what are you blushing

38

Perhaps because of tossing around in the middle of the night, Jiang Yuan slept very deeply, but Lu Linchuan woke up early, and when he woke up, Jiang Yuan was still asleep.

When Lu Linchuan went downstairs, Xie Jingci followed Lu Lin into the study, seeming to discuss something, while Xie Luming was sitting on the sofa, looking up at him.

"You..." Lu Linchuan paused, "He's upstairs, are you going to see him?"

Xie Luming was startled and shook his head.

After a while, he said, "Forget it, I'm leaving soon."

"Go?" Lu Linchuan froze for a moment, "Where are you going?"

Xie Luming shook his head again, and said, "It doesn't matter where we go, my dad and I have decided to accompany my mother to realize her wish in the last time."

"He...should have told you everything. In fact, besides the reason why I want to leave, the most important thing is that his family does not approve of us being together. He is an alpha, the young master of the Kong family, and I am just an ordinary person. Beta, it’s fine if you don’t belong to the right household, you won’t have children yet…”

"I have always felt that I will no longer feel inferior because I am a beta. I have always felt that we are no different. I can do what alpha and omega can do... But I never thought that one day I will lose in the most basic physiology between alpha and omega."

Betas can't smell the pheromones of alpha and omega, and they won't have pheromones on their bodies. They can't give satisfaction during omega's estrous period, and they can't give any comfort to alpha in the susceptible period.

"It turns out that liking can also make people feel inferior." Xie Luming smiled, and after a moment of silence, he continued, "I've been thinking, even if I'm a child of an ordinary family, if I were an omega, would it be okay? a little?"

"Although the gap may still be large, at least it will not be completely denied as it is now."

It's not that he hasn't thought about what to do if their relationship is exposed one day.What he thinks is that he will try to make himself better before that day comes.Until that day, even if I am a beta, I still have enough confidence to stand beside him and say confidently, "So what about beta? I just like him, and I just want to be with him!"

——But he never thought that this day would come so soon, and he was caught off guard before all his plans had even started.

That day in the hospital, when Kong Jiaming caught them together, it seemed that their relationship had come to an end.

It was also at that moment that he realized that what he had always thought he didn't care about was actually just too low self-esteem, and he didn't dare to face up to his own heart.So he paralyzed himself, and said condescendingly: "Actually, beta is no different from alpha and omega."

"He will have a better future and meet better people, but I will only stand in the way of his blossoming path... I never thought that one day, these words would be applied to me."

Lu Linchuan listened quietly, not knowing how to speak.

Xie Luming looked at the sky outside the window. Although it wasn't raining, the sky was rather dull.He said: "I used to think about why it always rains when we say goodbye in books and TV series..."

"But I understand now that it doesn't mean that it always rains when we say goodbye, but sometimes, we have been tangled, and then it rains, it seems that the mood is set in place, and I feel that it is time to say something. Exported."

Lu Linchuan was stunned, the door of the study was opened, Lu Lin and Xie Jingci seemed to have finished their discussion, Xie Jingci rubbed his eyebrows, and said to Xie Luming: "Let's go."

Xie Luming stood up and smiled lightly at Lu Linchuan: "Master, let's go."

Encounters always seem to be inadvertent, but parting always comes suddenly and unexpectedly.

Lu Linchuan still remembers the first time they met, when Xie Luming hid behind Uncle Xie, and was yelled at by Uncle Xie, so Xie Luming, who was a little shorter than him, seemed reluctant to whisper: "Master good."

……

After Xie Luming left, Lu Linchuan went upstairs again, gently opened the door of Kong Jiayu's guest room, and wanted to take a look at his situation, but found a figure standing against the light in front of the balcony.

"You woke up a long time ago?" Lu Linchuan said, walked to him, followed his gaze to look in the direction where Xie Luming left, "Why didn't you see him for the last time?"

Kong Jiayu was a little dazed, and it took him a long time to come out of his trance. He shook his head and said, "It's hard to keep someone who is determined to say goodbye..."

"It's even more reluctant to see each other again."

Lu Linchuan didn't speak, leaving him alone in the room.Back in his room, Jiang Yuan had already woken up, sitting on the bed in a daze while wrapping up the quilt while clearing his mind.

Seeing him coming in, he said in a nasal voice, "Brother, has the rain stopped?"

"Stop it." Lu Linchuan said as he opened the curtains.Although it wasn't raining, the air was still humid and the sky wasn't fully clear yet.

"Then the rain stopped, will Brother Jiayu feel better?" Jiang Yuan asked again.

When I woke up, I was thinking about others.

"Not all the rain stops, and the mood will clear up." Lu Linchuan followed his words.Jiang Yuan always likes to use some symbolic metaphors to express some lovely expressions.After a long time, even Lu Linchuan sometimes unconsciously followed his way of speaking to talk to him.

Jiang Yuan let out an "oh", touched his ears, Lu Linchuan raised his hand to put on his head, and pressed down his raised hair.

"Wake up, wash up, and have breakfast."

Bu Mengchuan didn't know the relationship between Kong Jiayu and Xie Luming, so he warmly invited him to have breakfast together.Bu Mengchuan made cassava soup, Jiang Yuan's favorite dessert.

Kong Jiayu didn't want to go back and face the low pressure at home, so he simply stayed at Lu Linchuan's house, but he was exceptionally quiet today as he usually talks a lot.

Jiang Yuan handed Kong Jiayu his portion of cassava soup.He likes to eat sweet, so Bu Mengchuan will add more sugar to his portion every time.

"Sweet, you will feel better after eating it."

"Yes. Thank you Yuanyuan." Kong Jiayu said.

After breakfast, Jiang Yuan sent some of his favorite toys and story books to Kong Jiayu's temporary guest room, and carried Gun Gun in, saying, "Every time I'm unhappy, I'll touch Gun Gun. The belly is very soft! Touch it, and you won't be so unhappy!"

Well, not only will he rub his rolling belly, but he will also rub against his side, let himself run along his back, and touch his head.

Lu Linchuan thought to himself.

Jiang Yuan is the kind, when he sees the people around him are unhappy, he will try his best to make them happy, but if he is unhappy, all he needs to do is touch his back, touch his head, and he will be fine. Simply coax good.

But this method seems to be useful only if he does it.

Because if Bu Mengchuan came to do this to Jiang Yuan, it seemed that the effect would not be obvious.

——This kind of "only you can" feeling, it seems that no alpha can refuse.

"If brother Jiayu wants to play games, Yuanyuan will accompany you." Jiang Yuan said.

But some moods cannot be cured by a bowl of sweets, other people's favorite things and the games you like to play.

From then on, Kong Jiayu seemed to be a different person. He was no longer as talkative and laughing as before, and made jokes everywhere. Occasionally seeing his smile as usual made Lu Linchuan feel glaring.

Perhaps some moods will change with a person.When he is happy, you will laugh along with him, when he tears, your heart will tremble, and then stay by his side silently.

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The deputy cp won't take too much part in the scene, and I will write about it in the extra episode~_(:D)∠)_