If you want to flirt, I will run away

"Woooooo-"

"Mom, why don't you want me?"

"I'll be a good boy... You said I was a good boy, didn't you?"

Qin Rou wanted to grab Bai Lingqiu's hand.

Bai Lingqiu shook Qin Rou's hand away.

"Qin Rou, listen carefully."

"Qin Chiqing will give you a better life, she is your mother."

"But, I haven't seen her for a long time, and besides, I hate Alpha..."

"That has nothing to do with me, Qin Rou"

"Mother……"

Qin Rou turned over and opened her eyes.

The face of Bai Lingqiu when she left her was a past she would never forget no matter what.

No matter how she tried to grab Bai Lingqiu's hand, hug her, and beg her, she was still thrown away in the end.

That was the first time she knew what it was like to be abandoned.

After Bai Lingqiu handed her over to Qin Chiqing, she indeed lived a better life.

only……

"Xiaorou, the matter of living with you should be ignored..." Qin Chiqing lowered her head.

"What do you mean...?" The fork in Qin Rou's hand stopped.

"She is pregnant, and I have to take this responsibility. I haven't been a good mother so far, so, at least this time, I have to take this responsibility..."

—Because you failed with me.Because you are not a good mother in front of me.

— So, you're going to be a good mother to your new kid?To compensate, to experience what it's like to be a mother in another child?

"...What about me?" Qin Rou covered her eyes with her palm.

Am I not your child?

"Do I have to be your failed past?"

Xia Fangxi also once vowed that she would not leave her.

However, she is going to a university in country D now...

Whenever, she was always easily thrown away like this.

"why?"

Qin Rou's voice gradually became lower.

"..."

Sure enough, Xia Fangxi would also leave him like those two people.

Qin Rou curled her toes tightly and hugged herself like a baby.

Big tears fell to the ground.

"always like this--"

"..." Qin Rou lowered her eyes.

At this moment, her doorbell rang.

--

open the door.

Xia Fangxi looked at Qin Rou with red eyes, and was lost for a moment.

"Qin Rou, why are you crying?" Xia Fangxi wanted to reach out to help Qin Rou wipe away her tears.

As soon as she reached out her hand, Qin Rou wanted to close the door and keep Xia Fangxi out.

Instead of listening to Xia Fangxi saying that she was going to country D and abandoning herself, Qin Rou would choose to abandon Xia Fangxi on her own initiative.

Qin Rou resolutely pulled the door behind her.

Xia Fangxi watched Qin Rou's tendency to close the door, and grabbed the door without flinching.

Her fingers grabbed the crack of the door abruptly, trying to pull the door open.

"Qin Rou, listen to me, please..."

Qin Rou tried hard to close the door with both hands.

But Xia Fangxi still didn't let go of his hand, the moment his hand was caught by the door, Xia Fangxi let out a cry of pain.

"hiss!"

When Qin Rou heard Xia Fangxi's voice, she couldn't help letting go of her hand, "..."

Xia Fangxi squeezed into the door, "Qin Rou, why don't you want to listen to me..."

Qin Rou glanced at Xia Fangxi's hand.

Several joints of her fingers had turned red from the pressure of the door.

"...Come in, I'll find medicine for you."

Qin Rou let Xia Fangxi in a little unhappy.

"I didn't expect you to do such a thing like a rascal. If you do this kind of thing, you deserve it if you hurt yourself." Qin Rou complained as she opened the medicine box.

"If it wasn't for the rascals, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to let you open the door." Xia Fangxi replied succinctly.

"……Fool."

Qin Rou whispered, and sprayed the lotion on Xia Fangxi's fingers.

She was obviously distressed.

"I came here because I have something important to talk to you..." Xia Fangxi finally spoke after thinking about it.

Qin Rou said coldly without expression: "I know that you are going to country D."

Xia Fangxi looked at her and smiled, "I have been preparing for a long time, because I have always had such a goal. There are many N award winners in L University in D country..."

Qin Rou knows that Xia Fangzhen has been studying and that she is working hard.

But seeing her smiling so calmly and talking about leaving her, Qin Rou lowered her gaze unhappily, "I know."

"..." Xia Fangxi patted her head, "I'm not going."

Qin Rou looked at Xia Fangxi and was silent for a while, her eyes seemed to flicker with a little light, "You are, what do you mean?"

Xia Fangxi gently pressed his head against Qin Rou's, "Qin Rou, if you don't want me to go, I won't go."

Qin Rou looked at Xia Fangxi in disbelief.

"Xia Fangxi, you spent a lot of time preparing."

"It's true that we've been preparing for this all this time, and it's finally time to relax."

"I also learned D language."

"When we travel to country D in the future, it will be very convenient to ask for directions."

"You..." Qin Rou leaned her head on Xia Fangxi's shoulder all of a sudden, her eyes seemed to be filled with tears, "...Are you really going to give up for me?"

"Is it not good?" Xia Fangxi rubbed Qin Rou's ears.

Qin Rou shook her head, buried her head in Xia Fangxi's arms, and did not answer, "..."

She held Xia Fangxi tightly in her arms, "Xia Fangxi, you always wanted to see me wearing earrings, didn't you? Then can you pierc my ears today?"

The last time Xia Fangxi came here, she brought needles for piercing ears, but she didn't understand why Qin Rou's attitude changed, "Is it really okay? Obviously every time I mention it, you don't want to."

"...Don't you want to see it?"

Xia Fangxi paused, "Well, yes, I want to see..."

--

Xia Fangxi used a cotton swab to sterilize Qin Rou's ears.

Qin Rou's shoulders trembled because of the cool touch of alcohol.

Her fingers grabbed Xia Fangxi's shoulder, "That thing in your hand hurts just looking at it..."

Xia Fangxi smiled helplessly seeing his handprints being caught on his clothes.

While thinking that such a Qin Rou is really cute, she began to lie again.

"It really doesn't hurt, it will be fine soon..."

"..."

Qin Rou's body began to shrink back uncontrollably.

"Didn't you ask me to fight for you? Why did you start to retreat at this time?" Xia Fangxi held Qin Rou's hand forcefully.

"Well, I did it for you..."

In the end, Qin Rou obediently leaned on the sofa, her chest heaving slightly because of fear.

Seeing her like this, Xia Fangxi couldn't help kissing her.

Her left hand gently stroked Qin Rou's back to keep her from stepping back, but the ear piercing needle in her right hand was aimed at Qin Rou's ear.

- Click.

The sound of metal piercing through the earlobe sounded.

"……Well."

Qin Rou bit Xia Fangxi in pain.

Xia Fangxi felt the bloody smell on the tip of her tongue. After licking her lips, she stood up gently, and sterilized the needle again indifferently.

Qin Rou looked at her with tears in her eyes, her face full of disbelief.

It wasn't until Xia Fangxi turned her head to look at her that she whispered, "Liar, it hurts like hell."

Xia Fangxi patted her head, and wiped her right ear with alcohol.

"It doesn't hurt so much the second time." Xia Fangxi lied.

"Don't treat me like a child..." Qin Rou raised her head, looking at Xia Fangzhu with hazy and ambiguous eyes.

Xia Fangxi leaned over and kissed her again, "...is there a child like you?"

After putting on the earrings, Qin Rou's earlobe turned hot and red, as attractive as a strawberry.

After Xia Fangxi put the tool aside, he touched her red earlobe carefully, "Does it hurt?"

"Yeah." Qin Rou's already red eyes shed tears again.

"It won't hurt in a few days." Xia Fangxi gently hugged her and patted her on the back.

Qin Rou put her hands on Xia Fangxi's shoulders, and asked quietly in Xia Fangxi's ear, "Does it look good?"

"It's pretty." Xia Fangxi kissed her chin again, with gentle eyes.

Qin Rou is wearing the earrings she chose.

As beautiful as she imagined.

Xia Fangxi looked into Qin Rou's eyes, and gently licked Qin Rou's tears.

"Qin Rou, now...is it okay?" Xia Fangxi's glands were burning with nerves.

"Are you too happy to see me wearing earrings?"

"……Um."

Qin Rou kissed Xia Fangxi back, "Yes."

--

Qin Rou slowly recovered from her breath, and she gently kissed Xia Fangxi's forehead.

"Xia Fangxi."

"Go to country D, don't stay."

"..." Xia Fangxi looked at her, and his throat suddenly became a little dry.

"why?"

"No reason, I didn't ask you to stay for me."

"Don't you want me to stay?" Xia Fangxi looked at her in disbelief.

Qin Rou looked at her silently for a while and said, "I don't want to."

Xia Fangxi looked at Qin Rou in a daze.

After a while, Qin Rou looked at Xia Fanghui, "I also have my own pride, Xia Fanghui."

"You go to country D, don't stay."

"..."

--

Xia Fangxi didn't know how he got home.

She couldn't help but think of what Shu Yanqing said.

"Are you really willing to stay for her?"

"Give up your dream to be with her?"

"Every time you think that you can't become a doctor, you will feel regret. This regret has passed, and you can no longer make up for it..."

Shu Yanqing made a gesture of disappearing.

"Is your relationship really not going to be wiped out?"

"You don't imagine what it would be like to be a doctor from time to time, you don't blame her, you blame her for thinking, so you can't be a doctor."

"You can't help but imagine another future."

"Because that's what you've always wanted."

Xia Fangxi was silent.

After a while she slowly raised her eyes and replied, "I won't..."

Shu Yanqing glanced at her, and she repeated it in a noncommittal tone, "'You don't know how'? Really?"

"Maybe, everyone thought so at first."

"But, even if you are that special person, you wouldn't think so, but wouldn't she think so?"

"Won't she care? Will she really be happy when she thinks that you gave up your dream because of yourself?"

--

In July, Xia Fangxi passed the interview at L University as scheduled.

As soon as August came, she went to country D to take the written test.

In a month, Qin Rou didn't make a phone call, nor did she answer a phone call she made in the past.