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My brother's troubles.Let's not talk about it, shall we? "

"Oh." She said obediently, "I'm going home. Remember, no matter what happens, we are all together and inseparable!" She urged solemnly.

"Well, I know." I smiled and patted her head.

My heart is crying, it's about to crack, it's cracked, it's so torn that it doesn't hurt anymore.I don't want to, I don't want to complete the tasks assigned to me by the school and her father, I can't speak, I just silently watch her dress, wash, walk to my door, and leave.

In the afternoon, Director Wang called me to the principal's office again.

"Teacher Mu, please sit down!" Principal Zhou smiled politely.

"How was yesterday? Did you deal with it?" He looked at me expectantly.

"Not yet." I looked at my teacup.

"Oh? This matter cannot be delayed, hurry up!" His tone became serious.

"We checked your work records this morning. You have been working for 13 years, seven years in high school and six years in junior high school, right?"

"Yes."

"You, you can be said to be a very experienced old teacher. We found that you have achieved very good grades. You have performed well in the college entrance examination every year. You have also guided many students to participate in municipal, provincial and even national He has won many awards in competitions, such as recitation competitions, basic Chinese knowledge competitions, composition competitions, etc., and he can be said to be the backbone teacher of our school." He said looking at the materials in his hand.

"Of course, there have been some faults. For example, two parents have complained about you. One is that your way of teaching is too avant-garde, and you use regular class time to engage in activities, which is difficult for students to accept. The other is that your homework is arranged poorly. It is inappropriate. It does not pay attention to the training of basic words and sentences, but engages in some irrelevant things that have nothing to do with the exam, such as a lot of extracurricular reading, asking students to search various information on the Internet, and asking students to organize social surveys by themselves. Is this a thing? , We can ignore whether the parent's statement is right or not, but as teachers, we must pay attention." He raised his eyes and looked at me.

"In addition, the students you have supervised seem to have personalities. They have written complaint letters, suggestions and proposals to the school many times, which has caused a lot of trouble to the school's management. There is also a record in the file, saying that you Handling disputes between students privately without asking the school’s superiors for instructions first caused misunderstandings between parents and school leaders. Teacher Mu, this shows that you are not mature enough to handle things. Logically speaking, these mistakes should not be You did it." He put down the materials in his hand, "Of course, we are not blaming you now, we just want to know more about you. A capable teacher like you, now encountering such a thing... No We should, we do feel very sorry!"

"Then, Principal Zhou, what do you want today..." I smiled and looked at his fat square face.

"We've researched it, and we actually want to help you." Director Wang interrupted me.

I turned to Director Wang's young face.

"Well...it's like this. The school would like to provide two opinions for you, Teacher Mu. One is to resolve the matter with that female student as soon as possible, and not let that parent have any opinions, and promise not to talk to anyone in the future. The female student has too intimate contacts. The second is, after dealing with the matter of the female student, if you feel uncomfortable working in this environment, you can consider transferring to another school, which may affect your emotions. Even better, we can try our best to help you solve the transfer problem."

"Mr. Mu, we all wish you well and hope you are happy." Principal Zhou looked at me with a smile, "School will start in half a month, how about you, we must get these things done before the school starts, We will be very busy after school starts, so everyone's work should not be affected."

"Okay, I'll think about it." I said coldly.

"Mr. Mu, the school is only providing you with reference opinions. It's up to you to decide how to decide. Don't have any mental burden." Director Wang said.

"You can slowly think about whether to transfer, and you can't delay the matter of this female student." Principal Zhou said.

"Okay, is there anything else?" I stared straight into his eyes.

"Mr. Mu, don't do this. You know, teachers and students are severely punished when they fall in love. What's more, you are a female teacher and a female student! You should know the seriousness of this matter!" Principal Zhou said seriously.

"She was full when I dated her." I stood up.

"But who knows if you've already..."

"Then go check it out!" After I finished speaking, I turned and left the principal's office.

Where should I go?What should I do now?Who can I find?Who can give me a short stop?Who can understand me and tolerate me?Why am I always so lonely.

"Ai Bing..." I dialed her cell phone.

"Chen Yu, what's the matter?" A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

"I'm sorry." I couldn't go on.

"Where are you?"

"on the street."

"Come to my house, take a taxi now!" Ai Bing's anxious voice, what a warm voice.

When I appeared at the door of her house like a ghost, Ai Bing immediately opened the door and pulled me in.

"My God, your hands are so cold!" She held my hands.

"Sit down first and have a cup of hot milk tea, I just made it." Ai Bing brought over a cup of steaming milk tea.Like the Italian coffee that Pei Fei and I ordered under the window on Rongli Road.

"Chen Yu, what's wrong with you? Why are you shaking all over? Don't scare me!" Ai Bing grabbed my arm nervously, "Drink first, and lie down on my bed after drinking, huh?"

I picked up the cup of Italian hot coffee, drank it one sip, then switched to Pei Fei's, and drank it again, touching the rim of the cup where her lips were left, tasting the brown liquid that had kissed her, tears One by one fell into the cup.

"Chen Yu, what are you thinking?"

I'm thinking of Pei Fei, I'm thinking of her, I'm thinking of her, I'm thinking of my Pei Fei, my Pei Fei.

"Okay, stop drinking, huh? Don't choke."

Pei Fei, stop drinking, I want to drink you, drink your saliva, no, I want to kiss you, I want to kiss you, keep kissing you.

"Chen Yu, don't cry, come, I'll help you to lie down in the room."

I want to lie with you, I want you to hold me, say many, many things I love you, I want to say it, I want to tell you all day long, I want to say it like that, say I love you, just say Kiss your hand, say I love you, kiss your hand again.Pei Fei, just like this, I want to talk and kiss for the rest of my life, no one can make me stop talking, no one can stop kissing me.

"Chen Yu, Chen Yu, do you have tightness in your chest? Don't move around, I'll give you relief."

Pei Fei, is it your hand?Is that your hand on my chest?Is it your magical hand?Pei Fei, is that your hand on my head?When did you learn head massage?I have a headache, Pei Fei, my head hurts so much...

Eight, all the clothes are falling (2)

"Morning rain, morning rain, morning rain..." A far, far voice came, who was calling me?So far and so soft.

"Chen Yu, are you awake?" It was a very familiar voice, and there was a hand, a cool hand, holding me.

"Morning rain..." Someone cried, and two drops of tears fell coolly on my arm.

I opened my eyes wide and looked around, but there was always a piece of veil floating in front of me, I couldn’t see it clearly, I tried to shake my head but still couldn’t understand, the veil became thicker, covering my eyes blackly I'm going to push it away, take it away, take it away, take it away...

"Morning Rain!" That cool hand came to my eyes and took off the black veil. I saw it, saw a face, a very familiar face, as if I had seen it a long time ago, yes, a long time ago , we live in the same room, we seem to often discuss, laugh, fight, the face of a long, long time ago.

"Chen Yu, you frightened me..." said the soft voice, "You have a high fever, you have been lying in bed for a whole day, how could you do this..." The familiar face was on the tearing up.Don't cry, your face used to be very smiling.

"Fool, you are still laughing, you scared me to death, drink some water and sleep again, huh?" The cold hand left from mine, and wiped her face indiscriminately.

Well, I drink water, I sleep, such a soft embrace, whose, whose soft and sweet chest is it?

Where is this?There is a classic chandelier hanging on the white ceiling, and there are blue curtains on the outside of the white screen. This is not my home. My curtains are blue.I turned my head and saw the orange desk lamp on the bedside table, and a head protruding from the door was Ai Bing's six-year-old daughter, Nan Nan.

It's at Ai Bing's house, how could I be at Ai Bing's house?She pulled me in, I took a taxi, I was on the street when I came, I walked from the school gate to the street, I walked from the principal's office... I was shaking all over, a huge hand grabbed Caught my chest, choked my throat, I gasped for air, clutching desperately at the sheets.

"Mom, Auntie woke up!" Nan Nan's sonorous voice.

"Chen Yu!" Ai Bing ran in, stood by the bed and looked at me with deep concern, her eyes were like a panda.

I didn't speak, just looked at her, then turned back to look at the ceiling, not wanting to move or speak.

"Chen Yu, good boy, get up and eat something." Ai Bing put one hand on my forehead and pulled me with the other.