What to do if you have a crush on Party A

On the way back to the dormitory from the hotel, Ming Zhen's whole mind seemed to be stuffed with a ball of paste, so confused that he couldn't think at all.

It was past 11 o'clock, and the door of the dormitory was closed early. Looking at the dormitory supervisor's room, which was still lit, he knocked on the iron door in a hurry, calling anxiously for his aunt to open the door for him.

The housekeeper aunt opened the door for a general training, and registered his name before letting him go.Ming Zhen never knew that she could run so fast, and ran to the dormitory in one breath.A few people in the dormitory were still up, seeing him come back and jokingly asked why it was so late.Ming Zhen ran so fast that she didn't have time to reply at all. As soon as she entered the door, she poured half a bottle of water, unable to calm down for a long time.

Ding dong ding dong sounded the message in his trouser pocket, he took it out, luckily it was Mai Wenche.Mai Wenche asked him if he had received the watch and if he liked it.

Ming Zhen took a photo with her hands shaking, and replied to him: [It's very suitable, I like it very much. 】

The realization of "Tao Lirui is gay and likes him" was so shocking that he couldn't calm down at all. At this moment, he really needed someone to sort out the news with him, but he didn't know who to talk to.

Mai Wenche sent another message, saying: [When I picked out the dial, I tried it on myself, and the size really fits well. 】

The name under Mai Wenche on WeChat is Tao Lirui, and during the day, he sent a message saying that he would have dinner with his mother at night, telling Ming Zhen not to wait for him.

Ming Zhen hadn't recovered from the shock at this moment, and couldn't face the name Tao Lirui squarely, so she threw the phone on the bed out of sight and out of mind.

But the one who should come is still here, and soon Tao Lirui still sent him a message, mostly confessing to him, saying that he didn't want to be his good friend anymore, saying that he fell in love with Ming Zhen from the first time he saw him, saying that he would Those who like Ming Zhen show how much hope Zhen gave him, saying that he came out with his mother today because he wanted to stay in City A and be with Ming Zhen...

However, Ming Zhen looked at the confession messages one by one, and what she felt was not the joy of being liked by others, nor the guilt of letting others down, but a little disgusting-anyone, the private parts of anyone who has no love If you touch it, you will subconsciously feel disgusted.When he thought of the hand on his lower abdomen, he felt...uncomfortable, that kind of uncomfortable discomfort.

You only regard a friend as a friend, but this friend has been scheming to get close to you, and he feels blocked in his heart.

What's worse, he thought of himself and Mai Wenche, and his whole body was filled with guilt in an instant.

No reply from Ming Zhen, the phone finally quieted down.

And this kind of boredom with nowhere to confide was suppressed in his heart, haunting Ming Zhen all night.

The next day, Tao Lirui came to the dormitory to look for Ming Zhen.At that time there was a roommate, Tao Lirui was apprehensive, and wanted to find a secluded place to say something, but Ming Zhen refused: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

"You——" Tao Lirui looked at the roommate next to him who was playing games without headphones, his eyes instantly misted with grievance, and he turned away without saying a word with red eyes.

Only then did Ming Zhen feel that she had gone too far, and followed her out the door. Tao Lirui heard footsteps and turned around hopefully.Ming Zhen closed the dormitory door and stood under the corridor. The dim light hit his face so that he couldn't see the expression clearly. He said, "I think it's more appropriate for us to be ordinary classmates."

After speaking, he unscrewed the doorknob again and stepped into the door.

Ming Zhen has never had the experience of rejecting others, he only knows that he doesn't like Tao Lirui, and he doesn't know how to say it so that the other party won't get hurt.He hated himself for not being a well-rounded person, and he couldn't find a suitable solution for this kind of problem.

Later, Mai Wenche sent a message to ask Ming Zhen whether the news that the girl from the Polytechnic University was almost sexually assaulted by taking a shortcut through the back door was true.

Ming Zhen: [It should be true, the counselor also specially sent a message to remind everyone to pay attention to safety when returning home late. 】

Mai Wenche: [Hey, a girl, why don't you pay attention to safety, and go back to the mountain so late. 】

I don't know if Tao Lirui's incident affected Ming Zhen's mood, but after seeing Mai Wenche's reply, Ming Zhen was inexplicably angry: 【You are the victim of guilt! 】

McWenche: [Why do I say that the victim is guilty? 】

Ming Zhen: 【This girl is not wrong!You shouldn't accuse this girl! 】

Mai Wenche: [Of course I know that the perpetrator is the unforgivable one, but a gentleman does not stand behind a dangerous wall. She chose to walk such a dark path in the middle of the night, so she should take precautions against the risk. 】

Mai Wenche: [Not all people in the world are good people, you must not have the heart to harm others, but you must have the heart to guard against others! 】

Ming Zhen seemed to look at Mai Wenche sitting in front of her, pointed at him and said, "Yes, you are a victim, but a gentleman does not stand behind a dangerous wall, and you should take precautions against risks when you go out to open a house with others. "

——Although he knew that such an analogy seemed wrong, Ming Zhen felt a great grievance, the grievance that the other party did not stand on the same front as him.

Why are you wronged and why are you angry? It is because you have expectations for him, expecting him to understand you and support you. If it is a stranger, if he says something that makes you uncomfortable, you can just smile at most, you will not Care what this person thinks, you don't expect him to understand you.

Then, he suddenly understood a truth. The reason why unrequited love makes people feel wronged is because all emotional ups and downs are not qualified.

Because someone who is not him is not qualified to lose his temper, is not qualified to ask the other party to speak according to his own will, and is not qualified to ask the other party not to be angry after an argument.

Ming Zhen likes Mai Wenche, but he has never felt wronged by him. He used to be willing to think that liking someone is not asking for anything in return, but at this moment he clearly knows that he has "not reconciled".

I am not his who.

I am not eligible.

When I was young, Ming Zhen watched the animal world with my father. I saw a drought in the African grasslands, and the vegetation was sparse. A hungry lion was lurking and ready to hunt.However, the lion was too old, it staggered and couldn't catch up with the antelope herd, and it was dying without eating for a long time.However, the lion did not give up, and after sneak attacks again and again, it finally bit a single antelope.At that time, Xiao Mingzhen didn't have any compassion for the weak, but that scene was deeply imprinted in his mind and shocked him a lot.So when he was young, he had a tenacity, and he must do what he decided to do, otherwise he would feel bad.

He often feels that he is a person with deep obsessions. He helped his grandmother install street lights in the community, and he succeeded many times. When he was a freshman, he wanted to change his major and worked hard. successful.

He doesn't think obsession is a bad thing, and even thinks it's one of his few good qualities.

Only emotion, obsession is useless.

If you fall in love with someone who has no results, obsession will only make yourself more painful.

In that instant, he decided to give up this hopeless unrequited love.

There is no end, no dawn.

A person's life is so short, it is enough to meet love.

Ming Zhen has two autumn recruit offers that have passed the interview, one is in City A, a second-tier Internet company, and the other is in City B, a well-known company in the industry.

When Mai Wenche asked about it two days ago, his first choice was City A. Although it is the second echelon, after all, this is the place where he lived in college for several years, and it is also closer to Mai Wenche.

However, if he decided to give up his feelings for Mai Wenche, there would be nothing worth nostalgic about in City A, after all, the offer in City B was more attractive.

Ming Zhen didn't tell Mai Wenche about her decision to join the job in City B.Firstly, I haven’t officially joined the job yet, so I don’t know if there will be any changes. It’s okay to talk about it when it stabilizes; secondly, I have decided to return to my friends in the future anyway.

Ming Zhen will take the train to City B early tomorrow morning, and he will pack his things when he wakes up in the morning.

He was the last person to leave the dormitory. One roommate went back to his hometown to find a job, and he had already packed everything; the other two roommates rented a house outside for the convenience of commuting.

Ming Zhen has always been alienated from the people in the dormitory. In theory, there is nothing to miss, so she shouldn't feel sad.

However, looking around the empty dormitory, he felt empty in his heart.

Probably because I'm leaving school tomorrow, I'm so sad.

Although I have not yet graduated, I have embarked on the road of work after all, and I am ready to start a new journey in life.After tomorrow, the friends who meet again are alumni, and returning to school is returning to their alma mater.At any rate, we have been facing each other day and night for several years, and there has not been any major conflicts, and we get along politely and harmoniously. People are somewhat emotional, right?

After posting for a while, I was pulled back from my thoughts by the sound of the mobile phone message.

Mai Wenche: [I have exceeded my monthly sales again!My leader asked me to lead a sales team independently from next month! 】

Ming Zhen raised the corners of her mouth from the bottom of her heart, and replied with an emoji of "Awesome".

Then there were a lot of messages sent over there crackling.

Mai Wenche: [Just came out of the leader's office, I couldn't help but tell you first after confirming it. 】

[Although it will only start next month, I must share my glorious moment with you. 】

[What are you doing tonight, come out for dinner and celebrate! 】

Ming Zhen replied "OK", thought for a while and then replied, "I won't go out to eat, I'll make it for you."

Mai Wenche sent the emoticon of biting the flesh of his cheek. From the emoticon, he could feel that the person on the other side of the radio wave must also be smiling.

Ming Zhen grinned at the corners of her mouth, lowered her head and stared at the emoji in a daze.

After sorting out my mood, I decided to go to Mai Wenche's apartment by car now.

When walking from the bus station to the neighborhood where Mai Wenche lived, he was stopped by an aunt wearing a red hat with the words "Volunteer" on it. Listen, but somehow understood.

It is an official account that invites you to scan the QR code to pay attention to the Street Family Planning Office. Usually, it will post some content about population and childbirth policies, reproductive health services, etc. If you follow it, you will also get small gifts.

Mingzhen waved her hand and was about to refuse, but the auntie frowned and began to sell miserably: "Young man, it's so hot, and it's not easy for auntie to do community work. Our community workers also have quotas. Please do me a favor and help pay attention." One! It’s not a loss if you pay attention—”

Ming Zhen really didn't know how to deal with such an occasion, so she had to take out her mobile phone and scan the official account to follow. The auntie thanked him happily, and kept saying that "you can get free family planning supplies on a regular basis", and gave him a lucky bag when it was over.

Out of curiosity, I took a look, a few alcohol wipes, and a condom. ///