what are you blushing

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Time flies, seasons come and go.As the college entrance examination approached, Jiang Yuan began to get nervous about Lu Linchuan as he did in the past for the high school entrance examination.Lu Linchuan thought it was a little funny, but also felt a little warm in his heart, as if Jiang Yuan had always cared more about him than himself.

Jiang Yuan has always maintained the habit of calling him before going to bed, so before going to bed, Lu Linchuan waited and waited, and did not wait for Jiang Yuan's call, so he simply called him.

As soon as he dialed, the other party answered immediately, and Jiang Yuan's pleasantly surprised voice came from the phone: "Brother!"

Lu Linchuan gave a "hmm", then heard the rustling voice from the other side, and said, "Are you asleep?"

"Just getting ready!" Jiang Yuan turned over, lay on the bed holding the phone, and said happily, "Brother, why did you call me?"

"Still asking," Lu Linchuan said, and glanced at Ma Zhe who was winking in front of him, "Why didn't you call me today?"

"I'm afraid that my brother's rest time will be delayed!" Jiang Yuanweng said in a low voice, "Actually, I really want to call my brother! But my brother studied all day and is very tired. I want my brother to rest early!" In fact, he has been holding his mobile phone Hesitant, so the moment the phone rang, I answered it right away.

Lu Linchuan ignored Ma Zhe, who had a toothache in front of him, smiled, and said, "I thought Yuan Yuan didn't miss me anymore."

"No!" Jiang Yuan sat up all of a sudden, and said hastily, "I miss my brother! I miss it so much!"

Lu Linchuan used his eyes to lure Ma Zhe, who had been eavesdropping, into the dormitory, "Well, I miss Yuan Yuan too. So if Yuan Yuan wants to call me, he can call me anytime."

The phone call before going to bed seems to have become his habit and a part of his life. If he doesn't get through on the phone one day, he is really not used to it.

"Really!"

"Well, really. If Yuan Yuan didn't call me, I would be even more nervous."

Jiang Yuan chuckled, "Brother! A very interesting thing happened today!..."

It seemed that Lu Linchuan's words reassured him, and Jiang Yuan quickly shared with him as usual.Maybe it was to make him feel more relaxed. What Jiang Yuan shared with him were all interesting stories. Lu Linchuan just listened quietly, and responded a few words from time to time. When he hung up the phone, the dormitory had already turned off the lights, but the bed curtain There is a faint light from the desk lamp.

There was no need for Lu Linchuan to have sex with them. After hanging up the phone, he felt happy physically and mentally, and lay down on the bed to rest.

The weather on the day of the college entrance examination was very clear and cloudless, Jiang Yuan gave him a very solemn hug before he went to the examination room.

"My luck is very good, all the good luck is given to my brother!" Jiang Yuan said, drawing circles on his palm with his fingers, tracing the outline of a rose - it was indeed a sunny day.

The college entrance examination didn't feel much to Lu Linchuan, it seemed to be just an ordinary exam, when the bell rang, everyone handed in the papers, and the mood couldn't be calmer.

But those who rushed out of the examination room were either smiling, excited, or tearful.

The reason why the college entrance examination is so unsatisfactory may be because it is not just an exam that has been worked hard for a long time, but also their youth that can be squandered and enthusiastically publicized.

After the college entrance examination, Kong Jiayu came to find Lu Linchuan, and they made an appointment at a milk tea shop that they used to go together.

The store is located in an inconspicuous place in the street. It seems that the light in the store is not very good because of the backlight, so there are always a few warm yellow crystal chandeliers on throughout the year, and the atmosphere is very well set, so The store is always full of dating alphas and omega.

Kong Jiayu has already ordered milk tea, which is the sugar-free milk tea he often drinks.

Lu Linchuan sat down, neither of them spoke.

After about 10 minutes of relative silence, Kong Jiayu finally said, "He should keep in touch with you, right?"

Although Xie Luming unilaterally cut off all contact with him, he must still maintain contact with Lu Linchuan. After all, he has been Young Master Lu's little follower since he was a child. body.

Lu Linchuan paused.Indeed, Xie Luming shared some travel photos with him a few days ago, and asked him about Kong Jiayu's situation.He knew that Xie Luming broke off contact with Kong Jiayu, but he didn't know if Kong Jiayu knew about it.

Seeing his silence, Kong Jiayu understood, smiled, and said: "I know it, I don't make things difficult for you, you don't have to say it, but as long as I know he is still there."

He was still there, hadn't completely disconnected from their past - at least still connected, hadn't really and completely disappeared from their lives.

"I used to think that now that information technology is so advanced, it is always easy to find someone and know someone's news..." Kong Jiayu smiled softly, "But now I understand that if a person really I want to hide myself and prevent others from finding me... It seems that I will really lose contact..."

"I really can't find him..."

"Actually..." Lu Linchuan said hesitantly, "Have you ever thought that maybe you don't particularly like him, and he doesn't particularly like you..."

"But because you are forced to separate, you may feel melancholy and unwilling under the resistance of the outside world. When everyone opposes you, you will feel that you must be him in this life, but have you ever thought that you are not special? like him……"

Lu Linchuan thought, maybe Uncle Jiang had a sense of fate because everyone was against them being together, as if they were destined lovers who fell in love with each other but were thwarted by all kinds of twists and turns—this kind of fate Feelings, perhaps the most fatal to romantic people like Uncle Jiang, they will choose to do nothing for this vague feeling, even if they put all their eggs in one basket, even if they bruise themselves all over.

"What are you talking about?" Kong Jiayu frowned, then quickly realized, and said with a wry smile, "Did you ask me?"

"I don't like it that much...how can he say such words?"

"We were three years old? Four years old? We've known each other for more than ten years now..."

"If our relationship of more than ten years is not really liking, I don't think I need to spend another ten or twenty years or even longer to fall in love with someone again."

"I think," Lu Linchuan looked at him and said, "What he means is, let you forget it...you will meet better people."

——He will meet better people and have a better life.

But Lu Linchuan really couldn't convey these words to him calmly, he felt that every word he said was stepping on Kong Jiayu's sincerity.

"But," Kong Jiayu said puzzled, "I just want to meet him, why do you push me to others?"

Lu Linchuan remained silent, Xie Luming had already conveyed what Xie Luming wanted to say, the rest of the choice could only be made by Kong Jiayu himself.

"Linchuan, did you envy me that I could always do what I like?" Kong Jiayu said with a smile.Lu Linchuan felt that he couldn't see his smile at all now, he only felt that his smile was very glaring.

"Actually, I don't have so many things I like to do. Those are just because you like it... Once I have something I want to do, something I like to do, they will always force me to do it to the extreme... "

Lu Linchuan looked at Kong Jiayu quietly.He feels that he and he are like two sides of a coin—he wants to do what he likes to do, and he will be forced to be the best and the most extreme; and he is indeed, what he likes to do is never allowed, The little bit of joy was forcibly worn away in the pressure and helplessness.

The difference is that whenever he does the things he once liked again, he no longer has joy, but only endless boredom; and when he picks up the things he once liked to do again after a long time, although he no longer has I was excited at the beginning, but I can still feel the long-lost emotion in my heart.

"Actually, I envy you more," Kong Jiayu said, "Among the two of us, you are the freer one..."

Kong Jiayu said seriously: "Really, believe me, Lin Chuan, just do whatever you want, you will be more free than me."

Lu Linchuan was startled.

Will he be freer...

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The author has something to say:

I spent a lot of money going to the hospital in the past two days, everyone, you must pay attention to your body, eat on time, and don't stay up late π_π

I’ve always been interrupted recently, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I will send red envelopes to compensate for the comments~

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Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: bx. 3 bottles of mole under the lip;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!