love journey

"It's really beautiful!" The sunset at the Rock Bar really lived up to its reputation, and Xinqi, who felt that the trip was worthwhile, sighed in her heart.

Just looking at the couples around her, or a family of three, Xinqi, who came to enjoy the sunset by herself, always felt empty in her heart.How much would it be if Seunghyun was by his side at this time!In this way, she can also snuggle in his arms, sip a cocktail while admiring the sunset, and she can whisper a few words from time to time, lamenting the greatness of nature and so on. . . . . .

It's a pity that Shengxian's identity doomed them to not be able to make such an intimate move in front of everyone, and even pretended to be just an ordinary advertiser and spokesperson in front of people.I don't know why, when I think of these things, Xinqi suddenly becomes sentimental.It's not that she didn't consider these before, but maybe it was because she hadn't really opened up her heart at that time, but now she seems to really care more and more about Shengxian!I hope to share all the beautiful things she thinks with him, I hope to see him when I need him, I hope to cuddle with him like ordinary lovers, enjoy the beautiful scenery, I hope to be with him in the sunset When walking hand in hand on the beach.

People are often so strange. When some things are not discovered or thought of, they don’t care about anything; but once they are awakened, thoughts will sweep in like tides, wave after wave, making you powerless to resist .

Sigh~ Why do you suddenly feel sad when you look at such a beautiful scenery?Xinqi sighed in her heart.

"Hey, look, isn't the one above the girl Xinqi!" Shengli, who was standing under the bar beside TOP, pointed to where Xinqi was in a low voice.

"It's Sister Xinqi, but why does Sister look very sad?" Dacheng looked at Xinqi's back and said, he always felt a layer of sadness surrounding Sister Xinqi.

"It seems to be true. Is there something unhappy?" Sheng Sheng guessed, who rarely saw Xin Qi showing such an expression.

TOP has been looking at Xinqi from a distance since he found her, and doesn't participate in Shengli's discussion.But his heart was already in a mess, he had never seen Sister Xinqi look so sad, even when she recalled her unfortunate childhood, she only had a flat face.What's wrong with her?No, he can't leave Sister Xinqi alone at this time. TOP thought about it, and planned to lift his legs and walk into the rock bar.

But as soon as he lifted his leg, Zhilong pulled him back. Seeing him shaking his head at him, he gestured back to him with his eyes.At this time, TOP noticed that the crew of the original film crew had finished their rest and came to the previously reserved place, which is where they are now.At this time, if he went up to find Sister Xinqi rashly like this, then everything they did before would be in vain.

"Brother TOP, the film crew has already arrived, let's find Sister Xinqi after the end!" Although Zhilong understands TOP's mood very well, everyone is watching at this moment, he can't let TOP go like this Hastily went up to find Sister Xinqi.At the very least, before they were ready, he couldn't let Brother TOP do this, because it would harm both Big Bang and Sister Xinqi.

TOP once again reluctantly compromised, retracted the foot he was planning to step out, and smiled self-deprecatingly.For the first time, I began to hate the identity that brought me countless honors.For the first time, he began to doubt himself. With his status, can he really bring happiness to Sister Xinqi?

TOP participated in the next filming like this in a daze. Even in such a beautiful environment and eating delicious seafood, it was as difficult to swallow as chewing wax.

After ten o'clock in the evening, the outdoor shooting was all over, because bigbang and the others were going to go to the city of Bali early in the morning, so the film crew also left early. After all, they were not as lucky as BB and the others. Can live in such a good hotel.

As soon as the staff left, TOP ran out like flying, and disappeared in front of the other four people like a gust of wind.Because the area of ​​the hotel is too large, when he ran to the villa where Xinqi was, it was already ten minutes later.

Xinqi looked at TOP, who was sweating profusely and panting in front of her, and asked with a puzzled face, "What's the matter, why are you running in such a hurry? You're sweating profusely!" "While speaking, he pulled out a few tissues from the side to help TOP wipe off his sweat.

"Baby, I'm sorry!" TOP hugged Xinqi, put his head on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear, "I'm sorry I didn't stay by your side when you were so sad!"

"Shengxian, you..." As if sensing TOP's uneasiness, Xinqi wanted to speak to comfort her, but TOP interrupted her as soon as she opened her mouth.

"Do you know? When I feel your sadness and your depression, I want to appear by your side immediately. But I can't, my identity is doomed that I can't be like an ordinary man. Appear by her side when I need him. I can only look at you like this, and leave the rock. At that time, I realized Zhilong’s feelings, and I began to doubt myself for the first time. Can I really give you happiness?" At that time, TOP, who could only watch Xinqi leave, was hesitant.

"But I really love you, I love you very much. If I lose you, I will go crazy. What should I do? Sister Xinqi, I don't want to lose you, but I am so useless, will you not want me? "TOP was really flustered. In the past, he may have thought too simply, and Xinqi has always been independent, so he didn't think about many things, and he didn't think about everything.

TOP thinks that as long as he loves her, loves her wholeheartedly, spends as much time as possible with her, and treats her well, that's enough.But he was wrong, what happened today made him finally understand how useless he is.Even if she is an ordinary woman, she still hopes to have a "status". Besides, sister Xinqi's identity is destined to prevent her from being an ordinary woman. How could he just let her follow him by his side in silence? What about selfishness?

It's time for him to think about Sister Xinqi, and he should also plan for their future. Even if they don't disclose their relationship now, it's impossible to never disclose it, right?He still wants to marry Sister Xinqi and have a beautiful daughter like Sister Xinqi!He doesn't want to be like some entertainers, secretly married or something.The wedding between him and sister Xinqi must be known to the whole world.