what are you blushing

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After the college entrance examination, almost everyone is planning their long vacation, where to go to play, where to eat delicious food, but Lu Linchuan has no idea - because Jiang Yuan hasn't started the vacation yet, it seems that he can't mention it alone. After reliving Jiang Yuan's words about hiding Jiang Yuan in the paper rose, he didn't know how to squander this long vacation.

The goal he had been striving for for a long time was suddenly achieved. Lu Linchuan was relaxed and at the same time a little confused. He sat on the sofa holding Gun Gun, stroking its soft belly like Jiang Yuan.

Bu Mengchuan couldn't bear his bored look, and said, "If you're free, go pick up Yuanyuan from school! How can you act like an empty nester every day!"

"Empty Nest Elderly" Lu Linchuan: "..."

But after so long, Lu Linchuan has indeed not been able to visit Jiang Yuan's school.At first it was because of the privacy and closedness of the school, and later it was because of time constraints—now that he had this opportunity, Bu Mengchuan simply handed over the task of picking up Jiang Yuan to him.

The school is far away from the city center. Plane trees are planted on both sides of the road in front of the gate. Green vines are wrapped around the silver fence of the gate, and there are dots of purple unknown flowers blooming, like fairy tales full of Mysterious castle.

The entrance and exit of the school are very strict. Lu Linchuan had to fill in the personal information and the information of the person he was looking for for nearly 10 minutes before he was allowed to enter.

After entering the school, there is a tree-lined path. Every few meters, under the shade of trees on both sides of the path, there is a small round marble table and a few small stone benches.

Lu Linchuan looked at the school map on the sign near the gate, and had already made an approximate memory of the school's location.

He came early, before school was over, so he walked around for a while and only met a few teachers and classmates.

There are many kinds of flowers and trees in the school, some of which Lu Linchuan has never seen before.It's midsummer, and the cicadas hidden in the green onions are constantly chirping, accompanied by crisp birdsong, and the fairyland that only exists in the book for a moment seems to have a picture.

There was a class in the playground having a physical education class, and it was bustling. Lu Linchuan turned his head and glanced, and saw Jiang Yuan among the crowd.

He was holding a basketball, and seemed to be listening carefully to the boy with a pair of antlers standing in front of him.

"You have to run with the ball, not with the ball, it's a foul, understand?"

Jiang Yuan let out an "oh" and said, "Then how do I get lucky?"

Standing next to him, another boy who looked like an ordinary person smiled and said, "You are stupid, I have demonstrated it to you so many times, why can't you learn it?"

"You laughed at me again!" Jiang Yuan glared at him, and finally laughed with them.

Lu Linchuan only saw Jiang Yuan standing between the two of them with a basketball in his arms and giggling, and he also curled his mouth for no reason.

Jiang Yuan will have his own friends, play and laugh with them, and grow up happily like an ordinary child.

He thought it was fine.

"Eh? Who is that guy over there? Doesn't he look like someone from our school?"

"Who is it? The new teacher?"

"He looks so good!"

……

Jiang Yuan was still thinking about how to dribble, when he suddenly heard what other students said, he looked back curiously, and then saw a familiar figure standing not far away.

Lu Linchuan met his gaze, understood the surprise in his eyes, and couldn't help but smile.

Jiang Yuan stuffed the ball into the arms of the person who just laughed at him, and ran towards him impatiently.

"Brother, why are you here!" Jiang Yuan said happily, reaching out to hug him.

"Come to pick you up after school." Lu Linchuan rubbed his head, "How old are you, you still need to be hugged."

Jiang Yuan's fluffy head was buried in Lu Linchuan's chest, and then he smiled and let go.

"Aren't you ashamed to see so many people?" Lu Linchuan said with a smile.

Jiang Yuan was bewildered, his face was a little red, and he still said: "I don't care about them!" After a pause, he went back to the question that Lu Linchuan hadn't answered just now: "Brother, why are you here? "

"Come to pick you up." Lu Linchuan said.

Jiang Yuan bent his eyes, his pupils were bright, "Really! That's great! But I still have time to finish school."

"It's okay, I'll wait for you." Lu Linchuan gently pinched Jiang Yuan's soft ears.

The boy holding the basketball that Jiang Yuan stuffed into his arms came over, squinted his eyes and looked Lu Linchuan up and down, then put Jiang Yuan on the shoulder and said, "Yuan Yuan, who is he? Didn't you say that your ears can't give Did someone else touch it?"

"It's my brother!" Jiang Yuan said, "If it's my brother, of course you can touch it! Brother, this is my friend, his name is Cheng Ran!"

Lu Linchuan nodded, his gaze stayed on Cheng Ran's hand on Jiang Yuan's shoulder for a second, and then he quickly sized him up.

The facial features are exquisite and deep, the corners of the narrow and long eyes are slightly raised, and he responds to Lu Linchuan's large number without changing his expression. His eyes also have the meaning of scrutiny. There are no alien features on the outside. He looks like ordinary people and has pheromones on his body. smell--

is an alpha.

"Then I'm still your best friend, why don't you even let me touch you?" Cheng Ran looked at Jiang Yuan and said.

"I just can't, you just laughed at me!" Jiang Yuan pretended to be angry and broke away from Cheng Ran's hand on his shoulder, then tugged at the corner of Lu Linchuan's clothes, bent his eyes and said, "Brother, wait for me! Although it’s not time for school to end, but after the physical education get out of class, I will have no class!”

Lu Linchuan: "Well, good."

"That's because you're too stupid! You can't even do something as simple as dribbling!" Cheng Ran said with disgust.

"I'll teach you." Lu Linchuan glanced at Cheng Ran expressionlessly, then turned his head and said to Jiang Yuan.

Where is the brat who dares to despise Yuan Yuan.

"Really! Brother, you want to teach me how to play basketball!" Jiang Yuan followed behind Lu Linchuan and said happily, then turned around and stuck out his tongue at Cheng Ran, "My brother is really good at playing basketball! He even won a gold medal!"

"Tch, if I participate, I will definitely be a gold medal." Cheng Ran said unconvinced.

But Jiang Yuan happily followed behind Lu Linchuan, studying in a decent manner. When Lu Linchuan was talking, he looked up at Lu Linchuan and listened carefully—dedicated wholeheartedly, teaching him with himself. The situation at that time was completely different.

Although Jiang Yuan has always been serious, Cheng Ran just feels something is different.

Following Lu Linchuan, Jiang Yuan seemed to learn faster. After Lu Linchuan demonstrated it two or three times, Jiang Yuan understood a lot.Jiang Yuan is very popular, and all the students in the class are willing to get close to him, so he suddenly brought a strange and good-looking person to play together, and soon other students joined them, Lu Linchuan simply taught them more Knowledge and skills about basketball.

The young man with antlers walked up to Cheng Ran, looked at the crowd of people not far away, and said inexplicably, "Hey, who is the order?"

"..." Cheng Ran glanced at him expressionlessly, let out a "tch", and snorted coldly in his heart.

What a stupid rabbit.

"Brother, I have learned it! Look!" Jiang Yuan said, looking back, Lu Linchuan was surrounded by his classmates, and seemed to be talking to them seriously.

——My brother is so welcome.

This is a good thing, but he is inexplicably a little unhappy.

"Brother, look at me!" He knew it was impolite, but he suddenly wanted to interrupt them.

Lu Linchuan looked back at him, Jiang Yuan said: Brother, "I have learned!"

He said that he dribbled the ball from not far away and ran over, the dribble was very steady, and the ball did not run wild.Lu Linchuan watched him finish shipping, and said, "Well, Yuanyuan did a good job."

But Lu Linchuan praised him, and the little unhappiness in his heart disappeared before he had time to think about it.Just as Jiang Yuan wanted to raise his hand to touch his ear, Lu Linchuan grabbed his wrist and said, "Dirty."

Jiang Yuan said "Oh", and it happened to be the end of get out of class time, he greeted his classmates, and then took Lu Linchuan to a nearby sink to wash his hands.

"Brother, our school is beautiful! Shall I take you to see it?" Jiang Yuan washed his hands and dried them with a paper towel, then tugged at the corner of Lu Linchuan's clothes without any scruples, and said expectantly.

Lu Linchuan stretched out his hand in front of Jiang Yuan, and flicked it lightly. Jiang Yuan covered his face with his hands and smiled while hiding back, but his face was still covered by a few drops of water.

"Then let's go, Tour Guide Jiang."

While leading Lu Linchuan away, Jiang Yuan introduced him eloquently.

"This tall building is a science and technology building, and there are laboratories inside!"

"There is a dormitory over there, and students whose families are far away will live there, but I don't like living in dormitories, so I can't see my brother every day, just like my brother lived in before."

……

Lu Linchuan felt that Jiang Yuan was the one talking non-stop when they were together, and he just listened quietly, responding a few words from time to time.He is not good at words, and he has always felt that it is a very stupid behavior for a person to talk non-stop with the other party, especially when the other party is still a quiet person-now he also thinks it is very stupid. Stupid, but inexplicably cute when placed on Jiang Yuan.

Jiang Yuan seems to have a magical power, always able to easily change some of his stubborn thoughts.

He didn't know when he started to like listening to Jiang Yuan very much, even the most common little things, as long as they were said from Jiang Yuan's mouth, they seemed to turn pink.

— soft and cute.

"Look, brother! This is Rose Lake!" Jiang Yuan pointed to the lake in front of him and said, "This is the place I want to bring my brother the most!"

The lake water reflects the sky, blue and ethereal, bright red roses are blooming on the shore, clusters are clustered, there are several small rocky mountains scattered on the lake, green plants grow tenaciously in the crevices of the rocks, and there is an antique pavilion in the center of the lake.

"Actually, the rose lake is the most beautiful at dusk!" Jiang Yuan saw the roses at dusk for the first time, the warm orange glow of the sky was reflected on the lake, against which the bright red roses seemed to be wrapped in blood beads of amber.At that moment, beauty, brilliance, and romance seemed to hide subtle dangers—like some subtle and dangerous emotions.

The amazement at that moment did not bring him "so beautiful", whether it was at that time or every time in Rose Lake later, his only thought was——

If only my brother was here.

"But I'm very happy to watch it with my brother!" Jiang Yuan smiled, and tugged at the corner of Lu Linchuan's clothes, "Come on brother, I'll take you to see the kitty!"

Jiang Yuan led Lu Linchuan on the bridge over the lake, passed through the pavilion in the center of the lake, and came to the other side of Rose Lake.

There is a cat feeding station on the other side of Rose Lake, and someone will come to feed them at a fixed time.

"I'm in charge of feeding the cats today!" Jiang Yuan ran along the back of a fat orange, "This one is called Qiuqiu, and the sleeping one over there is called Coconut, and Coconut is the laziest!"

"And Xiaobai, this one is called Bubble..."

"There are new cats here every day, some go away, some stay..."

Most of the cats here are stray cats, and the cat feeding platform is equivalent to the home of these stray cats.Jiang Yuan seemed to be particularly popular with small animals. When he stood there, all the cats surrounded him, and some of them rubbed against his face affectionately.

"When I have time, I like to come here to see the kittens!" Jiang Yuan said while stroking Bubble's head.

Lu Linchuan smiled: "It's not enough to have Rolling, you have to raise other kittens outside."

"No!" Jiang Yuan retorted, "It's different, the kittens here are raised together by everyone, they are our cats, but Gun Gun is my kitten, Yuan Yuan only needs one kitten for Gun Gun. "

As Jiang Yuan said, he thought of the scene when Lu Linchuan taught him how to play basketball, and other students gathered around to participate.At that time, he only wanted his brother to watch him dribble, and he had no other ideas. After the end, he didn’t have time to think about it because of a compliment, but now that he came back to his senses, he found that he was still a little bit unhappy——My brother is amazing , but he doesn't want him to teach others how to play basketball too.

When he realized this, Jiang Yuan still wondered if he had become stingy, but when he saw the cat in the cat feeding table, he felt again——because Gun Gun is his own kitten, he doesn't want it to be with others. Let's go, that brother is his brother, and he doesn't want his brother to accompany other children.

"The same goes for elder brother, Yuan Yuan only needs one elder brother." Jiang Yuan said.

But my brother is not a kitten, nor is he Gun Gun. He has his own life, friends, and many things that he has never participated in. It is impossible for his brother to belong to himself like Gun Gun.

But when the word "belonging" popped up, Jiang Yuan felt strange again.

Lu Linchuan looked at Jiang Yuan's puzzled and tangled expression, and lightly tapped his head, "What are you thinking?"

Jiang Yuan thought for a while, and found that he still couldn't figure it out, so he said frankly: "I was thinking, Gun Gun belongs to my kitten, so I don't like others touching my kitten, but brother can't use 'belongs to' This word, but when my brother also taught other students to play, I was a little unhappy, but I couldn't figure out why I was unhappy."

As Jiang Yuan said, he jumped back to the original thought: "Brother, is Yuan Yuan too stingy?"

Jiang Yuan couldn't understand the question, but Lu Linchuan immediately understood it when he heard it.

"It's not Yuanyuan being stingy, because it's possessiveness." Lu Linchuan said.

"Possessive?" Jiang Yuan said blankly.

"Well, people will be possessive of those close to them. There is nothing wrong with it, it's just a matter of degree."

Too much possessiveness is called paranoia.

When possessiveness emerges, it is often accompanied by exclusivity.Just like when a new kitten comes to the house, the original kitten will keep demonstrating and rejecting the new kitten because it invades its territory and it feels threatened; When there is a person who seems to have a good relationship, we will be more or less repulsive, because we are worried about whether that person will replace our position in the hearts of those close to us.

Just like the guy named Cheng Ran who was looking for a classmate, when he saw that he and Jiang Yuan seemed to be very close, he put his shoulders on Jiang Yuan's shoulders without saying a word—it was his subconscious rejection of himself, and it showed his The relationship with Jiang Yuan is very good.

But in front of Lu Linchuan, he seemed somewhat naive.

"Possessiveness itself is not wrong, because it often means that that person is important to you."

Friendship, family affection, love, light or heavy will breed possessiveness.

Jiang Yuan said: "Then brother also has possessive desires for Yuan Yuan?"

"Yes." Lu Linchuan said, "Just like you are my younger brother, I naturally don't want you to call someone else's brother."

"No, Yuan Yuan only calls you." Jiang Yuan said seriously, "Does this mean that Yuan Yuan is very important to brother?"

"Nonsense." Lu Linchuan gently scratched the tip of Jiang Yuan's nose, "Therefore, there is nothing to tangle with. If Yuan Yuan really doesn't have any desire to possess me, then I have to reflect on whether I am not good enough for you. "

"My brother is very kind to Yuan Yuan! I like my brother the most!" Jiang Yuan said firmly.

It is a frank and serious statement that I like it.How can there be such a sincere and frank person like him in the world, who can say when he is happy, when he is unhappy, when he likes it, and when he doesn’t like it, as if he can’t hide anything in his heart—but it’s just such a person, who actually Will write down the "secret" sentence after sentence in the paper rose, and then hide it for three years, waiting to be discovered by myself.

He always felt that Jiang Yuan was clingy, but it seemed that when he calmed down, he couldn't help but miss him, his voice, his endless words, every expression on his face, His eyes are always clean when he looks at him - when Jiang Yuan is not around, he doesn't want to do anything, he used to be the same person, but those things he used to take for granted, it seems that now two people are together Significant.If he was allowed to go back to the time when he was alone, he must be at a loss and at a loss what to do.

And when he is not around, Jiang Yuan can still study well, make friends, and do what he wants to do well.

He suddenly discovered that Jiang Yuan was indeed clingy, but the person who really couldn't do without him seemed to be himself.

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感谢在2021-11-0611:45:36~2021-11-0811:41:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: bx. 1 mole under the lip;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!