Love you as life

What about getting gay?How could you do such a shameful thing! "Mei Gu scolded me in a low voice.

I was stunned.

"Based on your conditions, what kind of man can't be found! It's hard to find a woman! Your father's fame in his life has been ruined by you!"

"Mei Gu, I...you..." I didn't know what to say, this bomb made me stupid.

"You don't know yet? During the few days when you were not at home, a lot of news broke out on the Internet, saying that such and such a writer is gay, and even the specific home address and family situation. Yes, now, I guess there are not many people in the county who don’t know about it! You know, this kind of thing spreads the fastest. Although the older generation and ignorant people don’t understand computers, but young people understand it, as long as one person Tell me, who else doesn't know! You, why are you so confused..."

I froze there, without thinking.

"See how your parents can bear it! You are so ignorant!" Mei Gu became angrier as she spoke, "Well, do your parents know that you are with girls?"

"know."

"That's strange, how could they let you mess around? Your father has always been a very principled person, and your mother is a typical virtuous woman..."

"Mei Gu, thank you for telling me. Don't disturb my parents, okay?" I regained consciousness, and at the same time, I understood those strange behaviors of my sister-in-law.I don't plan to make jelly anymore, and go straight to Wenlian.

During working hours in the morning, everyone is there.They were all shocked when they saw me come in, with different expressions, but they didn't speak.I didn't speak, just turned on the computer quickly, opened the city's cultural website, and some headlines came into my eyes in all directions:

Shocking—Young female writer is gay

Wen Qing - the author of ** works, with a pair of wings growing behind her back

Mount Qingcheng——Brokeback Mountain of Female Writer Wen Qing

Gay Female Writer Takes Girlfriend On Honeymoon

Eloped with the opposite sex for 11 years and finally married the same sex

Come on Wenqing!Let the lesbians in my hometown see hope

Immortals——Impressions of Wenqing's Girlfriend

……

Looking at these headlines, I suddenly wanted to laugh and was "excited" that the former unknown person turned into a big star within a few days!Just like Sister Furong is famous for being nasty, I am famous for being gay!This big-character poster-like title also has a bit of a "tragic" and "tragic" taste, just like the slogan criticizing "ox ghosts and snake gods" back then.I roughly browsed these articles written by "****dreams" and sighed for my "legendary stories" and "****": My life is really a complicated and charming legendary erotic novel !

I close the web page and start typing.I want to write the most concise "autobiography" in the world, writing about my two sympathies, especially my first love!Send it in and out of the city, especially to the cultural network education network campus network in City B, and also to the Xinjiang website to let the world know that Wen Qing is not only in love with Xin An, but also with a talented woman. , Professor Yong Xiaoling has a ten-year relationship! 20 years of entanglement!

Soon the text was compiled, and I read it over and over again. What would Xiaoling do when she saw these texts?Will she go to court and sue me for vileness and slander?What kind of eyes should she use to look at me?My extremely active brain cells at this time suddenly flashed Xu Guanjie's "A Lang's Love Song":

水汪汪 的 黑眼睛 多 亲善

The change in your face migrates in the brain

The light old days fly by quietly

Countless years disappear like smoke in a dream

In the past, every time I had an argument with Xiaoling and was ignored by her, I would listen to this song all night long, and Xiaoling's eyes would flash in front of my eyes in ever-changing ways, making me tearful and crying uncontrollably, but it was still the same. Follow Xu Guanjie over and over again and repeat the lyrics that hit my heart like a drill and a hammer:

Looking up at the horizon, I faintly see the tired bird returning home

you will be home again soon like him

I hope to regain the beautiful past and see you again

How can I let go of the floating clouds and the blue sky in a hurry in my life

The desolate autumn rain hits my window again

The change after you parted I will always be in my soul

孤单单 的 身影 中 痛苦 失落

Never blame the past for the kindness and resentment in your heart

I cried, leaning on the chair and crying, the silent tears slipped down quietly, "Never blame the past..." Why did we become like this?Why did it become like this?Why did something once so beautiful become like this!What atrocious blasphemy!

I can't let my heart be smeared with anger and resentment... As long as I move the index finger of my right hand, I may become a devil, a happy devil.I sat up straight with a slightly trembling body, tears fell drop by drop on the desktop, I moved my right wrist, moved my middle finger, selected a reminder item, tapped with the index finger, and then tapped - my text, As one bomb brews another - smokes into space - permanently erased...

Eight, the rain is coming (1)

"Wen Qing, are you okay?" Qiuping came to me.

"Oh, nothing." I wiped the tears from my face.

"Sister Wenqing, don't be sad, we will always be your friends." Xiaoya also stood at my table and looked at me silently.

"Wen Qing, really...is that so?" He Yuewen's eloquence was gone.

I didn't answer him, just stood up, smiled at these sincere and kind colleagues and friends who had been with me for two years and said: "Thank you! I will show my girlfriend to everyone, and I believe you will become friends. "

At the moment when they were stunned, I said again: "We went on a trip, and I will bring some small specialties to share with you the other day."

"Wenqing, be strong!" Qiuping patted my shoulder with a complicated expression.

"Well, thank you!" I smiled at them, turned and left the Literary Federation.

When I got home, it was just time for lunch. My sister-in-law came over immediately after seeing me, and looked at me nervously.

"I'm fine." I smiled at her and sat down at the dinner table.My brother was there too, looking at me worriedly. I made a face at him, but his eyes turned red, and he quickly lowered his head to drink the soup.

"Wow, the food in the past two days is very delicious, and the appetite is very good! It's different when the son and daughter are around." Dad laughed.

"Xiaohong, why don't you call Wenyue Wenjun back? It will be more lively that way! Wow, the house is full of children and grandchildren, how happy it is!" Mom's enthusiasm was even higher.

"That's right, Wen Yue Wenjun likes An An so much, they are here, and An An has more company. Isn't that right, An An?" Dad looked at An An who was quietly beside me.

"Okay, whatever you want." An An has been watching my face, and then hurriedly turned around and said something.

"That's it! Xiaohong, why don't you pick them up tomorrow?" Dad's impatience came again.

"Dad, my grandparents also want to feel the joy of having children and grandchildren!" The sister-in-law said with a smile.

"Oh... okay, let's wait for a while. Wow, Xiaohong's food is really delicious. It took a lot of effort. An'an, come on, this steamed fish is beautifully cooked, eat more , huh?" Dad changed the subject with a smile.

After the meal, my brother went back to the company and said that he had accumulated a lot of things to deal with during the few days he was away.When my parents were taking lunch break, my sister-in-law came to my room.An An has been pestering me for a long time to confess my thoughts. This ghost girl—the "I" who can see me in all directions, can't hide anything from her eyes.She already possessed her mother's traits - not being surprised, she said: "We can't be torn apart, and we can't be defeated. We just have to find a way to help Mom and Dad get through this difficult time." But we all know that this What a hurdle it is.

"Sister Hong, I already know." Before my sister-in-law could speak, I said it first.

"Are you all right?" Sister-in-law looked at An An.

"It's impossible for us to have something to do." An An's eyes were firm and calm.

"That's good." The sister-in-law sat down.The three of us just filled a couch.

"Do you know who wrote it?"

"know."

"Xiaoling?"

"Correct."

"I guess it's her too, but how does she know An An?"

"I took An An to meet her."

"what?"

"Her husband knew about our past and begged me to crush her dream, saying that she was going to have a schizophrenia. I took An An to do this stupid thing."

"Oh, you're so kind." Sister-in-law sighed, "Why isn't she afraid of your revenge? Isn't she afraid of you making your past public? She's more honorable than her life."

"She understands me better than any of us." I smiled wryly, "It's meaningless to say this now, let's figure out how to deal with it. Does brother know?"

"I told him last night."

"Have you encountered any trouble returning to the company today?"

"He said no."

"What about you? Are you having a hard time these days?"

"I'm fine. I'm an expelled teacher, a jobless vagrant, what influence can I have?" The sister-in-law laughed at herself a little.

"I don't think Qihuitang will be able to continue, and my brother's after-school tutoring institution may also be very troublesome."

"Yes, as soon as the news spread, many parents did not dare to send their children here. The recitation class was closed two days earlier, and the cram school was also closed yesterday. We stopped the cram school on our own initiative."

"I'm afraid I'll be 'assimilated'." I smiled wryly, "Why do you take the initiative to stop the cram school?"

"Those middle-aged students are all interested in discussing homosexuality, which makes the teachers very embarrassed."

"Are those dance classes, musical instrument classes, and art classes also affected?" Thinking about it in this way, I couldn't help but feel chills down my back: my brother's business that he has worked hard for more than ten or twenty years has been ruined by me!

"That's a little better."

"Sister Hong, I'm sorry, I have troubled you both."

"Fool, don't say that. Dad always said that money and reputation are all foreign objects. If you don't have it, you can start over. It doesn't matter if you are rich or poor. The important thing is to be healthy and happy."

"But, that's a career that has cost you half your life!"

"It's not that you don't know that our 'cause' is purely to serve the people - everyone knows how much money we can make for future generations in our hometown. One day we will regret it! When they come to beg us, we may not even pay attention to it!" The sister-in-law said angrily.

"However, I'm worried that someone will take advantage of the fire soon. In the past, this industry was basically monopolized by my brother. When my brother was in recession, many similar organizations would emerge. It will be difficult to make a comeback."

"If we can't afford it in the east, we will start in the west! We have a clear conscience, but if this fails, we may start a real career!"

"I don't think so." An An said, "Sister Hong's organization has strength and foundation. It was able to monopolize in the past, and it will not decline in the future. The monopoly of private education must be because of good results and obtained The high level of trust from the parents. This achievement is obvious, and no one can deny it. Brother Wenhua has been running interest classes for more than ten or twenty years. It is impossible to destroy the image of the entire institution. This situation is caused by the temporary panic of the citizens, and they will wake up after a while. I think the outlook is still optimistic."

"Makes sense." I said.

"Let's not discuss the company's affairs now, let's solve the parents' problems first." The sister-in-law said.

"Yes. Mom and Dad must have another day of rest, so that they will have enough energy to face reality tomorrow." Dad had just been tortured by angina pectoris for a round in S City, and he had to face another problem much bigger than Xin Dekang's.Seeing how excited and happy he looks these past two days, I am afraid, anyone can guess how great the danger of extreme joy begets sorrow.

In the end, we agreed that when I woke up in the afternoon, An An would pester my father to talk about his "hard times" in the past. One was to ensure that Dad stayed at home, and the other was to let Dad relive the hardships of the past and strengthen his strong will again.I am responsible for clinging to my mother, looking back on her goodness, and revealing the love and gratitude that our five siblings have shown to my mother since childhood, so that my mother will have more warmth and more love in her heart.The sister-in-law is responsible for dealing with unexpected events, such as answering a phone call, entertaining guests and so on.Make sure mom and dad have another night of rest.Tomorrow morning, our family will have a showdown together.

Eight, the rain is coming (2)

The dinner table was still full of fun, and my father still couldn't get enough of his "glorious years". He told An An that he would tell her more stories in the future, including those of his colleagues and friends. He also said that I should write articles on this topic. , these histories, these indomitable spirits that cannot be defeated.

"Father, if you encounter such difficulties again, can you still hold on?" I ventured to ask.

"I'm going to talk nonsense again! Life is getting better and better, how can I encounter such a thing again!" My mother is about to stop me. My mother has always tabooed unlucky words. The ups and downs of life are tormented and frightened.

"Hey, your father is an old Communist Party member. He has developed a will of iron. What can scare me! Do you know? People get tougher as they get older. Old people's bones don't have any moisture. !" Dad said it generously, but it didn't mean to be joking at all. After he finished, he touched his mother with his elbow, and said with a smile: "Isn't it, Song? Didn't you feel hard when you hugged me? ah?"

"You'll be a hero! Just bragging!" Mom smiled and gave Dad a blank look.

"Hahaha, being able to brag means you have the spirit of revolutionary optimism, hahaha..."

We couldn't get pregnant, and we almost cried, but we got some comfort in our hearts, and began to have a little confidence in Dad.

"Okay, don't just talk about it, eat well! Don't mention your hard times, and enjoy the meals cooked by our good wife!" Mom said.

After dinner, my brother didn't go out again, and the family of six watched TV in the living room.Suddenly the doorbell rang, and we were all startled. Sister Hong immediately rushed to open the door. It was the second uncle and the second aunt.Before Sister Hong could say a word, Dad greeted her out.An'an and I followed out immediately.Seeing An An and me, the second uncle and the second aunt were taken aback for a moment, and smiled at us with embarrassing expressions.

"Oh, she is Xin An, the daughter of a teacher at Wenqing University. She is a painter. She came to our place to paint and live in our house." Dad introduced warmly.

The second uncle and the second aunt both stared at An An, and the elder brother hurriedly pulled the second uncle into the room: "Second uncle, long time no see, come in and sit down!"

Their arrival made us feel like we were facing a formidable enemy, so we unconsciously sat down between two pairs of old people.

The second uncle and the second aunt haven’t come to our house for a long time. My father was very happy when they came today. They talked about their children and grandchildren, and then went back to their ancestors, hometown, fellow villagers, old friends, their work and life... …Speaking, I turned to the news in the city. My second uncle and second aunt wanted to mention my "news" many times, but we did everything possible to block them. Following Dad humming, he stood up half an hour later and said he was leaving.When we got to the door, they all stopped again. The second uncle turned around, passed our gaze, and looked directly at Dad.

"Oh, Second Aunt, we brought back some specialties from City S, you can bring some back to your children and grandchildren." I hurriedly said loudly.

"Oh, by the way, I almost forgot! Song, go get it quickly." Dad said loudly.

"Mom, let me go. You and Dad are too tired these days." The sister-in-law said, emphasizing "too tired" loudly while signaling to the second uncle.The second uncle finally gave up the purpose of their visit tonight.

When they left, we breathed a sigh of relief.

In the early morning, my sister-in-law and An An and I made breakfast together. Without speaking, we slowly and patiently made various pastries and noodles mechanically.

The mother who was going to get up early to make breakfast came downstairs first.

"Wow! What's the matter with you? A competition? The old daughter-in-law competes with the new daughter-in-law in cooking? Wen Qing wants to cheat, right?" Mom's voice was loud and happy.

"Mom, good morning!" My sister-in-law and I said at the same time.

"...Auntie, good morning!" An An blushed a little.

"An'an, I also want to hear you call me mom." Mom caught An'an's words and shyness.

"Mom—" An An raised her head, looked straight at her mother, and called out in a clear and soft voice, her shyness covered by sincere feelings.

"An An—" mother ran over excitedly and hugged An An tightly, "This daughter is so nice! I am so happy to have this daughter!" After speaking, she even cried.

"Mom, we will be jealous." I was afraid that An An would not get used to it all of a sudden, so I said deliberately.

"Silly daughter, you are also a good daughter, come here and hug you too." Mom came over and hugged me tightly like a child, and then went to hug Sister Hong, "This is also a good daughter! Wow, there are so many daughters, So happy!"

"Mom, is daddy up yet? Let's have breakfast together." I'm afraid that everyone will cry if we keep hugging like this, and we all need to be calm and strong right now.

"Well, okay, I'll call him and Wenhua down." Mom's tone was unusually brisk.

My mother's steps up the stairs were also brisk, but I felt heavier than ever.

Dad has been staring silently at the tabletop, but we know he's not staring at any one place, his eyes are in his head.Most of the breakfast on the table has been wiped out, and the dishes, bamboo baskets, and baskets are empty and silent on the large brown-black solid wood table.

"Who is so vicious! Doing such a sinful thing! What did we offend him for!" Mom was so angry that her face turned blue.

"Mom, don't worry, don't be angry." I held my mother's hand tightly.

"How can we not be in a hurry! How can we not be angry! We must find out this shameless guy! See what kind of heart he has! See if his heart is black or has been bitten by a dog!!" Mom became more and more angry , The chest is constantly rising and falling.

"Mom, I will be very sad if you are angry, don't be angry, ah?" I stroked my mother's heart.

"Seeing you being bullied makes me even more sad!" Mom's eye circles immediately turned red.

"I'm okay, I don't care what anyone thinks." I smiled at my mother, it was true.

"Wen Qing, besides Xiao Ling and An An, have you ever liked other girls?" Dad looked at me quietly.

"No." I was pondering the meaning of my father's words.

"Is there any other girl who liked you and was rejected by you?"

"No."

Dad looked at me thoughtfully for a long time, and sighed softly.I know he already has an answer.

"Okay, now we don't have to go after anyone else. Her mouth grows on her, and we can't control what she wants to say. It depends on our attitude now." Dad's calmness and rationality surprised us.

"We can clarify. Except for our own family, who knows whether Wenqing is gay? Where is his evidence? We can say that it is a rumor!" Mom said angrily, not reconciled.

Dad shook his head lightly, and said, "The water has been muddied, can it still be cleared? The more you go to clarify it, the more troublesome it may be. It's not like you don't know the mentality of people in small places. Alas, what comes will always come, Sooner or later, let’s face it. Gay is gay, what’s the big deal, right? Wen Qing just liked a girl, and she didn’t make any mistakes, let alone break the law. Don’t gamble, two girls are happy with each other, parents agree, what’s wrong with living together? Those people have enough to eat and have nothing to do, let them say go!” Dad looked at his mother, then at his brother Sister-in-law, look at me and An An at the end: "As long as Wen Qing and An An don't feel too much pressure, it's fine, right?"

"It doesn't matter to us, we won't be affected." An An smiled slightly.

"Besides, it's better for everyone to know. In the future, we will have no scruples in our lives and be more upright. Isn't that better? Don't you think so?" Dad smiled with his unstretched brows and eyes, and his eyes kept lingering on everyone. On his face, "Okay, everyone, don't worry about it, let's live as we want, ah? Let's go to our own business, nothing is a big deal!" Then he stood up.

Affected by Dad’s emotions, we all feel much more relaxed, but we all know that Dad, who thinks he is the head of the family, is trying to give us comfort and confidence, and he is also constantly arming himself. Reality is by no means as simple as words Simple.

1. Small Town Rage ([-])

After leaving the dining table, my father said that he would go out to the side of the mountain. My brother said to go with him. My father said that he should go to the company to deal with his own affairs. It was exactly as usual. He just went out alone. .In the end, it was Mom who went out with Dad.

The sister-in-law said that An An and I should stay at home first, and she went shopping.

Half an hour later, Mom and Dad came back.Ann and I went up immediately.Dad's face was ugly, gray and gray, and he was very depressed.I quickly asked Dad what was wrong, and he said "nothing" sullenly and went upstairs to his room, saying he wanted to take a rest.Mom sat on the sofa and cried.

Later, my mother told us about their morning exercise.

Dad was quite energetic when he first went out, but it gradually became more and more uncomfortable: they were always pointed at wherever they went, and even if they didn't speak, their eyes were weird.Especially in the "Pavilion for Respecting the Elderly" at the foot of the mountain, parents were "besieged".

While resting on the gazebo at the foot of the mountain, Mom and Dad ran into that retired, petty, gossiping old man, Lao Wang, who had always held grudges against Dad because he wanted to get a promotion for his lazy son through Dad’s backdoor. In my heart, every time I see my father, I have to tease a few words eccentrically, and today I feel that I have encountered a good opportunity for revenge.

When he saw his father, he said: "Wow, Secretary Wen, I haven't seen you for a long time? Where did you go? Did you take Wen Qing on a blind date? How about it, the prospective son-in-law is in the same family, right? The woman is [-] years old. It's time to find a partner, when will you have a wedding wine?"

Dad was still calm, and said with a smile: "Thank you, Old Wang, for your concern! I will definitely invite you when the wedding ceremony is held!"

The old king said again: "Secretary Wen, you are the old parent official of the people of our county. The people of the whole city want to participate in this wedding banquet. Congratulations to Secretary Wen's family for continuing to add children, flourishing, and bringing the spirit of the Wen family to life." Carry forward! Women in this era, even at the age of 40, are still very fertile!"

This made Dad so angry that he couldn't speak.

A middle-aged woman scolded: "Old Wang, can you just accumulate some virtue! Put your stinking mouth away! Don't be angry with the old secretary here! How did the secretary offend you!"

"Oh, why does my mouth stink? Is it not good for me to congratulate people on their marriage and childbirth? Why are you so angry! Secretary Wen, right?" The guy looked at his father and giggled.

"Old Wang, you are amazing, you are amazing." Dad said with a sullen face.

"You know that women can't have children with women! Aren't you trying to piss people off?" The woman continued to scold him angrily.

"What? Wenqing is marrying a woman? Don't spread rumors here and tarnish the reputation of our old secretary! Secretary Wen is famous for being a clean and honest official! You are innocent and upright! You are a stinking mouth!" Old Wang Shout out.With his noisy gazebo more and more people gathered.It is not easy for parents to get out.

"What? What kind of woman married a woman? What are you talking about?" an old woman asked confusedly.

"You don't understand, it's homosexuality, women and women fall in love." A young girl who accompanied her said.

"Women and women can also fall in love? How to talk about it?" The old lady was even more confused, "I've never heard of it."

"Old man, you are lagging behind, of course it's like a man talking to a woman." A man next to him laughed.

"Nonsense! What's the difference! Only when a man has a 'little bird' can he have a child with a woman. Women and women...is there such a thing?" The old lady shook her head.

"Yeah, do you know how women and women 'fuck' each other?" A middle-aged woman asked her companion in a low voice.

"You crazy! How do I know!" Her companion said immediately.

"Hey! Stop bullying the old secretary here! What do you look like! Messy!" A woman who knew her parents well squeezed into the crowd.

"Yeah! Women are meddlesome! Other people's family matters are none of your business!" said the man beside her, pushing aside the crowd vigorously: "Get out of the way! Let Secretary Wen and Aunt Song go out!"

His wife came over and pulled his parents out: "Secretary Wen, don't be angry, these people are boring and troublesome, and if they don't make trouble, their mouths will get sores! Just treat them as farts!"

The group of people who were going home and who were once praised by their father as "prosperous sports and fitness culture in the county" followed behind their parents, talking endlessly:

"What about their family has nothing to do with us! His family's affairs are abnormal!"

"That's right, you don't know the news from the county cultural website? Who in the city doesn't know that Wenqing from their family is gay!"

"That may also be a rumor!"

"It's possible. Who doesn't know that Secretary Wen is clean and has offended many people. Maybe those people talk nonsense when they want revenge! It's not uncommon for this kind of thing to happen!"

"That can't be said like that, even if you catch the wind and catch the shadow, you can only catch it when you have the wind and the shadow!"

……

"His daughter looks very good. She is good-looking, educated, and has a very elegant manner. I have always wondered why such a good woman is not married at the age of 40? She is a homosexual..."

"Yeah, it doesn't look like that at all."

"Oh, I can't say for sure about this person. Who knows who knows who knows who knows what he is like!"

……

"Hey, you are really serious, even if you scold someone, you shouldn't scold their parents! It's not that he's gay!"

"Oh, this kid is not up to snuff, he's driving his parents to death!"

"That's right, the old man and the old woman were killed by their daughter! Poor!"

"It's true that you didn't cultivate in your previous life, you gave birth to such a daughter..."

"You are wrong to say that. How can parents condone their children's homosexuality? What's more, he is still an old cadre, so he should take the lead! This is a problem of social morality! What if there are a large number of homosexuals in the county?"

"Yeah, do you want your child to be gay? There must be rules in everything."

……

"Hey, I heard that Wen Qing's girlfriend is very beautiful! When can we find a way to meet?"

"Who is Wen Qing?"

"It's that lesbian, the hottest person in the county right now! You're so ignorant!"

"That's right! They said they were Wenqing's parents, right?"

"Seems to be."

"They are quite bold, and dare to come to a place with so many people for a walk."

"It's not just bold, it's simply avant-garde!"

"I heard that Xin An has already lived in their house, and they have no objection at all."

"Really?"

"I heard from a girl in their neighborhood that she saw Xin An come into their house. It was Wen Qing's mother who opened the door, and she was very affectionate. She said that laughter often came from the house."

"No way? Parents who are so open have never heard of it!"

"I heard it from the cram school run by brother Wenqing. He is a neighbor and knows a lot."

"I really admire this kind of parents, they are better than our autocratic old-fashioned parents."

"Hehehe, aren't you gay too?"

"You're looking for death, people really think I am!"

……

These words stimulated my mother too much and left a deep impression on her. My mother repeated it very quickly, almost reciting it in one breath. I was very excited to "recite", and my whole body was trembling slightly.

"Mom, I'm sorry..." I hugged her.

"I don't care. I'm old and I don't care about anything. As long as the child is well, I will be happy. But what should you do..." Mom hugged me tightly with her big rough hands, "How can you live like this when people point your back like this! "

"Mom, it's okay, we're okay."

"There are so many people who know your father, how can he bear it! I'm really worried!" Mom was still crying.

"Mom," An An said softly, "don't worry, it will be fine after a while, and people will get used to it."

"An'an..." Mom let go of me and turned to hug An'an, "I thought you'd come, and we could live a happy life in the future, who knew that something like this would happen, it's hard for you!"

"It's okay, I don't care, it's hard for you and Dad."

"Such a good girl, all such good daughters, why can't God give you more joy and happiness!"

"Mom, we are already very happy. Loving each other is the greatest happiness. Our home is so warm, which is the greatest happiness. Nothing else matters, we have the strength to deal with it." I rubbed my mother's back.

2. Small Town Rage ([-])

Mom and Dad didn't go out again this day.Dad didn't talk much all the time, and when he said rest, he didn't really rest. He either meditated, closed his eyes and rested his mind, or turned on the TV to browse casually.Mom didn't talk much, but was slowly busy with some trivial housework, but she was often distracted during the busy process.Lunch and dinner were passed slowly and almost in silence.My brother and I tried our best to find something to say to our parents. My father said he wanted to be quiet, but my mother was not in the mood. The whole family was dull and silent like never before.

Dad made an amazing decision before going to bed late.He said that the problem must be faced, he does not believe that the world is really so ruthless, he wants people to understand me, An An, and the sincere and beautiful relationship between us.So, tomorrow morning we will go to the tea market as a family of six and live frankly among you.

We all disagreed with such a risky move, saying that people are so excited about this matter now, if six people show up together, there will be a large number of onlookers, and everyone will be embarrassed.

"Isn't it embarrassing not to go out? Or is it not embarrassing to go out one by one? It's still embarrassing! Not only is it embarrassing, but it will also leave a story for those who are good at right and wrong. It seems that they have really done something shameful. Even Don’t even dare to go out! Instead of being pointed out every time one goes out, it’s better for everyone to go out together and let them see and talk at once!” Dad’s tone was fierce.

"Father, what you said is very reasonable, but people in the city don't allow this kind of thing to be 'fair and fair', so they will attack us even more fiercely, saying that we have lost our morals!" My brother refused to agree.

"What kind of thing is not above board, huh? Do you also think that our morals have lost their morality? We really want to live like rats like An An's father said? It is because they don't understand that we have to let them take a good look at it." Take a look!" Dad was very angry, feeling that what brother said had hurt us.

"Dad, that's not what I meant. We think so, but others don't. It takes a process for a new idea or behavior to be accepted, especially in places where old ideas are deeply rooted. People need a period of time Only then can we gradually adapt and accept it.”

"How long do you think this period will take? One week? One month? One year? Two years? Ten years? Or countless years? We just stay at home and spend a year, two years, ten years, and others to adapt and accept. What if they never get used to it? We live in a rat hole all our lives? How much time do we have to wait? How much time do your parents have to wait?"

My father stared at my brother and kept asking back. Seeing that he was so angry, my brother stopped talking. My father continued: "Which revolution does not need to be violent to win? Which revolutionist hides in the house daydreaming and waits for the society to come back." change, success