sickly wrapped around the waist

ding dong ding dong --

Someone rang the doorbell, and the butler ordered the door to be opened. It was...that woman.

"Miss?" The housekeeper was a little surprised, this woman hadn't been to this house for a long time.

The woman entered the door gracefully and looked around. "Where's Ah Xian?"

"Miss Hui, the young master has gone out, I will notify the young master..."

"No need, I didn't come to look for him." Waving his hand, he went up to the second floor. "Which room is Yan Zhou's child in?"

"Miss?" The housekeeper didn't expect that women also knew about Yan Zhou's existence. Yan Zhou was the young master who had been enjoining him to protect him, and he was not allowed to see anyone.The young lady broke in suddenly, so she didn't have to stop her. "Miss, master, he..."

"What are you afraid of? It's not the first time I've met that child." The woman pursed her red lips and entered the door gracefully. "It's this one, you are waiting in the living room, you are not allowed to come in, do you hear me?"

"Okay lady."

Pushing the door open, Yan Zhou sat on the bed. These days, Shen Linxian ran out every day and only came back at night.

It has been almost half a month since I stayed here. During this half month, Yan Zhou was in a daze like a dead body every day, eating, and then continuing to be in a daze.

What I face every day is either Shen Linxian or the servants at home.

He can't touch any electronic products, and lives like a savage.

Yan Zhou was surprised by the woman's appearance. Thinking about it...they have such a good relationship, it shouldn't be surprising that a woman can come here.

Seeing Yan Zhou's lukewarm expression, the woman smiled charmingly and walked over on her high heels. "What? I'm not welcome?"

"No." Yan Zhou replied.

"Actually, I don't want to come either, but I have to." Sitting gracefully on the edge of the bed, she carefully looked at Yan Zhou's face.I lost weight, my dark circles got worse, and I became taciturn. I could say a word but I would never say two. "Aren't you happy here? Look, you've lost weight."

"Ask knowingly." Being hostile to this woman, Yan Zhou looked at the scenery outside the window, which was a place he couldn't reach.

"Actually, I came today to ask you a few questions." Fingertips twirled her waist-wavy curly hair and played with her, staring at Yan Zhou shrewdly with a smile in her eyes.Every move, every frown and smile, seems random but hides a mystery. "Do you love Axian?"

Yan Zhou trembled, but did not answer, his face was still facing the window, and his lips were clenched tightly.

Women understand. "Looks like I like it. Since I like it, why would you be unhappy staying in Ah Xian's house. Oh, I see, you want freedom, right? Hmph~ I'm really greedy. If you really love someone, you don't want absolute freedom. Saying this proves that you don't love Ah Xian enough."

The woman deliberately said every word without haste.

Not loving enough?

Yan Zhou sneered.

Maybe.

"Let Ah Xian go, let him go free." The woman said straight to the point.Yan Zhou smiled wryly.

"Shouldn't he let me go?" He is the one who is not free, and he is the one who is under house arrest.

"Heh~ Ah Xian just imprisoned your body, but you trapped Ah Xian's whole body and mind by your side."

"What do you mean?" I didn't quite understand, but Yan Zhou felt uncomfortable and panicked.

"I don't know if you have noticed that everything Ah Xian does is because of you. You can also see that Ah Xian's personality has changed drastically and he is no longer the same as before." Seeing Yan Zhou's bitterness, the woman continued. "Ah Xian has a mental illness. As for the reason, I won't tell you for the time being. His illness needs to go abroad for treatment. I think it's not suitable for me to take you abroad with me. Ashin has a strong self-esteem, and I don't want you to see it. His painful side, with you around, he will not accept treatment at ease. You have locked his body and mind firmly by his side, and because of your existence, he is unwilling to leave, so please let Axian go, so that he can accept it treat."

So that's what it means to let go.

"You mean...Shen Linxian, need to go abroad?" Go abroad...where?What to treat?How long are you going?A bunch of questions flooded in, and Yan Zhou was so selfish that he didn't want Shen Linxian to leave.

When he realized this, Yan Zhou forcibly suppressed this thought.

"Yeah, don't you just happen to want to be free? It's the best of both worlds."

"Then what will happen if you don't go abroad for treatment?" I was still unwilling, and asked with a glimmer of hope.The woman sneered, her red lips parted slightly, and every word hit Yan Zhou's heart. "If you don't treat him, your life will be ruined. If you love him a little bit in your heart, don't be so selfish."

just ruined...

No...but..."But you should know, now that I am the passive party, how can I let him go?"

Conflicted in my heart, should I let go, let go... I can't bear it, it's too selfish not to let go.No consideration was given to the authenticity of what the woman said.

"As long as you agree to listen to me, I can help you." If you want Shen Linxian to receive treatment, you can only start with Yan Zhou.The so-called death and survival is the only way to go. "A Xian loves you to the bone, and we all see it. If you want him to go abroad for treatment with peace of mind, you must let him die with you. Only when you die, can you let each other go."

Sudden pain in the heart, Yan Zhou's face was pale, his fists hidden under the quilt were clenched, and even his lips were trembling.

The woman knew that Yan Zhou fell in love with Shen Linxian.

But if they don't treat them, the life of these two people will be ruined by each other, so she has to do so.

"Distressed? Can't bear it? Heh~ Don't be so nervous, think about Ah Xian's healthy life in the future, then everything you do now will be worthwhile."

Yup…

Haven't I always wanted to be free?

The freedom I want now can save Shen Linxian, so why not do it.

But... so cruel.

After Shen Linxian's heart died, he went abroad for treatment, and then...he would completely forget me, or he really wanted to never want me again, maybe he didn't even want to see me again.

Trembling and thinking, Yan Zhou saw the consequences and the ending, but he had to move towards the worst direction step by step.

Yan Zhou asked with trembling purple lips. "what should I do?"

"Very good, I hope you don't regret it halfway." The woman smiled triumphantly. "From now on, you can't show any affection for Ah Xian. You must make him feel that he won't get any response from you."

Yan Zhou understood what the woman meant.

It's just that I can't have a good impression of Shen Linxian, have a response, and always use actions to remind myself to remind Shen Linxian that the two have no future.

No matter what Shen Linxian did, he was not allowed to respond, and he was not allowed to resist. He felt bored, felt hopeless, and slowly died.

Is it that simple?

Yan Zhou also resisted.

However, it is often as simple as breaking a person's heart.

And it is a heart that loves itself deeply, which is even simpler.

Satisfied with Yan Zhou's obedience, the woman left the room door after finally explaining the record.Yan Zhou, who was sitting on the bed, heard the woman ordering everyone not to tell Shen Linxian what she did here.

Of course, in fact, only two of them knew about the conversation between the two in the room, and the servants outside did not dare to listen, nor could they.