Love you as life

Seeing that my body and hands were covered with blood, I was taken aback: "Wen Qing, what's wrong with you!" She took my hands and looked carefully, I pulled them out and stretched them behind her, and hugged her with open arms.

"Wen Qing, you've abused yourself, haven't you?" An An's voice changed again.

I didn't speak, and when I couldn't speak, I would cry.

"You can't do this, you can never do this!" An An hugged my head tightly, "Wen Qing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." An An cried again.

An'an came back, the storm subsided just now, and those crazy emotions disappeared.But before going to bed, I felt something obviously different from the past.The tenderness and lingering before going to bed every night was so natural and sweet, but now it seems to be avoiding, something is separated between us, it is a bloody scar that cannot be touched but cannot be removed.There can be no separation between us, not even a little bit, we must live in the light, in the light that penetrates our bodies and minds, transparent to each other.

"An'an, would you like to know what happened between me and Xiaoling when I came to City B last time?"

"Wen Qing..." An An's face changed, and her eyes were filled with pain again.

"I want to talk, do you want to listen?"

"Okay, I'll listen." An'an took a deep breath, and gently held my scarred hands into hers.

2. Crushing and recasting ([-])

"Wen Qing..." An An hugged me and wept uncontrollably, "Wen Qing, I..." Her hands hugged me tightly for a while, and rubbed my back for a while, not knowing what to do.

"Wen Qing, I want to beat someone! I want to beat her! How could she treat you like this! She is too deceitful!" An An cried out excitedly, "I'm going to find her to settle accounts tomorrow! She has no right to do this To you! She has a personality problem!"

"An'an," I wiped her tears, "it's all over, and we won't mention it anymore."

"Why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid!" She looked at me distressedly, "You are too kind, too easy to be hurt." Then she hugged me: "Wen Qing, I'm sorry, I doubted you, I actually doubted you! I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I should have shown up earlier so that you wouldn't be hurt." An An kissed my hair, "Wen Qing, I'm really ashamed, you have been so restrained because I You have lived the life of an ascetic monk for a long time, and you have given all your youth to a child who cannot bring you happiness, Wen Qing, why am I so selfish..."

"An'an, you give me more happiness than anyone else. For you, I am willing to be an ascetic monk..." I remembered the letter that "Literary Master" wrote to An'an for me, "When you were 16 years old, I 'The long letter to you, remember?"

"Remember.' I would love to wait for you to grow up too, but by the time you graduate from college, I will be 40 years old and my youth will be completely gone. You have never understood the needs of a grown woman. I want more than just the spirit My love, you can’t satisfy my longing... I often feel unbearably depressed, and I have to endure it for so many years. Ann, I have been an ascetic monk for more than ten years...' This passage is in my mind every day It rang for a whole year..." An An's voice dropped.

"An'an, I'm sorry. I hurt you."

"Wen Qing, I thought the same way at that time. In this world, there is no other language that can hurt my heart so much. Every word is a thorn, a needle, and a sharp sword. It hurts my heart." , Let my heart die. Wen Qing, how can you write such words..."

I hugged her and didn't speak.That's not what I said, dear child, that's not what I said, how could I be willing to hurt you like this.

"Later I figured it out. I told my mother a lot about our past. In the 11 years we lived together, you gave me so much and so much beauty. Compared with these, those few words are nothing." An An stroked my hair, "Maybe you were forced to write that, it doesn't look like what you said at all."

"An'an, have you ever suspected that I didn't write that letter?"

"You didn't write that letter!" An An turned my head and looked at me suspiciously.

I quietly looked at those clear and crystal eyes, so distressing eyes.

"Wen Qing, except for that passage, which is not like what you said, everything else is yours!" An An's deep eyes had unfinished doubts.

"An'an, I didn't write it, and I couldn't write those words." The situation of being so sad and desperate with nowhere to stay six years ago appeared before my eyes again.

An An stared at me, stunned.

"That's the work of the shooter your father hired."

An An opened her mouth and said nothing, her eyes continued to stare at me.

"The gunman's level is very high, even if I can hardly deny that it is from me, I have seen a copy of that letter."

"Wen Qing..." An An hugged me so tightly, as if she wanted to hug me into her body, and couldn't help crying at the same time.

"An'an, don't hate your father, he loves you, every father wants his children to have a bright future. I am sorry for him, I hurt his underage daughter. If I continue to stay by your side, Worse for you."

"How did you endure all this, how did you leave S city...Wen Qing, my heart aches!" An An still hugged me tightly and cried uncontrollably.

"You see now, I'm fine, you're fine too, we can live together, we're very happy." I patted her on the back lightly.

"Wen Qing, I'm really ashamed in front of you, why are you so stupid, so stupid, so great!" An'an let go of me, held my hands in front of her eyes, breasted and kissed in distress. "No matter what happens in the future, we must trust each other, hug each other, and any problems will no longer be problems. No matter what we encounter, we are not allowed to treat ourselves badly, let alone rape ourselves! You are mine, and I want you Well, no one can hurt her, and neither can you." An An's gaze pierced my eyes directly into my soul, making my soul tremble and heat up there.

"An'an, you are the most beautiful girl in the world." I stared at these eyes that fascinated me.

"I think this sentence is more suitable for you." An An kissed my hand, her eyes still in mine. "Wen Qing, how can such slender and beautiful hands be stained with blood? What beautiful hands, they can write good articles, draw beautiful scenery, cook delicious meals, and love me with passion .Wen Qing, I love your hands, I love your fingers..." An An's tears fell on my palms, she immediately kissed them dry, and then gently pressed them onto her smooth face and neck , and moved to her soft chest.I felt her heartbeat, her fresh life was beating in my palm, beating more and more violently, I gently kissed it, kissed them, kissed An'an's soft and undulating heart and chest.

"Wen Qing," An An moved her hand from mine to my chest, "Wen Qing, I love you." She looked at me tenderly, her hands on my chest, she * *Looking at it, *licking it, she kissed my lips, calling my name... An An, she ran over from the field, rushed to my side, hugged me tightly, hugged me vigorously Falling on the ground, she was full of joy, she laughed excitedly, she gasped for breath, and shouted my name loudly, and the mountains and plains were full of her shouts... She collected honey from the forest Put it into my mouth, put many, many fragrant wild flowers under my nose, she made me a dress with vines and green leaves, she put silky, plump and gorgeous wild fruits on my body, she greedily and happily ** Drinking their juice, she used the soft and powerful hands of picking wild flowers and vines to play the most classical music on me, depicting the most magnificent mountains and rivers, high mountains and flowing waters, high mountains and flowing waters will make friends, we will meet here, where the water **melt……

"Wen Qing, I love you, I love you, Wen Qing, I love you..." An comforted my lips, eyes burning with flames.

I looked at her speechlessly, melting into her gaze.

Ann, I am very happy, very happy.

Ann, don't stop, don't stop.

Ann, I want more, I want more.

"An'an..." My voice was trembling, "An'an..." I raised my head.

An An immediately leaned over and kissed my lips, our rapid breathing blended together, An An's body was so elastic and powerful, and An An's hands were so gentle and delicate, it made me burn, wanting to be turned into ashes.

"Wen Qing, I want to kill you." The heat from An An's mouth kept blowing into my face.

"You kill, An An, you kill, I want to be killed by you, An An, I am very happy, very happy to be killed by you." I held her face and looked at her for a moment, my love , kill me.

"No, I want to keep you and enjoy it every night." An'an bit my lip and put me in her strong arms again...

Crush, we are all shattered, shattered by each other's body, mixed and fused at the moment of shattering, completely mixed and fused like never before, and recast two bodies that are more intimate and can no longer distinguish you and me, Recast two more determined and indestructible hearts.

1. Battlefield ([-])

Dad insisted on seeing Xin Dekang. He said that love is sweet only when he is blessed by his parents. Moreover, he felt very uneasy if An An lived in our house like this. He felt that he had stolen someone else's daughter. It is very dishonorable, dishonest, and unkind to steal it.We know Dad's temper, and if he doesn't see Xin Dekang, this matter will always weigh on his heart, and it will become more and more serious.

We decided to go to S city. Dad said that Xin Dekang should not be wronged to come to our house. He is the big boss, has status and status, and he is the injured person: his young, promising, beautiful and well-behaved daughter was occupied by us, and he has reason to be abused. Respect, there is reason to be arrogant.Dad has changed completely, and this change makes us all feel somewhat sad.

My brother was worried about my parents going to S City, so he handed over the work to his sister-in-law and related personnel, and accompanied us to the north.

Goodbye to City S, filled with emotion, this city that once brought me great joy and great pain appeared so familiarly before my eyes.An'an has been holding my hand, watching my expression.This is her second hometown, I can't be sad, I should love it, I should be grateful for it, it has the footsteps of An An's struggle, it has witnessed An An's growth.

We met Xin Dekang on the second day after staying.

The meeting place for Xinde Kangding was a private room of a well-known restaurant in S City.My parents are well dressed, and so is my brother.Along the way, my father didn't say much. In fact, everyone didn't say much. The unanimous silence reminded me of the Chongqing negotiations.Xin Dekang arrived before us, and Su Weiying was waiting for us at the door. She was much more haggard than when she went to my hometown, with an unconcealable bleakness on her face.

Xin Dekang stood in front of the window with his back to the door, and he turned around slowly when he heard the sound of complicated footsteps.He was still the tall, strong and resolute man back then, more mature and more vicissitudes, with sharper eyes and calmer. Although he was a little fatter and the muscles on his face were a little loose, he was still an attractive man.

"Mr. Xin, hello!" Dad greeted warmly with his usual loud voice, strode up to Xin Dekang, and stretched out his thin and powerful right hand.

"Hello!" Xin Dekang smiled faintly, and shook his father's hand politely, "Please sit down. Everyone, please sit down!"

Dad took the initiative to introduce his mother and brother, and then praised Xin Dekang enthusiastically, saying that he is a very courageous knowledge entrepreneur. Dad admired his ability and felt honored to know such a friend.Xin Dekang kept looking at his father with a half-smile, occasionally responding with a few words.Dad's topic turned to An An, saying that both Xin Dekang and Su Weiying were excellent parents who raised and educated such an excellent child, and that our whole family liked her very much.

"Where is it, you are a better parent, and the daughter you raised can deceive my daughter away." Xin Dekang still smiled.

"Oh——" Dad opened his mouth for a moment, then smiled and said, "Well, Wenqing is not bad either. She graduated from a key university and has some achievements in writing. The most rare thing is that she is very filial and kind. Well, our daughter has a Bodhisattva. Heart! Isn't it, Song?" Dad turned to Mom, "It's all thanks to my wife." Dad laughed heartily.

"Wen Qing's 'Bodhisattva heart'...wasn't the right place to use it?" Xin Dekang looked at me with a hint of sarcasm.

"Dad!" An An yelled.

"Our adults are talking, when is it your turn!" Xin Dekang gave An An a stern look.

"Hey, Mr. Xin, we don't get angry about our children's affairs. The children have children's ideas, and everyone is happy." Dad quickly said with a smile.

"Are you very happy? Are you very happy that you have a gay daughter? Are you very happy that your gay daughter can still seduce a young girl when she is old? Your education is really successful!" Xin Dekang Staring at Dad, he said fiercely.

"Mr. Xin, please respect my father." My brother couldn't help standing up.

"Wenhua, sit down. It's okay, you sit down first." Dad's face changed, then he calmed down, and waved his brother to sit down.After a moment of silence, Dad turned his head to Xin Dekang: "I understand your mood, I completely understand your mood, completely understand." Dad turned his face back, looked at the dishes in hand, and nodded his head lightly, most of the white His hair and beard are particularly dazzling against the backdrop of his black and red face.

"I'm sorry, I'm very excited. Any parent would be excited! Mr. Wen, I really don't understand. I heard from Su Weiying that you used to be the secretary of the county party committee. How could an old Communist Party member support homosexuality? In your words, you Where has the party spirit gone! Is there any party discipline and rules..."

"Mr. Xin!" My brother couldn't bear it anymore.

"Wenhua! Sit down!" The veins on Dad's forehead were already bulging, he paused and said calmly, "Everyone, don't worry, let Mr. Xin finish first, okay?"

"Mr. Wen, you are very generous. You are indeed an old party member with decades of experience. If it weren't for Wenqing and An'an, I believe we would become very good friends." Xin Dekang continued, "But I am absolutely sure about this matter." Uncompromising! We Chinese pay attention to the family and the country. Only a family can make a country. This family should be composed of men and women. Without such a combination, it is not a family. I am a person with a very strong family concept. I lost my father when I was young. My mother brought up our four brothers and sisters, and the family was very difficult! But my mother endured hardships and insisted on supporting it. For my mother and younger siblings, I carried the burden of the whole family on my back. To help my three siblings finish college and find a suitable job. I want my mother to enjoy her old age peacefully. I am willing to provide the best educational conditions for my children. Because of having a family, I have the sense of responsibility and motivation to work hard , Life needs such a sense of responsibility and such motivation! There are many responsibilities in life, one cannot live for oneself, for parents, for brothers and sisters, for society, this is China, this is the virtue of our Chinese nation!"

"So, Dad, you let your mother suffer so much for the sake of your brothers and sisters, and finally sacrificed your relationship and marriage, you

For the sake of grandma, our family of three was separated, sacrificing my living environment and the love between father and daughter, and mother and daughter. Now for the sake of "the virtues of our Chinese nation", I must obey your will and sacrifice my happiness.Yeah?You are a good son and brother, but not a good husband, nor a good father.For your responsibility, you sacrificed the closest people around you!Is this also 'the virtue of our Chinese nation'?Dad, you are a very good person, why are you so behind in some aspects? "An'an's calmness and bravery surprised us all.

2. Battlefield ([-])

"You——" Xin Dekang didn't expect An'an to blame him so publicly, his face turned blue with anger, "Okay, you are amazing! Did I sacrifice you? How much did I pay for you! I am so embarrassed now You pulled me on the right path, who am I for! In a few years, your old man may be going to heaven, and I’m making such a fuss, just who is it for!” Seeing that An’an didn’t say anything, he went on to say: “Everything in the world has it. All things have yin and yang, and nature has day and night. God created men and women to combine them into one body, live and reproduce according to the laws of nature, so that human beings can live in harmony with yin and yang. Yin is yin, Yang is yang, what are you guys who are not yin or yang! Disobeying nature will be punished by heaven!"

"Dad, you know very well that there are mainstream and non-mainstream in society, and non-mainstream is also a state and need of society. It is dogma to sacrifice individuals for the sake of laws. Those who defend the so-called 'laws and rational numbers' are often sanctimonious." Pseudo-morality, because it violates human nature, the lack of humanity is inhumane. I don’t need so many principles, so many rules, my requirements for life are very simple, do what I like to do, live with the people I like, Contribute to society on this basis. But without this foundation, I can't do anything." An An met her father's gaze.

"What do you think you can do? What can you do with the stigma of being gay?" Xin Dekang looked at An An closely, "I guess you can only hide in a corner and live secretly like a mouse, without being laughed at by others That's already amazing!"

"Dad, I never sneak around, I want to live in the sun openly, and I will tell people that I am a happy gay man. You know my personality very well, and I will never give up! I have enough courage and ability! "An An's tone is by no means weaker than her father's.

"Don't forget that your father is in construction! I know people in various fields of decoration and design. I can greet a lot of friends with my hand. As long as I wave my hand, there will be no place for you, Xin'an!" Xin Dekang became angry from embarrassment.

"All roads lead to Rome. I don't believe you can really cover the sky with one hand, and you have to see what era it is now." An An was not to be outdone.

"This is the era of your Xin'an, isn't it? It's unreasonable! I spent so much money for you to go to a key middle school and a prestigious university, but you came up with such a trick to humiliate me. It's plausible!"

"Dad, going to college and being in love are two different things."

"Two different things? If I knew you were such a rebellious girl, I would rather quit your school early! I took the trouble to let you receive the best education, but all the skills you learned were used to deal with your father! My dogma, I I'm so sanctimonious, I can't keep up with the times! You are so pioneering and unreasonable! I thought you had returned to normal a long time ago——Su Weiying, didn't you say that An An is fine? Didn't you say that your daughter is growing up healthily under your education? ? I trust you so much, and I entrust An’an’s education to you. How did you educate? Is this the perverted thinking you brought back from a foreign country? How did you become a mother!”

"What do you think should be a good parent? Are you like that?" Su Weiying said quietly.

"Father, homosexuality is not something imported from abroad. It has always existed in China and in every corner of the world. My mother is the best mother in the world! I don't deny that you care about me and think about my future, but You don't understand me, you don't respect me. Without my mother, I would have died six years ago! You won't be flexible, you will just stick to some traditional nonsense. But mother is not! Mother's love is Love to the heart! Mother loves her child with her whole heart! No one has the right to criticize mother!" The more An An spoke, the more excited she became, and at the end her eyes turned red and her tone changed.

"An An, good boy, don't be sad..." Su Weiying, who was sitting next to An An, rubbed her daughter's head and couldn't help crying.

"Okay, you don't care about other people's opinions. I admire your Xin An's courage! But have you considered your relatives? Your younger brother is in the first year of junior high school, and he went to your previous key middle school. How do you ask him to behave? My circle of friends, my friends all over the country, who don’t know that I have a daughter who is a top student in a famous university, and now they still want to know that she is gay, how will I behave in the future?! My business, your uncle’s and aunt’s career will be affected, At least you will be judged. For your own happiness, you have to sacrifice the face of so many people, aren't you too selfish!" Xin Dekang changed his angle.

"For the face of you people, do you have to sacrifice my happiness?" An An wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"Okay! You don't care about my face, so I don't care about your future! Go away, or go abroad with your mother, I won't have a daughter like you anymore!" Xin Dekang slapped the table, and the table was full The dishes were banging loudly.

"Mr. Xin, don't get excited! If you have something to say, come on, come on, sit down first, let's talk..." Dad took Xin Dekang's hand.

"What are we talking about? I really can't figure it out. It's okay for these little girls and women to be irrational. As a person with decades of experience, an old party member and veteran cadre, how can you stand by their side? Why are you so Can you keep up with the trend of the times? I heard that you are the hometown of overseas Chinese. Is it true that homosexuality is very popular in the hometown of overseas Chinese?" Xin Dekang looked at his father mockingly, "Why did you come? To treat your in-laws? Ridiculous! Want me Xin Dekang's daughter marrying your daughter! Absurd! They have the courage, do you have it? Can you face the society? Do you dare to tell all your relatives and friends? Do you dare to say 'my daughter' to the people in your county She's gay, so I went to her in-laws? You're such a good county party secretary!..."

"Xin Dekang!" I stood up abruptly.

"Father—" Wenhua yelled, bypassing Xin Dekang and rushing towards his father, the whole room was instantly dead silent.

1. Confrontation ([-])

Dad's brows were knit together, his eyes were closed and his teeth were clenched tightly, his whole face was pulled into a ball, and his hands were tightly pressed against the stool.Dad's angina attack!

The elder brother rushed to his father and quickly untied his tie, buckle and belt, and his mother swiftly took out the nitroglycerin tablets that both she and her father would carry with him, poured out the pills tremblingly, and stuffed them into his father's chest. sublingual.I froze for a moment, and hurried to open the door and window, then took out my phone.

An An held my hand: "Wen Qing, I've already called the emergency call." Seeing that I didn't respond, she said, "My father called the emergency call just now." Your father!I was instantly furious, and went to look for Xin Dekang in a blink of an eye. He was pacing anxiously at the door, and kept looking up.It's all him!Don't choose what you say!Cynicism!To be so cruel to an old man in his 70s!Xin Dekang noticed my burning eyes, immediately lowered his head, pursed his lips tightly, then raised his head again, looked at me sadly, his eyes were full of guilt and pleading: I can't be angry, it's not good for my father.

Now is not the time to pursue responsibility, I immediately walked to my father, my father’s expression was still very painful, my brother squatted quietly beside my father, watching and observing my father’s expression, my mother turned her face away, her pale face There were two lines of tears, fearing that her father would find out, she wiped away the tears quietly, holding her lips tightly so as not to make a sound, but the tears continued to flow down.I squatted in front of my mother, held her face in my hands, shook my head and smiled at her.Mom put her arms around my neck and hugged me tightly.I know that my father's heart disease has always made my mother live in fear. The critical state of my father's myocardial infarction and the major heart surgery frightened her.I gently patted my mother's back, trying to control my sore nose.

"Huh..." Dad let out a long sigh of relief, and my mother immediately let me go and turned around.Dad's face stretched a little, but his eyebrows were still drawn together.

At this time, the whistle of the 120 ambulance came from outside the door, and soon Xin Dekang brought in several medical staff. Dad raised a hand with difficulty and waved it lightly.The medical staff looked at his father's face, said to let him pass the labor pain for a while before leaving, and then asked about his father's condition.Dad was then carried on a stretcher into an ambulance.My brother, mother, and I followed the ambulance, and Xin Dekang drove Su Weiying and An An to the hospital with the ambulance.

Dad is fine, but in view of his previous medical history, the hospital recommends staying in the hospital for two days for observation.

Xin Dekang apologized to us many times, saying that he was very guilty and regretted his impulsiveness, and said that all medical expenses would be paid by him.My mother has never spoken to him, her eyes are always red, and she is very depressed.The elder brother's eyes were angry but extremely calm, and he held back and said nothing. He is in his forties, and his elder brother is no longer extreme in things.His father often taught him that only by being patient can he achieve great things.

On the contrary, Su Weiying and An An have been very excited.After Dad's condition stabilized, An An, Xin Dekang, and Su Weiying and I went to a quiet terrace outside the hospital. Su Weiying finally couldn't help but accuse Xin Dekang:

"I didn't expect you to say such a thing! I have always respected your filial piety, your strong sense of responsibility and true love for your elders. I thought there was no other such typical dutiful son in this world." My old man and the old man', you often said that before, and you also showed your benevolence and filial piety with your actions. Didn’t you donate to many nursing homes? Didn’t you provide living materials for many lonely and widowed old people? Facing all You will give generously and sympathize with an old beggar, even if you know he is an old crook, you are willing to be cheated because he is ragged, gray beard, 'homeless'. Why are you so mean to Wenqing's father? What a good old man he is! An old man of the previous generation who is over [-] years old can have an open-minded and flexible mind, why can't you just not turn a corner! He is so magnanimous and patient, but because of his How can you bear to hurt him without such tolerance!"

"I admit that I was wrong. Today's incident is a big stain in my life. I feel guilty! But I was too excited at the time, and the thoughts of you women made me lose control! I can't 'bully' you women? Now Yes, not only women are so irrational and unprincipled, even a man, a veteran cadre with decades of struggle experience, is so irrational and unprincipled! I can’t stand it! It seems like the world is turned upside down!”

"Dad, there are more gay men in this world, and they are all rational and principled men." An An said.

"Shut up! Don't mention homosexuality in front of me from now on!" Xin Dekang stared at An'an and said sharply.

"It's not that the world is upside down, it's that your ideas are too dead! The world is colorful and colorful. If you want it to have a uniform color, isn't that asking for trouble!" Su Weiying was dissatisfied with Xin Dekang's attitude towards An An, and was also very angry .

"If you pamper her so much, she will be blamed if nothing happens!" Xin Dekang became angry at Su Weiying again.

"You suppress her so arbitrarily, it's really strange if she doesn't have an accident!"

"How did I suppress her, ah?! Where have I been arbitrary, ah?! Where have I been arbitrary and suppressed her? Which aspect of her request has I not satisfied her? If she wants to live on campus, she will live on campus." Let her enroll in any interest class she wants, let her travel if she wants to travel, let her take an art major if she wants to take an art major, the university she chooses, and the cooking class she enrolls in, She wants to study a double degree, she wants to work part-time, she doesn't want to cooperate with my decoration company, but signs with other design companies... All of these, which one is not up to her to decide?! But she wants to do it It’s the same with homosexuality, I can’t let her mess around! If the world wants to be colorful, let others be colorful. My Xin Dekang’s daughter can’t be that kind of gray woman! Do you think you love her? You It is harming her! The benevolence of a woman! Emotions control reason, and only pay attention to the difficulties in front of me. What can it bring to the future?! You can be sober and look farther away, okay? This world is not only about love, but also about career , there are all kinds of interpersonal relationships in society! This world is not as simple as you imagined!"

"I'd like to ask you, would we get married if we didn't have love? Would we get divorced if there was love? If you could live without love, wouldn't you need to remarry?" Su Weiying said coldly.

"You are talking nonsense! My love and her love are completely different things. Love between a man and a woman is natural and normal, but love between the same sex is abnormal and shouldn't be! They don't even know what love is!"

"Father, I feel sad for you. You have been in the society for decades, but you don't know that love can exist between the same sex. Tonight, father and daughter, we will discuss together what is sexual love, okay? Have a look Do you have the same kind of feelings for your mother as you have for Aunt Shujuan now, as I have for Wen Qing?" An An looked at her father and smiled.

Xin Dekang was trembling with anger, rushed to An An and waved his hands.I quickly hugged An An and turned to the side. "Pa——" I was suddenly dizzy, and this slap just hit my temple, just like being hit on the head by a ball flying from the football field when I was in middle school, and there was a loud bang in my ear , It was pitch black.

2. Confrontation ([-])

"Wen Qing!" An An yelled, hugged me tightly, and immediately turned her head and yelled at her father: "I don't know what 'love' is! But I can't live without Wen Qing! Stay with Wen Qing , I feel that I am a complete person, and I feel safe and happy. I have never had a decent home since I was a child. I am like a homeless child. Only when I am with Wenqing can I feel at home. I am very simple, without Rationality has no rules and is not normal. I only know what I want, and I can’t lose anything. If I give up Wenqing, I’m going to die! Dad, do you know? When she is here, I have the whole In the world, if she is not here, I will live and die. Dad, can you tell me what kind of feeling this is?" Xin An was excited and sad, and couldn't help crying after speaking.

"Wen Qing, are you okay?" Su Weiying came to me and rubbed my head.

"It's okay." I closed my eyes and leaned on An'an's shoulder. My temples were still hot and numb. I guess the corners of my eyes were a little bloodshot, and my eyes were also hot.

"Xin Dekang, everyone has their own ideals and pursuits, as long as she feels happy, why not? Is it easy for us to come to this world? Is it easy for us to meet each other? Life is only a few decades, why can't it be as easy as you want? How about a happier life? It doesn’t matter if we don’t feel happy, but it’s okay if the person concerned doesn’t feel happy? Don’t be so stubborn, okay! Is it worthwhile to make so many people suffer for a certain rule?” Su Weiying is obviously very aware of Xin Dekang’s temper As a human being, he takes soft things but not tough ones, he is impulsive and very conscientious.

"Wen Qing, I'm sorry." Xin Dekang said to me sadly, "I'm impulsive again, I apologize to you!" Then he sighed: "Have you thought about old age? This is one of the main reasons why I disapprove of homosexuality. If you are with **, you will have no offspring. If you have no offspring, you will be lonely and pitiful when you are old. The ancients said that "there are three unfilial acts and no offspring is the greatest." You can say that it is something in the feudal society, but the reality in China is In this way, how many people can be protected in their old age? Who can take care of the elderly in their own family? Who has the time to take care of the elderly who are not relatives? It doesn't matter if you are older, but you are all women! A home without children is not like a home! And to put it a bit harshly, Wen Qing has lived in An An for nearly 20 years. In the future, Wen Qing will leave, what will An An do? At that time, there was no relative , die alone! How can I see my child like this?