If you want to flirt, I will run away

The sky began to rain.

In country D in September, the sky is gloomy.

There are only a handful of sunny days this month, but rain is still not a common thing.

Xia Fangxi took a look at his shoulders that were wet by raindrops, and walked to the bulletin board of the Department of Medicine of L University.

Today is the day when L's rankings are released. Although tomorrow's official website will also be able to find the number of the passed exam certificate, but this afternoon, the school will post the number of the passed exam certificate.

"..."

Xia Fangxi really cared about the result, so he came to school early.

Sure enough, there are many people like me, waiting at the top of the list.

When Xia Fangxi was looking at his admission ticket number, his cell phone rang.

She glanced at the name and picked it up.

"……Hey?"

"How is it?" Zhou Guanxin yawned.

Because of the different time zones, Zhou Guanxin's side should have been late at night.

"I'm watching, but I think it should be fine."

Xia Fangxi lowered her eyes, and she wrote down all the questions of this exam.

She felt that there was no more complete answer than her own, and she was very confident about it.

Her eyes moved, and she found her exam certificate number.

"Yeah, there is."

There were also students behind Xia Fangxi who saw their admission ticket number and cheered loudly. Some students couldn't find their admission ticket number and cried bitterly on the spot.

Xia Fangxi found that compared to their own, they were really a little too calm.

"Congratulations, you actually passed the exam of University L." Zhou Guanxin laughed at the other end.

She never doubted that Xia Fangxi could pass this exam.

Xia Fangxi still answered without any ups and downs, "Thank you."

"You sound unhappy. It seems that world-class universities are no longer in your sights."

"no……"

"Is it because I can't get used to life in country D?"

"It's not..."

Xia Fangxi is very used to basic necessities of life here.

People here are very honest and friendly to her, and she has even made a few like-minded friends.

Xia Fangxi is very tolerant here.

But, she still wants, wants to go back...

"...That is, you want to see her?"

"..." Xia Fangxi, who was being talked about, looked at his clothes that were wet by the rain, and was silent for a long time.

Zhou Guanxin sighed, "Then why did you go to country D? Don't you regret it?"

"..."

"If you want to talk about regrets," Xia Fangxi's voice became lower and lower, "After I came here, there hasn't been a single day that I haven't regretted."

"Every morning, I think about why I am in this kind of place."

"Every night, I think that I shouldn't be such a person."

"Maybe I will regret it even more in the future, when holding the scalpel, when consulting patients, when doing experiments..."

"Then what are you going to do?" Zhou Guanxin asked after silence.

Xia Fangxi smiled on the other end of the phone, "I will still go to university in country D."

"..."

"But can you do me one thing, Zhou Guanxin?"

……

After Xia Fangxi hung up the phone, he reached for the things in his jacket pocket.

--

In Xia Fangxi's mind, the concept of happiness has always had a composition.

This composition is just a moment, like a freeze frame.

This freeze frame is a scene she saw by chance on the side of the road when she was a child.

A little girl was lying on her father's lap and crawling to sleep, but after a while the girl woke up.

The girl burst into tears because of a nightmare.

Her father stroked her head and began to coax her.

However, the little girl kept crying, so the mother sitting beside her father hugged the little girl and patted her on the back, "Be good, be good..."

The child slowly fell asleep again.

At that time, Xia Fangxi had just been taken to the Xia family, no matter whether it was the elder brother or the elder sister, whether it was the father or the servants, they were all extremely indifferent.

Seeing the appearance of those three people, Xia Fangxi couldn't help thinking that they should be the happiest family in the world.

The scene of falling asleep in the mother's arms, the father watching the child tenderly remained deeply in her mind.

Although she later discovered that, in fact, that kind of happiness is taken for granted in ordinary families, and it is very rare and common.

But for Xia Fangxi, that kind of happiness is too strange and too far away.

So let her envy, profound and unforgettable.

If you want to draw a composition for happiness, it is probably that scene.

She has always wanted to be in that composition, but happiness is too harsh for her.

When she was with Qin Rou, she felt for the first time that she could outline happiness.

I am afraid that no second person can give her this kind of happiness.

Xia Fangxi looked at the streets of country D where yellow ginkgo leaves fell.

Thinking of the day when she was waiting for Qin Rou to change her kimono in Enoshima.

"Teacher Xia..."

After Qin Rou walked out of the kimono shop, she gently leaned into her arms. She pulled Xia Fangxi's blouse with both hands, and raised her head to look at Xia Fangxi.

Those amber eyes shone with brilliance, making one's heart flutter.

"Kiss me." Her voice carried a warm summer wind.

Xia Fangxi hugged Qin Rou in her arms and kissed her.

The green ginkgo in Enoshima in June is completely different from the golden ginkgo in D country.

But Xia Fangxi can always think of Qin Rou consciously or unintentionally.

Xia Fanghui never forgot about Qin Rou's crisp laughter, the soft touch of her body, her thin and burning breath, her talking eyes.

She always feels that there is a faint sweet fragrance of butter wine entwining herself, making her dream.

The more I think about it, the more reluctant I am.

--

Xia Fangxi has been thinking about what Qin Rou is thinking for the past two months.

The longer she gets along with Qin Rou, the more she can instinctively understand Qin Rou's thoughts.

Qin Rou is a naturally arrogant person.

She'd rather end at the best of times than after being emotionally worn out.

I'm afraid Qin Rou is also afraid that she will get tired of her.

So she let herself go to country D.

It's not that Qin Rou wants to go to country D by herself, but she doesn't believe that Xia Fangxi can really accompany her to give up her dream without complaint or regret.

In fact, she couldn't believe it.

The injuries suffered by the two mothers, if Xia Fangxi wants to give her one more time, then he might as well let go...

I'm afraid, Qin Rou thinks so...

Xia Fangxi shook his head thinking.

--

Qin Rou was running a high fever due to the febrile period, and turned over uncomfortably.

"..."

Ye Xiyin was changing her fever-reducing stickers at the side, and slowly moved a chair to sit beside her.

This time, Qin Rou's symptoms have stabilized a lot.

It's just because of this fever period that Qin Rou kept shedding tears, which wet the pillow.

"If you can't bear her, why don't you keep her?" Ye Xiyin wiped her sweat.

"...Are you saying that you want me to cling to Xia Fangxi like a bitter woman? Begging her to cling to her?"

Qin Rou looked at Ye Xiyin with a painful smile, "I can't do it."

"Really?" Ye Xiyin didn't put a small box in front of Qin Rou, "Then what is this?"

Ye Xiyin's tone turned cold all of a sudden, not like the usual good old man at all.

Qin Rou glanced at the box Ye Xiyin took out, with a serious expression on her face, "Ye Xiyin, I told you...don't casually rummage through my things."

However, tears of grievance slowly slid down Qin Rou's face.

Ye Xiyin was a little surprised to see her crying, but still asked something wrong, "...how did you buy something?"

"I felt a little curious, so I bought it, okay?"

"You won't tell me, do you think this thing is a new type of thermometer?"

There was a hint of accusation in Ye Xiyin's tone.

"Haven't you been taught safety in school?"

"Meow meow!" Xia Xiaohei ran to the two of them as if wanting to defend Qin Rou.

There were big beads of sweat on Qin Rou's forehead, but she did not admit defeat in her weak voice, "Ye Xiyin, your voice is so loud...it's making noise in my ears..."

Qin Rou puffed her cheeks and turned over on the bed, "Didn't you say you can't buy a pregnancy test stick out of curiosity..."

"It's just that the estrus period came before I used it. Now I don't need to test and I know I'm not pregnant. It's a waste of money..."

Qin Rou's voice was low, but she sighed helplessly.

This time, Qin Rou's estrus period has indeed been delayed for a long time, because she has been in poor health and is not very regular.

Ye Xiyin didn't care, she didn't think that Qin Rou was secretly worried about whether she was pregnant.

Thinking of Qin Rou's worry, Ye Xiyin has no way to criticize her.

"When was the last time you guys were together?" Ye Xiyin asked.

Qin Rou replied behind her back: "It was just a few days before she was going to country D..."

Ye Xiyin felt that her eyeballs were about to fall off, "It's that time, are you still doing this kind of thing?"

"Can't you..."

Xia Fangxi, the Alpha who suffered a thousand knives.

Ye Xiyin felt that her head was going to explode with anger, but she suppressed her temper when she saw Qin Rou's current state, "Fortunately, I'm not pregnant..."

She was still relieved.

If Xia Fangxi is studying abroad now and Qin Rou is pregnant with her child, it will be really troublesome.

However, as soon as the words were finished, Qin Rou, who hadn't spoken just now, smiled helplessly.

"'Fortunately not pregnant'..." Her shoulders trembled slightly with Ye Xiyin on her back.

Ye Xiyin heard Qin Rou's weak sobs, and suddenly saw Qin Rou wipe away her tears with her hands, "..."

Ye Xiyin could only hug her quickly, "Qin Rou, what's wrong?"

"...I don't want it." She hugged Ye Xiyin and sobbed softly, "I don't want it..."

It was obviously a low sob, but the refusal repeatedly made people feel distressed.

It hurts as if something has been lost.

"Qin Rou... don't you want her child?"

Ye Xiyin was a little speechless, "Are you trying to tie Xia Fangzhen with a child?"

In Qin Rou's words, it is indeed possible to do so...

So now she is crying because the plan fell through?

Qin Rou's red eyes made her heart soften, "Ye Xiyin, I just want her to leave me something."

"So don't get me wrong." Qin Rou said in a low voice.

"Misunderstanding..." Ye Xiyin looked at Qin Rou as if she didn't know what to say.

I want Xia Fangxi's child...

Ye Xiyin couldn't imagine that Qin Rou had such a side.

"Qin Rou, let her stay." Ye Xiyin hugged Qin Rou and patted Qin Rou on the back, "I will help you convince her..."

"……I do not want."