Ideal place

A layer of white mist formed on the window sash of the hotel.

Wen Ran couldn't remember how many times he begged, but Tong Zhiyou still refused to let him go.Desire/desire swelled in the humid space, he floated up and down in the sea water submerged above his head, dripping with sweat, and the crumpled bed sheet seemed to wave after wave of light and shallow ripples.

Squeezing out all his strength, Tong Zhiyou stepped on slippers and went to the bathroom to take a shower until the last quarter of an hour in the hourly room, leaving the half-dream and half-awake Wen Ran stuck on the bed alone, enduring the intermingling of pain and tearing.

There was a piece of gray stain on the corner of the ceiling, it was extremely dirty, Wen Ran felt that he was nothing more than that.Tong Zhiyou seemed to have given up talking about "love" with him, and returned to the beginning with his duty, surrendering the most primitive and greedy desires, plundering and manipulating all of Wen Ran's senses to his heart's content.

There was the sound of water pouring, and in the dark room, Wen Ran was lying on his back sleepily, moving a little, his bones seemed to be falling apart, and the gray vision was filled by the simple wardrobe and the faded wooden floor.

After falling asleep for a while, he vaguely heard Tong Zhiyou's footsteps getting closer, and then stopped beside him.Tong Zhiyou was wearing a bathrobe, and his hair was still dripping. He bent over and hugged Wen Ran, and the bathroom door closed again, followed by intermittent crying.

Wen Ran leaned into Tong Zhiyou's arms weakly, and kept sliding down, he was a little unsteady.With scalding hot water pouring over his head, Tong Zhiyou finally had the opportunity to show Wen Ran all the tenderness suppressed in his heart, and hugged him and kissed slowly.

"I have been persuading myself for several days, can I not find love in you, but I really can't do it." Tong Zhiyou said softly, "I used to never understand why my mother was so obsessed with my alcoholic father, even I even scolded her for not knowing self-respect and self-love, but now I understand that if we can distinguish between right and wrong in emotional matters and put on a correct posture, there will not be so many tragedies."

Wen Ran leaned on his shoulder with slightly closed eyelids, his consciousness was blurred due to exhaustion, and he didn't pay attention to Tong Zhiyou's confession.

"Xiaoran, I figured it out. It doesn't matter if you don't want to give me love. I don't blame you for being stingy, as long as you agree to see me." Tong Zhiyou said affectionately, "Your heart neither belongs to me nor to you. Pei Nanqiu, but compared to him, I at least have your body."

"I'm very content to have one."

Water drops rolled over the smooth skin, and the cold body was finally soaked with warmth. Wen Ran let Tong Zhiyou busy for himself, listening to the other party's voice: "Whatever I wanted when I was a child, God had to fight against me. Do everything possible to let me touch it." No, can't get it."

"It was only after I met you that I suddenly realized that it wasn't God's intention to embarrass me, but that my desire for those things is not an attachment at all." Tong Zhiyou squatted down, applied bath lotion on Wen Ran's knees and ankles, and said with a smile, "I like you. To give an inappropriate example, it's like a hungry dog ​​smells meat. The most unbearable thing for all animals in the world is hunger. Only you can satisfy my desire, Xiaoran, are you I am hopeless, the only consolation in life."

Tong Zhiyou raised his head, facing Shang Wenran's lowered gaze, he was guarding his side like a big docile dog, wagging his tail to please his hand: "You don't want to give me feelings, that's fine, I don't It's too much to hope for, but can you promise me..."

In the dense water vapor, Tong Zhiyou smiled innocently, and he hooked Wen Ran's little finger: "I will abide by the rules you set and not cause any trouble to your life, I only have this one request."

Tong Zhiyou said: "Don't let me never find you, and never sever ties with me, okay?"

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