HP Margo's Diary

(fourteen)

That night I left the broom at his door and went home.We have never spoken since then, and he seems to deliberately not meet me, and I have never seen him again.Until he went back to school, back to that magical world, back to his own world.

I regard him as a person in two worlds that are completely different from mine. I always feel that he will disappear suddenly. He will leave me when I thought I could enter his world. I am afraid that I will be affected by someone again. I was afraid of experiencing that powerless despair again, so I erected a high wall between me and him, I refused to enter his world, and told him to avoid the door of my world.

I thought I would never experience the pain of losing him since I had never had him before, but at this moment I was not as relaxed as I imagined, my heart seemed to be tightly entangled by something, as long as I thought of him I feel pain and soreness, and the thought that I will never see him again, never talk to him again, and he will never smile at me again, I feel like I have lost him forever.

I don't know why, but I start to miss him, and that emotion grows stronger every day.

His hurt look is lingering in my mind, I close my eyes, it is the night breeze brushing my cheeks, it is overlooking the dense forest, it is the bright moon above my head, it is his warm breath sprinkled on top of my head, it is his The laughter sounded in my ears, and it was a daisy blooming at my fingertips.

I started to lose my mind frequently. When I saw someone who looked like him on the side of the road, I would stop and look at him for a long time; I just stared at his picture all day long.

I suddenly realized that what I was more afraid of than what I cared about was that he would have nothing to do with me in the future.

(fifteen)

I curled up on the cold bed until the sound of the window being knocked was very clear in the silent room. I was vaguely expecting something in my heart, but I couldn't believe it.

My heartbeat accelerated unconsciously, and when I heard the second knock, I jumped up from the bed and climbed onto the desk to open the window for him.

The wind at night carried the fragrance of flowers and the fresh dew on his body, the bright moonlight lightly sprinkled on his face, and he rode on a broom and stayed by the window.

We were separated by a window, and time seemed to stand still, his brown hair disheveled by the wind, his amber eyes just looking at me intently.I was wearing a white lace nightdress, with my arms supporting my half-kneeling body on the desk.

He said "My heart said I wanted to see you, so I came"

I saw the dense trees passing by below me. The house was getting farther and farther away from us, but the forest stretched to the sky like there was no end.

He was wearing his school uniform, a soft light blue silk robe that brushed over my bare legs from time to time.I hugged his waist and rested my head on his thin and broad back.I couldn't see his expression, but I could only feel the scorching heat from his slightly trembling body.

He said something, and the wind mixed his words into a few broken syllables, which I couldn't really hear.But at this time, I seemed to be intoxicated in the dark night, so I just nodded indiscriminately.The next second, he suddenly switched positions with me in mid-air, and my exclamation was caught in his arms. I sat sideways on the broom, with his solid arm behind me.My legs were hanging in mid-air, but I was not afraid at all, and I felt full as if my heart was filled with something.

We hugged like we were on brooms, our hair was tangled together by the wind, and the air we inhaled through our noses was his breath.I can see him as soon as I look up, his honey-like eyes are amazingly bright in the dark night, I even feel that the stars in the sky cannot compare with the light in his eyes; his lips are pursed together, but the corners of his mouth seem to be depressed Can't stop like a hook;

He stopped in mid-air, the moon seemed close at hand, but I just looked at him.He also lowered his head and looked at me. We seemed to want to make up for all the sights that belonged to each other at once.

The thin moonlight scattered on his reddish face until his face was getting closer to me. The moment I closed my eyes, the warm touch stayed between my lips. This light touch is very tender. They were separated soon, and the burning temperature in his eyes dispelled the coldness in the dark night.

He said "I can't imagine without you - when I close my eyes, I see you. When I open them, I'm looking for you"

"If you are afraid, let me come close to you, Margot, and I will come into your world." He said, "You just need to accept my love and be loved by me."

It all seemed like a dream, and I was terrified that I would still be lying on that cold bed when I woke up.The belated filling made my nose feel sore, I didn't answer him, but couldn't help staring at him deeply.

He was flustered by my silence, and when he opened his mouth to say something, I kissed him.He was stiff for a moment, and then he let go of the hand holding the broom and hugged me tightly with both hands. His lips trembled a little, and so did mine, so both of them deepened the kiss trembling and jerky.

I have long forgotten everything I have considered, and at this moment, I will agree to him whatever he says; I only have eyes for him, the one who still firmly chose me after being hurt by me.

"Jen'aienviequedet'aimer" I whispered in his ear, Dacian, thank you for coming to my world.