Difficult to return

Such an endless sentence, but his heart was like a mirror, and his sixth sense accurately told him who this person was.

In a hurry that day, the boy was very young, about 25 or [-] years old, with smiling eyes, he looked like a sunny and happy young man.In Song Shuhua's mind, such a young man really shouldn't indulge in an occasion like Queen.

But he couldn't take care of these at the moment, he was quite frightened by this sudden friend request.

He didn't know how Queen's guests knew about his private social account. The only contacts in this account were his parents, relatives of the Song family, her husband, and her husband's parents.

His mind went blank for a second, and after he realized it, he rejected the other party's application with almost no thought.

But a few seconds later, the application came again, with a message——

scared?I don't mean anything malicious, I just want to ask if something happened to you if you didn't come to QUEEN.

Song Shuhua stared at this sentence, these words were combined in disorder, as if what entered his mind was not a whole sentence.The fear of this person far outweighed his doubts about how the other party got his account, and his curiosity about what kind of person the other party was.When he came back to his senses, he had already blocked this person.

I waited for a while holding my phone in fear, but no new application came.Only then did he take the time to think about how his information was leaked.How much does the other party know about him, just this number, or does he already know some information about him in real life?The more I thought about it, the more afraid I became, and I had no choice but to pray that this person would never appear again.

It seems that his prayers really came true, and no one will add him as a friend.

Soon, this little annoyance was submerged in his more annoyances, the biggest one being that he couldn't bear it any longer and wanted to perform at QUEEN very much.

The husband said that he was going on a business trip for a few days, and the resistance was a little less, but the bracelet and Zhou Yao still made him hesitate.

But the prayer failed again the night before her husband left. The man changed his account and applied for a friend again.

—It seems that I really scared you.I really just want to say a few words to you, you keep blocking me, I will keep adding you.

Seeing this message, a rush of blood rushed straight to Song Shuhua's head, his face turned red, and he blocked this person again.

——I said I will keep adding until you pass.

——You don't want to know, how do I know your number?

……

Song Shuhua blushed, accepted the other party's application, and almost sent a sentence to the other party with trembling fingertips.

[I don't want to know, and you don't want to add me, I don't want to talk to you, and I don't want to know you, please don't bother me. 】

After sending this sentence, he blocked the other party again.

——I searched for the account using your phone number.The phone number was given by someone from QUEEN, I have no other meaning.

——You don’t want to be friends, let me call you, just to ask you a question.

As soon as he received this sentence, Song Shuhua's phone vibrated in his palm, and he was so scared that he almost threw the phone away.

A string of unfamiliar phone numbers in this city, but he unexpectedly felt that he had seen this number before, and it was the one written on the note that Zhou Yao took into the dressing room.

He reacted immediately and hung up the phone.

Being forced to such a position, he was really afraid that the other party would do something more extreme, so he had no choice but to pass the other party's friend.

【What are you going to do?It's against the law for you to harass me like this, do you know that? 】

Song Shuhua seemed to hastily bristled the docile hair on his body into thorns, but he was not very successful, so that he uttered such a weak threat.

But the other party didn't stand up to him like threatening him in the message.

[I know, sorry.But I have no other way to talk to you. 】

[We have nothing to say, the me you see on the stage is not the real me, it's just a symbol.You don't have to chase a symbol into his life, it's stupid. 】

[I know, sorry. 】

【What are you going to do? 】

[I said, I want to ask you what's wrong, you haven't been to QUEEN for so long, did something happen to you?Will you still be performing? 】

【none of your business. 】

[As someone you watch every show, I feel like this matter has a lot to do with me. 】

Being so self-righteous, Song Shuhua was about to laugh angrily, he was not such a person who gets angry easily.

[First of all, every time you buy a ticket, you have already seen the performance, and I don't owe you any.Secondly, my performance in QUEEN is a matter between QUEEN and I. I can go if I want, and I won’t if I don’t want to. There is no need to report to you. 】

[You are so irresponsible to the guests? 】

……

[I don't think you are such a person. 】

……

[Tell me why, maybe I can help you. 】

Song Shuhua didn't know how to answer this kind of nonsense, so he didn't continue to reply.Fortunately, the other party did not continue to persecute him, the chat ended abruptly, and the other party did not continue to send messages.

He thought again of the young man he saw in the dressing room that day.It's really hard to judge people by their appearances. The boy who looks polite is actually such a shameless character.But having said that, if he was really polite and sensible, he wouldn't keep sending things to the backstage knowing that he doesn't accept gifts from guests.

Knowing people, knowing face but not knowing heart, the guest is like this, Zhou Yao is also like this, and Xiaofeng is similar.It's not so much that it disgusts him, it's more that it makes him uneasy.He has already lost the ability to deal with everyone's real and complex humanity, and he just wants to stay away from them all.He doesn't want to understand others, and he doesn't need friends. This is the best way to protect himself.

After a long time, seeing that the other party did not say anything, he secretly deleted this person.

But it was only quiet for a long time. At night, the deletion of friends was discovered, and there was another question that came along with the friend application——

Why did you delete me?

Song Shuhua stared at the line of words and couldn't help hugging his head.

Who the hell gave his phone to this lunatic, Zhou Yao?stage director?Or business manager? Only these three people in QUEEN have his phone number, and he has been strictly advised not to give his phone number to the guests. This kind of thing has never happened in the past few years.Is this who is taking revenge on him?Is it Zhou Yao?But Zhou Yao was the only one among the three who would not adopt this method.

Blocking was not an option, nor was deletion. He stared at the new application and decided not to bother with it.After washing and going to bed, I turned off the lights, tossed and turned on the bed, and finally took the phone and turned it off.

He told himself that as long as he didn't care about it, the more he reacted to him, whether it was deleting, blackmailing, or telling him not to add his friends, the more this kind of person would push his nose.As long as he ignores it, after a long time, he will give up.

Just ignore it.

Ignore it.

……

Song Shuhua took a deep breath, turned on the light and the phone.Sure enough, a series of applications with different numbers popped up——

——You approved as a friend, but selfishly deleted me, which is unfair to me.

——If a person said something that made you unhappy, you can tell him directly instead of deleting the other person directly.

——Please pass through your friends, otherwise I will keep applying.

……

——You don't want to talk, you don't need to say it, I won't bother you, but don't delete me.

For some reason, Song Shuhua could still see a little fragility and sadness from the opponent's hysteria, tough demands and persecution.

This person found more than a dozen or twenty numbers, not to mention that each activation required money, and he stayed up for several nights just to grind himself through the friend application.What paranoid emotion gave him such perseverance?An illusory image made him obsessed like this, sacrificing himself?

It was very late at night, and only a few windows of the building outside the window were still lit, which made me feel lonely.They are all poor and sad people who can't find any real attachment in real life.

Song Shuhua finally passed his application.Then he turned off the lights and finally fell asleep.

After that night, the other party seemed to be true to what he said, and he didn't bother Song Shuhua anymore, just lay quietly in his contact list, clicked into the chat interface, and the welcome was still the same as "You have become friends, you can start chatting" word.

But no matter when the software is opened, the head of the other party's flower is always on, as if it is an ever-burning lamp specially reserved for him, as if telling Song Shuhua that he is waiting for him all the time.

The husband returned home once, as usual, but disappeared again within two days.

The fact that her husband sleeps out so frequently makes him wonder if he has someone new.This is also good, so that he can catch his breath if he doesn't pay so much attention to him.The pressure has been too great recently, and I can't be distracted to deal with my husband carefully.

After her husband left, he finally thought of this stalking guest.Finally, he clicked on the chat box and sent him a long message.

The main idea is to tell the other party that the real him is not the Tita on the stage, it is just an illusory image of performance, not worth pursuing or spending too much money and energy.I hope that the other party can pay more attention to his real life, and his friends can't bring any real happiness to his life.I hope the other party can understand this, and then take the initiative to delete him.

The other party seemed to be waiting for him like his never-dark avatar.Song Shuhua's long speech was sent successfully, and the other party replied immediately.

【You really don't go to QUEEN to perform anymore? 】

Song Shuhua frowned.

[Did you read what I said? 】

【See, thank you very much for your kindness, but you are really good at thinking.I don't attach any affection to Tita, and I'm not interested in who he is in real life.Watching performances is just a kind of adjustment in my busy life. It is no different from other people spending money to go to bars, travel, and various entertainment. 】

Seeing these words, Song Shuhua blushed suddenly, and felt hot all over with shame.

[Since this is the case, you can just change the way of entertainment, why do you want to add me as a friend. 】

[I've been watching you perform, I'm used to it.When a performer suddenly stops performing, I always come to ask why.Are you still going to QUEEN? 】

Song Shuhua bit the corner of his mouth, feeling inexplicably irritable.

【I'm not going.Can I delete you? 】

【why are you not going?Got bullied, or what happened? 】

[Tell you, can you stop bothering me? 】

[If you have a reasonable reason to stop performing, I can stop bothering you. 】【I don't like people who give up halfway, I hope your reasons can put an end to me. 】

Seeing this, Song Shuhua was inexplicably angry.Since he said to put a full stop, let him put this full stop, so that he can be freed.

[My bracelet was stolen in QUEEN, I never want to set foot in that unfortunate place again. 】【Now that you have the reason you want, stop talking to me. 】