fish in cage

Bai Heng's rehabilitation progressed stumblingly, and there was no progress for nearly a month.

I don't know if it's because of psychological effects or other reasons, but Bai Heng was still unable to walk without crutches. In addition, when he went to the hospital for a follow-up visit, the doctor also said that Bai Heng's recovery was not satisfactory, and even had a tendency to deteriorate. A third operation is required.

After returning from the hospital, Bai Heng no longer clings to He Ling, and shuts himself in the empty recovery room in a low mood.

Although He Ling didn't experience it personally, he could still feel Bai Heng's gap. He had worked so hard to recover, and the result he got was indeed such that no one could accept it.

Thinking of the possibility of Bai Heng being disabled, He Ling's heart felt as if he had knocked over a five-flavored pot.

In the past six months, he and Bai Heng have been together day and night, and it is obvious that Bai Heng is the one who needs to be taken care of, but Bai Heng has never complained in front of him, but silently endured the pain of the wound and the anxiety of recovery.

Although Bai Heng lost his memory, he also knew that the car accident was related to He Ling. If he complained in front of He Ling, He Ling would feel better, but Bai Heng chose to hold it back and never brought it up. Hearing a sense of guilt.

Not to mention during the period of Bai Heng's treatment, no matter how indifferent He Ling's attitude was, Bai Heng always greeted him with a smile on his face.

He Ling is a bit fickle, it doesn't mean that he is really cold-blooded, he knows what Bai Heng thinks of him, but most of the time he wants to separate the relationship between the two of them so he selectively pretends not to see it.

The results of the examination were not optimistic, but when facing He Ling, Bai Heng still forcefully smiled and said that he was fine, but at night he hid in the bedroom with the excuse that he was too tired from rehabilitation and didn't want to eat.

He Ling found a tray and brought the pork rib porridge to the room. Bai Heng sat on the bed blankly like a stone statue without a soul, not knowing what he was thinking. Hearing the movement at the door, he came back to his senses.

"Eat as much as you want," He Ling held the porcelain bowl, fearing that Bai Heng would starve himself to death, so he added, "I'll feed you."

Sure enough, Bai Heng ate half a bowl in a face-saving way, and he was still not energetic, but he still said to He Ling, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me..." After a pause, the bitterness that couldn't be concealed by the smile , "If you're worried about me."

He Ling's hard-hearted heart softened a lot when he saw Bai Heng who was pretending to be strong. He pinched Bai Heng's cheek and said softly, "Of course I am worried about you."

Bai Heng's eyes suddenly lit up, sparkling inside, but soon the small flames in his eyes went out again, he bit his lips and said, "Are you saying that because you sympathize with me because I'm about to become disabled?"

It was rare for He Ling to be gentle with him, but he couldn't believe it.

"It's easy to get old and ugly if you deal negatively at a young age," He Ling said, pinching Bai Heng's chin with his hand and shaking it, looking at it carefully, and said with a smile, "Such a pretty little face has turned so ugly pity."

Bai Heng smiled shyly, rolled his eyes, and suddenly asked, "He Ling, can I kiss you?"

He Ling was taken aback, last time Bai Heng was very obedient after he secretly kissed him, and never dared to make his own claim without his permission.

He was silent for a long time, Bai Heng seemed to have guessed his answer, and couldn't hide his loss and said, "I'm just asking."

He Ling let go of Bai Heng's face, and decided to have an open and honest talk with Bai Heng.

"Xiaobai, kissing means nothing to me, of course I can promise you, but to you kissing is liking and feeling, I don't want you to have..." He used a relatively less heartless The word, "illusion."

Bai Heng held the hand hanging by his side slowly, "It's not an illusion, I have always liked you." He fixedly looked at He Ling, his eyes were hot and sincere, "I will always like you."

He Ling said in a deep voice, "You have forgotten a lot of things. Now you don't know what kind of person I am. When you recover your memory, you will know that I am not worth so much from you."

Bai Heng said without thinking, "It's worth it, as long as it's you, it's worth it."

He Ling's heart trembled slightly, Bai Heng had already moved up, pecked his lips quickly, and said seriously after kissing, "I'm sorry, I kissed you again without your consent, you're going to be angry with me Just give birth, but next time..." He pursed his lips, "Next time if you doubt my liking for you, I will dare."

A few months ago, if Bai Heng dared to do this, He Ling would definitely be angry, but maybe it was because of getting along for a long time, maybe it was because he was too lazy to argue with the patient, maybe it was because he couldn't bear to hurt Bai Heng, or maybe it was because of something else... ...Anyway, this time He Ling realized that he was not angry, but felt that such an angry Bai Heng was somewhat interesting.

He flipped the page lightly, "Are you in a better mood now?"

Bai Heng blinked and blinked, "If I could kiss you again..."

"Less is too small."

He took out the porcelain bowl, and walked all the way to the kitchen before he had the time to think about what happened between him and Bai Heng.

After thinking about it, he didn't have a good idea, but He Ling knew very well that at present, he really just wanted to be cruel to Bai Heng.

Emotions such as sympathy and pity for a person have always been the beginning of a relationship going bad.

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During the period of Bai Heng's recovery, the Bai family would visit every week.

Most of the time it was Bo Liang and Bo Hong who came to visit, but today it was Bai Shan.

When Bai Shan arrived, He Ling was walking with Bai Heng in his own yard. It was the vernal equinox, the sky was clear and the sun was shining warmly on his body.

He helped Bai Heng to sit in the wheelchair, turned around and was about to leave, but Bai Shan called to him, "You stay."

He Ling couldn't figure out his intention, so he could only stand behind Bai Heng.

The relationship between Baishan and Baiheng is very ordinary. The father and son asked and answered questions as if they were discussing business. He Ling listened absent-mindedly, and suddenly came back to his senses when he heard his name, "Sorry, what did you say, I just didn't Listen."

He didn't have a good impression of Baishan. This old man had an arrogant attitude and didn't take him seriously at all. What's more, he once gave him a slap. Now that he thinks about it, he really feels that he was wronged at that time, but he doesn't want to He didn't show his admiration, but made a respectful appearance.

"It's been hard for you to take care of Xiao Heng during this time," Bai Shan put his hands behind his back, as if he was lecturing, "I heard you are a designer?"

He Ling nodded in confusion, "Yes."

"The Bai family has some connections in this regard, I will tell Bai Liang about it."

He Ling didn't like his behavior like a gift, and was about to decline politely, but Bai Heng had already opened his mouth, "Dad, He Ling is very powerful, and I don't need brother to intervene."

Bai Shan was noncommittal, "It's up to you."

He Ling understood that the purpose of Bai Shan's trip was to euphemistically express that he would not stop the two from interacting, but he felt that Bai Shan might have misunderstood something, and he didn't point it out in front of Bai Heng, only thanked him.

Seeing off Baishan, Bai Heng was very happy all day long, but He Ling was a little bit preoccupied.

There are only three months left in a year, and three months is far from enough for Bai Heng's recovery. If the time was pushed to half a year ago, he might have escaped gracefully, but now he can't make a cruel decision. Abandon Bai Heng's behavior.

He Ling saw Bai Heng's hard work during his recovery period, but Bai Heng never complained, facing his indifference, he would even try to please him in every possible way, sometimes when He Ling thinks about it, he feels that he is too unfeeling.

The day before yesterday, he saw Bai Heng collapsed on the floor of the rehabilitation room again, feeling sluggish and listless, but when he lay down at night, he asked about Bai Heng's recovery, but Bai Heng only said that everything was going well.

How could everything go well and not get better?

Recently, He Ling has become interested in Bai Heng a little bit, and he can't help but want to know the effect of Bai Heng's rehabilitation.

Bai Heng would not tell him the truth, so he had no choice but to ask the nurse quietly.

After asking a few times, I think Bai Heng has already got through with the nurse, and the caliber is the same as that of Bai Heng, but the more so, the more He Ling doesn't believe it, and picks a day to stop the nurse in the yard without telling Bai Heng. down.

Under his repeated pursuit, the nurse hesitated, apparently hiding something from him.

"Tell the truth, it doesn't matter if you keep it from me for Xiaobai's situation, but if something happens, Boss will not let it go."

As a last resort, he even moved out Bai Liang.

As expected, the nurse was bluffed by him, so he gritted his teeth and said, "Mr. He, I suspect that Mr. Bai has a tendency to self-harm..."

He Ling frowned, "Speak clearly."

"Several times, we saw Mr. Bai beating his own legs, but Mr. Bai didn't want us to tell you that we are just working for others, but if this continues, problems will happen sooner or later, and we really can't afford it," the nurse said urgently. I had to turn around, "Mr. He, please persuade Master Bai, you know that Master Bai's legs cannot withstand such a toss."

He Ling couldn't figure out how Bai Heng would hurt himself by doing something self-harming, since he wanted to be able to walk normally more than anyone else.

Shocked and distressed, he took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to the rehabilitation room now."

He Ling quietly came to the door of the rehabilitation room with a whole body of surprise and anger.

He deliberately walked lightly and looked inside secretly, but Bai Heng didn't notice his arrival.

He Ling watched it for a long time. At first, Bai Heng's behavior was normal, and he moved forward a little while leaning on crutches, but gradually, he realized that something was wrong. Bai Heng's force was wrong. According to his walking method, his left leg would Withstanding the current unbearable strength, over time, let alone recovery, I am afraid that this leg will really be useless.

No wonder he had to accompany him to recover.

Why did Bai Heng do these things?

He was distressed that Bai Heng didn't care about his body, and eager to get an answer, he pushed open the door of the rehabilitation room without any hesitation.

Bai Heng was moved when he heard the sound, seeing that it was He Ling, his face was full of panic, and he quickly smiled, panting, "Why didn't you say anything when you came here?"

Without further ado, He Ling strode forward and knocked off the crutch in Bai Heng's hand, his voice was like a raging fire, "Is this how you recover?"

Bai Heng was still pretending to be confused, but the smile on his face couldn't hold back, "He Ling, what are you talking about?"

He Ling laughed back angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You still want to hide it from me, if you don't want this leg anymore, then don't make so many superficial efforts to show others, you just go limp."

After all, inexplicable emotions surged in his heart, and he didn't want to listen to Bai Heng's explanation, so he strode out.

"He Ling, He Ling..."

Bai Heng was so anxious that he ran after him regardless.

He Ling only took two steps, when suddenly there was the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground behind him, he turned around and saw Bai Heng fell to the ground with red eye circles, he couldn't stand up anymore, but he still moved towards him, he was in a state of embarrassment and pitiful Xixi.

He clenched his fists and wanted to leave cruelly, but Bai Heng had already moved in front of him, even hugged his legs, and called his name one after another. That voice full of tears and infinite attachment made He Ling unable to move any longer. Half a step.

He suddenly figured out Bai Heng's intention of self-harm in an instant.