What to do if you have a crush on Party A

In the middle of the first semester of senior year, there are basically not many classes at this time, and rounds of school recruitment lectures have begun in the school.Those who earned enough credits early have already started to participate in school recruitment.

Tao Lirui is very sad at this time. He wants to stay and work in City A, but his mother wants him to go back to his hometown after taking the public examination.Ming Zhen can't give much advice, because in his mind, he would prefer to stay in City A without him, because there are people here that make him want to stay.

Every time I eat with Tao Lirui, I always listen to him talking in a daze, not knowing what to do.

Many years later, Ming Zhen recalled getting along with Tao Lirui, and felt that many things had precedent, but he was too slow, which led to this irreversible ending.

Once, Ming Zhen had prepared Mai Wenche's apartment on Friday and was packing his luggage in the dormitory when Tao Lirui came to look for him.However, seeing him collecting things, he stood by the door without saying a word.

Seeing that Tao Lirui was about to speak but stopped looking around, Ming Zhen finally saw something was wrong and asked him if there was something wrong.With this question, Tao Lirui's eyes suddenly turned red, and he suddenly collapsed: "They...they don't like me, they all isolate me..."

Ming Zhen had never seen a boy cry before, so she panicked all of a sudden, jumped off the bed, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Tao Lirui explained the incident incoherently, and Ming Zhen deduced the general idea from various keywords.It should be because one of Tao Lirui's roommates taunted him that he was a motherfucker, so Tao Lirui got into a fight with him, and then slammed the door and came out.

He whimpered and said that his roommate didn't like him, that it was too uncomfortable for him to stay in the dormitory, and that he wanted to come to Ming Zhen to spend the night with him tonight, but Ming Zhen seemed to be going out tonight, and he didn't know what to do.

Ming Zhen is really not very good at dealing with such emotions, so she can only pass him a tissue and pat him on the shoulder to comfort him not to cry.

Maybe it's because she also experienced loneliness in her teenage years. Ming Zhen understands this feeling of being isolated, so she easily has an emotional resonance.That night he sent a message to Mai Wenche, saying that he had something to do today, but he didn't pass it in the end.

After finally persuading him to stop crying, Tao Lirui whispered that he was hungry after his mood calmed down, and Ming Zhen went with him to have dinner outside the school.At that time, Ming Zhen was trying to lose weight, and he ate everything until he was [-] to [-]% full. After eating, he watched Tao Lirui eat.

Tao Lirui was eating, saw him put down his chopsticks, and asked, "Why did you finish eating? Is it because I ate too slowly?" Then suddenly the subject changed, "Do you think my mother too?"

"No—" Ming Zhen shook her head, and quickly explained, "I just eat less at night."

"Am I really a mother?" Tao Lirui didn't hear the answer, and was a little bit reluctant.

Tao Lirui's skin and facial features are too delicate, and his skin is white, which makes people feel a bit feminine, but Ming Zhen always feels that it is shameful to attack and judge a person's behavior by his appearance or figure, so he said against his will: "No. "

"Then why do they all say that about me?" Tao Lirui flattened his mouth aggrievedly, and looked like he was about to cry again, "I don't think anyone likes me."

"No," Ming Zhen was eager to comfort him, and said the words without thinking too much, "I really like you!"

At that time, Ming Zhen sincerely regarded Tao Lirui as a friend, so the word "like" did not contain any lustful thoughts, and naturally it was not considered.

"Really?" Tao Lirui was overjoyed, suddenly lowered his head, stirred the noodles in the bowl with his chopsticks, and said softly, "I like you very much, too."

Ming Zhen didn't take the phrase "like" to heart, and began to persuade Tao Lirui earnestly, saying that he should accept himself and love himself.Everyone in the world has different preferences, maybe someone likes him like this?

A person who is stupid and not very reasonable to comfort others can only use his own personal experience as an example. He said that he hated being fat before, but at that time some people praised him for being fat and cute.Although he seems to have no position to allow people to accept his "bad" self now that he has successfully lost weight, he also understands a truth that there will always be people who appreciate him in this world.

Ming Zhen was really at a loss for words, and his explanation was a bit clumsy, but Tao Lirui should have untied the knot in his heart, because until the end of the meal, he raised the corners of his mouth and looked happy.

It happened that several roommates in Ming Zhen's dormitory were not there that day, and the locals went home to sleep, and those who went out to play, he was the only one there.Thinking that it would be too narrow for two big boys to squeeze into one bed, he wanted to arrange Tao Lirui to sleep in his roommate's bed. Tao Lirui awkwardly asked if he could sleep in other people's beds, saying that they thought their beds were a bit dirty.

To be honest, Ming Zhen herself is not used to sleeping in her roommate's bed, so this is embarrassing.

"Let's sleep together!" Seeing his hesitation, Tao Lirui quickly added, "I sleep very honestly! Really!"

After a little thought, it was finally decided that the two of them would sleep in the same bed.

Since the two of them shared the same bed this time, Tao Lirui had more and more opportunities to run to Mingzhen's dormitory.Ming Zhen was reading on the desk, while Tao Lirui lay on his bed and played with his mobile phone. He didn't go back to his dormitory until the lights went off and the bell rang.Occasionally, after the student union finished checking the bed, he would come over with a pillow in his arms, saying that he wanted to sleep with Ming Zhen tonight, and Ming Zhen felt embarrassed to refuse him when he saw that he had brought all the pillows.

At that time, Ming Zhen thought that he would be doing an internship next semester anyway, and he would not have much time to live in the dormitory, so he didn't care much.The weather wasn't hot yet, not to mention Tao Lirui was a small one, he really slept peacefully every time, so Ming Zhen acquiesced in this behavior.

After coming down several times, several roommates would jokingly shout at Ming Zhen when they saw Tao Lirui: "Oh, your little wife is looking for you again!"

Ming Zhen explained to others how Tao Lirui was isolated by his roommates, and the teasing later became less.

In her senior year, when Ming Zhen was preparing for school recruitment, she received a gift from Mai Wenche.

In the past few years of getting acquainted with Mai Wenche, there are not many opportunities for him to receive gifts from Mai Wenche in a serious manner.The last time he received a gift was on his birthday, Mai Wenche gave him a USB flash drive with his name engraved on it.At first, Ming Zhen thought that the meaning of this USB flash drive was to "engrave a name", but unexpectedly, there were more than 30 GB of small movies in it, including A and G movies and everything.

Mai Wenche saw the logistics receipt, and came to ask him if he was satisfied with this birthday gift.Ming Zhen was greatly shocked, and returned a series of speechless ellipses to him.

Mai Wenche: [Don't you think this is very suitable for pure virgins?Welcome to the world of adults! 】

Since the last time he said he wanted to practice drinking and get drunk, Mai Wenche kept calling him a "pure big virgin".Mai Wenche said that he "kept saying that he was big and not young after he was drunk", but Mingzhen was already drunk at that time, and he didn't remember what he said and did when he was drunk.

Ming Zhen got angry and didn't reply to him. After a while, Mai Wenche sent another message: 【Are you angry again?all right!Small means that you are young, but it does not mean that you are young in other places. 】

Ming Zhen was a little overwhelmed, and suddenly replied: [Then do you like the big one or the small one? 】

Mai Wenche replied with a series of question marks.

Ming Zhen continued to reply: [I also said age. 】

Mai Wenche: [? ?You are not Ming Zhen, tell me, who are you? 】

The debate about "pure virgins" just kind of came to an inexplicable end.

However, Ming Zhen still secretly closed the curtains, hid on the bed and finished watching all the movies on the USB flash drive.Although he switched to computer science, his ability to search for movie sources is actually too limited, so he has seen not many R18 movies, and even fewer movies suitable for him as a gay. After watching more than 30 gigabytes of movies, he deleted some he didn't like directly, and quietly copied a few he loved so much to his computer.

Some of his favorite videos seem to be a series. He likes this series because the receiving actor in it is a bit like McWenche - the body is smooth and has thin and not muscular muscles. He likes this body; The legs are very slender and strong, and can be firmly wrapped around the waist; the body is also very flexible, and the whole body can be folded up, and one leg can also be placed on the shoulder; most importantly, it breathes very well.

Ming Zhen always watched these short ten-minute videos over and over again, and then imagined what Mai Wenche looked like in bed in his mind.

Is it an active type or a passive type?Will you blush?Will you make the bed?Will... cry?

Of course, no matter how wild the fantasies of wild horses run in his mind, he will never have the chance to verify this matter.

The second time I received a very serious gift from Mai Wenche, it was a smart watch, and I said I wish Mingzhen would find the job he wanted.

A few years ago, smart wearable products were not as common as they are now, and they were even considered fashion items, so Ming Zhen was very happy when she received them. After unpacking the box, she couldn't help sniffing it against the watch.

Digital products have a special smell when they are just unpacked. It is said that because rosin is used as flux, it smells like rosin.For a boy, the fresh smell of digital products is a smell that can stimulate hormones - not to mention that this is a gift from Mai Wenche, so it is the best smell in the world.

Ming Zhen unwrapped the package and put it on, holding it up and down happily.After fumbling again, I switched to a favorite dial.Ming Zhen wanted to take a photo of Mai Wenche, but when she picked up her phone, she received a call from Tao Lirui.

Tao Lirui called to ask him out for a drink.Ming Zhen didn't really want to go out for a drink, but hearing the voice on the phone, she felt something was wrong with Tao Lirui, so she went out after thinking about it.

When we found him at the place Tao Lirui had mentioned, he was indeed drunk.Ming Zhen sat with him for a while, then urged him to go back to school, saying that it was getting late and it was not safe to go back.

A few days ago, there was a news from Polytechnic University. I heard that it was a girl who had just started her internship. After getting off work, she took the car to the back door. Because it was too late, she took the shortcut of the back mountain and was almost raped by a homeless man.There were not many people in the dark night at the back mountain, but it is true that many people took shortcuts when they came home late, and the rumors spread panic, and Ming Zhen didn't know whether it was true or not.

Tao Lirui didn't care: "We are men and not women, it doesn't matter!"

Ming Zhen had no choice but to continue to accompany her.

After a long time, Tao Lirui said with emotion: "Ming Zhen, thank you for coming out tonight. I was in a really bad mood after arguing with my mother, but after seeing you, all the unhappiness disappeared."

"Okay, then it's all right, let's go back?" Ming Zhen thought that the courier box hadn't been put away just after leaving the house, so she discussed with him and coaxed him to send him back to the dormitory, but Tao Lirui refused.

Thinking of his saying that he has a bad relationship with his roommate, Ming Zhen could only patiently say: "Okay, if I don't go back to your dormitory, why not go to my dormitory?"

Tao Lirui still refused: "I drank too much, what if I vomit on your bed tonight?"

"Then where are you going?" Ming Zhen was puzzled.

Tao Lirui said that he was going to open a room, Ming Zhen said that he did not bring his ID card, Tao Lirui said it was okay, that he had opened a room in the hotel next to the school, and it was originally for the fuck, but his mother left after arguing with him, now The room is empty.

Ming Zhen didn't doubt that he was there, thinking that Tao Lirui had indeed drunk too much, and it wouldn't be easy if he really vomited on his bed in the middle of the night, so he helped him to the hotel.

The hotel next to the university is often full of people. After all, young people in their 20s always do what adults should do.So when Ming Zhen went to the hotel with Tao Lirui on his arm, he also met various couples who hooked each other along the way.When they got on the elevator and walked to the room, there was another couple in the same elevator who were thinking about each other, and the girl even looked up and down at Ming Zhen and Tao Lirui who were also stuck together.

Ming Zhen came out to pick up Tao Lirui and ran in a hurry, even though it was a cool early autumn, she was still sweating a little.Although there was no change of clothes for him, he had a fit of cleanliness and finally decided to take a shower.

The door of the bathroom was a bit difficult to close. After trying twice and finding that it couldn't be pressed, Ming Zhen gave up.The main audience of the hotel near the school is still students, the price is not high, and the environment is naturally not much better, Ming Zhen didn't care much, pushed open the door and said to Tao Lirui, "I didn't close the door", then opened the door shower head.

Although the environment is not very good, the shower in the hotel has a strong water flow. Mingzhen thought of the smart watch in his hand, which was advertised as waterproof, so he deliberately stretched it under the shower to shower.Dripping, and trying to set the dial, the day of the week must be added, the heart rate must be added, the number of steps must be added... I was looking at it happily, and then I heard the door "squeak".

He turned his head and looked, startled.Tao Lirui stood naked at the door, with his hands clasped on his lower abdomen, his head slightly lowered, with an expression of timidity or shyness on his face, he asked, "I...can I wash together?"

There was a buzz in Ming Zhen's mind, and she quickly turned her head without looking at the insults.

what happened?How to do?

There is a public bathroom in the Polytechnic University. Although there is no door, there are partitions to separate it. He has never taken a bath so honestly with others.The first reaction in my mind was, would normal male classmates take a shower together?It shouldn't be!

A few roommates in Mingzhen’s dormitory usually like to be gay, calling each other “dead ghost” and “dear” in a crooked manner, “monkey stealing peaches” or “millennium kill” at every turn, and even playing game groups when they meet top-quality strange teammates. Deliberately disgusting people call each other "wife" and "husband".

He is gay, and at first he was scared to death, but then he finally figured out that these are all "straight men's tricks" - just like when they called Tao Lirui his "little wife" before, they didn't really treat him as him From the perspective of the target, it's just a cheap joke.

But in this situation, no matter how you look at it, it is not a "straight man" operation!

Ming Zhen was still thinking about it, Tao Lirui, who couldn't hear the answer, when he acquiesced, stepped on the water on the floor and stepped under the shower head.

Ming Zhen stood against the wall nervously, not knowing where to put her eyes.Tao Lirui also seemed a little cautious. He wanted to squeeze out the shampoo, but he couldn't get it out after pressing it several times.After finally squeezing it out, I kneaded it until bubbles formed on my head, then I bent my waist and stretched my head under the shower to rinse.

The bathroom was too small, when he bent down, his white buttocks were immediately attached to Ming Zhen's legs, and the other party didn't intend to move it away.

Something is wrong, really something is wrong!There was a warning sound in Ming Zhen's head.what does he mean?Did he really mean that?Is Tao Lirui also...

Ming Zhen started to speculate in a panic. The person next to him quickly washed off the foam on his hair, and then squeezed out the shower gel. He lowered his head, but his eyes suddenly greeted a certain part of Ming Zhen, a little embarrassed. He raised his head, as if he mustered up his courage: "I... want me to help you... make... foam?"

"Tao Lirui, I—" Looking at Tao Lirui who was fidgeting, Ming Zhen thought about something, and his face turned red all of a sudden.And during this distraction, Tao Lirui's hand had already touched his lower abdomen, and Ming Zhen pushed Tao Lirui away all of a sudden, as if getting an electric shock.

Tao Lirui was undefended, and when his feet slipped, he would fall back. Ming Zhen was afraid that he would fall, so he subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull him.

Being pulled like this, Tao Lirui wrapped his arms around Ming Zhen's waist like a stream of kindness, and pressed his face to Ming Zhen's chest.

"Tao Lirui! Tao Lirui!" Ming Zhen was so frightened that she shuddered all over, and hurried to get rid of the person who was entangled in her body, so incoherent that she couldn't say anything.

Tao Lirui was pushed away again, his eyes were red with grievance: "You...don't you want me?"

"I-I'm not that