wildfire in the heart

When I got out of the hospital, I wanted to have the cheek to call or send You Yu a WeChat message, but I never had the courage.As time went by, I felt that the invisible wall between me and You Yu became thicker and thicker, and she became more and more out of reach.

In addition to giving her time to let her forget the harm I caused her, nothing else I do is superfluous.

When I saw You Yu's back in the hospital, my heart almost jumped out, so that I couldn't completely calm down when I got home.

After my mother asked the taxi driver to let me down, she asked the taxi driver to take her home directly.

I stared at the mirror on the wall of the living room, I was too decadent in the mirror, if You Yu saw it today, she would probably not sympathize with me, maybe she would be glad that she left me earlier.

I can't be seen by her like this, I have to clean myself up.

In the days that followed, I paid attention to diet and fitness, tried to calm my mind, and controlled the heartache to a less unbearable range.

It's the weekend, and Shu Ci invited me to Sa Xiangwan's coffee shop, saying that there is a new product for me to taste.

I agreed to go without thinking too much. Going out and staying can reduce some cranky thoughts.

I dressed up a bit, changed into a casual shirt with some personality, and cut my hair a little, exposing my smooth forehead and ears, put on earrings, and painted a refreshing lip color, and I went out up.

The atmosphere of the cafe on weekends is particularly good, and the cafe is full of people inside and out.

"What new product?" I sat down and asked Shu Ci directly.

"Wait a moment." Shu Ci turned his head and waved towards the service desk.

Half a minute later, the shrewd Sa Xiangwan came to us with a smile on her face, holding a tray in her hand.Seeing me, she greeted me like an old acquaintance: "Yo, Zhizhi, you look very good today. It seems that time is really a good medicine for pain."

I gave Shu Ci a hard look, why does this big-mouthed woman tell Xiangwan everything.

Sa Xiangwan was even happier when she saw me glaring at Shuci. She put the coffee cup in front of me and made a gesture of invitation: "This is free for you. First, thank you for ordering milk for me earlier. Second, Please refer to the new product and see how it tastes?"

"You're welcome." After speaking, I took a sip of the coffee in front of me. It tasted really special, silky and mellow, with endless aftertaste.

I nodded: "Not bad."

Sa Xiangwan bent down slightly, and said to me, "This coffee also has a very special name."

"What name?" I asked subconsciously.

She smiled slowly: "It's called 'Aftertaste of Love'."

When I heard the name, I felt a tingle in my heart. They didn't ask me to taste the coffee here, they just asked me to come to them for a needle.

I was so tied up that I couldn't speak, and the heartache that had been blocked for several days came up again.

Seeing my uncomfortable expression, Shu Ci gave Sa Xiangwan a wink, which meant "enough is enough".

Sa Xiangwan straightened up, sighed and said, "Forget it, I won't run on you anymore, to tell you the truth, I called you here tonight to let you relax."

I thank you very much, Sa Xiangwan, my heart is broken enough by you.

"Come on." Sa Xiangwan tilted her head, motioning for me to get up and follow her.

"I haven't finished my coffee yet." I refused to get up, angry.

Shu Ci stood up, grabbed my arm, and dragged me to follow Sa Xiangwan.

The two of them took me to an enclosed area on the side of the terrace, where many pots of tropical green plants were placed, and inside was a circular enclosed sofa area with several floor mats and tatami chairs on the floor.

When we passed by, there were already several people there. I took a closer look and they turned out to be playing games.

I have never played this game, it looks very young, probably only kindergarten children can play it.

There is a deck of cards on the table, colorful, with fruits, animals, and a bell.

"Oh, it hurts so much." A woman yelled. It turned out that when she was clapping the bell, she couldn't retract her hand in time, and another woman slapped her hand.

The lady bared her teeth, the lady giggled, and the people around were watching.

"Sit down." Sa Xiangwan ordered Shu Ci and me.

"What kind of game is this?" I asked Shu Ci.

"German Heart Disease." Shu Ci said while sitting down.

Such a ferocious name, when I heard it, I thought it was some kind of medical operation, but it didn't look like it from the cards on the table.

Sa Xiangwan asked everyone to play a new round, and I was also assigned a deck of cards. I played two hands and found that this game is really not difficult.The general rule of the game is that as long as there are five identical fruits on the cards on the table, you can ring the bell, and the first person to ring the bell can take the cards on the table back to himself.

At the beginning, I was foolishly received a lot of cards. Through observation, I quickly mastered all the rules, and began to silently count the cards in my heart. I would calculate the probability of each player playing a card. After a while, I just collected most of the cards on the table, and my hand was swollen by countless people.

Shu Ci probably couldn't bear it, and told me next to me: "After you slap the bell, quickly withdraw your hands, so as not to be beaten."

Even so, I was beaten many times, some of them hit hard, and the blue veins on the back of my hand were directly smashed.

In the end, I collected all the cards on the table, and a young girl was crying with anger. Sa Xiangwan patted the girl on the shoulder and said, "Don't be angry, don't be angry, she is Frustrated in love, proud in the casino."

This Sa Xiangwan really wanted to run on me when he found a chance, but this time I didn't respond, who gave me a complete victory.Although this is just a simple game, I am still very proud, because it seems to tell me that no matter what happens, I still have a chance to come back.

"Come on, come on." I greeted everyone to have another plate.

Sa Xiangwan got up and said, "You play, I won't accompany you, I have to go."

Before she left, she squeezed Shu Ci's hand, Shu Ci smiled at her and watched her leave.

The little girl who was almost crying out of anger changed her seat and came to me. She sat very close to me, almost touching my arm, and I began to feel a little uncomfortable.

"My name is Zang Xiaoyi, what's your name?" She took the initiative to ask me.

"An Zhizhi." I answered her simply. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Shu Ci lowered her head and pursed her lips. What does she mean?

In the next game, the little girl Zang Xiaoyi devoted herself wholeheartedly, bluffing and bluffing, which perfectly interfered with my thinking, and caused me to be fined several times. I was a little powerless, and then I simply lost.

Zang Xiaoyi collected all the cards, she jumped up excitedly and jumped around twice and said: "Yeah, I won!" After she finished speaking, she smiled brightly at me, and that smile hit my heart instantly, because Her smile resembled Youyu's radiant look when he was happy, and I was immediately stunned.

Tired of playing the game, everyone sat down and chatted. Seeing that it was getting late, people left one after another.

After I stayed absent-minded for a while, I was about to leave. Out of politeness, I asked Shu Ci: "How did you go back?"

"I'll wait for Sasa to get off work, and go with her." Shu Ci didn't get up, and leaned lazily on the sofa.

Sasa?This title made me numb all over, this Sa Xiangwan seems to have two brushes.

I waved goodbye to Shu Ci and Sa Xiangwan, and when we got down to the first floor, Zang Xiaoyi jumped out from nowhere: "I know, can I take your car?"

Her voice is very sweet, it doesn't look like You Yu at all, but the soft part of her voice is still a bit like it, somehow, I want to avoid her: "Sorry, we may not be on the way."

The little girl didn't seem to want to give up: "Then will you let me get off at the nearest subway exit?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, she walked a little closer to me, and asked me again in a very soft voice: "Is it okay?"

"Let's go." I still agreed.

I thought Zang Xiaoyi was going to go in the back of the car, but who knew that she got into my co-pilot seat directly, and I was embarrassed to drive her away.

I drove the car silently without speaking, she hummed softly to the music in my car beside me, after driving for a while, I couldn't hear the sound, and when I turned my head, she was actually asleep.

When I got near the subway station, I hesitated what to do. After waiting for a few minutes, I reached out and shook her awake.

She blindfolded and asked, "Are you at your house?"

"No, the subway station is here." I signaled her to get off.

Seeing that my tone was cold, she glanced at me complainingly, and reluctantly unbuttoned her seat belt.

She opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, when she suddenly turned around and said, "There will be a period later."

I didn't understand what she meant, so I just said "um" and watched her get out of the car.

Seeing her entering the subway entrance, I suddenly felt a little weak all over my body. I found that no matter how I tried to hide from my heart, my eyes would connect everything I saw with Youyu. I don't know when I will see the sun.