Ideal place

Only those who really understand you can see through your seemingly glamorous appearance and see the self you are desperately trying to hide.

Xiao Xue knew that Wen Ran gave Jian Xize all his happiness.The young man at that time had curved eyebrows and eyes, and the corners of his lips were always smiling. His delicate appearance exuded a soft light, and the darkness could not get close to his body and mind.

But now, he can't learn to be happy anymore. His skin is aging due to his depression all day long. Fine lines appear at the end of his eyes, and his eyelids always droop unconsciously. Although his face is still one of a kind, it lacks the nourishment of a good mood. There are some early signs of aging.

Xiao Xue's words immediately discouraged Wen Ran.Leaning on the sofa embracing the pillow, traced the edge of the white porcelain cup with the tip of his right finger, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I can't hold it any longer."

Wen Ran raised her eyes tiredly, and asked with a wry smile, "Do you think my life is particularly bad?"

Xiao Xue took a sip of coffee gracefully, and gave him a sharp gaze, as if she wanted to see through Wen Ran from head to toe: "Want to hear the truth?"

Seeing Wen Ran nodding, Xiao Xue tapped the table with her index finger, and said slowly: "You can choose not to live like this, but if you give up Pei Nanqiu, you are not Wen Ran."

Wen Ran unconsciously grabbed the tassel of the pillow, and said dully: "The knife hanging above my head may fall at any time. I am worried every day. I really want to leave here regardless. Never coming back."

Xiao Xue said calmly, "You won't leave."

Wen Ran asked in surprise, "Why are you so sure?"

Xiao Xue replied: "Because you are still waiting for Jian Xize."

Eyes widened for a moment, then slightly closed, Wen Ran looked depressed, and whispered: "Xiao Xue, I want to hear what you think of me."

The two set meals were served, and the aroma of the rice was overflowing, but none of them moved their chopsticks, and they were looking at each other honestly at the moment.Xiao Xue never beat around the bush, especially when dealing with Wen Ran. She said bluntly, "You can give Pei Nanqiu the chance to pursue you, which means you want to live. The existence of Tong Zhiyou is the same."

"You are always looking for a way out for yourself, and you dare not bear the real pain alone." Xiao Xue said, "If you could bravely face Jian Xize's departure, neither Pei Nanqiu nor Tong Zhiyou would have so many problems right now."

Wen Ran frowned and pursed her lips, looking at Xiao Xue without saying a word.

"The lovers who are deeply in a hopeless relationship are all poor people." Xiao Xue rolled her eyes slightly and said, "I'm not mocking you, but it is undeniable, Ranran, maybe only 'sex' can bring you the feeling of being alive now. "

His face was "shua" pale, and Wen Ran's eyes showed surprise, he asked confusedly: "Yes, is that so? Am I this kind of person?"

"Which one?" Xiao Xue took out the e-cigarette in her bag and smoked it greedily. The smell of citrus in the air was strong. She raised her exquisite eyebrows and said in a playful tone, "What do you think people live for?"

Wen Ran obviously couldn't give an accurate answer, Xiao Xue said concisely: "Myself."

"Our words and deeds, all choices, are for ourselves." After exhaling a wisp of light smoke, Xiao Xue said, "I love you, but I don't pity you, because no one forced you when all this happened, You are free, so you should not blame other people, even fate."

Xiao Xue stretched out her hand to him, and Wen Ran held it without hesitation, and she continued to speak clearly: "No matter how painful and suffering you are in this life, you are all to blame, but don't worry, before your reason and emotions completely collapse, You can always find a new way to live."

"We are actually the same person, but I see it more clearly than you." Xiao Xue smiled and stretched her eyebrows, and said softly, "Ranran, you don't deserve anyone's sympathy."

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