fish in cage

The matter of Bai Heng's self-harm cannot be concealed, which explains why he has insisted on rehabilitation in the past few months, but he has not improved at all and even has a tendency to worsen.

He Ling was so angry that he didn't want to say a word to Bai Heng, looking down at Bai Heng who was holding his leg, he couldn't help but sarcastically.

"You are promising, you can even make fun of your own legs."

"Oh, I forgot, you didn't even have to lose your life before, a leg is nothing, is it?"

"You really want to be a cripple so much, I won't stop you."

Bai Heng accepted all his blames without hesitation.

He Ling tried his best to keep calm, followed the window to look at the blue sky, "Explain."

Bai Heng was still silent, He Ling pushed him and said angrily, "Don't keep talking."

"I don't want you to go." Bai Heng raised his head, his eyes were red, and he choked up, "I heard everything."

He let go of He Ling's leg dejectedly, tears rolled down, "He Ling, you have been thinking of leaving since my operation, I know it all, but I don't want you to go, I don't want to have nothing to do with you, I I don't know what to do to make you stay..."

He Ling was so furious that he bent down and grabbed Bai Heng's collar, pulling Bai Heng's clothes out of shape with such force, he said in a trembling voice, "So you choose to self-harm, as long as your legs don't get better, I won't hurt you." Will you go?"

Hot tears rolled down from the end of Bai Heng's eyes.

He Ling's voice was trembling, and his hands were trembling, "You think I will sympathize with you and pity you if you do this, because you were hurt because of me, and I will feel guilty if you are lame, right?" He glared at Bai Heng With a teary face, "You're wrong, I won't, you know what kind of person I am, I'm terribly selfish, it doesn't matter to me that you become crippled and crippled, you will only make me think you are horrible."

He said so, but his eyes were already red.

"Then what can I do? Tell me what I can do?" Bai Heng grasped He Ling's wrist and tightened it, like a stick in his throat, "When I woke up, you said you broke up with me, that I made so many mistakes things, but I don’t remember, I can’t remember, how can I accept it?”

"If you say I was wrong, then I am wrong. I am willing to make up for it. You can treat me whatever you want, but you still have to go. One year, what is a year? I feel like I am counting down to death. After one day, you will be by my side for one day less, without you, what is the difference between me and death?"

"I want to ask you to stay, but I'm afraid that you will laugh at me for being sentimental. I don't want you to embarrass me, so I can only do it to myself."

"But He Ling, I just like you."

Bai Heng couldn't make a sound, He Ling looked at his face wet with tears, his heart seemed to be empty, and when he came to his senses, he realized that he also cried at some point, the tears fell on Bai Heng's face, and Bai Heng tears gathered together.

"That's enough." He Ling unleashed all the strength in his body, and slowly loosened Bai Heng's collar with his hands. He swallowed sourly, "Xiao Bai, you make me feel like a heinous sinner."

Bai Heng yelled sadly, "He Ling..."

He Ling wiped away his tears indiscriminately, sat on the carpet in the rehabilitation room, took a few deep breaths, and said wearily, "No matter what your purpose is, I don't want to pursue it, but I want you to promise me to recover well ,get well soon."

Bai Heng went to grab He Ling's hand, but He Ling didn't hide, he just cried loudly, his voice was sticky, mixed with fear and anxiety, "Then you still go?"

He Ling glanced at him lightly, and Bai Heng immediately fell silent.

An inexplicable chuckle burst out suddenly.

Bai Heng stared blankly at the smile on the corner of He Ling's lips, sniffed and asked, "Why, laugh?"

He Ling shook his head, "I don't know, I just laughed when I thought it was funny."

I'm afraid there are only a handful of unfavorable relationships between him and Bai Heng in this world, isn't it funny enough?

But He Ling felt a sense of relief, as if his pointless insistence all this time had no need to continue.

He knew that it was impossible for Bai Heng to let him go no matter what, whether it was a compromise or helplessness, he didn't want to make himself so tired anymore.

He Ling stared at Bai Heng's shining facial features, and after a while, he took the initiative to lean forward and kissed Bai Heng's ruddy lips.

Bai Heng's eyes widened, as if he had been dazzled by surprise, he froze for a few seconds before he began to kiss He Ling heavily.

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Bai Heng didn't tell his family about Bai Heng's self-harm, and He Ling would go to the rehabilitation room to supervise Bai Heng every day, almost staying with Bai Heng 24 hours a day.

With He Ling's urging, Bai Heng did not dare to slack off in recovery, let alone self-harm. With the arrival of early summer, Bai Heng was able to walk without crutches. During the follow-up visit, the doctor also said that Bai Heng was getting better day by day, and he would be able to walk normally in autumn .

Bai Heng doesn't have to stay at home all day now, so He Ling takes him outside every now and then.

Sometimes I go to exhibitions, sometimes I go to movies, and sometimes I go to night markets, all of which are very time-killing activities.

The relationship between the two seems to have returned to the time when they first met, and sometimes He Ling would feel in a trance, as if he had traveled through time and space and started over from scratch with Bai Heng.

This is their fourth year of acquaintance.

On July 24th, the scorching heat of midsummer burned the earth. Bai Heng was born on this day [-] years ago.

Because Bai Heng hadn't fully recovered, the Bai family didn't spend a lot of time celebrating Bai Heng's birthday, they just took him back to their private house for dinner. He Ling originally didn't want to go, but Bai Heng repeatedly promised that the family would treat each other friendly. The birthday party was the biggest, he couldn't hold back Bai Heng so he had to agree.

He Ling only came to Bai's private house once, and that was the second time he and Bai Heng met.

The phalaenopsis of the Bai family has been replaced by roses, but the green grass is still there. He can still recall Bai Heng painting in the sun, pure, innocent, and gathered the most beautiful words in the world. He took it for granted at that time, He thought that he and Bai Heng were just a dewy affair, who would have thought that they would be entangled to this day.

Bai Heng was next to He Ling, as long as he didn't walk quickly, his walking posture could not be discerned.

He was also recalling, and said a little shyly, "Actually, I was very happy to meet you at home that day, but I don't know why I was happy. Thinking about it later, maybe I have liked you since then."

He Ling smiled, all the love at first sight started on the surface, he didn't know that when he tried his best to get close to Bai Heng, he also fell into Bai Heng's eyes.

As expected, the dinner was very peaceful. The Bai family was already scared by Bai Heng. No one dared to show any sign of opposition to him and He Ling. Even Bai Shan restrained his arrogance, so He Ling Fairly comfortable.

After celebrating Bai Heng's birthday, Bai Heng took He Ling to see his guppies. After he had a car accident, Bai Hong asked someone to take good care of the tank fish, and added new fish, small blue and green fish in the water plants Shuttle through, a small underwater world appeared in front of He Ling's eyes vigorously.

He looked at these fish scurrying around in the glass tank but couldn't find a way out, and felt a little panicked for no reason, but it was only for a very slight moment, and he looked at it more with appreciation.

He Ling is looking at the fish, and Bai Heng is looking at He Ling.

The water was sparkling, Bai Heng circled the fish and also He Ling.

On the night of Bai Heng's birthday, the two of them stayed in Bai's private house. Without He Ling's support, Bai Heng's walking was a bit rough. He Ling saw it and didn't speak. He seemed to be on fire tonight In burning, always need to find a breakthrough.

After turning off the lights, He Ling finally couldn't help asking the most concerned question these days, "Xiaobai, have you really never blamed me in your heart?"

Bai Heng asked in a puzzled tone, "What do you blame?"

"You became like this because you saved me, don't you have any regrets?"

He Ling is not Bai Heng, and cannot make selfless contributions to anyone, and it is even more incomprehensible after being replaced by Bai Heng.

"I forgot exactly what happened, but He Ling, no matter what time and situation it is, I will definitely choose you," Bai Heng moved a little beside He Ling, his tone was brisk, as if he was telling the story of the world. The most romantic thing, "Although sometimes I am afraid that I will never be able to walk normally again, but if it is for you, I will not regret it."

——Xiao Heng has a thousand mistakes, but no one can compare to liking you.

Bai Qiao's words sounded in He Ling's mind again, he turned on the light with a snap, and the sudden bright light made the two of them close their eyes reflexively.

"Xiaobai, listen carefully, I will only say these words once."

He Ling's head was hot, he thought, if he didn't say it now, when he calmed down and treated their relationship rationally, it would be impossible to say it again.

"I'm not a dedicated person. I've never had the idea of ​​wanting to spend my whole life with someone, let alone love someone wholeheartedly. In my opinion, feelings are not a necessity. Our two concepts are fundamentally different. So even if you love me very much, maybe I can only repay you seven or even five points, or even one point may be left one day, can you bear such unequal feelings?"

Bai Heng looked at him fixedly, "I can."

"If I say that I am with you mixed with touch, responsibility and sympathy, not all because of liking, can you accept it?"

He felt that these words were so true to Bai Heng that they were cruel, but he still decided to tell the truth, sometimes two people come together, never just because of love.

But even though he was so cold, Bai Heng still gritted his teeth and said, "I can."

"What if one day I fall in love with someone else?"

Bai Heng was stunned, his eye circles were slightly red, "How can I make you like me forever?"

This is a question that even He Ling can't answer.

He Ling has liked many people, but no one has ever been able to obtain his permanent love.

Even if he may fall in love with others in the future, it will never last long, so whoever can keep him is his only one.

The topic ended, and Bai Heng couldn't get an answer, so he asked again, "Then will you be with me forever?"

He is always attached to the word forever.

But this time, he finally got He Ling's promise, and He Ling replied solemnly, "As long as you still like me, I will never leave you."

With so much entanglement, it's time for an end.

Bai Heng will love He Ling for the rest of his life, and from now on, he has fulfilled his wish to become He Ling's only one.

The turned off lights are like extinguished candles saying happy birthday to Bai Heng.

On Bai Heng's 24th birthday, he received the most precious gift in the world.

He wove a big lie and stole He Ling's life.