.

Qin Bei strode over and opened my car door. Before I could react, he dragged me out of the back seat by my collar and punched me hard in the face.

"You sit still!" he yelled at Luna, before slamming the car door.

"What are you doing..." I was stunned by the beating, and before I could finish my sentence, I was punched in the face again.This time I was a little prepared and barely avoided it, but Qin Bei kicked me down, pointed at my nose and yelled, "Fuck you, Yan Qiao! How dare you do such a big thing!" Lie it to me!"

This time I finally realized that he might know something.

In the past, I would never have allowed him to beat and scold me, but now I don't care about it, and I know I'm wrong, so I sat up in this position and said stubbornly, "What did I hide from you?"

Qin Bei ignored me, turning around like a furious lion, as if ready to pounce on me at any moment.

"Where are you going now?" He stared at me, his eyes seemed to burst with anger, "I ask you, where are you going to go now if you don't fucking stay in the hospital!"

"I," I opened my mouth, my arrogance weakened, "I'm going home..."

In fact, I didn't think about what to do next, and now I just want to go home and have a good sleep.

Qin Bei was even more angry, "Go home... go home and wait to die, right? Well, good Yan Qiao, you don't want a family or a brother for a man, and now you don't even want your life. You are so fucking good."

"It's nothing to do with him, I'm just too tired." I said softly.

I am too tired.

From the day we parted until now, I haven't been tired for a moment.I tortured myself and Wen Luming, and now I think about it, if I were him, I would also want to run away and choose someone who can make myself more relaxed.

Luckily I won't bother him any more.He still has a long life, enough time to forget me and start a new life of his own.

Seeing me so lifeless, Qin Bei was angry and helpless, and asked bitterly, "Does Wen Luming know?"

I shook my head, "There's no need to tell him. He has enough sympathy and compassion for me. I didn't expect these things to bind him in the end."

"Don't tell him either." I looked up at Qin Bei, "Brother, I beg you."

Qin Bei stared at me, and scratched his hair irritably, "I can't figure it out, stay together if you like it, separate if you don't like it, why did such a simple thing happen like this?"

I smiled softly, "I can't figure it out either."

In the end he still couldn't stop me from leaving the hospital.

I was sitting in Qin Bei's co-pilot, watching the pointer on the dashboard fling out, jokingly asked: "Why, are you planning to take me to the end?"

He took a moment to glance at me and said, "You're tired of working anyway."

That being said, after venting, he slowed down slowly, and after a long while, he seemed to say unintentionally: "Let me go out for a walk with you, whether it's Japan or Europe, go for a walk, maybe Just thought about it."

I propped my head up, looked at the receding lights and buildings outside the window, shook my head and said, "Forget it, don't bother."

Here, at least I can say to myself that Wen Luming and I breathe the same air and see the same sky.I've seen a lot of bustling places outside, and now I just want to be closer to him.

After getting out of the car, Qin Bei took the initiative to carry the suitcase for me. I said it was just filled with some medicine, but he told me to shut up.

The home is still the same as when I left. It was late at night, and I was eroded by sleepiness. I went to the sofa and lay down, yawned and said to Qin Bei: "You can do what you want."

He ignored me, squatting on the edge of the coffee table, opened the suitcase and put out all the medicine bottles inside, carefully looking at each bottle.I couldn't help laughing, and asked with a light snort, "Do you understand me?"

He raised his eyes to look over, and said in a bad mood: "Understandable, it says on each bottle that you will live soon."

Under the dim light, I clearly saw the corners of Qin Bei's eyes turn red.

"How did you know I was in the hospital?" I asked.

He looked at me like a fool and said, "Because my family runs the hospital."

I was so confused that I forgot even this.

"Don't worry, I didn't tell your brother." Qin Bei said, "but he will know sooner or later."

I sighed softly, "Let's talk about it, I didn't expect to hide it from him until death. At worst, I will get beaten again."

"I don't know what you think about Yan Qiao." Qin Bei took a deep breath, his eyes turned even redder, "When a person dies, everything is gone, whether you want to be with him or what you want, First of all, you have to live, and only if you live can you have hope.”

"You don't understand." I shook my head, looking at a corner in the air, "He's married."

Qin Bei was stunned, "...what?"

"The kind of marriage that is registered and obtained." Mentioning these two words, I had to take a deep breath before I could continue, "He may have permanently marked that omega. You are an alpha, and you know what this means better than me. what."

As I said that, I unconsciously showed a self-deprecating smile, "If I can continue to pester him like this, then I'm too shameless."

Of course, Qin Bei understands the bond between Alpha and Omega better than I do. Listening to me, he has no way to continue to refute.

"I've seen his omega. It's clean. I study the same major as him. We should have a lot of conversations together." I said, "Some things may be really hard to come by, I admit it."

In the past, no matter how unreasonably I made trouble, contradicted what I promised, entangled Wen Luming, tortured each other, it was between the two of us.

But it’s different now. Love may not come first, but marriage does. No matter what I do in the future, I will be a shameless third party who meddles in other people’s families.

I seem to be in a dead end.

Smart people have chosen to start a new life, paranoid like me, still trapped in the same cocoon.

The author says:

Originally, it was a goofy article. If you don’t like to read it, you don’t have to read it.

My writing progress is generally 2-3 faster than what I sent out. I have already thought about what to write after the chapter, so I will not be affected by comments and change the plot. Everyone has different standards for crematoriums. I can’t write exactly as you want. I don't think I can stand it anymore, I suggest you quit as soon as possible

The ending is that he will not change, there may be a be episode, or there may not be.