what are you blushing

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It rained heavily for two days in a row, and on the third day, the air was filled with the smell of dampness.

When it rains, Jiang Yuan likes to lean on the window sill of Lu Linchuan's room to watch the blurry rain curtain outside, and listen to the patter or crackle of rain outside the window.

"What are you thinking about?" Lu Linchuan turned a page of the book and looked up at Jiang Yuan, who propped his chin and stared at the window in a daze.

Jiang Yuan came back to his senses and said, "I was wondering if the people in the sky were sad because it was raining so hard."

Lu Linchuan smiled, Jiang Yuan stood up, walked to the bed, then got into the air-conditioning quilt, and said, "Brother, let's sleep."

Lu Linchuan glanced at the time, it was past nine o'clock at night, and said, "It's so early? Didn't you just sleep in the afternoon and feel sleepy again?"

Jiang Yuan bent his eyes and said in a low voice, "Rainy days are suitable for sleeping."

"I think you just want to stay here." Lu Linchuan pinched his face, "A kid as old as you has already started to sleep by himself."

Jiang Yuan, who had been punctured, smiled and said, "I can sleep myself, but I just want to sleep with my brother."

"I didn't say no." Lu Linchuan closed the book in his hand, put it back on the shelf, turned off the light, and lay back on the bed again.

The light in the room is very dark, only a flash of lightning light occasionally penetrates the undrawn curtains. The sound of rain and thunder are infinitely amplified in the silent night. In the night when someone is with you, you will never feel lonely when you listen to it .

"Brother." Jiang Yuan stuck very close, and even stretched out his hand to hug Lu Linchuan like a pillow. Lu Linchuan touched his cold hand, and covered him tightly with the air conditioner.

"Brother, did it rain so heavily last summer? Is it also similar to now?" He was so feverish at that time that his memory was not very clear. The sound of thunderstorms and the reassuring smell of rose pheromones seem to be exactly the same as this moment.

"Well, it's very similar." Knowing that he was talking about the time when he was ill, Lu Linchuan said while recalling, "You hugged me like this at that time, and the stickiness didn't change at all. The only difference is that you cried again at that time Hugging again, there is no way to refuse."

Hearing him calmly describe that summer night last year, Jiang Yuan was so ashamed that his face burned, but he still said: "I just want to sleep with my brother." In fact, except for the days when Lu Linchuan lived in school, Jiang Yuan could still sleep on weekends. Lai slept with Lu Linchuan in his room.

But Jiang Yuan quickly captured the key word "rejection".

"Did that brother not want to sleep with me at that time? Was it because I cried that you didn't reject me?" Jiang Yuan asked.

"No." Lu Linchuan said seriously, "I never thought of rejecting you, but you were acting like a baby all the time, as if..."

It seems that as long as I reject you, the sky will fall down.

Lu Linchuan always remembered that that night, Jiang Yuan cried until his eyes were red and his voice was half hoarse, and he hugged Lu Linchuan stubbornly. At that time, Bu Mengchuan wanted him to take antipyretics first, but Jiang Yuan thought it was because he would not let him Sleeping with myself, I cried even more sadly: "Why? I just want to sleep with my brother, why can't I? My ears are touched by my brother, why don't you let Yuanyuan sleep with my brother?..."

"Ouch," Bu Mengchuan was standing next to him holding the medicine at a loss, "I was crying all the time when I was sick, and my aunt was so distressed by crying, Yuan Yuan is good, sleep with my brother, take the medicine first!"

"Mom, you should rest first, I'll be fine." Lu Linchuan said.

After Bu Mengchuan left, Lu Linchuan touched his hot forehead and said, "Take the medicine first, otherwise I won't sleep with you."

Jiang Yuan quickly calmed down when he heard the words, and took the medicine in a muffled voice without saying a word about the pain.He just stared blankly at Lu Linchuan after taking the medicine, and said a little aggrieved, "Can we sleep together now?"

Lu Linchuan heard some alphas say before that what alphas can't stand the most is acting like a baby. He always doesn't understand it, but now he understands a little bit——Jiang Yuan's subconscious acting like a baby is because of his wholehearted trust and dependence on him, alpha The desire to conquer in his bones was satisfied in an instant, and it seemed that he did have a sense of accomplishment.

He is also sure that he does occupy a very important position in Jiang Yuan's heart.

"Like what?" Jiang Yuan asked.His expression could not be seen clearly in the dark, but Lu Linchuan could hear the curiosity in his tone.

"Nothing." Lu Linchuan replied.

"Oh." He didn't want to say it, Jiang Yuanwen didn't know how to ask, so he adjusted his posture and squeezed closer to Lu Linchuan, his fluffy head arched against his chest.

"Are you going to push me down?" Lu Linchuan pressed his fluffy head.

Jiang Yuan chuckled and hugged him tightly again.

Sometimes Lu Linchuan always doubts whether Jiang Yuan has skin hunger and thirst, likes to hold hands, likes to hug, and also likes to express his heart with body language.

"Brother, do you know how to act like a baby?" Probably because he mentioned acting like a baby, Jiang Yuan asked curiously.

Lu Linchuan thought about this question seriously.

Will he act like a baby?

As an alpha with high hopes, he never seems to be in a state of showing weakness like acting like a baby.

Then he probably won't act like a baby.

Or maybe, in the past, he might act like a baby, but because there is no one who can be completely relied on, even if the little person is injured, he will not cry to someone. grew up quietly.

"No." Lu Linchuan said.

"Oh." Jiang Yuan responded, and the white light coming in from the curtain flashed past, and then there was a clang, and the sound of thunder streaked across the sky.

"Brother, I won't cry if I'm sick." Jiang Yuan said.Probably because he lived in the laboratory since he was a child. In fact, he was still able to accept that kind of illness, but maybe he was confused at the time, unconscious, and subconsciously felt that Lu Linchuan would reject him. The grievance was magnified when he was sick. Tears fell uncontrollably.

But in Lu Linchuan's ears, these words express a kind of dependence - just like when a child falls down, he may say it's okay in front of others and laugh it off, but he will be wronged in front of the people he relies on I have to cry and say it hurts.

That's why Lu Linchuan said, because he has been acting like a baby.

This kind of coquettishness may not be realized by Jiang Yuan himself. The tears he had accumulated for many years burst out at the moment of illness, the moment he thought he would reject him.

"So why is Yuanyuan crying?" Lu Linchuan said with a smile.

Jiang Yuan let out a "huh" and thought about it for a moment, not knowing why he was crying, and then said: "Maybe it's because I really want to stay with my brother."

Lu Linchuan pinched his face, put his arms around him, and said, "Didn't you say you want to sleep, go to sleep."

"Good night, brother." Jiang Yuan said.

"OK, good night."

The non-stop sound of rain is like the most vivid lullaby at night.

The summer rain seems to never end, but the people you meet will never be together forever.

Lu Linchuan received Kong Jiayu's call in the early morning. He turned on the vibration. After the first vibration, Lu Linchuan immediately turned it off. Looking back at Jiang Yuan, he seemed to be still asleep, and breathed a sigh of relief.

He got up cautiously, walked out of the room, just about to dial again, the other party called again.

"Hello?" an unfamiliar voice.

"Hello." Lu Linchuan glanced at the note to confirm that he did not answer the wrong call.

"Hello, this is Qingfeng Bar. Your friend is drunk here. Let us call you. Could you please come and pick him up?"

"Okay." Although Lu Linchuan was a bit unbelievable, he still agreed.

Back in the room, Jiang Yuan sat on the bed in a daze, rubbed his eyes, "Brother?"

"You continue to sleep, I'm going out for a while." Lu Linchuan said.

Jiang Yuan lay back on the bed again, and opened his eyes to look at Lu Linchuan with the help of sleepiness.

"Go out for a while, come back soon." Lu Linchuan hugged him lightly, and Jiang Yuan touched his back before falling back to sleep in peace.

Lu Linchuan covered him with a quilt, the temperature was a little low in the middle of the night, Lu Linchuan turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and then quickly went to the address mentioned on the phone.

When Lu Linchuan arrived, the bar was about to close. The waiter supported him and said to Lu Linchuan, "Excuse me."

The store manager standing aside said earnestly: "Oh, what happened to the young man? Don't come to the bar to drink if you are underage, it's not safe!"

"Okay. Thank you." Lu Linchuan helped Kong Jiayu, who was in a mess, and was about to take a taxi to take him home, when Kong Jiayu said, "No, I won't go back!"

He hooked Lu Linchuan's shoulder and said drunkenly, "I don't want to go back..."

Lu Linchuan: "..."

If you don't come back, don't go back, anyway, it's not the first time you've "taken in" this person.

Lu Linchuan brought him home, and when he opened the door, a small yellow night light was on in the living room. Jiang Yuan was sitting on the sofa with a carrot in his arms. When he heard the movement, he stared at him in bewilderment, "Brother..."

"Didn't I let you continue to sleep?" Lu Linchuan frowned, and helped Kong Jiayu, who was staggering, go upstairs, Jiang Yuan followed behind him step by step.

"Brother, what happened to brother Jiayu?" Jiang Yuan asked.

Lu Linchuan didn't speak, Kong Jiayu said: "Why... Linchuan, why can't alpha and beta be together? We both like each other, why can't we be together..."

Lu Linchuan still didn't speak, took him to the guest room where he once took him in, and threw him mercilessly on the bed.

"I'm so pissed off! Kong Jiaming, you bastard! I'm so kind to him, and he stabbed me in the back!" Kong Jiaming is Kong Jiayu's cousin, and Kong Jiayu usually treats him very well, treating him as his own younger brother.

Kong Jiayu lay on the bed and scolded viciously, and finally fell silent suddenly, with warm liquid continuously dripping from the corners of his eyes.

Lu Linchuan looked at him, sighed softly, and said, "Go to sleep."

After closing the door, Jiang Yuan followed Lu Linchuan back to his room.

"Brother, why does Brother Jiayu look so sad?" Jiang Yuan asked again.

After pondering for a moment, Lu Linchuan said, "Because he separated from your brother Yoyo."

Jiang Yuan was stunned for a moment, and followed Lu Linchuan back to bed, as if he couldn't understand and said: "Why? Don't Brother Jiayu and Brother Youyou like each other? Didn't they establish a special relationship? Why are they still separated? ?”

Lu Linchuan didn't know how to answer, the rain was beating on the window, ticking.

After a while, Lu Linchuan said: "Because there are some things that are not enough for two people to like each other. Just like some wishes, there are always many factors that prevent it from being realized. Many things are not what we think It's smooth sailing in the head."

Jiang Yuan looked at Lu Linchuan and said, "Brother, will we be separated one day? Will brother leave Yuanyuan?"

"No." It was almost a firm, thoughtless answer.

"I will always be with you, we will not be separated."

Jiang Yuan looked at him quietly, and after a long time, he said in a muffled voice, "The big rabbit said the same thing before."

Lu Linchuan was startled.

Jiang Yuan turned over, turned his back to him, and quietly looked out of the window through the gap in the curtain, his thoughts seemed to return to the night many years ago.

The gentle person smiled and said to himself: "I will always grow up with Yuan Yuan. Accompany Yuan Yuan to find the person he likes, and then watch you all be happy."

Then they pull the hook and agree.

And then, never again.

Lu Linchuan was most afraid of Jiang Yuan's sudden silence, which would make him inexplicably uneasy.

"Really, Yuan Yuan is the most important person of my brother. I will always be with you, and we will not be separated." Lu Linchuan only blamed himself for accumulating so many words but not being able to express them. He rubbed Jiang Yuan head, as if to appease.

"Brother is also Yuan Yuan's most important person." Jiang Yuan said softly.He turned around, stretching out his hand like the established trajectory many years ago, overlapping with that time.

"Then brother, don't lie to me, let's pull the hook."

"Yes. Pull the hook." Lu Linchuan said.

Pull the hook, hang yourself, 100 years, not allowed to change.

"Go to sleep." Lu Linchuan said.

Jiang Yuan leaned against him tightly, his fluffy head resting on Lu Linchuan's chest.Lu Linchuan stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and gently followed his back.

Jiang Yuan was already drowsy, and soon fell asleep again.Lu Linchuan couldn't sleep much, he listened to the crackling rain outside the window, and next to his ears was Jiang Yuan's mumbled words in a daze: "Brother, don't break your promise..."

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