Love you as life

She laughed, and I even hated her, hated why she stole An'an's god, why she wanted to intervene in the world of me and An'an.

Walking on the street in a hot July again, the sun at noon covered me with light, but I couldn't feel the heat or anything.After leaving the flower shop, Xiao Ling kept holding my arm, and I let her keep holding it like this, and walked forward.As far as the main road leading to my home, Xiaoling and I have bid farewell to the main road countless times here.

I stopped, stretched out my arms, looked into Xiaoling's eyes, and said:

"Goodbye."

Xiaoling's tears flowed down silently like two straight lines, such emotional eyes, such crystal clear tears.I've seen it like this, many times...

I turned around and strode home.

Are people really so fickle?Xiao Ling is really unpredictable to me, but there is only one thing I can be sure of: she is not happy, she misses the past.At the same time, more and more unease surged in my heart, but I didn't quite understand the reason for that unease, I just felt it was pressing on my chest, so heavy that I couldn't speak.

I put that branch of chrysanthemum with green pistils and white petals in the vase on the table in front of the window. There are several round flowers blooming on it. It stuck out, like a cute little finger, pointing at the night sky.

"My favorite number is one." An An lay in my arms.

"It's not because it's easy to write." I joked while stroking her shoulder. 16-year-old An An's skin is delicate and round.

"One is the only one." An An raised her eyes and looked at me with infinite affection.

"Well, what else?" I kissed her hair.

"You are the only one for me." She smiled shyly in her pure eyes.

"Any more?"

"I'm your only one." She looked trusting and carefree.

"Any more?"

"Together we have the whole world." Ann kissed me on the arm.

"You have to wait for me to grow up, you must wait for me to grow up." An An raised her head again and looked at me quietly. The 16-year-old girl's eyes are already very deep, calm, and firm.

An'an, you are my only one, ever since I met you, you have become my only one.You let me be reborn, the previous life is over, and this life is still there, so you will always be there, the only one, until I die of old age.

[-]. Partners and opponents

After morning exercise, Mom and Dad were invited by friends to drink morning tea again.After I had breakfast, I planned to climb the nearby mountain, but I haven't been there for a long time.

It's already past the time of morning exercise, and there are very few people climbing the mountain, which is just what I want.It seems that I have never liked to climb mountains together, and most of them are like this: bring a lot of food and drink, and it is better to bring some entertainment, such as cards, kites, etc., bring a camera, and a few For Luokung, chat while walking, laugh and make trouble.I seem to lack the ability to play. My pleasure lies in looking at the mountains and water, watching the plants, trees, flowers, and rocks on the mountain road, listening to the singing of birds and insects, the whistling of the wind, the shaking of the trees, the water, the dew, and the falling.The eyes are green and the heart is quiet, and it has endless fun.

What I want is this kind of climbing.

The mountain is neither high nor steep, the trees are tall but not gloomy, the sun can penetrate the depths of the mountain with enthusiastic fingers, it can spread warm smiles all over the forest, and it can completely print hickeys on the cliffs. On the wall, on the tree trunks, on the grass leaves, on the stamens, on the stone road, and on me.

I enjoy light, color, temperature, coolness, movement and stillness.Also, pure and pure thoughts.

The spring water in the middle of the mountain kept me here, without washing my face, washing my feet, or taking pictures.Just sit and listen to the spring.

The gurgling water is flowing and flowing

The strings of soft voices are innumerable

Yongshan Spring in the prosperous season

gushing a season of freshness

The gurgling water is flowing and flowing

The strings of soft voices are innumerable

Abandon worries and listen to mountain springs

Listen to the warmth of a season

……

This song came to my mind unconsciously.

When I stood up and turned to leave, I was surprised to find another person: Xiaoling standing quietly behind me.

So, we climbed the mountain together, climbed the mountain without a word to each other, and went down the mountain without a word, and then I turned around and went home without a word.

"Wen Qing, Jingjing and I are back, let's get together!" It was the voice of old classmate and good friend Guo Chun.

"Okay, when did you arrive?" I was very happy. The two of them settled in a medium-sized city and hadn't seen each other for a while.

"Afternoon. We're at the Butterfly Spring Dessert Shop by the Qingjiang River, waiting for you to come over!"

"Okay, right away!" It's eight o'clock in the evening, and it's just getting dark in July.

When I excitedly rushed to the "very sentimental" dessert shop that He Yuewen introduced that day, they were talking loudly, and I heard Guo Chun's loud voice at the door.

"Wenqing, this way!" Jingjing's voice.

The moment I followed the prestige, I settled at the door.Sitting next to Guo Chun, Xiao Ling was talking and laughing happily.

"Come here! What did you do? Xiaoling didn't tell us when he came back! You still want to monopolize your good friend?" Guo Chun blamed.

I smiled "narrowly" and walked over.

When four old classmates meet, naturally there are many topics to talk about.Of course, Xiaoling talked more with them, which was a long-lost patent.

With two old friends here, I can forget the troubles that Xiaoling brought me, play with them, and even become more casual and unrestrained because of Xiaoling's existence, as if I have the pleasure of ignoring her and going crazy with others.When we were studying, the four of us had a really good time. After each had a family, the two of them still met often. After I came back, there were more opportunities to meet.

When women get together, they mostly talk about husbands, children, beauty, clothes, etc. I have no interest in these, so when we get together later, we talk about food, play, movies, records, books, travel, and occasionally literature.Today, because of Xiaoling's presence, they talked about their husband and children again. Xiaoling continued to show her husband and wife's love, family, happiness and career success, making Guo Chun and Jingjing's eyes shine with envy.I just kept looking at her with a smile, getting to know this woman again, my old girlfriend.

This night, I ate and drank non-stop. After I poured in the desserts that I never used to stick to my mouth, they stirred in my stomach, and then kept pouring up. Finally, I ran to the bathroom and vomited.After throwing up, eat again, and then throw up again.Until Guo Chun found out that I was only allowed to drink boiled water.

"Hey, you don't have to be so happy to keep filling your stomach with sugar water, do you?" Guo Chun stared at my "drunk look".

"You put it the other way around, it's because life is too hard, so you have to go all out with sugar!" I also gave her a glare.

"Okay, I won't argue with you. Anyway, I'm not allowed to eat any more. If you ruin your stomach, your mother will ask me to settle the score!" Guo Chun gave me another look with pity. "Hey, Xiaoling said that everyone wants to go out and have fun together. Jingjing and I plan to stay for two days before leaving. Let's plan where to go, shall we?"

One of these two women is a housewife and the other is a "super senior employee" who works for her husband, and they have plenty of time.

"How about we climb Mount Qingcheng tomorrow and then play badminton at the 'Invincible Battlefield' at the foot of the mountain? In the evening, we will go to the old club for fitness and play table tennis." Jingjing proposed.

"Wow, isn't that exhausting? Do you think everyone needs to lose weight like you?" Guo Chun smiled and gave her a white look.

"I agree with Jingjing, these are the places we used to go to frequently, let's enjoy the time when we were young again!" Xiaoling said.

"Wen Qing, do you have any objections?" Guo Chunzhen was a little scared.

"It doesn't matter, I'll follow you wherever you go." My stomach was still turning over and over, and my mind gradually stopped turning.

"Hey, Xiaoling, a rare visitor who suddenly appeared from nowhere, has spoken, so I have no choice but to risk my life to accompany the gentleman." Guo Chun gave in.

Early the next morning, we carried our bulging backpacks and sporting equipment, and headed up the mountain in bunts.After climbing to the top of the mountain, we sat down to eat and drink, while admiring the small town below the mountain and our common alma mater.

"Go back to my alma mater tomorrow, okay?" Guo Chun would go back every time she came back, who told her that she was once a celebrity at her alma mater, of course she had to go back often to feel the glory of the student union president back then.

"Okay." Jingjing and Xiaoling said in unison.

"It's up to you, I've always been well-behaved." I said.Indeed, among the four, I am the most casual and the most accommodating.

After most of the things in the backpack were wiped out, we went to the "Invincible Battlefield" on the side of the mountain.That is the green forest we named it. When we were in middle school, the four of us often went there to play badminton, volleyball, and football. We didn’t have high requirements for sports venues, as long as there was enough space for running. The reason why we chose this feng shui treasure is because Once we went to the mountain to fly a kite together, and when we found its hiding place, we found this beautiful and big enough place, and we turned it into a playground.

Every time we play, Xiaoling and I play against Guo Chun and Jingjing. Most of the time, Xiaoling and I win, and we have become the best partners recognized by everyone.

"Wenqing, it's been 20 years, how come your cooperation is still so good!" Jingjing shouted while panting.

"Didn't you see that the two figures are still so fit? It's not like you, a carefree housewife, raised yourself so fat!" Guo Chun unceremoniously teased her partner.

"You will say me! You are not the same! It's just that I look like a bear and you look like a pig!" Jingjing showed no sign of weakness.

"You are the pig! You stinky!" Guo Chun slapped the ball hard on Jingjing's chest.

"Oh, let's not engage in internal strife. They are invincible best partners, let's accept our fate!" Jingjing grabbed the ball on her stomach and laughed.

"Wen Qing, I want to play badminton." An An looked at me.

"Why?" I looked at An An's brows and eyes with a little trouble.

"A lot of students can do it, but I can't." An An said sadly.

"Okay, I'll teach you, you will definitely be better than them!" I touched her eyebrows, I know that a group of children from the city came to the mountainous area two months ago and brought a batch of them to An An's elementary school. Sports Equipment.

"Well, when shall we start?" An An's eyebrows stretched out, eyes full of joy.

"I'll take you to school tomorrow, and I'll go to the city to buy a racket. We'll play after you leave school, okay?"

"Yeah." An'an hugged my waist and buried her head in my chest.

"Wen Qing, our stadium is so beautiful!" An An yelled while running, waving her beat.

"Yeah, this is the most beautiful badminton court in the world!" I also swung my racket and ran.This field of wild chrysanthemums is always so bright and full of vitality. It is our stage and studio, and now it has become our stadium.

"Wen Qing, shall we go to the Wildflower Stadium to play football?" An An excitedly ran into the house.

"We don't have football." I looked at An An who was sweating profusely.

"Xiao Qiang has one. His father bought one for him yesterday Saturday. He said he must play football today, but he doesn't know where to play it."

"Okay, you go with them."

"I want you to go with me." An An looked at me eagerly.

"Okay, let's change clothes."

When I changed into my sports clothes and came out, An An sat listlessly by the door.

"An'an, why don't you change your clothes?" I walked over.

"I don't want to play anymore, I don't want to lend them the playground." An An was full of grievances.

"Why? You've never been stingy." I smiled.

"Our wild chrysanthemums will be trampled to death by them all." An An was on the verge of tears.

"Well, let's find another place." I stroked her round face.

An An looked at me suspiciously, her eyes flickering on my face.

"Oh, yes!" An An raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Isn't there a big vegetable field on the other side of our stadium? It belongs to Liu Hua's family. It has been empty there since they moved away. The other time I saw it was covered with weeds, just enough to play football!"

"Oh, really, there's still a fence around it, and we can make two holes for the goal," I said.

"Well, I'll tell Xiaoqiang now, and I'll come back and change my clothes." An An ran out the door.

"Wen Qing, you are a veritable tutor." At night, An An came to me.

"Why do you say that?" I put down the manuscript and pen I was writing, and turned around.

"You taught me to read and write calligraphy and painting, and you taught me to play badminton and football." An An put her hands on my neck.

It seems to be, now An An is the best badminton player in their school, and the best goalkeeper of the school football team, she has practiced for less than two years.

"Wen Qing." An An looked at me with a smile.

"Huh?" I saw shyness and eagerness in her eyes.

"..."

"What's wrong?" I looked at her slowly turning red face.

"It's nothing..." An An lowered her eyelashes, but her face became more and more red.She grabbed my head and hugged her tightly to her chest.I heard her heart pounding.There was a warm current flowing slowly through my body, that wonderful warmth pervaded my whole body, and I thought of melting and disappearing, sweetness and tenderness.I want to extend this moment forever...

The 11-year-old girl in the fifth grade, the cute and straightforward girl, An An.I found out that I love her...

"Wen Qing, why are you in a daze? Have you had enough rest? How about we have another game?" Guo Chun's voice thundered in my ears.

"Oh, good." I stood up.But I seemed to have drifted away from this invincible battlefield, and I couldn't concentrate anyway. The result was a complete defeat, which made Guo Chun and Jingjing feel bad.

"Wen Qing, what's going on? The performance is very substandard! It's very uncomfortable to win like this!" Guo Chun said proudly.

"Hypocritical!" I scolded her, said I was tired, and proposed to go down the mountain.

In fact, I just want to be alone right now, completely immersed in Ann's world.

In the evening, the items in Master's Gym are much richer than before, and there are several more table tennis tables.This gym is actually just a small indoor playground without any fitness equipment, but those primitive and ancient sports, such as shuttlecock kicking, ball rolling, wooden horse flipping, parallel bars walking, barbell lifting, etc., are quite interesting.We walked around and played around, and finally came to the table tennis table. Doubles is still our traditional event, and soon the four of us formed a formation.

In the end, Xiaoling and I won the battle.Guo Chun and Jingjing were arguing with each other again, and then used "the best partner forever" as a shield for their failure.In this regard, Xiaoling's face was full of glory, and she even kept laughing and said: "Of course, the best partner is not so easy to be defeated!"

What I had in mind was another sentence:

"Wen Qing, we are the best opponents. Only when Xin An and Wen Qing play against each other can they truly demonstrate their level." Before graduating from sixth grade, An An once again defeated the second seed of their school in badminton, said.

Nine, eastward flow does not make westward water

The next morning we went back to our alma mater, where we lived for six years. The school has changed a lot, and almost none of the old scenes can be left. The old teaching buildings have been completely demolished and replaced with new ones. There is only one The teacher's office building is still there.The layout of the whole school has also changed, and only some familiar feelings can be found in certain corners, certain walls, certain big trees, and certain flowers.

We walked and stopped, and they were the ones who said, I only care about walking. In fact, I come back often, and I don’t sigh as much as they do, and most of the sighs I can’t express in words.

"Go and see the auditorium where we held the senior year graduation ceremony, okay?" Xiaoling said.

"The auditorium has long since disappeared, but the parent meeting room on the first floor of the teacher's office building is still there. Do you want to go and see? Didn't the four of us always work as receptionists there before? Wen Qing brought her mother in for the first time. At the time, the teacher in charge said, 'Why did you call my sister? You should call her mother!', which made Wenqing feel complacent for a long time. Hahaha." Guo Chun said.

It was the first year of high school, and my mother said she wanted to save me by wearing brighter-colored clothes, so she wore my eldest sister’s clothes to attend the parent-teacher meeting. Wen Jing was four years older than me and was in college at the time.In fact, my mother was not young. At that time, my elder brother Wenzhong was 25 years old, and my mother had been working hard, especially in the early years of farming in the countryside, which left her with vicissitudes that could not be eliminated.

After that parent-teacher meeting, I still blamed the head teacher for being "snobbish" and only looking at clothes but not recognizing people. He laughed and said, "Even if it's a mistake, it's a beautiful mistake!" We were also amazed at this seemingly dull math. The teacher actually said such a poetic sentence.

"Wen Qing, we're going to hold a parent-teacher meeting." After walking out of the school, An An kept holding my hand sullenly.It took a while to tell me.

I just remembered that An'an is in the third grade, so why did she hear about the parent-teacher meeting for the first time?

"An'an, is this your first parent-teacher meeting?"

"No."

"Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Aren't you my parent?" An An pouted.

"Hehe, why are you talking about it now?" I couldn't help laughing.

"The teacher got angry and said that if I don't call the parent again, she will ignore me." An An's eyes glistened with tears.

"Okay, I'll go and take a good look at your school, your classroom, your seat, and the place where you eat lunch and take a nap..."

An An sat in the second-to-last row by the window. Looking out of the window was a vegetable field planted by the school staff. There were green weeds growing on the edge of the field, and golden wild chrysanthemums were dotted in the weeds.

"Are you Xin An's parent?" After the parent meeting, An An's class teacher, Tang Xinyi, asked me to stay.

"Well, yes." I asked An An to wait for me outside the classroom.

"You...are Xin An's mother?" Teacher Tang's eyes widened in disbelief.

"No, I'm her older sister, and her parents are working in other places."

"Sister? 'Her' parents?" Teacher Tang was even more surprised.

"Oh, I'm her governess." I smiled and explained.

"Oh... so..." The young teacher in his early twenties sat across from me.

"It's no wonder that Xin An is autistic," she said.

"Autistic? An An is autistic?" I was taken aback.

"Don't you know? She seldom plays with the children, she just recognizes the few classmates around her, many of whom she still can't name. She doesn't go outside after class, she just sits here all day... Also, she refused to change her seat, she must sit here for more than two years. Her character and thinking seem to be very strange."

"It's a bit special." I corrected.

"Oh, yes, it's special." Teacher Tang smiled sheepishly, "However, her academic performance is very good, especially Chinese. We can't believe that a child can write such a good article. Also, Her memory is also very good, every time she recites the text, she is the best."

"Well, all the children in your class live near Liba Village?" I asked.

"Almost half of them are." Teacher Tang looked at me strangely.

"Oh, I would like to invite An An's classmate to our house. If Teacher Tang is convenient, you are also welcome!" I said with a smile, "Our house is very big, and the yard is full of all kinds of chrysanthemums. I built a small pond to raise fish and tadpoles, as well as two little turtles and a rabbit...An An is a happy and lively child at home."

"Oh... I didn't expect... Okay, I will definitely go!" Teacher Tang was very curious.

"Thank you!" I stretched out my hand and tightly held the hand that she also extended slowly.

"Why are you in a daze again? Do you remember that parent meeting where you were criticized without naming your name?" Guo Chun touched me.

No criticism by name?It was the second parent-teacher meeting in the first year of high school. My grades dropped, and I was found to have written a lot of vague love poems. The school said I had a puppy love.In fact, Xiaoling and I had conflicts during that time, and I was very depressed...

"I'm hungry, let's eat!" Jingjing pretended to be begging pitifully.

"Hey, I'm hungry all day long, how do you lose weight like this!" Guo Chunliang taught her with a loud voice.

"I'm just hungry, what can I do?" Jingjing was very "grieved".

"Okay, let's go! You remember that you were always hungry when you were a child, and now you fill it up all day like revenge!" Guo Chun said.

"That's the truth, I'm a victim of the times!" Jingjing was still pretending to be pitiful.We couldn't help laughing at her chubby, aggrieved and pitiful appearance.

At lunch, everyone ordered a table of dishes. Guo Chun and Jingjing were going back after dinner, and this was a farewell feast for each other.

During the meal, Xiaoling's mobile phone kept ringing, and Xiaoling blushed to introduce our activities for the past two days, excited, happy, warm, tender...

"Is it your husband calling? You can tell just by looking at you!" Guo Chun asked after she hung up the phone.

"Yeah, he said he misses me and told me to go home early. He's a real man!" Xiao Ling said.

"We plan to invite you to play with us, many old classmates are assigned to work there!" Jingjing said.

"I think so too, let's do it next time!" Xiaoling laughed along with her.

After the meal, everyone went to the hotel where Xiaoling was staying and chatted for a while, then Guo Chun went to drive, and they also stayed in this hotel.

After Guo Chun and Jingjing left, I also planned to go back.

"Wenqing." Xiaoling stopped me.

I stopped and didn't look back.

"Come here once at night? I have to leave tomorrow. He was very angry and scolded me just now. I kept talking to myself when he hung up the phone..." Xiaoling's voice changed.

I turned around and looked at her eyes full of tears, why is she so strong?Why do you want to harden it?Why make yourself so conflicted and tired?

"Okay, I'll come over after dinner."

At night, when I knocked on the door, Xiaoling opened the door immediately, as if she had been standing by the door and waiting to open it.

"Wen Qing." She hugged me tightly, and I knew she was crying.I put my arms around her.

"You don't know how much I miss you. I've missed you for 18 years." Xiaoling continued to sob, "I admit that I came back to find you. I told that big-mouthed Chen Biqiong that I was divorced. Then I wrote this article to test you, to tell you that I still love you, those comments and messy things are all posted by me, all my lies are even to stimulate you...Wenqing, I can’t stand your No response, I'm going crazy!"

I didn't speak, I didn't know how to speak.

"Why are you so ruthless, so indifferent, why do you turn a blind eye to me." She wiped her tears on my body, "I was sorry for you first, but didn't you also elope with a man later? There is nothing we can do about it , this is a social reality. Why do you hold grudges so much!"

"What do you think we can do now?" I said quietly.

"We can be good friends forever."

"What kind of good friends? Are they like Guo Chun and the others, or are they like us before?"

"We can't be like Guo Chun and the others."

"That's not a friend."

"People think we are friends."

"You get on with your family life and come to my 'best friend' for a few days if you need to, okay?" I pushed her away.

"I can't help it!" she cried sadly.

"You always want everything! You're selfish and hypocritical!" I was annoyed.

"We can't ignore public opinion!" She was wronged and heartbroken.

"Then you shouldn't come to me again." I was cold.

"You think I'm fine! I'm tortured every day, by the inside world and the outside world! I'm afraid I'm going crazy, I have constant headaches and chest pains, I go to the doctor and the doctor says I have depression and mania ..." Xiaoling lowered her head, crying until her shoulders twitched.

I went to the bedside table and got her a pack of tissues.When I gave her a tissue, she hugged me again: "Wen Qing, don't leave me, don't leave me, I'm really scared..."

"Go see a psychiatrist, depression can be cured." I stroked her hair.

"No! I can't take psychotropic drugs!" She shook her head immediately.

"Psychotropic drugs are nothing, you have to take them when you are sick."

"No! I can't rely on doctors! I can't be called crazy!"

"It's not that scary!"

"I can't take it, I can't rely on taking medicine, I can't..." She was a little quieter, "I often go to exercise, busy everywhere, and I can also adjust."

"It's good if you can adjust it." I let her go.

"No!" She hurriedly hugged me again, "That can only be a temporary adjustment, but it won't solve the problem."

I sighed, feeling so tired.

"As long as I'm with you, I'll be fine." She lowered her volume, "I know you haven't forgotten the past, otherwise you wouldn't have gone to Qingcheng Mountain to listen to the spring, we used to go there every day to listen to the spring. Otherwise You won't force yourself to drink sugar water until you vomit, and you won't cooperate so well with me when you're playing..."

"It is impossible to forget, it is impossible to forget, but they can no longer give me happiness." I said.Not only did I listen to the spring, but I also remembered the song "Listen to the Spring" we sang together. I not only vomited, but also cried. I cooperated because of the habit...

"We will be happy, and I will make you happy." Xiaoling said eagerly.

"Xiao Ling, I'm sorry." I gently but firmly pushed her away from my arms, "I don't need it anymore."

I go two steps away:

"We can't, I don't need it." I repeated, then opened the door and walked out.

[-]. There is no way to eliminate this situation

Xiaoling left, and I returned to a quiet life, but the more quiet I became, the more unbearable I became.In the past few days when Xiao Ling appeared, I missed An An like never before, and I was full of her name and appearance in my heart.I filled the paper with her name, drew her name countless times on the sand, and called her name in my dream.

An'an, I miss you, I miss you with tears in my eyes.

I didn't know how to calm down the desire and pain in my heart, so I kept running towards the "first love", as if An'an was really there.But I'm embarrassed to run too much, that girl will treat me as crazy.In the end, apart from taking a walk in the evening, I simply locked myself at home and read books without leaving home. If I was in a daze, I would endorse...

One afternoon a few days later, my sister-in-law came over, and I just woke up from a nap and was sitting on the sofa in a daze.

"Wenqing, I'm very surprised, why do you like chrysanthemums so much?" the sister-in-law said as soon as she came in.

Yes, my desktop, window sills are full of chrysanthemums, even the bookcases are full of them, there are all kinds of colors, and there are still some petals on the ground that I don’t want to sweep away.

Park Yi: I still remember the day I first met that girl, the day after I killed the first time.

Park Yi: After that day, I gave her daisies every day.

Huiying: Who could it be, the one who sends me flowers at 4:15 every day.

Park Yi: Flowers can send love and death.

Huiying: It seems to be that person, and the time with this person is very happy.

Park Yi: I have to say I love you because I love you, I can never see you because I love you... Hye Young: I'm sorry I didn't recognize you, I'm sorry.

Park Yi: Thank you so much for letting me watch you.

I know why I like chrysanthemums, because I love you, just like Park Yi loves Huiying in "Daisy", because I love you, because I can never see you, because I love you... An An, you can make me look Thinking of you with Chrysanthemum, thank you Chrysanthemum...

"What book are you reading again?" My sister-in-law walked to my desk and saw the Anthology of Song Ci that I had opened.I knew that the page I opened was "One Cut Plum" by Li Qingzhao:

The fragrant red lotus root leaves the jade in autumn,

Loosen Luo Chang lightly and board the Lanzhou alone.

Who will send the brocade book in the cloud?

When the wild goose returns, the moon is full of the west building.

The flowers flow by themselves.

A kind of lovesickness, two sorrows.

There is no way to eliminate this situation.

Only under the brow, but our hearts.

"Why is this poem so full on the paper? There are so many pages!" The sister-in-law exclaimed.Picking up another stack of manuscript paper, "Xin An? Who is it?" She found countless Xin An and An An in my manuscript paper, and turned her head to stare at me and asked.

I was silent.

"Is it a girl you like?"

It's not liking, it's love, it's love that hurts.

"Wen Qing, what's the matter?" Sister-in-law came over and sat on the sofa next to me. "Why are you crying?"

I still didn't speak, just burst into tears.I haven't cried like this for a long time, and I haven't had such heartache for a long time. The pain made my chest swell and hurt, and it seemed that the air could not pass through.An An, how can I miss you like this.

My sister-in-law put her arms around my shoulders silently, and didn't speak anymore, just quietly accompanying me.When my worst emotions had passed, she turned and left my room.

After dinner, my sister-in-law came over with a bag and said that the children's parents-in-law missed their grandchildren and had just sent them away, saying that they would come to accompany me to live a happy life.

Parents were very happy and said, since the child has returned to his parents-in-law's house, let Wenhua come and live with him.

The sister-in-law said, don't want him to come, she is here to live a happy life with Wen Qing wholeheartedly.

Mom and Dad laughed and said yes, Wenqing has been studying hard these days, reciting memorization at home every day, like a middle school student preparing for an exam, you can just come and play with her, lest she blow up her mind.

The sister-in-law said, okay, I, a former middle school teacher, should test her well.

I said, just take the test, who is afraid of whom, you are definitely not my opponent.

She said, okay, we have to take six homework exams, and if we can memorize articles and poems, we will definitely lose.

I said, don't forget that I was admitted to a national key university with all-round development, and your college entrance examination scores don't dare to compare with mine.

She said, you have to remember, I have a daughter who just graduated from junior high school, I am an excellent accompanying mother, and I can recite all the homework she can memorize.

I said, can you recite my novels? I can recite all the novels I have written...

In the end, we definitely didn’t recite anything, and we just bickered endlessly. Finally, my mother drove me back to the room, saying that we were two women who were in the same place, and we were so noisy and disturbed her TV series.So my sister-in-law followed me into my room.

I knew she wasn't interested in drinking, but neither of us started the conversation until the babble was over.I just said: "I know you are here to ask for stories, and I just want to tell stories, so I will meet everyone's needs."

My sister-in-law shook my hand kindly: "I hope you can relax and don't suffocate yourself."

"Yeah." I leaned against the head of the bed, "Xin An, she is the girl I love, we have a very special story."