The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Gu Ping soon saw his cousin come back.

The cousin was a little surprised when he saw him, and asked, "Are you not busy?" There was always a thorn in his tone.

Gu Ping said: "It's not busy anymore, it's you, it seems to be very busy."

The cousin said, "Of course, I'm just getting started." After he finished speaking, he gave Gu Ping a complicated look, and thanked him openly, "If you really want to help me, then I will follow you." Just say thank you."

Gu Ping said, "You're welcome." He went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of wine, pried it open, and smiled at his cousin, "We two cousins ​​have a drink."

The cousin was stunned for a moment, then sat down heroically to the side: "Drink as soon as you drink, who is afraid?"

For the first time after years of turning against each other, the two brothers sat down to drink in peace.Probably because the Chinese New Year was approaching, Gu Ping felt very peaceful. He asked with a light smile how his cousin's publicity plan was going, and listened carefully to his answer.

The atmosphere is exceptional.

During the meal, my cousin couldn't help but move towards Gu Ping and said, "I think something is wrong with them." The "they" of course referred to Gu's father and Gu's mother.

One of them had red eyes, and the other had a tiger face. No one was eating happily.

The cousin felt very regretful, and said to Gu Ping: "I knew it earlier, I might as well eat at home."

When Gu Ping heard his cousin mentioning the word "home" naturally, he couldn't help being dazed, and then he said with a smile: "If you don't come back, uncle will lead someone to smash you there."

The cousin felt very strange when he heard Gu Ping's incomparable address.After knowing Gu Ping's real background, he used to dislike Gu Ping very much, thinking that Gu Ping took his things away, but after being with his own Tian Shuai, he felt that it would be more enjoyable to fight back with his own bare hands. What kind of skill is it for a cat to compete with Gu Ping at home!

With such a big stall at home, one can tell by Gu Ping’s usual workload, he would be exhausted to death, so he has no interest in doing it.

After figuring this out, my cousin thought of more.

For example, Gu Ping is several years older than him, so he should have been born before his biological mother married his father.From this point of view, Gu Ping's mother doesn't seem to be intervening between his biological mother and his father!If Gu Ping is really his father's child, then there is only one explanation: his father was in chaos and then abandoned, and Gu Ping's mother gave birth to a child out of wedlock.

If anyone was wrong in this matter, it was his father first.

I really don't like it so much, I don't want to marry, why are you sleeping with her?An adult can't even control his lower body, talking about true love or not.

The second is Gu Ping's mother. Even if no one loves you anymore, you are still rushing to give birth to the child. Isn't that making yourself guilty and dragging down your own child?

After all the calculations, Gu Ping didn't do anything wrong except that he performed so well that he was once jealous.

On the contrary, he lived under the same roof as his biological parents, yet had to call them "uncle" and "aunt". I really don't know how Gu Ping survived.If it were him, he would have stopped serving him a long time ago, so why would he go to the company to work for the Gu family!

With Gu Ping's ability, where can he go without being rushed?

After thinking it through, the cousin even began to sympathize with Gu Ping.

Under the enlightenment of his family, Tian Shuai, he has decided to repair the relationship with Gu Ping.

The cousin lowered his voice and talked to Gu Ping: "Would you like to come to my house to cook? Tian Shuai will make supper tonight. He is very skilled."

Gu Ping was slightly surprised.

He turned to look at his cousin.

The cousin was a little annoyed, and wanted to say "it's fine if you don't want to come" as before, but he held back and asked again: "Will you come or not?"

Gu Ping said, "Okay."

The two brothers made an appointment, and they ate a lot faster.After dinner they left Gu's house together, Gu Ping drove his own car, his cousin got in naturally and said, "I'm too lazy to ask Shuai Tian to pick me up, you can just drive me back."

Gu Ping said, "Success, the address."

Gu Ping's arrival surprised Tian Shuai, he quietly gave his cousin a thumbs up.

Gu Ping didn't miss the small movements between Tian Shuai and his cousin, and a smile appeared on his face.He chatted with Tian Shuai about work. Tian Shuai looks ordinary, but his work ability is not bad, but there is a problem that he pays too much attention to details.

Gu Ping quickly caught Tian Shuai's shortcoming and gave Tian Shuai some useful pointers.

Tian Shuai felt enlightened, and the more he chatted with Gu Ping, the more speculative he became.

The cousin never expected such a development, he stared at them for a while with rounded eyes.Seeing that Tian Shuai was still unconscious, his cousin went crazy: "I'm hungry, I want to eat supper!"

Tian Shuai smiled helplessly, rubbed his head and said, "Okay, I'll do it."

The cousin grinned his white teeth, and gave Gu Ping a demonstrative smile.

Unexpectedly, Tian Shuai asked Gu Ping: "Cousin, is there anything you can't eat? Or what do you like to eat?"

The cousin said angrily: "You said you can't order food!"

Tian Shuai said, "My cousin is a guest."

The cousin just shut up aggrievedly.

When Gu Ping left his cousin's house, there was still a warmth in his heart.

This is what a normal family feels like, right?

Gu Ping drove around the city aimlessly.

Unexpectedly, he saw Xu Damao again.

Xu Damao was wearing an army green coat, standing at the door of a store directing others to dismantle the things on the truck, looking very busy.

Gu Ping stopped and watched for a long time, and only got out of the car and walked over when Xu Damao stopped.

When Xu Damao saw Gu Ping, he was stunned in place, looking dumbfounded, with a very funny expression on his face.

Gu Ping wanted to reach out to brush his hair, but he paused and held back.He asked, "What are you doing?"

Xu Damao said: "After much deliberation, I feel that literature is not suitable for me. It is better to come out early and do something I can do. Brother Gu, didn't you say that the most important thing is to find your own position. I am planning to Open a decoration company. Spring is coming soon, the weather is humid, and there are not many people doing decoration. I have a season to learn and practice, and I will definitely be able to do it.”

Gu Ping said: "You can definitely."

Hearing Gu Ping's encouragement, Xu Damao felt a little sour again.He thought of the room they stayed together, and he went there a few times later, but the security guard said that Gu Ping hadn't been back for a long time.The communication between them was like a dream, which should have been forgotten after waking up from the dream, but what Gu Ping said and taught seemed to be imprinted into his soul.

He can't forget, and doesn't want to forget.

Xu Damao said: "I like this business very much. I decorate other people's houses and listen to each of them talk about their ideas for their homes. Everyone wants a happy home. I am very happy when I think that I can fulfill their expectations. .”

Gu Ping said, "I'm so moved."

Xu Damao said: "If you...in the future..." He hesitated to speak for a long time, and finally tears of grievance welled up in his eyes, "You can come anytime in the future."

Gu Ping was taken aback.

Gu Ping softened his heart, he stretched out his hand to give Xu Damao a hug, and said seriously: "I said, you will find someone who really suits you."

Xu Damao said: "I'm going to get busy, I will try my best to do a good job in the company!" After speaking, he wiped away his tears and turned his back to Gu Ping.

Gu Ping looked at Xu Damao's back for a while, then turned around and walked towards the car.

At this time, Xu Damao's voice suddenly came from behind: "I don't want what suits me, I only want what I want!"

They all stopped, but no one looked back.Gu Ping stood quietly for a while, opened the car door and drove away.

Along the way, many thoughts flashed through Gu Ping's mind.

For example, setting up a new home like my cousin, for example, running a decoration company with Xu Damao, for example, for example, it will always be just an example, and his situation cannot be compared with others at all.Most of the time, he can only obey Mr. Qin's words involuntarily. As long as Mr. Qin wants to continue, he has no way to stop.

Gu Ping has never cared about this, anyway, he doesn't have anything he particularly wants to do, or someone he particularly likes. He doesn't mind accompanying Mr. Qin for as long as he wants to play, or as long as Mr. Qin wants to keep him.

Has his mind changed now?

Gu Ping paused for a moment, denying the question.

Although he envies his cousin, and although he likes staying with the Xu family boy, these are not enough for him to fight for "freedom" with Mr. Qin.

A faint mockery floated on Gu Ping's face.

He is indeed a selfish person, and even the choice of feelings can be measured by the so-called "value".Does the Xu family know him?do not understand.Few people understand his true nature. He is a rational, cold-blooded, profit-seeking person—to be precise, he is a profit-oriented businessman who follows others.

People who will like him probably like his mask.

The love that is said without really knowing it will always be a mirror image, easy to get together and easier to disperse.

After sorting out everything, Gu Ping drove back to Mr. Qin's residence.

He took out the key and opened the door, only to find that the light was on inside, which was extremely bright.

Mr. Qin is sitting on the sofa reading a book.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Mr. Qin raised his head and said, "Are you back? Where did you go? You're back so late?"

Gu Ping was very surprised, but he quickly came back to his senses.

Although Mr. Qin's tone didn't sound like he was questioning, he still answered honestly: "I went home and had a meal, and then went to my cousin's house to sit for a while."

Mr. Qin waved at him.

Gu Ping walked over obediently.

Mr. Qin sniffed Gu Ping with his nose and narrowed his eyes dangerously.

Gu Ping reacted quickly, and immediately patched up his own words: "I met that kid from the Xu family on the way, and we talked for a while. He decided not to engage in literature, and planned to open a decoration company. I think it looks pretty good."

Mr. Qin pulled him into his arms and held him firmly, his tone was calm but with a bit of judgment: "You do care about him."

Gu Ping knew that the more he tried to hide it in front of Mr. Qin, the worse it would be, so he generously admitted: "It's normal for friends to care about it."

Mr. Qin kissed and bit his ear: "I'm afraid he will not only consider you as a friend."

Gu Ping said: "How can there be so much unreasonable love and liking in the world."

Mr. Qin raised his eyebrows, raised his hand to play with Gu Ping's wrist, and said, "You are very kind to him, isn't that the reason?"

Gu Ping said, "I understand what to do."

Mr. Qin said: "It's better if you really understand." As if afraid that Gu Ping would not understand what he meant, Mr. Qin gave a clear order, "I remember that I have already said, don't have any more contact with him."

Gu Ping said "hmm" without any objection.

Mr. Qin smiled in satisfaction, pushed Gu Ping into the sofa and kissed him.He really likes watching Gu Ping's reaction to having sex in a strange place, especially his initial stiffness and trembling - such an appearance can always easily arouse his desire to conquer.

Mr. Qin didn't intend to hide his bad side. After kissing Gu Ping, he asked, "Do you think there will be a day when you can't stand my temper and decide to rebel?"

Gu Ping raised his eyebrows, and asked without answering, "If I rebel, will you violently suppress it?"

Mr. Qin said, "Of course."

Gu Ping sighed: "Forget it."

Mr. Qin's smile overflowed from his chest.

He pressed Gu Pingping under his body, and said approvingly, "Good boy."