Wang Shuqing

The car is still on the road.

Bai Xing couldn't turn a blind eye to the anxiety in her heart, she no longer restrained her reason: "Can you explain clearly, Yanyan?"

"Look at you, when it comes to her, you will still be in a mess."

"I do not have."

Bai Xing pursed his lips and looked out of the car window. The scenery was falling backwards, and the water passed without a trace.

Xu Yan was like Ming Jing in her heart: "That's right, anyway, you have to get out of the past, no matter how unsatisfactory the teacher's life is, it has nothing to do with you.

Unsatisfactory, what is unsatisfactory, no clue.

Before the mask was torn off, Shirahoshi would not say "I'm worried, I want to see her", let the feeling of suffocation and desolation ensue, she urged herself to say irony: "Well, that's what you said."

Just another intersection ahead and you'll be home, and when the red light passed, Xu Yan said solemnly: "Actually, it's not irreversible."

Bai Xing's mind gradually became empty: "What to redeem?"

"Your mind is hard to appease."

This time Shirahoshi shook his head.

Not long after she crawled out of the mud pit, she was not cherished when she generously gave out all her love.It sucks to be crying all the time for no reason, so, "No, I'm making peace with the past."

Bai Xing repeatedly wrote "It's so funny" on the paper, saying it was indifferent, but actually remembering that she couldn't sleep, she cursed herself in her heart, "What a lunatic", then, she put on a windbreaker, and went to walk there again A muddy path.

It's one o'clock in the morning, when even the wild dogs don't bark. Bai Xing said that she was out to find inspiration. She wanted to write about mountains and rivers and nights. Maybe she was too immersed in ideas and went the wrong way. She actually walked to someone else's house .

26th floor.Also interpreted "funny".

People, there are always times when grass grows in the heart, and once the heat in the head passes, you will wake up.

She didn't have the energy to knock on that door at all, the more she was like this, the more lost she felt.If you don't write, you can't write mountains and rivers.

This trip is also redundant.

But why, there was an urge to hug her in my heart, this kind of desire was unprecedented, Bai Xing wandered downstairs in other people's houses.

Watched the sunrise again.

Then, Bai Xing went home and took a nap, and later he had to go to Chu Chen's wedding.Sleeping in the dark, if it wasn't for Xu Yan's phone call, she probably would have slept through the night.

Apart from relatives, most of the guests at the wedding banquet were friends of Chu Chen and the man, and the students were only named Bai Xing and Xu Yan.Because Jiang Kai is young, most of his friends are also under 25.

So, it didn't take long to sit in Bai Xing.

"Hey, look over there, that back looks like Shirahoshi!"

Just as Bai Xing tilted his head to talk to Xu Yan, the side of his face just showed, the two girls passed by immediately, speaking a little shyly: "You... are you Teacher Bai Xing?"

Bai Xing blinked and smiled, but his body was too gloomy, so he still looked very serious: "Well, I am, just call me Bai Xing, sit down, you guys sit here."

How could the two of them dare to sit down, they waved their hands repeatedly, obviously a little older than Bai Xing, but they were very restrained: "No need, Mr. Bai, are you also Jiang Kai's friend?"

"No, I'm Teacher Chuchen's student."

Bai Xing tilted his head and smiled, trying to make himself appear a little more approachable.

But Bai Xing's demeanor is too easy to make people fantasize. They chased "Eleven" without missing a word. Could it be that the prototype in it is Chuchen!

The person involved is right in front of him, so there is no need to speculate. He spoke very softly: "Mr. Bai, is the teacher you like Chuchen?"

"Pfft..." Xu Yan heard it clearly from the side: "What! I heard it right!"

These two people may be expecting Bai Xing to say "yes", but subconsciously hope that she will say "no". Yes or no will not be a perfect answer. On the one hand, they are eager to know who "Mr. I don't want Jiang Kai to be this "little three".

But still eager to know the answer, Bai Xing shook his head and said, "It's not Teacher Chuchen".

"Teacher Bai, then you..."

Surrounded by foils, Bai Xing could no longer hear any sound.

She saw a woman, to be precise, a beautiful woman with a melancholy temperament, who was more intoxicated than all the mountains, rivers and lands she had seen.

In the past, she had a pampered and bookish air, but now she has more of a kind of sadness that sees through the past and present.

Bai Xing had just walked through the abyss, and now he fell into it again, probably at the stage of mental breakdown again.

"Mr. Bai?"

Finally being called back, Bai Xing subconsciously said, "Huh?"

Talking to others is all absent-minded, turning around during the conversation, the beautiful woman is gone, and the feeling that was just awakened is closed again.

I almost got addicted again, but luckily I didn't.

An hour ago, Chuchen sent Jiang Shuqing a WeChat message.

【Shirahoshi will come today. 】

What drove her to get out of bed almost instantly was the love she was ashamed to talk about, the only hope left.

What should be done to please Shirahoshi quickly.

Wear a dark blue long dress. Jiang Shuqing remembered Jiang Zhilan wearing this color that day.

In this way, is it too frivolous?

But Jiang Shuqing couldn't care less, she couldn't think of anything else except to imitate and shape herself into the type Bai Xing liked.

Jiang Shuqing is most afraid, Bai Xing has no feelings for her, she has talked countless times in class that "a confident person is the most attractive", but where no one knows, even her soul is inferior.

Especially at the moment when he saw Shirahoshi.

Bai Xing sat there.

Wearing a pure white off-the-shoulder long dress, the sexy collarbone is looming, and the face with light makeup is more elegant and calm. The temperament accumulated in the past two years is even more fascinating.

Jiang Shuqing only dared to step across the crowd to peek at her. It was probably from this moment that she became convinced that the fact that she still loved Bai Xing would become an old secret.

It wasn't that desire was extinguished, but that her sense of inferiority had risen to the extreme. Jiang Shuqing only dared to look at the moon at night. The moon was as lonely as her. She said that she was not worthy of someone as dazzling as the sun.

Being asked such a stupid question, Bai Xing found an excuse to slip away: "I'm going to the bathroom."

Bai Xing was also full of thoughts while walking, and after bumping into someone, she hadn't said the word "I'm sorry", she stood there, and had to look at the face that made her feel infinitely pitiful.

Up close, it's almost breathless.

The body is too thin, the pale feeling on the face is impossible for anyone to act out, and the eyes show the lack of spirit to the fullest.

Bai Xing shouldn't be distressed, she has a heart of stone.

However, this reunion should always be given a sense of solemn ceremony. She took a step back and smiled: "Mr. Jiang, long time no see."

It was not as grand as imagined, making it difficult for people to get off the stage.

Jiang Shuqing thought, it's time to perform decently next.Not forcing out an ugly smile, she also repeated the sentence: "Long time no see."

Tossing and turning day and night only got these four words.

Even passing by each other has the desolation of the TV drama, what a scene, Bai Xing is going faster than time, Jiang Shuqing is waiting for time.

"Why, even wearing a dark blue dress can't impress her anymore." Jiang Shuqing was originally an iceberg, and it melted in order to get closer to the sun, even though it was meaningless.

Chuchen just refused to give up.

She even felt that getting married was secondary, and matching Jiang Shuqing and Bai Xing was the most important thing.

She first sent a WeChat message to Bai Xing.

[Go upstairs to room 204 and wait a minute, I have something to tell you. 】

After Bai Xing replied [OK], she proceeded to the next step: "Shu Qing, accompany me to pick up something. There are bouquets and the like, and I can't get them by myself."

Jiang Shuqing walked in front. After she stepped into the room, before she could look inside, she heard the sound of the door being locked behind her.

Chuchen spoke through the door: "You stay here honestly, and I will release you when the ceremony is over."

you?

Only then did Jiang Shuqing realize that there was another person in the room.

Bai Xing didn't lose her sense of control because of this, her voice was low and hoarse, slightly drunk: "Sit down for a while, you can pretend that I don't exist."

She was holding a paper book in her hand, and she turned her eyes away from the book, preferring to look out of the window than to look at Jiang Shuqing.

After looking for a long time, I went to read a book again.

This was too tortured, Jiang Shuqing didn't have a book in his hand, Bai Xing didn't want to talk to her, so she stopped talking from now on.

Jiang Shuqing's back was facing Bai Xing, and as long as Bai Xing raised her eyes a little, she could see her lonely and cold back, her head was buried very low, and could be broken if she rubbed it.

If Bai Xing was given a pen, she could only write two words on this picture, "withered".

The ashes of disappointment were already covered, but Bai Xing was still reluctant, she closed the book and held it in her hand.Called "teacher".

"Ok?"

Subconsciously, upon hearing Bai Xing's voice, Jiang Shuqing turned her head. Tears were boiling hot, and her eyes were filled with darkness. Jiang Shuqing couldn't see anything clearly. She only saw Bai Xing standing by the window, holding a book in her hand. She was "gentle", "calm" ".Unlike her, "depression", "low self-esteem".

What you can do now is to hide your vulnerability and don't embarrass yourself too much.

Turning around, turning around again, Jiang Shuqing had her usual indifference on her face: "What's wrong?"

Bai Xing couldn't tell which one was the real Jiang Shuqing, so she opened the book again, but didn't look up, "Teacher, are the students easy to teach now?"

"Well, it's fine."

In fact, Jiang Shuqing asked for leave every now and then, and this time she didn't go to school for half a month.

Without further extending the topic, Bai Xing read the book again.

In the past, Jiang Shuqing often taught Bai Xing that "you should read more books", but now she really loves to read books all the time.

Excellent and knowledgeable people are always the most attractive, Jiang Shuqing stared at the white wall, shouldn't be depressed.

She wants to take medicine again.

Crying in his heart, how to make Bai Xing fall in love with her again is too difficult.

Jiang Shuqing couldn't bear it anymore, she was probing like a knife in her heart: "Are you still together?"

There was a pause for a few seconds when the page was turned, but Bai Xing was very quiet when he spoke, "Yeah."

Pain emerged from the red eyes, Jiang Shuqing didn't allow herself to cry, she nodded, then turned her head, through the white wall, she saw a girl holding a piece of toffee in her hand.

The whole world is like a dream.

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