i still love you so much

I walked down the stairs and saw Lu Yu out.

This man, who looks like a bandit, is sincere and enthusiastic towards his friends. Perhaps he has noticed the warmth under Lu Yu's rough appearance, which is why Victor fell in love with him so quickly.Thinking about the appearance of that beautiful second-in-command, this guy is probably only crushed to death. Imagine, I only love beautiful boys, I think, um, according to what Lin Jing taught me last time, the picture is so beautiful that I dare not look at it .

At the top of the stairs, the guy gave me a bear hug.

"Seeing you like this, I feel relieved. If you need a brother, just talk."

I patted him on the back, "Thank you."

very nice.

Whether it was the helping hand when I had an accident, or the concern later, this friend is worth my life.

Said that he had passed the gate control, and watched him rushing away in the car surrounded by his younger brother, guessing wickedly that the beauty's second boss would not give him a good face tonight.

I looked up at the dark blue night sky and it was beautiful.

Turn around and go upstairs.

I got up early the next day and wanted to take Victor to eat soy milk fritters.

Opening the door, Ke Luo was leaning against the opposite door decadently, with a dead white face and a distraught look.I've never seen him like this.

"Ke Luo?" I was a little worried and asked out loud.

Ke Luo came over, "Mo Yan, something happened to Uncle Lu."

Lu Feng was stabbed by his darling Cheng Yichen, and he is now in the hospital.

I'm not surprised at all, Lu Feng is so powerful that he is invincible. If this is a comic, then every time he appears, the light and shadow effect must be his huge figure shrouding him like a mountain.The only one who can hurt him is his Xiaochen. Other than this person, even Feng Yang, his only son who has worked hard all his life, has to obediently take the back seat.

Ke Luo said that he only found out the news the next day. He said that Lu Feng's condition was not very good, and his voice gradually became hoarse and obscure. He said, "Mo Yan, I don't understand." It's over", he said, "Mo Yan, I only have you, don't leave me".

The biological father was close by but did not intend to recognize each other. He was notified the next day when such a major event happened, and the culprit was still the close elders.

Well, it's really a bit miserable.

I suddenly had a wonderful illusion that he was just like me once, alone, with no one very close to him, no place where he fully belonged.

I helped him back to the next door to Shu Nian's house.

I know he lives here.On the day I came back, Ke Luo arrived first and waited for me in front of the opened door.Yesterday Lu Yu also mentioned that he was stared at by the person at the opposite door for a long time before entering the door.

I put Ke Luo on the sofa and took a look. There were chocolate mousse and milk that Victor loved to eat in the refrigerator. I heated up two cups of milk, cut a piece of cake, and let Victor have breakfast in the dining room.

Go back to the living room and sit down, hand another glass of milk to Ke Luo, "Thank you for preparing Victor for his favorite food."

Ke Luo didn't sleep all night, he sank haggardly on the sofa, gave a soft "hmm", drank the milk carelessly, and put the cup on the table.

"Mo Yan", he leaned over, held the back of my neck with his warm palms, and pressed me into his arms, hugging me tightly, I seemed to hear the gurgling sound of my bones being squeezed, scorching hot Human tears stained my clothes, he was like a wounded lone wolf, he suppressed his wailing deep in his throat, we gradually fell on the sofa, he was still holding on to me like this world, I am him The only thing that can be relied on, the only thing that really exists, without me, he can no longer survive and be helpless.

It hurts to be hugged, but I can't get enough of it—I've never felt so needed, I've never felt so important.

So I somehow softened my heart, and when he kissed me, I didn't resist or refuse.His kiss was eager and forceful, like a big dog throwing its owner down, it was almost licking, but it didn't contain any erotic meaning, instead it was full of anxiety and sadness.I can only stroke his back once and for all, waiting for him to calm down a little bit.

Finally, he buried his head in the socket of my shoulder and did not move.

"Mo Yan."

"Ok?"

"Mo Yan."

"I'm here."

He slowly fell asleep.

I put sleeping pills in his milk, he needs sleep, and I happened to have the pills with me.

Looking over from the sofa, the clock is walking methodically, round and round, round and round, and I stare at it until my body's reactions calm down.

The only person I've ever loved in my life is lying in my arms, breathing on my neck, how could I not respond.

I picked him up and walked through the living room, living room, and study to the bedroom, took off his coat and shoes, and covered him with a blanket.

Then he left with Victor in his arms.

"Daddy, Uncle Ke looks very sad, don't we have to guard him?"

"He's asleep, we'll see him later."

"Daddy, why you seeemssosad?"

"Probably because of the season?"

"Does spring make people feel sad?"

"There will be people who are sad baby in all seasons."

I talked to Shu Nian about the general situation, and asked him to pay attention to the opposite side. I took Victor out for a round in the city. Several times, the little girl passing by came up to me and said how cute I was. I tried my best to express my gratitude with a calm face.

"Yo, that handsome uncle over there holding a handsome boy~"

Lin Jing was leaning against the wall, pushing the sunglasses with one hand and a half, showing smiling eyes from above the sunglasses, propped his foot on the wall and posed in a pose, very flamboyant.

Victor had a video chat with him, this guy tricked my son into liking him by his good looks, his eyes lit up now, he looked at me, and I demonstrated it to him, "Brother", Victor is learning now Sell, "Brother!"

Pretty standard.

Lin Jing leaned closer, "Hey~~~~baby~~~~~", put his sunglasses on the neckline of my shirt, and took my son away with smooth movements.It's okay to kiss and rub, but I still want to play high and high, but I violently stop it.

"How did you come?"

"It's not you, I'm here to see my handsome brother who just came out of the oven."

"I don't remember you liking children."

"Hey, it's the age, it's getting old." Lin Jing pretended to be deeply moved, and looked at me jokingly, as if he didn't deserve a beating.

So we had lunch together and went shopping with Victor. Lin actually bought a suit of clothes for Victor, and after a while, he said he wanted to leave.

I always feel that something is wrong, "What the hell are you doing here?"

Lin Jing took away his sunglasses and put them on again, "Don't worry about it, LEE, tell me, can people live on the bottom of the sea? It's so quiet there."

It's rare for me to be patient, "There is an undersea restaurant now, maybe it will really come true in the future."

I seem to see Lin Jing rolling his eyes under the sunglasses, "Can you stop being so practical."

"People always want to live in reality, not in fairy tales."

"Yeah," Lin Jing lowered her head, "It's better to be more realistic."

I became more and more worried, "What's the matter? Is something wrong?" Whether this family is reciting words or something, one or two are like this.

"It's just some troubles left over from before, don't worry, I can take care of it completely, let's go~byebye Victor Baby~." Lin Jing waved his hand casually as he strode out.

"Byebye brother."

I didn't get to the bottom of it, he's grown up after all.

Back at Shu Nian's house, it was almost time for dinner.

I didn't see Ke Luo's figure, so I got up and went to the opposite side, Ke Luo was still sleeping.I simply let him have a good rest, and I tiptoed out again.

Perhaps because he was tired from shopping, Victor went to bed early.And I didn't feel sleepy at all.Just go to the bar I used to go to for a drink.

Three years later, the little bartender is still there.But he has changed from a pretty boy to a rough guy!What time had done to him!

I looked dumbfounded.

The little bartender showed off his lower arms and abs, "How about it, isn't it manly?"

"You, you, what have you done in the past three years?"

"Fitness, and also practiced Sanda." The little bartender had a smug expression on his face.

Me, I can only cover my face and recall the beautiful boy in my memory.

The little bartender poured me a drink.

"I haven't seen you for a few years, why did you go?"

"Settled in America."

"Not bad, what about your lover, did you go together?"

"Kid, I'm single."

The little bartender had a stupid expression on his face, as if he was saying that I was the biggest fucker he had ever seen in his life.He patted me on the shoulder and said tonight's wine was his treat.

I didn't feel any better about it.

After a while he sat his friend down next to me and I quickly explained that I just wanted to drink tonight.The little bartender looked understanding and said that he was just chatting to adjust his mood.His friend also looked at me with a "tender" face.

I was so embarrassed that I wanted to leave immediately.

But people have good intentions after all.

So there was a chat without a ride.The weather, the news, I didn’t understand it when I just returned to China, so the conversation was very awkward and there was a lot of silence.

The situation got better when we knew that we were colleagues. We shared many views, and gradually we could say that we had a very happy chat.

Before I knew it, it was past midnight.

I apologized and said I had to take a step first, but he said he should go home too. They looked at each other, knowing that there was nothing charming about each other, exchanged business cards, put on their coats and wanted to leave.

Suddenly he was stopped by an arm.

"This man is mine."

Ke Luo blocked me with one hand and a half, and said to the person opposite.

Embarrassed, just about to explain, the person opposite said, "He has agreed to leave with me, you are late sir."

He even gave me a wink, like I'm helping you make him jealous... I should know, where can the little bartender's friend be normal?

Ke Luo was probably stimulated by our "flirtatious eyebrows", and his pretty face turned out to be a bit ferocious.

The little bartender got a microphone out of nowhere, "yo~~~ come on, wrestle your wrists, the game will determine the outcome!" The drunken people in a bar roared along with wowwow, deafeningly loud.

Ke Luo couldn't hear me clearly, so I dragged Ke Luo away.This brat actually shook my hand and insisted on competing with others.

It's a shame.I can only pray that these drunks won't remember Ke Luo's face until tomorrow.

Standing aside covertly.

The battle ended quickly, and there was no suspense for Ke Luo to win.

He put his arm around my shoulders and walked out.

It was only when I got into Ke Luo's car that I had a chance to explain, "That man was joking with you. We just had a chat and were about to go back to our respective houses. You don't have to wrestle with him at all."

"I want to do this," Ke Luo concentrated on watching the road conditions and pursed his lips. "I want to do this. I want to win you over. I should be the one going home with you."

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