Wang Shuqing

There was only a deep blackness in Jiang Shuqing's eyes, her love leaked all over the ground, she lowered her head to pick it up, and caught nothing.

After making a noise, Bai Xing looked up, trembling by that desolate figure.She vaguely understood what Xu Yan said was "unsatisfactory".

Some emotions were rolling irresistibly, probably "wanting to save her", Bai Xing called her in a very low voice: "Teacher, what's wrong with you?"

Bai Xing's vocabulary is never lacking, but depression and decadence should not be used to describe Jiang Shuqing.

More attractive than a magnet, Bai Xing simply couldn't ignore Jiang Shuqing's answer.Approaching her, he sat down next to Jiang Shuqing.

Jiang Shuqing was so proud, how could she show a pitiful face in front of Bai Xing, put her desolation away, and said, "I'm fine."

In the past, a jubilant child would definitely run over and say, "Teacher, don't lie to me!" Now she can only linger in her memory, and the person next to her is Bai Xing who has changed her temperament.

In Bai Xing's ears, the voice heard across thousands of mountains and rivers was "Get closer to her, get closer to her", but everyone said that I was fine, so they drove away so brightly.

She didn't speak, and returned to her original position to continue reading.

I am finally not your student, but...Jiang Shuqing, I dare not love anymore, I am afraid

There is still residual warmth by her side, Jiang Shuqing expresses her love in a simple way, covering her palms, this is her comfort.Only when facing a white wall, can she dare to show her pain naked|naked.

Falling into the bottomless abyss, the soul is sick again.But still decent, expensive, no flaws can be seen.

Two hours passed, Bai Xing couldn't take it anymore.She called Chuchen: "Teacher, when will you release me?"

After a few words on the phone, Bai Xing said again: "Of course I'm in a hurry, I have to catch a flight back at night."

She... is leaving again.

Jiang Shuqing resisted the desire to shed tears against the wind, and always wanted to leave some words for her to relieve her loneliness in the days to come, even if she used words like "I don't love you" to heal her illness, it didn't matter.

Originally eager to communicate, Jiang Shuqing said: "Are you leaving today?" His tone was lonely and cold.

She still turned her back, so that Bai Xing couldn't figure out her expression when she spoke, whether it was too perfunctory to reply "um", Bai Xing said: "Well, it's time to go back to school tomorrow."

Wounded tightly by melancholy, Jiang Shuqing did not relax his emotions: "Then when will you come back next time?"

Quite puzzled, Bai Xing always felt that through the plain words, he saw the tears in Jiang Shuqing's eyes who were sitting with his back, but she still said calmly: "Let's go on summer vacation."

Almost an instinctive reaction, Jiang Shuqing lost his composure in an instant: "Can you visit me when you come back?"

He still refused to look back, and Bai Xing couldn't forget to wear her eyes, so he couldn't just go over recklessly and turn her body over to have a look.

Say something that a mature person should say, then brew it in your heart first.Before I could say the phrase "I will go when I have time", the door lock moved and the door was opened.It also means that the conversation is over.The gods have given them a chance, and the gods can't save them.

Chuchen glanced around, and it seemed that it was different from what she had expected, but she guessed it right. She said, "Hey, the ceremony is finally over. You have given me enough trouble. You can go out now."

Before hearing her say a few more words, Bai Xing put the book back in its original place.There was no rush, as if I was just reading a book, and left.

She's gone, finally able to relax.Jiang Shuqing staggered when she stood up, Chuchen hurried forward to help, but she gently blocked her: "I can do it myself."

Chuchen just drank a few more glasses, and now he is a little stupefied: "Jiang Shuqing, can you cheer yourself up."

People who bury their feelings too deeply are farthest from hope, Jiang Shuqing moved a little, and Bai Xing's indifferent appearance appeared before her eyes again, she wanted to kill her resentment.

Completely ignoring Chu Chen, Jiang Shuqing walked out.

"Where are you going?" Chuchen grabbed her wrist, not letting her go.Then, she heard Jiang Shuqing utter the words sadly: "I'm going to touch up my makeup, it's messed up, and Bai Xing doesn't want to look at me anymore."

I saw it at the beginning of the morning.

Jiang Shuqing straightened his back, his fingers trembling.

However, make up for nothing.

Seeing that Xu Yan was empty, Chu Chen took Jiang Shuqing to ask, "Where did Bai Xing go? Did you go to the bathroom?"

Even Xu Yan felt that she couldn't look directly at Jiang Shuqing's eyes, she was all haggard, she couldn't bear it and said: "She's gone."

Her heart was completely broken, there was no need to pretend to be calm, Jiang Shuqing was about to walk into the darkness again, don't break free, she didn't want to get rid of her fear.

"Shu Qing", "Teacher".

She didn't listen to anyone who called her, Jiang Shuqing just wanted to get tired, hide herself from the world, her senses were paralyzed, and she walked towards deeper pain with the most graceful steps.

When will I see the real dawn, "I can't wait any longer...Bai Xing..."

At home at night.

"Hey, Zhilan. Well, I'll go back tomorrow." I didn't forget, I'll give you an answer when I go back. "

Ben was going back to school tomorrow, but Bai Xing was always uneasy.As soon as he closed his eyes, the scene of Jiang Shuqing sitting there was rewinding and playing.

The more I think about going back to Pingyang, the more uneasy I feel.

It's all a mystery, wandering on the balcony for a long time, Bai Xing dialed the phone: "Sister Ziqing, it's me."

The call lasted an hour.

Bai Xing hung up the phone, his heart began to roar, and even the air flickered.

How to connect the word depression with the omnipotent Teacher Jiang in her impression.

She opened her eyes in fear, and she also wrote "Healed from a Serious Illness", but she didn't know how to make her Teacher Jiang "forget about melancholy".

There is only one thought.

Seeing her, she is still Bai Xing who likes Jiang Shuqing.

Whether it's in Dongcheng, Pingyang, No. [-] Middle School, G University, under the podium, or in front of the camera.She has always loved Jiang Shuqing.

The strong wind picked up again and again outside, and Bai Xing faced the wind.She just wanted to hold Jiang Shuqing's hand and bring her out of the eighteenth hell.

What pride and arrogance.

Not as important as her.

Why is this road so long, it seems to have crossed as far as ten mountains, the tip of the nose is cold, there is no rain in the sky, it is tears.

Bai Xing thought, after reaching the finish line this time, she must tell the truth.So, I knocked on the door I didn't dare to knock on last night.

There is only air between the two of them.

Jiang Shuqing was pinching an unsmoked cigarette in his hand, his eyes were red and swollen, and Bai Xing was suffocated by the sense of desolation on his face without makeup.

As if dying.

Tears were about to flow out, Bai Xing walked in, and at the same time as the door closed, he embraced the body that was about to collapse at any time.

The previous time was suspended, and Bai Xing belonged to Jiang Shuqing from then on.

However, Jiang Shuqing couldn't stop trembling, she held onto Bai Xing's clothes tightly, such a sense of intimacy made her uneasy.

Bai Xing hugged Jiang Shuqing tighter again, and promised in her ear over and over again: "I'm here, I'm here to see you, teacher."

The moonlight poured in obliquely from the window, this was the real rescue, but Jiang Shuqing still couldn't let go of the trembling and pity.

Until the materials of the two people's clothes made the sound of static friction, Bai Xing let go of his hand, but Jiang Shuqing still held on to her desperately, and the pleading almost made Bai Xing collapse.

"Can you please don't leave me alone."

Biting her lower lip tightly, her weak and slack eyes were full of longing and fear.

Bai Xing's eyes flowed across Jiang Shuqing's face, and then he cried hysterically, and hugged her again: "Teacher, I will watch the moon with you from now on, don't be afraid, I'm by your side."

However, no matter how many nice words Bai Xing said, Jiang Shuqing couldn't relax. The corner of the clothes she was holding was already hot, and Bai Xing didn't dare to move at all. As long as she moved a little, Jiang Shuqing would stick tighter.

"Teacher... I won't go, I won't go..."

It's useless to express your sincerity, knowing that Shirahoshi will not leave this room.

But Jiang Shuqing's heart was empty and desolate for too long.She was afraid that if Bai Xing left again, new pain would follow one after another, and she really didn't have the strength to feel that bitter pain anymore.She let go of her modesty, and now in front of Bai Xing, she is affectionate.

Seeing that the cigarette butt was almost burning his hand, Shirako said, "Throw away the cigarette, okay?"

Still not letting go, Jiang Shuqing's voice was intermittent: "Then can you stay with me?"

The ending trembled badly.

"Well, I'll be right here with you."

Bai Xing carefully brought the cigarette butt over, she was familiar with the structure of the room, changed her shoes, walked to the coffee table, and filled an ashtray.

The whole body trembled, Bai Xing turned her head, and she saw Jiang Shuqing standing there, very thin, the bare|exposed skin was so thin that it made people feel distressed.Her hair was disheveled, and there were still a few tears on her face.

Bai Xing couldn't imagine how many obstacles there were in her heart.

It would be better to generously give her a few hugs, and a few more, to drive away the "dead ashes" and "gloom" in her life.

Bai Xing stepped forward again, hugging her into his arms.Be fascinated and focused when hugging her, Bai Xing remained silent.

But the feeling of loneliness bypassed the soul and surged up again. Jiang Shuqing couldn't find time to shed tears, and asked again: "Why do you always don't talk? Did I make you boring again? If you say it, I can change it. Can be changed..."

Jiang Shuqing was willing to let Bai Xing see her crippled side, she stretched out her hand to ask her for help, Bai Xing was her only hope.

With just a few dozen words, Bai Xing seemed to see the dark clouds Jiang Shuqing experienced and acted out again. She put on the glasses she had taken off, supported Jiang Shuqing's body, and said very seriously: "Jiang Shuqing, let's be together."

Jiang Shuqing was in a daze at first, then lowered his head, smiled, raised his head again, covered his mouth and cried.

The deepest feelings are all words from the heart.The mountains and seas are turbulent, and all living beings are not as good as Jiang Shuqing.

Bai Xing said again: "Teacher, you don't want to, then I... leave?"

"No."

Immediately catching the words, the sleeves were pulled tight again.

There is no need to make a choice at all, how many times the picture that appears in the dream has to say "I would like to be with you" in a particularly gentle tone.

Haven't said it yet.

"Buzz buzz..." Bai Xing's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was "Zhi Lan". He didn't hide it deliberately, and Jiang Shuqing saw it too.

Cut off, called again, and again, the vibrating sound kept going, in case there was something urgent.

Bai Xing: "I'm going to answer the phone, just wait for me for a while."

Not seeing anything strange about Jiang Shuqing, Bai Xing walked towards the balcony.

Behind her, Jiang Shuqing was sinking into the sofa, curled up, she saw Bai Xing's lips moving, and there was a smile on his face from time to time.

Jiang Shuqing was trembling, feeling trapped in the busy streets again, staggering, unable to get out of the darkness...

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