Difficult to return

Lu Mingchen silently picked up the ceramic shards in the sink.The mother-in-law was taken aback by him, and that's what he wanted.It can be seen that the Song family really kept their husband's actual situation secret and did not want to talk about it.

"Don't move, be careful rowing. I'm coming, I'm wearing gloves." Song's mother was picking up the tiles, while muttering that her gloves were shallow and of poor quality, and she couldn't hold the dishes stained with foam.

After picking up the tiles, Mother Song leaned against the cooking table, took off her gloves and sighed.

"It's all because of Ah Hua's dance teacher at school who forced him to wear skirts to dance and developed a bad habit." Immediately afterwards, Song's mother told how Song Shuhua joined the dance team despite his father's objection in middle school, and how he was forced by the teacher. I talked about wearing a skirt on stage.

Lu Mingchen frowned deeply, he never knew that this was happening, so the husband became like this, was he really forced out by the teacher?

"Fortunately, his father found out in time and took him to see a doctor for a while before he was cured."

"See a doctor?"

"Yes. I think it's because the child is curious, and his father made a fuss." Song's mother widened her eyes in horror, "Could it be that he's wearing skirts again?"

"No." Lu Mingchen said lightly, "I just heard from my sister-in-law that Ah Hua wore skirts when he was a child."

Song's mother seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "The fourth child can gossip about anything, and nine out of ten sentences are embellished."

"Mom, do you think Ah Hua wants to be a girl?"

"Why do you think so?"

"I see that he likes cooking at home and raising flowers, which are all girls' hobbies."

"He's been like this since he was a child, and this can't be changed. Don't talk about you, I'd say it would be great if he was a girl." Mother Song chatted lightly, as if she also thought that it would be better for her son to be a daughter, "But he was angry , saying that he is not a woman and does not have children. He doesn’t have to give birth by himself now, it would be nice to adopt one. Xiaolu, I know that it was Ah Hua who disagreed last time, so you can persuade me not to always Let him."

The sun scorched the slate floor in the yard, but Lu Mingchen couldn't feel the high temperature in summer. Walking in the yard under the scorching sun, he couldn't stop thinking about what his mother-in-law said.

According to the mother-in-law, the husband has indeed had such a habit since he was a child, but it is not because he believes that he is a girl.But he was not sure how credible this statement was.The husband also lied to his parents into thinking he was "cured", which was clearly not the case.

He thought of the phrase "see a doctor" again. I'm afraid this doctor refers to a psychologist.Thinking back to his previous suspicion that her husband was frigid and suggested that he go to see a doctor, the other party objected so resolutely and fiercely, saying that he was not a pervert. Perhaps it was because the treatment process in the past was not so easy and smooth, so that he still kept it after many years. Psychological shadow.

Thinking of this, Lu Mingchen felt like a needle pricked his heart.He knew his father-in-law and his husband's past that he didn't know about, so he must have suffered a lot.

When his thoughts came to this point, he seemed to understand the reason why her husband tried so hard to hide himself—he had been hurt so much that he was too weak to reveal anything.

In the south wing, this room was specially prepared for the two of them.Lu Mingchen gently pushed the door open, and the cold air in the room rushed towards him, and the air outlet of the central air conditioner directly blowing cold air.The husband was lying quietly with his back to the door, his hair scattered on the pillow, like a quiet lotus flower.

He hasn't been in the same room with her husband for a long time, and he doesn't know if his voluntary distance has eased their relationship, but he knows that his desire to be close to her husband has never faded, but has deepened day by day.

He closed the door, walked to the bed and lay down gently and slowly behind her husband, sideways, in the posture of holding him in his arms, but he didn't really touch him because he was afraid of waking him up.

This small movement also woke up Song Shuhua, with a strong nasal voice: "My dad and the others finished eating too?"

"Ah."

"You've had a drink, go to sleep." The man sat up while speaking.

"Aren't you going to sleep?"

"I woke up."

But Lu Mingchen suddenly pulled her husband to lie down, wrapped around his shoulders, tightened his arms, and wrapped him in his arms.He put his face on the back of his husband's neck, greedily indulging in her husband's smell, and murmured: "Ah Hua, lie down with me for a while."

The man struggled slightly, fearing that he would lose his mind after drinking, his voice was a little frightened: "Mingchen, don't be like this... my cousin is next door, the house is not soundproof..."

Lu Mingchen didn't relax, his hands went around behind his husband's back to hold his hands, and hugged him whole: "I'm just holding you."

"Mingchen..."

"Hold my hand, I can't do anything."

This proposal, which had little practical significance, convinced the husband.Song Shuhua really held his hands behind his back and put them in front of him, as if he finally felt relieved, and no longer struggled.

"You may have to drink with Dad and the others at night, so hurry up and sleep for a while." He sincerely advised.

Lu Mingchen just pressed his face to the back of her husband's neck, his hot lips touched the cool skin, arched his body, and only pressed his chest against her husband's back.

"Does 'Shu Hua' mean 'There is poetry and book spirit in the stomach'?"

"Maybe, the name my grandfather took back then, by the time I can remember, he had already passed away."

"Ah Hua, sister-in-law just said that you would wear your mother's skirt when you were a child..." The back of the person in his arms was stiff, and he continued, "It's very cute, like a younger sister."

"My sister-in-law always wanted a daughter, but she couldn't get pregnant after giving birth to a little cousin."

"Do you think it's better to be a girl, too?"

"No, being a girl is too much suffering."

Song Shuhua plucked the string that signaled danger in his mind, and just as he tightened it again, he heard her husband say, "Then why did you like to wear skirts when you were young?"

"..."

"Mom said she was forced to go to school by the teacher..."

"What exactly do you want to ask?" Song Shuhua's voice cooled down, and he moved Lu Mingchen's hand away.

The husband was angry, but Lu Mingchen didn't want to give up just yet: "Did the teacher force you?"

He was almost about to clarify what he said, and he finally saw the color of his husband from his face that had never been expressionless.

The man suddenly stood up and sat up, blushing, out of annoyance, he glared at Lu Mingchen: "Why are you inquiring about these things with my mother?"

Lu Mingchen also sat up: "It's nothing, I just want to know you better, I've never heard you talk about your childhood."

"There's nothing to talk about. If you want to know anything, just ask my parents." After saying this, he rolled over and got out of bed.

Song Shuhua slammed the door.

That moderate "bang" sound hit Lu Mingchen's tympanic membrane, and he seemed to hear the door of her husband's heart that he had used all his brute force and ingenuity to open a gap, and it was also closed heavily in front of his eyes.

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Song Shuhua stood in the sweltering corridor, his palms were covered with cold sweat.

What does the husband mean by these words, does he already know something?I just want to know when he was a child, so why did he focus on the matter of him wearing a skirt?

He carefully recalled his behavior and words recently, and he didn't seem to find any flaws.Could it be that the husband noticed that one of his bracelets was missing?That should also directly ask him what happened, instead of insinuating that he wore skirts when he was a child.

At this time, adults who are full of food and drink are taking a lunch break. The sun in June is already very poisonous. After a short while outside, sweat slid down his temples to his chin. Song Shuhua couldn't help pacing back and forth. He felt something was wrong. But I can't think of any reason.Suddenly a cousin bumped into his lap, and he quickly caught the child, followed by his cousin and dragged the child away, and dragged him into the air-conditioned room to eat iced watermelon.

The cold and refreshing watermelon cooled him down and calmed him down.

Let's not think about what my husband already knows, but he certainly doesn't know that he is wearing women's clothes now, let alone his drag show in QUEEN.

From his understanding, it was absolutely impossible for her husband to accept him doing such a thing.If he knew, it would be impossible for him to slam the door in such a calm manner.Divorce is considered light, I'm afraid it will inevitably stab his parents, and even send him to treatment... Not daring to think about it, he pressed his chest and tried his best to calm his fast heartbeat.

As long as the husband doesn't know that he wears women's clothing and performs, then he knows everything else, and he will know it. At worst, he will get angry with him and admit his mistake.

Going back to the city at night was driven by Song Shuhua, and her husband also drank at night, leaned against the co-pilot and closed his eyes to rest, and did not mention the incident at noon.

Back home, everything is normal.He packed up his drunken husband and sent him to bed in the master bedroom.This time the husband didn't pester him, took good care of him, and went back to sleep in the second bedroom.

Just lying on the bed, he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, always feeling uneasy.I can't say it, but I just feel that the life in front of me has a sense of illusion, like a picture blown out by a monster in one breath, and it will shatter when touched lightly.

On weekdays, the husband gets up early to go to work as usual.He tidied up the house as usual, took time to visit the old house, and replaced the chain and door with high-end anti-theft ones.On the recommendation of the master, an electronic cat's eye was also installed, which can remotely monitor the situation of the house.

Then, he saved his private money.Although he has made a lot of money from Queen in the past few years, he spent too much on skirts and shoes, and he couldn't make up a single bracelet.I had no choice but to transfer the money from the card given by my husband to buy the lost bracelet again.

Looking at the two boxes placed side by side in the jewelry cabinet at home, they had returned to their original appearance, but he was not happy about it.It wasn't just about the money, he was very unwilling, he hated the thief who stole his bracelet, but he didn't dare to get it back.

I dare not go to QUEEN to confront someone, and I dare not go to the police, or even speak out about it.After much deliberation, I was resenting myself for not being more careful.

He doesn't dare to go to Queen now. The bracelet, Zhou Yao's affairs, and her husband's temptations and doubts have all become stones blocking his feet, making him shrink in his own cave, not daring to take a step out.

QUEEN's staff naturally called him, but he didn't know what to say, so he had no choice but to ignore the calls and anxiously stared at the phone calls until they finished ringing.

Time passed quickly in his anxiety, until one day, a friend application popped up, and the application message was "Tita, why haven't you been performing recently?".

Song Shuhua suddenly turned pale with shock.