Love you as life

Looking at me, it was still the attachment eyes of that girl many years ago.

I called home.

"Mom, I'm not going back tonight..." She was timid as if she had done something bad, and her heart was still pounding. "I'm... going to be with my friend...well, we want to spend the night together." Suddenly I couldn't make up stories.

"Is... a very reliable friend?"

"Ah."

"That girl last night?" Mom never could hold back.

"Yes..." My face must have turned red, and those capillaries were throbbing.

"Oh. Okay, have fun!" Mom was very happy, and her tone seemed happier than mine.

"Have fun..." I really want to hide.

"Hahahahaha..." An An laughed loudly and reached out to touch my face. "My Wenqing, my child, you are so good."

Before I got angry, she immediately said: "Wen Qing, you are still so childish, I like you like this."

"A 40-year-old is still like a child, is it good or bad?"

"It's good to be like you, pure and innocent forever." An'an hugged my head and kissed my face.Then he got up and turned on the TV.

"Like watching TV now?" I asked.

"After you left, I like to turn on the TV. It makes me feel like we are in our home in S City, and I feel like you are with me." An An looked at me quietly and smiled.

"I want to take a bath, my body smells of sweat..." Under An An's gaze, I was a little shy.

"Okay, I'll get you my pajamas." She didn't go to get it, but stared at me with a smile in her eyes, and she looked at me for a long time, and turned me away.An An has always been enthusiastic and bold, but it was the first time she looked at me so "badly".

2. Cut candles on the west window ([-])

I took a hot bath and felt much more awake.Those unreal feelings gradually disappeared, and the chaotic thoughts of the past two days gradually became organized.I know for sure that An An found me, and we met again after six years of separation.

When An An was taking a shower, I stood in front of the window to check my "geographical location", and I couldn't be so confused anymore.

Outside the window is the wide Qingjiang River, which gently bends to the two sides into the night.The street lamps and neon lights on both sides describe its shape as a half slightly curved moon, forming a moon river, and like a sweet smile with upturned lips, singing softly with red lips and white teeth.The bright and warm lights reflected in the water make the whole river look brilliant and clear, like the Milky Way in the world.The sky in the summer night is black and blue, the stars are shining cheerfully and brightly, and the light and transparent white clouds are flying like veils.The warm world coexists with the transcendent heaven.Happiness is here, happiness is here, beauty is here.The street downstairs is very familiar, it is the section I walk through every day, the section I often take for walks.I know my "observation platform" very well: I am on Fuyu Street, upstairs from "First Love", this riverside hotel is called "Yishanbangshuiju", and it is one of the most high-end hotels in the county.

A pair of warm hands hugged my waist, and An An gently stuck behind me.

"Does it look like our home in S City?" An An asked.

"How did you find it here?"

"I know you walk by here every day."

"How do you know?"

"I read a lot of Sherlock Holmes detective cases, as well as Conan Doyle's books." An An said.

"How do you know I'm in this small town in this province?"

"Aren't you a novelist? How could you not think of it?"

"I think you want to be stupid, your brain has become stupid."

"I went to your university to check your student status, and I knew you were hiding here. After you left, I knew how to find you, and I knew I would definitely find you." An An hugged me tightly.

"Then...why..."

"I am qualified to find you only after I graduate from university, and you will accept me."

"An'an, I'm sorry I caused you so much pain."

"The happiness you give me can cover all the pain. If I can love you, it doesn't matter how painful it is."

I turned around and looked at the girl who blended with my life: "An An, you are the stupidest child in the world."

"You are not stupid at all." An An looked at my lips, and blew warm breath on my face.She didn't grow much, she was still about my height, so we could see eye to eye and nose to nose when we stood together.An An kissed my lips, and kissed me as passionately as she did when she was 15 years old on the field in Lijia Village, not only sexually, but also a lot of madness and greed...

It's still the habit of six years ago. I didn't wear a bra after taking a bath. The two people who hugged each other cautiously like this many times now have no "cautiousness" at all, or even deliberately "irregularity". We are two lives that need to bloom , to be a life that blooms freely and joyfully.

We drew the curtains and left the window.

The bedside lamp was bright and warm, and the orange light softly shone on An An beside me.Through the thin pajamas, there is still such a smooth and warm body.Seeing An An again, I haven't looked at her as carefully as I do now.Her childish yet mature face, her black hair that looks a little fluffy, her darker eyebrows, her deep and somewhat deep and presumptuous eyes, her more straight nose, more plump Her resolute lips, her more delicate and moist skin, her fuller and more charming breasts, her compelling youth...

When I first saw her, I only felt the familiar things, the feeling of the whole being like my own life. Now that I calmed down and looked at her so closely, I gradually discovered many unfamiliar things about her, which made me stiff and nervous. Makes me curious, but also makes me excited and nervous.

"What's wrong?" An An looked at me suspiciously. The deep light in her eyes almost made me cry. This is the An An I am familiar with. It is the An An I have missed for many years. Her soul is in her eyes and has never changed. , has never changed, from the age of five to now...

"Wen Qing, what's the matter?" An An asked softly, still the soft and bright voice of that good boy, and still the caring and loving eyes.I hugged her head and leaned against her tightly.My An'an, she is here, we have no gap, time has not diluted the intimacy and mutual understanding that have penetrated into our bones, she is still the hometown of my soul, and she is still my life.

"An'an, you've grown up." I murmured.

"Well. Does it make you feel strange." She put her arms around my head.

"A little."

"You don't like it, do you?"

"No, I like it, I like it, as long as it's you, as long as you're An'an, I like it." I buried my face deeply on her neck, smelling the smell of her hair and feet.

"You've changed too." Ann sighed.

"Well, I'm not young anymore." I know, I have fine lines around my eyes and spots on my face.

"It doesn't mean that, you are still very young." An An turned over and let me lie down under her, "But it is more melancholy than before, and there are more vicissitudes, and the face, eyes, and everywhere are full of sadness." Her fingers slid across My forehead, eyebrows, cheeks and lips, "You don't know how much my heart hurts looking at you. My Wenqing wants to be happy."

My eyes were blurred looking at her, and tears kept streaming down my face.

"I want you to be happy in the future, you must be happy." An'an held my face, kissed my lips deeply, and looked at me affectionately, "Whether you are young or not, I love you, I love you Your heart, your soul, everything about you." She wiped away my tears and smiled tenderly at me.

"An'an, I love you."

"I love you, Wen Qing."

An An bowed her head.

Everything is gone, all barriers are gone, and there are only two bodies and souls in love left in this world. They are opening up, intoxicated, dispelling, and express their desire and love for the world with their whole lives.

Love from the age of seven or five (1)

"My love, come here, here is a daisy that expresses love..." As soon as I opened my eyes, a bright yellow chrysanthemum was held up in front of me.An An knelt on the edge of the bed, looking at me with a smile on her face, with a familiar childish look on her young face.

"An'an, you have loved me since you were five years old, right?" I reached out to take the flowers in her hand and laughed.

"Well. I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you when I was five years old." An An also smiled.

"Seriously, what time is it?" I stopped laughing.

"Why do you ask that?"

"Let's see if I find out that I love you, and you will be affected." I kissed her short hair.

"Of course not, you are a gift from God on that bright and warm evening, she is a lover." An An smiled happily, "I don't know when it is called 'falling in love', from the first time I saw you At the first glance, I was very happy and happy, and I felt that a sun lived in my life, and I wanted her to live in it forever.”

"You know? When I saw that little child, it scared me." I looked into her clear eyes.

"Frightened? Why?" An An looked at me curiously.

"I was thinking, how could I stand by that bright door frame? I'm not an old grandson, and I don't have monkey hair. How could I become a little Wenqing? Have I been secretly cloned?"

"Hahahaha, I am one of your monkey hairs! So small! But you do have monkey nature!" An An smiled happily.

"I have a monkey nature?" I laughed, as if I saw my long yellow-brown monkey hair shining in the sun, jumping and running.

"Yeah, you are always lively, cute and innocent." An An still stared at me and smiled.

That's because with you, with you, I will never grow up, and I will always have a young and happy heart.

"An'an, you are an angel." The sun is dancing romantically on An'an's hair. It is not monkey hair, but the feathers on angel wings. "It is the only angel in the world covered in sunshine."

"Wen Qing, your angel wants you to be happy." An comforted my brows and eyes, "You are very young and beautiful today." She bowed her head and kissed my lips.

"Love your angel?" She kissed me again.

"Love, love very much."

"Then love me, just like the night when I was 16 years old." An An stopped smiling, took my hand and pressed it to her face, her eyes were like the spring water under the moon, "I recalled that night for six years... ..."

I reached out to caress her sunny hair, her transparent and bright skin, her silky and delicate neck, her soft and full breasts in her pajamas...

"Wen Qing, Wen Qing..." An An's voice trembled, and her eyes were eager. It was the pain caused by love and longing that I remembered for six years.I lifted her up and carried her to the bed.An'an, my pure, youthful and bright girl, opened up under me with the sun, so bright, so soft, so fragrant.I am a happy butterfly, sucking sweet juice in the fragrant stamens, and dancing with my fluttering wings are fresh, silky, plump petals, the flowers bloom and the butterflies dance, we are listening together The love song of life.

"An'an, did you open that flower shop—the first love?" I picked up the yellow chrysanthemum on the bedside table and put it under my nose to smell it.

"Of course I drove it. That's the chrysanthemum culture that only the two of us have." After sex, An An's face was flushed, and her eyes were still full of intoxication.

"Are you hiding here? Have you been here for nearly a month?" I kissed her eyes.

"Yes, I stand by the window every day waiting for you to buy flowers, and then watch you leave, you are so intoxicated." An An chuckled, "I am happier than you, I can see you, but you can't Me." She rubbed my face distressedly.

"Who is that girl? Why are you wearing sunglasses?"

"Our old friend, I can't let you recognize it."

"Why don't you just come to me?"

"I am afraid."

"afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid you're not alone anymore."

"Why did you choose a flower shop?"

"Because my Wen Qing is a nympho."

"You have been spying on me for a long time, and you are very happy to see that I still love chrysanthemums so much. But you are not sure if I am still single, so you close the door to inquire privately, such as seeing where I haunt and so on, because you dare not You asked blatantly, but still couldn’t figure out why, so you came back to sell flowers. Later, you found out that there was a woman by my side. You were in great pain, but you were reluctant to retreat. Then you found out that there was another woman by my side, and you were so sad. But you If you are still unwilling to give up, you continue to observe, but you are still not sure, so you dare not show up. Later, you found out that I was missing and never came again. If you are in a hurry, you will run out regardless of Sanqi 21..."

"Hahaha, my novelist, my reasoning is half right."

"Only half right?"

"Well, it's only half right."

"What about the other half?"

"I'm not telling you, I need to set up some suspense to exercise your thinking ability." An An hugged my head with a smile and hugged me, "How about we meet our old friends?"

"Okay." I really want to know which girl from Liba Village our "old friend" is, and how she helped us so noblely.

Love from the age of seven or five (2)

Before I got to the flower shop, I saw that familiar figure, her mask was gone, I looked at her carefully as I walked, and when I was about to call out, she called first: "Sister Wenqing!"

Min Min!The girl who was abandoned by her parents to live with her grandparents!

"Minmin!" I went over and hugged her tightly.

Minmin also hugged me tightly, and shouted "Sister Wenqing", she was so excited that tears flowed out.

We separated after a while, and I looked at her young face carefully: "Minmin, you have grown up and become beautiful."

"Sister Wenqing, you've aged a lot..." As soon as she finished speaking, she immediately explained: "It's more mature and deeper..."

"It doesn't matter, old is old, so true." I smiled, "Minmin, thank you!"

"You're welcome, Sister Wen Qing. I don't know how happy I am to be able to help you and An An!" Minmin smiled innocently.

"What a good boy!" I couldn't help reaching out and touching her fair cheeks, and the shy, soft-spoken and lovely little girl flashed in front of my eyes.

"Sister Wenqing, it's good to see you again." Minmin blushed a little.

"Minmin, let's close the door first and go have lunch together, okay?" An An said, pulling me aside, "This is Minmin and I's flower shop. We're here to move things, and you're in charge of admiring them." and happy, huh?"

"And responsible for paying the money." I looked at the love and compassion in my child's eyes and said.

"Today we celebrate the holiday, and I will give you all the flowers for free." An An looked at me straight and added: "For my lover Wen Qing."

"An'an..." I didn't expect her to say that in front of Minmin, and I couldn't help but feel hot all over my face, and I was so ashamed that I didn't know what to do.

Minmin has been moving things happily, and when she heard our conversation and saw me like that, she said: "Sister Wenqing, it's okay, An An said that in my ear every day. Every day before you came, she would say 'I My lover Wenqing is coming', when you leave she says to herself 'my lover Wenqing is gone', every night she stands in front of the window and says 'Wenqing, Wenqing, I love you', and keep crying..."

"Minmin! You're looking for death! I—" An'an's face burned worse than mine. She rushed over and grabbed Minmin's arm.

"Sister Wen Qing, An'an is beating someone—" Min Min cried out with a laugh, "She's afraid that others will share the phrase 'Wen Qing, Wen Qing, I love you'!"

"That's right, paraphrasing is not acceptable!" An An said irritably, "Some sentences can be paraphrased, but some cannot." After finishing speaking, he also laughed.

As soon as they "fighted", everyone let go, and the embarrassment just now turned into joy, and the three of them quickly got everything done.

I took them to a farm restaurant. An An liked the feeling of home and home-cooked food.

We asked for a quiet room to sit down, and at the dinner table I learned something about Minmin.

After graduating from junior high school, Minmin stopped studying and cultivated the land with her uncle's children while accompanying her grandparents.After graduating from high school, An An went back to Liba Village. Minmin’s grandparents had just passed away. 19-year-old Minmin was facing a marriage. family.As early as two years ago, this matter had been brought up all the time, but Min Min didn't want it, and her grandparents thought the child was pitiful, so they always followed her.Now that she is completely an orphan, she is terrified.An An's return to her hometown reminded her of many things we used to do together, especially the phrase I said "When you grow up, you have to run outside to see how amazing the outside world is", so she moved out of the mountains heart of.

An An brought Minmin to City S. At first, Minmin worked as a nanny to take care of the elderly at home. The family was mean, and Minmin worked hard but was very depressed.Later, An An introduced her to a pair of old professors in the university, and Minmin became a member of the university campus.She works hard, diligently, and has a docile temperament. She is very popular with the professor and his wife. They introduced her to read a lot of books, and sometimes let her go to lectures and be an auditor.In those few years, Minmin learned a lot. She was a "college student" that she never dreamed of. These were the happiest years in her life.She thanked me for the care I gave her in the early years, and thanked An An for her help.Since they are two very close people in her life, she accepts us and helps us.An An said that many boys fell in love with Min Min during college, and later Min Min fell in love with one of An An's classmates, and Min Min's marriage was about to happen soon.

"Minmin, bless you! An'an and I will definitely drink your wedding wine!" I said.

"Sister Wen Qing... An An!" Min Min gave An An a shy look, revealing the shyness of a child.It is a kind of happiness for a boy to find such a simple girl.

"Student Minmin, we are all adults now, don't you also know everything about me and Wen Qing?" An An put on a "very adult" look, smiling at me, her eyes so sexy.This little devil back then has always had the aura to overwhelm me, she can make me blush even if she doesn't blush.

"That's right, I never thought that An An was a lover, and fell in love with a woman at the age of five." Minmin was no longer afraid of her, and when she saw that An An was in a hurry to hit someone again, she immediately said, "Sister Wen Qing, what is your story?" It’s so beautiful and touching! I’ve cried many times for you! After An’an told me the truth, I remembered what she said when she was a child, ‘Where Wenqing goes, I’ll go’. It turned out that what she said was true ...your story is like a legend. It makes me so happy to see you all together!"

"Minmin, thank you." I said, looking at An'an, the girl in full bloom in the clear July air.My lover who "knows" love at the age of five.

——"You are a gift from God on that bright and warm evening. She is a lover. I don't know when it's called 'falling in love'. From the first time I saw you, I was very happy and happy. I I feel like I live in a sun in my life, and I want her to live in it forever."

What is love?I am afraid that everyone in the world has their own unique answers. Five-year-old An An's "love" is the bright and warm sun that lives in her life.

1. The future is not a dream ([-])

After the meal, we went back to "First Love" and reopened the store. The colorful and fragrant chrysanthemums were like happy and intoxicated smiling faces looking at me and smiling innocently.

An An pushed open a "flower door" - the picture of fresh wild chrysanthemums turned out to be a movable door.An An led me in. There was not much space inside, and there was a single bed lying across the door.Anla I climbed into bed.

"Let's be scouts for a while, shall we?" An An said cheerfully.

"Scout? How to play?" I couldn't react this time, but I was strangely excited.

An An removed a hanging ornament on the wall and said, "Good boy, just stare at this position, huh?" After speaking, she turned off the light inside.

That is a "cat's eye"!

Outside the cat's eye is the panorama of the original love store, all kinds of flowers, vases, streets, pedestrians, railings by the Qingjiang River... Two girls walked into the flower shop, Minmin was talking to them, they were talking and laughing , touch this, touch that, eyes constantly changing...

My eyes are wet and blurred.I get it, I get it.

"An An..." I turned my head to look at the silent An An beside me. The small room was already very dark, especially when I turned back from the bright "cat's eyes", I was in a daze for a while before I knew where An An was.Her eyes gradually brightened in the darkness, getting brighter and brighter, like two stars in the dark night, quiet and deep.I put my arms around her head and hugged her tightly.

"You're here every day waiting for me to see me, aren't you?"

"Ah."

"When I first came, you saw me go, you couldn't help but go out to see me, you almost exposed yourself, didn't you?" The disappearing figure.

"Ah."

"You asked Minmin to deal with me as slowly as possible, so that you could look at me longer, and you asked her to pretend that she couldn't find the paper or the pen, and asked her to give me a dime and a dime. Me, let you see me a little longer. Is it?"

"Yeah." Ann's tears fell on my neck.

"From now on, I will let you watch it every day, 24 hours a day, when you are old and dim." I hugged the silly child in my arms tightly.

"Well, seeing you in joy and pain, this little place is my heaven and my hell."

"It's heaven now, and it's just heaven from now on." I rubbed her back.

"Wen Qing." An An's voice was soft and gentle.

"Ok?"

"I love you."

"I love you too." I held her tear-stained face, "I love you, Ann." I kissed her tears, her eyes, her face, and we kissed each other's lips.This world is a paradise, a paradise that is tender, warm and exciting.

"Come home with me, okay?" After a long time, I whispered in her ear.

"I'm not ready yet." An An was a little timid.

"No need to prepare, my parents must like you very much, they will be so excited to see me bring such a young and beautiful girl back."

"But what happens after we meet?"

"Just live in my house and live with me." I knew the meaning in her shy tone.

"I'm nervous and scared...how about you tell them first, let's slow down...okay?"

"okay."

I went home before dinner.

"Oh, my daughter finally knows to go home." My mother walked quickly from the other side of the yard when she saw me coming in, and gave me a big hug with her arms open.

"Mom, I'm sorry."

"Silly daughter, just don't lose yourself." My mother hugged me tightly like a child, and laughed: "It will be terrible to lose my good daughter."

"Mom, haven't you cooked yet? I'll cook with you." I stood up and touched my mother's wrinkled face.

"Okay, I just came back from picking a handful of sweet potato leaves. Come and tear off the skin on the stem." Mom smiled happily.

We stayed in the kitchen together, and my mother had already prepared dinner in a hurry, so there were only two dishes left to fry.

Because I had something on my mind, but I didn't know how to speak up, so I kept silent.Mom seemed to be tacitly waiting for me to think about it before talking, and she was also silent.Seeing that there was no movement for a while, my mother couldn't hold back anymore, so she came over and patted my head and said, "Wen Qing, don't you have something to say to my mother?"

Looking at my mother's loving smiling face, I relaxed: "Mom, do you like that girl?"

"Our Wenqing likes it. It was too dark that night, and I haven't seen her clearly yet. She runs faster than a rabbit." Mom said mischievously.

"Tomorrow, I'll bring her home for you to have a good look at, okay?"

"Of course! What does she like to eat? I'll make a good meal and wait for her tomorrow." Mom was enthusiastic and excited.

"Wen Qing, are you back?" Dad came down from the stairs after taking a shower, and looked at me with a blushing face, his voice was so loud and cheerful, and his spirit seemed to be going to an old friend's birthday party.

"Dad, are you going out?"

"No! What's wrong?"

"I see you are very energetic!"

"I've always been so energetic!" Dad laughed and sat down on one side of the dining table.

"How is it? Mom said you had a party with old friends. Did you have a good time?" Dad looked at me with concern and smiled enthusiastically and casually, as if to cover up something.

"Well, very happy."

"Do you know Dad?" Dad hesitated for a while but couldn't help asking.

"I don't know, you don't know each other." I lowered my head.

"When will you bring her to play at home, huh? Come to our house for a meal, the food made by mom is so delicious, huh?" Dad deliberately looked at mom and laughed.

"Wen Qing said that she will bring her here tomorrow." Mom put the vegetables into the pot, and the end of her words was covered by the crisp dance music of oil and vegetables.

"Tomorrow? Okay, okay! Let's call Wenhua and Xiaohong over too. Huh? Wenqing, do you think it's okay?" Dad asked me eagerly.

"That's it..." I hesitated, would An An feel too much pressure?

"If you think it's not good, forget it, and see them next time. Song, what do you think?" Dad looked at his mother as if he was facing a big problem.

"Okay, let's go Wen Qing!" Mom said loudly.

"Wenqing, what kind of girl is she? Why haven't I heard you say it? I heard from my mother that you are old friends, are you former classmates?" Dad asked very "gentle" - he rarely used such words The tone spoke to me, as if he was more embarrassed than me.

I briefly told them about me and An An.

"Wen Qing! Why didn't you tell us earlier! How uncomfortable it is to be bored..." Mom looked at me distressedly, tears glistened in her red eyes.

"Wen Qing, she was so young at that time, why did you..." After all, he was an old Communist Party member, and his father could not accept such a "mistake", even if it was his daughter who made the mistake.

"She lacks maternal love and warmth, so it's not surprising that she likes Wenqing. And it's not that Wenqing deliberately wanted to hurt her." My mother said in defense of me.

"Now that she's grown up, she doesn't have to find out who's wrong. But will she just treat you as a family member? I'm afraid that she will think she made a mistake and want to get married again." Dad looked worriedly I.

"If that's the case, we Wenqing..." Mom was also a little panicked.

"Dad, Mom, An An is not that kind of girl, you will know when you meet tomorrow." I comforted them.

"Accordingly speaking, it has been better for more than ten years, and now I am 22. I should not be confused. After six years of separation, I have to travel all the way to find him. If it is not a deep relationship, how could this be so innocent? How could my girl change." Mom calmed down.Dad also felt that what Mom said was reasonable, so he no longer questioned it.

"She should be a very good girl." Dad nodded and picked up the rice bowl.

"Wen Qing, why didn't you bring her over for dinner just now?" Dad said again after taking two mouthfuls of rice.

"An'an said he wanted to say hello to you first."

"This girl is very sensible. Where does she live?" Dad asked.

"Live near the mountains and rivers."

"Where is it? The price is very expensive! How about asking her to live with us, huh?" Dad's expression was exaggerated.

"They haven't come to see you yet, how could they come to live? You're also in a daze." Mom blamed with a smile.

"That's true." Dad also felt that he was too enthusiastic, so he lowered his head and laughed.After taking a few mouthfuls of food, he said, "Why don't Wen Qing go to accompany her tonight? It's not good for a girl to be in a strange place, huh? Song, what do you think?"

"Okay." Mom laughed, "You didn't seem to be in such a hurry when Wen Hua got married before!"

"Then why are they the same? She is a girl from out of town, and she is not familiar with the place where she was born. Wenqing, do you think so?" Dad turned to me.I understand what he means, my father has never been more careless than my mother, but more tactful.

"Wen Qing, let's go after dinner. We need to have a good get-together." Mom said.

"Oh." I just lowered my head to pick up the rice, my face became a little hot.

2. The future is not a dream ([-])

When I appeared in front of An An, she stared at me incredulously, and then immediately pulled me in.

"My parents sent me to spend the night with you." I held her face and kissed her.

An An's face immediately turned red: "Really? They...'sent' you here?"

"Well, really. They want me to marry you home tonight." I kissed her hair.

"Then you marry back!" An An mischievously closed her eyes, looking like she was going to catch her hands, but her cheeks became more and more red.I kissed her petal-like lips, and said, "My love, come on, here is a bowl of soup to express our affection."

An An opened her eyes and looked at me curiously.

I picked up a portable insulated lunch box that I put down when I first entered the door, and said: "This is the soup my mother cooked. She insisted that I bring you some, saying that it is good to drink in summer." When I opened the lid, the heat rose, and my mother reheated the soup before I went out.

"Vegetable pork rib soup, so fragrant!" An An sniffed, "My mother-in-law is so nice." After speaking, she laughed, looked at me with a smile, and picked up the lunch box to drink.

"It's very hot! Make your mouth numb and kiss me, and I won't feel it."

"Is that so? Then kiss you first, then drink the soup." An'an looked at me with twinkling eyes. This child, with a thick skin, I can't resist.

"It's a delicious soup," An An drank loudly, "However, it's better for Wen Qing to make it better. I miss your rice and dishes."

"Oh, I rarely cook since I got home, I forgot how to do it." That's true.

"Is that so? Then I'll make it for you. I've learned how to cook." An An continued to drink the soup.

"Are you still learning to cook?" I thought it was fun.

"Well, in order to repay Wenqing's love, I plan to cook for her for the rest of my life."

"Hahaha, I want to try it."

"You don't believe it?" An An finished the soup, put down the lunch box and looked at me aggrieved.

"You really went to learn cooking? For me?" I stopped laughing.

"Well, for you, the person I love, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I'm going to learn cooking." An An said very seriously, "I will cook it for you tomorrow. ... and your parents .”

"I'm serious," An An hugged me, "Don't be so moved, fool." She rubbed my head.

"An'an, is it also because of my influence that you chose art? I remember that you prefer literature and finance."

"No, because I love beauty. I love the beautiful woman I saw when I was five years old, our beautiful wildflower field, and our beautiful home in S City. I want to keep the beauty and fill the world with Beauty." An An's tone blew into my ear, "The most important thing is that my lover is a writer and likes to run around, and if I study art, I can follow her around. But my lover is a nerd and can only write, I can’t make money, so I want to study arts and crafts and design. This society is entering the era of consumption, pursuing the beauty of various home furnishings, decorations, and gifts. This industry can make some money, and I can’t let my lover go hungry. Wen Qing, don't cry, you know I was afraid of you crying when I was young, if you cry, I will cry too..." An An hugged me tightly.

"An An..."

"I especially like a song, "My Future Is Not a Dream". My future is to be with you. I can't let it just stay in a dream." An An's face gently rubbed against my temples.

"How can you be sure you can be with me?"

"I am sure."

"If I've been... with someone else